The Doctor is getting married, but the bride is not me

"Dr. Su Qi, I hope you understand your own identity. Do you know what the five words "Dr. of Rhodes Island" mean? Do you know how many people are busy all night long just because you said you were going to take a rest? You just said you were going to take a rest, but behind your back, half of the people in Rhodes Island might be working overtime for you?"

"So, Saria, what does all this have to do with you?" His body was facing away from the light coming in from the corridor outside, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and his expression was as stubborn as when he was rejected by her that year.

Saria stared at him blankly, and for the first time, confusion and bewilderment appeared on her always quiet and cold face.

She finally got angry, which was rare for her. Saria took a step forward, pushed away Ifrit's hand that was holding her clothes, and stood in front of Su Qi. Su Qi was unknowingly much taller than her, so Saria had to slightly raise her head to look at him.

"What's the relationship? I'm the director of the Rhode Island Medical and Security Department, and I'm also one of the people responsible for your personal safety. You want to go out to rest. What's the time, where, with whom, what do you want to do to rest, and how long do you plan to rest? Did you tell me all this? When did I not follow you on your previous trips?"

"What do you mean by that? What does it have to do with me?"

She was really furious. She was caught off guard from the very beginning by the sudden appearance of a girlfriend next to him. She just watched him propose to Rosina, and she didn't know when he got involved with Laurentina. Saria suddenly found that she didn't understand the man in front of her. There were many things about him that she didn't know. He used to be so obsessed with her children, but how come he suddenly had his own secrets.

You didn't discuss such an important matter as marriage with me, and now you have learned to question and argue with me? What have I done that is not for your own good? How can you talk to me in that tone?

What do you mean by "what does it have to do with me"? You have become an indispensable part of my life. How can there be no relationship between us?

Saria looked at him, her feather-like eyebrows furrowed, and her lonely and arrogant eyes stared at Su Qi. She was standing so close to him, yet it seemed as if she was so far away from him.

"Then I will revoke all of Ms. Saria's positions now. May I ask what relationship still exists between you and me?" Su Qi stared at Saria's eyes, which were always pure and without any emotion.

He was much taller than her and could easily hold her in his arms, but now he was holding someone else's hand and asked her questions in a cold tone.

"Put aside your so-called duties and responsibilities, Saria, let me ask you, what is the relationship between you and me?"

"But the problem is that I can't throw those away because they are part of the relationship between you and me."

“Yeah, so I don’t understand.”

He pointed at Laurentina beside him, and his voice was deeper and hoarser than ever before.

"I don't understand why someone would ask me whether I love her or her past. Can I throw away her or her past? Can my love change so easily?"

Laurentina raised her head and looked over with tearful eyes, looking at the man's lowered head and the face hidden in the shadow of his hair.

"I don't understand why someone would stay at my house after I've made it clear that I have a girlfriend, and I don't understand why someone would propose to me when I'm ready to propose."

"I don't understand why I can't even get a marriage leave. I don't understand why someone would ask me if I want to try it with her before proposing to her."

"I don't understand why you keep saying that you don't accept me, but after I confirmed the relationship, you hinted at me in every way."

Su Qi tapped the back of the chair with his knuckles and asked word by word, scanning the faces that he still loved deeply.

"Do you think I'm a fool? Have I been deceived by you from the beginning? Do you really think I'm a little boy who knows nothing?"

"I don't want people to question my love anymore. I'm not that cheap. That's enough. Being the inferior in a relationship will get boring after a while. Since we all look down on each other, it's realistic for us to go our separate ways."

Melantha supported him, and Tallulah took the hand he offered.

Surtel appeared behind him from nowhere, and the red-haired woman didn't even want to look back.

Saria opened her mouth and was about to take a step forward when he stopped her.

"Rhodes Island operators, I'm telling you again, I want you to stay where you are and not move forward. After I leave, everything will remain the same as before."

Chapter 59: A Letter to the Rhodes Island Operators

He picked up his pen and spent several years planning it.

He was writing a farewell letter before the first "Qinghe Yanhai" operation.

He didn't know what the final outcome of this operation would be, and he didn't even know whether he would still be alive after this operation. He thought about it and always felt that his mortality rate in this operation was very high.

So I have to write something.

He hadn't decided who to write to, and didn't know what to write. He wondered if this letter should be called a suicide note, and then he laughed to himself.

So unlucky, bah bah bah.

He felt much better and more relaxed, so he started writing.

Who opened this letter:

Hello there.

I am not good at saying goodbye, and I don't think I will part with you. If there is anything that can separate me from you, I think it is only death.

I had just finished lunch when I wrote this letter. The sun was shining brightly today. Brother Jiaofeng gave me a warm welcome and I ate very full.

I'm full and in a good mood. This is a good time to write a letter. I hope my words can also bring you a good mood.

I am Dr. Su Qi from Rhode Island. I have known you for a long time, really a long time, longer than any of you think.

I love you very much.

Yes, it’s that straightforward. I am very sure and believe in my feelings. I love you very, very, very much.

So, when you read this letter, I also hope that you can cry for me symbolically, otherwise, my love would be too embarrassing.

Of course, don’t cry too much, otherwise I will feel bad.

It doesn’t matter to men, just cry if you want.

All in all, it was a very simple letter, and I had no idea what I was saying.

First of all, first of all, I love you.

Secondly, I want you to love me too.

Finally, if possible, when you see this letter, can you please help me show it to everyone, because I really want you to know how much I love you.

