Sickly lady in wheelchair, but God
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During a class, Teacher Greenville asked someone to write something. She was chosen and wrote the words exactly in front of everyone.
Teacher Greenville smiled and praised her, asking everyone to learn from her.
Learn from me?
No... No way, she is such an annoying piece of trash, how could she be praised by such a perfect teacher like Greenville?
Isis was so excited that she almost fainted.
Such a reward was too heavy for her. She tried to avoid the gaze of Teacher Greenville on purpose. In the following classes, she would deliberately sit in the corner.
However, even so, Teacher Greenweil could always point to her accurately, and even asked her to sit in the front seat, saying that the classroom was large anyway, and everyone could just gather in the front, and there was no need to separate them into front and back.
Although Isis was timid, she still slowly moved forward.
A little bit, a little bit, and a little bit more...
It got so close that one day her uncle and aunt asked her not to go to study in the afternoon. When teacher Greenville heard that she was asking for leave, she immediately said that she would help her convince her uncle and aunt.
At this time, Isis realized that Teacher Greenville was the hero she had been waiting for.
However, this hero is too perfect. Can she really understand the outside world through this hero?
On the day that Teacher Greenville said she would take her to Vistapa, she hesitated and hid, but Teacher Greenville found her easily.
Looking at the beautiful older sister who completely enveloped her with her shadow, her defenses broke.
This kind of life is actually pretty good, isn’t it?
Isis thought so until she came to Vistapa, but the good times didn't last long because she met Ingrid.
"I see."
After careful investigation, the nursery rhyme completely clarified Isis's mental journey.
Although on the surface she and Isis seem to have a teacher-student relationship, in Isis's eyes, she is not just a teacher, but also the perfect self that Isis imagines living in a happy world.
Up to this point, everything seems quite normal, neither extreme, nor distorted, nor abnormal.
But then the flaws in Isis's character began to take effect. The more she interacted with her, the more Isis acted.
"No matter how hard I try, I can never become like Teacher Greenwell."
The good news is that Isis did not give up completely and abandon her studies.
The bad news is that Isis thinks she is her "shadow".
Yes, shadow!
A shadow cannot turn into a living person, but it can always follow that person!
Tong Yao discovered that after treating herself as her shadow, Isis felt unprecedented happiness.
Because Isis found that there was no need for her to pursue that unattainable goal, and as a shadow she could enjoy the gentle, motherly care without any psychological burden.
But with the appearance of Ingrid, this balance was broken.
It all started with a misunderstanding, but it wasn’t entirely caused by a misunderstanding.
In fact, even if Isis had not misunderstood that Ingrid had coerced her because of eavesdropping, her heart had been severely shocked.
Because Isis found that Ingrid was also very perfect in appearance, so perfect that it made her feel ashamed of herself and she didn't even have the thought of competing with her.
"At this time, Isis had a strong sense of crisis. She was afraid that I would leave her, and she was even more afraid that I would be snatched away by Ingrid. After all, I was the perfect her in her imagination. The perfect her abandoned the 'trash' me. This blow was the same as when Ingrid was abandoned by Aurora."
Tong Yao nodded slightly.
The misunderstanding pushed Isis's anxiety to the highest point and caused her to doubt herself.
[Why would even such a perfect teacher like Greenville be coerced? Will I never be able to escape from the cage? ]
Isis hadn't thought about this question seriously, but she did think so subconsciously.
This time, she did not choose to back down and give up her "perfect self".
That was her last delusion. If she threw away even this, then all the suffering she had endured before would be completely meaningless. She might as well die in the mouth of that animal with red eyes.
A strong desire to protect prompted Isis to take action.
But it was precisely that strange longing and possessive desire to protect that made Isis's thoughts become somewhat twisted and perverted, and she finally shouted in her heart, "Even if the teacher must be someone's wife, it can only be mine."
Is it abnormal to marry yourself and play with yourself?
In Isis's opinion, it is not abnormal at all, but in the eyes of people who have no idea about her mental journey, it is quite abnormal.
After all, the other self she was talking about was a teacher who took care of her like a mother.
Moreover, if you regard another person as yourself and use this as an excuse to not allow others to touch that other self, isn't this a mental illness?
"Isis now is a bit like Ingrid who was abandoned by Aurora not long ago, but not completely like her because I did not abandon her."
I understand the nursery rhyme.
The best way now should be to learn from Farodius and use time and care to slowly correct Isis.
Even the extreme Ingrid has become the person who values family affection now, so there is no reason why Isis cannot become normal.
It seems that the first step is to have a good talk with Isis, telling her that although she will not marry a man, she is not a lesbian and it is impossible for her to really be with Ingrid, so that she will not be as anxious as she is now.
After the talk, Tong Yao felt that what she needed to do was to use practical actions in life to make Isis feel her care and further reduce her anxiety.
Anxiety is not a good thing. Excessive anxiety will only make Isis's condition worse.
However, these are only temporary solutions and do not address the root cause.
Why did Isis become like this?
The most direct reason is that she is not confident and lacks a sense of security!
Therefore, there are two ways to cure the problem. One is to directly erase her memory and let her start over. The other is to help her build self-confidence so that she no longer feels like trash on the street and no longer needs to be perfect.
Select two nursery rhymes.
Although the second path is more troublesome, it is a more suitable choice for Greenville's vest.
"It's important to note that you can't be too concerned about Isis, otherwise she might become a completely yandere, or a fragile life that will die if she leaves me."
