People are in the real teaching, but the inner world

She had a feeling that if this continued, her position would be in jeopardy.

She didn't want to go back to the past, she didn't want to experience that kind of bullying life again.

To do this, she must work hard and do her best for herself.

Only in this way can we seize the future.

"Kushida, do you have a boyfriend?"

Karuizawa decided to give it a try and asked this question.

When Kikyo heard this, the expression on her face froze.

But the next second, it returned to normal:

"Eh - why are you asking that, Karuizawa-san? I should have said before that I won't have a boyfriend. After all, my goal is to be friends with everyone."

"But..." Karuizawa hesitated, "If you are not in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship, will you hug each other?"

"Eh——" Kikyo, "That... how could I possibly do something like that, Karuizawa, you must have seen it wrong. If you keep saying that, I'll be angry, Mugu."

Kikyo puffed up her cheeks and pretended to be angry.

"Haha - sorry." Karuizawa laughed awkwardly, "Maybe I saw it wrong, don't get me wrong, I was just joking."

"Then don't make this joke next time. Let's forget it this time. Well, I was just joking."

Kikyo smiled with relief.

However, the pair of hands pinching their fingers seemed to indicate that the girl was not in a peaceful mood.

Chapter 55: A Changing Heart

The fifth day of the island exam.

After the roll call in the morning, Kikyo asked him to go on patrol with her on the pretext of inspection.

Of course Eito agreed.

As they got further and further away from the class, Eito wondered what she was going to do.

Want to continue what happened in the morning with him?

This possibility exists, but it is very small.

More likely, it will be another troublesome matter.

really.

Kikyo suddenly stopped, no longer maintaining the mask, and said with a cold expression:

"What happened last night might have been discovered by Karuizawa. What are you going to do?"

"This isn't all my fault, you seem to be enjoying it too."

"You mean, it's all my fault?" Kikyo grabbed his clothes and said angrily, "Are you such an irresponsible man? I was right about you."

"Uh... okay." Yingdou stopped trying to excuse himself, "It's all my fault. I'll explain to her that I forced you. Is that okay?"

"...You don't have to do that." Kikyo loosened his clothes, "Don't do that again in the future. Do you know how hard it is for me to maintain this relationship?"

"Ok, I know."

"You don't know." Kikyo curled her lips.

How would he know, a guy who does nothing all day and does whatever he wants.

"Of course I know."

Yingdou hugged her body, leaned his head on her shoulder, and said in her ear:

"It must be painful. I have to endure so many negative emotions every day and I can't get angry."

Only those who have truly experienced it can understand.

When someone scolds you and calls you a waste, you should not get angry, but instead greet them with a smile.

When someone does something you hate, you can't beat him, but praise him instead.

When someone sexually harasses you, you cannot call him a jerk. Instead, you should pretend that you don't care.

Ordinary people can tolerate one or two things, but if they accumulate over the years, even the kindest and most dedicated person will collapse.

Only by closing your heart can you avoid being disturbed by everything.

However, Kikyo is just an ordinary person with some talent.

Rather than being gifted, she is more like someone who has climbed the ladder of genius through her own efforts.

She doesn't have a strong enough heart, her mind is as fragile as that of any other girl.

Such people will sooner or later suffer a mental breakdown due to negative emotions.

And she had no choice but to do so.

Because this is the meaning of her existence. There are some people in this world who must prove that they have unique characteristics that are different from others in order to be recognized for their existence.

They are unwilling to be ordinary, but can only struggle in mediocrity.

Kikyo isn't ordinary, but she isn't outstanding either.

However, her behavior is bound to be condemned by many people, and once exposed, she will be collectively boycotted.

No one wants to see a monster that plays with people's hearts next to them.

Unless that person is himself.

It was not until now that Eito completely understood Kikyo.

But he would not hate her like others did, because he truly loved everyone equally.

Similarly, if Kikyo really betrays him, he will make her pay the price.

He hugged Kikyo and said nothing.

Kikyo was silent for a while, then suddenly said:

"What would you do if my secret was discovered and everyone hated me?"

"In that case." Eito lifted her chin and made her look into his eyes, "I will be very happy, because now Kikyo will be mine alone, and no one can take her away from me."

"Tsk—" Kikyo dodged and looked away, "I say... do you really like someone like me? Are you sure? You should know that I'm not that naive. I'm just pretending to be cute."

Even Kikyo has an inferiority complex. After all, she knows very well that her true self is very ugly. How many people would like her like this?

"Ah, I guess you won't believe me if I say this." Yingdou sighed, "If I was only interested in your body, I would have gone to find someone else. Most men would have been frightened to impotence after seeing your expression. I'm not an ordinary person. It's precisely because I'm interested in you that I like your body."

"I really don't believe it, but -" Kikyo's face moved closer, "I can try."

"……What's the meaning?"

"If you can break my virginity and still tell me you love me, I will believe you."

"Oh?"

Kikyo said calmly:

"Aren't all men like this? Once they get the other person's body, they will become cold and indifferent. Some even disappear the next morning."

What you can’t get will always make you restless, but what you get will become boring.

There's nothing you can do about it, that's just how people are, the severity of the responsibility varies, but some people take responsibility more seriously.

So Kikyo was destined to be disappointed.

"Are you sure?" Eito asked doubtfully.

He hadn't done anything, but Kikyo suddenly proposed such a good thing, which made him feel unrealistic.

Could it be that I am having a wet dream?

"It doesn't matter. I'm almost used to it anyway. It's just a membrane. If you don't do it, I might break it myself one day."

"Well, that is to say..." Eito said meaningfully, "It turns out that Miss Kikyo can comfort herself at ordinary times. Tell me, who were you thinking about at that time? It couldn't be me."

"What's it got to do with you?" Kikyo pushed him away with a blushing face, "So, do it or not, hurry up."

If he said at this time, I'm not ready yet, let me think about it again.

You might be severely despised.

and so.

"Come on, do you want to be here?"

"What do you think?" Kikyo stared at him, looking hopeless.

"Then let's find a good place."

"Ah."

……

Just like that, my first time with Kikyo in the true sense ended like this.

If you ask him what he thinks.

It feels good and it makes her scream cutely, that's all.

……

In a cave, Kikyo put on her clothes.

She looked at Eito who was staring at her and couldn't help but say:

"What are you looking at? What's so good about it?"

"Yeah, it's beautiful. Kikyo is the most beautiful. Even the way she puts on clothes is so beautiful."

"Hmph." Kikyo turned her face away and waited for a while, "You should have something else to tell me."

"I understand." Eito put on his clothes, walked to her side and hugged her in his arms, "I love you, little Kikyo."

"Oh."

Kikyo struggled a few times and then stopped moving.

After hugging for a while, Eito said:

"Are you in love with me, little Kikyo?"

"No."

"Not yet? What a pity."

"Isn't this what you expected? Do you want to see me fighting with other women?" As she said that, Kikyo pinched him.

"No, I think Kikyo should be able to handle the relationship between them."

"You're really pushing it."

"Yes, I am such a greedy person."

"..."

Kikyo stopped talking and just hugged her tighter.

He had no way of knowing whether Kikyo liked him or not, but he could vaguely sense the subtle changes in her actions.

I hope it develops as he expects.

Chapter 56: Who released it?

After returning to the base, Eito felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere.

Especially the girls, the way they looked at him became a little strange, and some even smiled ambiguously.

The matter with Kikyo was exposed?

He subconsciously thought in this direction, but soon he realized that it was not the case.

He was greeted by an angry Karuizawa and her group of girls, but soon other onlookers also gathered.

Almost everyone in the class was present, except for three idiots and a few others.