First up is Amiya.

Amiya, Amiya, Amiya.

I have to say it three times because you are the most important girl on Rhodes Island. You must grow up quickly, taller and stronger.

...I hope you will remember me, Amiya, thank you.

There isn't much Kal'tsit wants to say.

Just leave it there and regret it for the rest of your life. It doesn't matter to you anyway. Forget it. I hope you can meet more smart people in the future so that you will have less to worry about.

Can you cry for me, Kal'tsit...

Brother Yinhui, the message I left for you is in my mailbox. It’s too long to fit here.

Vina...

Blue Poison...

……

Last one, Mudrock, isn’t it strange why I wrote you last?

Because I know you will definitely be the first person to open this letter, because you are my good wife and good mother~

I have said so much before, and I am really at a loss for words when it comes to you.

I want to sleep with you, aren't these five words enough?

If I have to add something, it's that I want to sleep with you for the rest of my life.

Well, actually I didn’t intend to write so much at the beginning. I wrote on and off for a whole day, and finally I finished writing everything without missing any one.

In short, I just want to express how much I like and love you. Anyway, I really don’t want to be separated from you.

If anything separates us, it must be death or a very long time.

Besides, I will never leave you.

Su Qi.

He placed the letter on the second shelf of his bedroom bedside table.

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He picked up the pen again and wrote quickly.

He briefly wrote down the causes and consequences of this proposal, and warned the Rhodes Island operators not to be frivolous and restless in their recent mentality.

He will return after the Lungmen Talks. He hopes that the Rhodes Island operators can complete this mission and give those evildoers with ulterior motives a good blow at the Lungmen Talks.

I wrote down a lot of things to note here and there, from the trade with Victoria to the snake killing box and remember to take out the quilt to dry it in the sun tomorrow.

Half work and half letters home.

At last he relaxed his tone in the letter.

“I have roughly finished talking about the mission, and now I want to talk about something personal.

I don’t know how you see me, and I don’t care how you see me in the future.

My feelings and relationships with most of the operators have fallen into conflicts and misunderstandings, which is something I don't want to see. This has affected your work status and made me uneasy.

From Chen to Fiammetta, from Kal'tsit to Saria, I personally don't quite understand your mentality, nor do I understand why you have resentment towards my marriage.

If I have embarrassed you because of my previous confessions to you, I apologize to everyone I have confessed to.

Let's just cross it out. From now on, Rose and I will walk our own path and won't cause you any unnecessary misunderstandings.

After the Lungmen talks are over, we will just get along as normal operators and doctors.

If you feel uncomfortable and don't want to see me, I will appear in front of you less often in the future.

That's it. Su Qiliu."

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Mudstone looked at the two letters in his hands and fell into deep thought.

She just came to the doctor's place to clean up as usual, but how did she reveal two big secrets?

Look at the first letter from the young doctor saying "never separate", and then look at the second letter from the current doctor saying "just like that".

Mudstone was a little amused.

This is two hot potatoes for her.

But looking at the second letter from the doctor, he seems to be in a state of despair?

If the doctor's plan had really gone according to plan, he would have been ready to leave Rhode Island with Integrated International.

Mudstone thought about it, took out his cell phone, and wrote a post.

"Look what I found. It's the doctor's suicide note from a few years ago! Take a quick look at the impression you left on the doctor back then~"

Then, she helped the doctor send the first half of the second letter to White-Faced Owl, asking her to send it to each operator as a mission mode template to prevent possible chaos if the doctor suddenly left.

Finally, the second half of the doctor's second letter was sent to all those who rejected the doctor's confession.

Then I turned off my phone and quietly helped him with the housework.

Mudstone suddenly burst into tears.

She thought to herself that she was already his wife.

When will you come back to sleep with me?

The doctor sitting in the car certainly didn't know what Mudstone was thinking. He just took out his cell phone and called someone.

"Laurentina, I'll be waiting for you at the third exit on the starboard side of Rhodes Island in half an hour."

Chapter 60 I'm so annoyed

He leaned heavily against the seat in the car and took slow, long breaths.

The night scene of Rhodes Island was reflected in his eyes. Su Qi looked at the city that he had built and developed. He witnessed it develop from a small ship into a super-large mobile city-state.

It is not an exaggeration to say that he raised the child, but now he is running away from here.

It was probably after the seventh [Qinghe Yanhai] operation ended and it was confirmed that the entire Terra was completely stable that Su Qi noticed that something was wrong with the atmosphere in Rhodes Island.

There were always vague gazes around them, and it seemed that if they casually chatted with others, they would be glared at for a while. The operators' tempers became more and more unstable, and more and more time was spent on calming their mental state and making them happy.

Chen would be sulky all night because he didn't reply to her good night message in time, and would block his door the next morning to question him.

Teacher Saria would occasionally pass by the control center, and once she found that he was absent from duty or chatting with others, her tone would become extremely fierce.

Bai Jin started to check on the room with his cell phone every night. If he missed Lan Du's dessert girl, she would stare at him with resentment.

Another strange thing is Laurentina. Sometimes she is very clingy and sometimes she disappears for several days. If the Doctor doesn't go to find her during those days, she will probably be sarcastic to you for several days.

"Yeah, you forget the old when you have a new one? Anyway, I'm just giving you a jade pendant as a token of my appreciation. I know I don't mean much to someone, so it doesn't matter if you don't come to see me~"