Tong Yao is still quite confident in grasping this degree.
She did not act in a hurry. Acting too quickly would make Isis even more uneasy. A good rhythm would make everyone happy.
Before going to bed, Tong Yao used a little trick to make Black Ingrid fall asleep and woke up the sleeping Ingrid.
Although these two are essentially the same person, due to slight differences in personality, it still feels different when you get along with them.
Ingrid does not do things as impatiently as Hei Ying, nor does she act on her impulse like Hei Ying.
Tong Yao felt that even if Ingrid came forward, she would continue to beg her to have a fake marriage with her, but one thing was certain, Ingrid would never be so anxious.
This is enough.
She was afraid that Ingrid would be too anxious and scare Isis.
In fact, if there hadn't been some problems with Isis, Tong Yao would have really planned to stage a fake marriage with Ingrid.
Given Ingrid's devotion to the Prime Creator, even if she slept in the same bed with Ingrid as Greenville, it would be impossible to arouse Ingrid's interest.
Honestly, this is pretty interesting.
You never expected that the original creator you have been thinking about is right next to you, and is your nominal wife, but you didn’t recognize him at all!
The next day, Ingrid came to the college again.
But just as Tong Yao thought, she did not directly hug her legs and beg her to marry her like Hei Ying did. Instead, she seemed a little uncomfortable when talking about it.
"I have found someone to make the student uniforms you requested. They will be ready in a few days."
"Also, you asked me to keep an eye out for anyone willing to come to the academy to be a teacher. I'm already working on that."
"Ah, about marriage, you...you take your time to think about it. The debate surrounding Brutus will continue for some time. By then, the Queen and Merry may cause some trouble. I will help you deal with it. I'll go back first."
Ingrid left in a hurry.
Tong Yao smiled and shook her head. She continued with her enrollment work while paying attention to the situation of Isis and Ingrid.
Isis was peeking at me just now, clenching her fists tightly while watching, and shouting in her heart, "Don't take my teacher away from me."
It's a little twisted, but also kind of cute.
After leaving, Ingrid went to the palace. Brutus, who was very likely to become the crown prince, was to be imprisoned for three years. This caused a great discussion, and as a princess, she had to be present.
Tong Yao was not interested in the internal affairs of Vestapa, nor was she very interested in the entanglement between Farodius and the Pillar of the Sun, so she just took a look to pass the time.
In the next few days, Ingrid came to the academy every day, but she was only there to handle business, which made Isis, who was peeking, feel a little relieved, but she still did not let her guard down.
Tong Yao took this opportunity to talk to Isis.
She did not directly expose Isis's true thoughts, but started with the rumors from the outside world, pretending to tell Isis not to care about the rumors from the outside world and just focus on studying hard. In fact, she was telling Isis in disguise that she was not a lesbian and there was no need to worry about anything happening between her and Ingrid.
Isis listened very carefully and nodded continuously. It seemed that the conversation was effective.
But as soon as she said goodbye to Isis, Tong Yao found that Isis became more anxious.
"Teacher Greenville is not a lesbian, but she is coerced by Ingrid, who is a lesbian. Such an experience, alas..."
She didn't know what to say anymore.
In short, just one word: miserable!
And there is only one word that can be described when it comes to her: angry!
Teacher Greenville must be feeling very painful now, right?
But for the sake of the academy and for her students, Teacher Greenville could only endure everything silently. This was indeed something that only someone with a perfect halo could do!
Isis was touched.
But this is not the perfection she wants.
Perfect things should be displayed and appreciated slowly, instead of being destroyed by Ingrid like it is now!
"..."
The nursery rhyme is speechless.
Isis's train of thought is a little too abnormal, but who can blame Isis for having some mental problems to begin with?
She continued to act according to the plan and played a mother-daughter role-playing game with Isis.
"Isis, Yakir, you are the seniors, you are usually responsible for taking care of the younger students."
After the academy officially opened, Tong Yao assigned Isis a task to help her build self-confidence.
In addition, she took time out in the evening to teach Isis and Yakir how to do housework, cook, and play educational games.
After doing these things, she would invite Isis to take a bath together. During the bath, she would rub Isis's back, shoulders, feet, and wash her hair like a mother who cares about her daughter. After taking a bath, she would teach Isis how to take care of her hair.
These actions had a very good effect. Isis's tense body relaxed a lot, and accordingly, she became closer to her.
Nursery Rhyme does not reject Isis's admiration for her.
It wasn't like she would lose any weight, she just didn't want Isis to become a twisted person.
But before she could be happy, Isis was ruined again with Ingrid's reappearance.
While taking a shower at night, Isis kept looking back at her body.
Tong Yao knew very well that Isis was not being bitter, but was examining her body to see if there were any traces of Ingrid left on her.
Although no traces were found, Isis still sighed after returning to her dormitory.
There are no traces now, but what about in the future?
She couldn't even imagine what the evil Ingrid had done to Teacher Greenville when she was away.
Teacher Greenville has endured too much.
pain.
It hurts so much!
What hurt Isis the most was that she could only watch Ingrid bully Teacher Greenville in person but could do nothing.
It's not just that she's too weak and powerless.
Moreover, she knew that Teacher Greenville endured all this for the sake of the academy, her and Yakir.
If she ran out and caused trouble at this time, wouldn't Teacher Greenville have endured all this in vain? And Teacher Greenville would definitely feel very sad knowing that she had discovered everything she had gone through.
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