People are in the real teaching, but the inner world

Is this an acknowledgement of him, or is it just a momentary need?

If he comforts her at this time, perhaps he can win her favor, and it is even possible that the girl will fall in love with him.

He had reasons to think this way. Even though Karuizawa acted in a way that was not right with him, from her subtle behavior, she was the first person he thought of asking for help in the Rabbit Group's room, and her unhappy expression when she was talking to Ichinose, it could be seen that she had some feelings for him, even if it was only a little.

But he wasn't here to do that.

"Karuizawa, why should I help you?"

"I..." Karuizawa, "If you save me... I will let you do what you like... Don't you like it..."

As she spoke, she unbuttoned her chest with trembling hands, exposing a large area of ​​fair skin to the air.

Eito shook his head:

"You didn't understand. What I meant was, why should I help a weak person solve his troubles? Why should I listen to a weak person's request?"

"The weak one...is it me?" Her lips trembled.

"Yes."

Even if she was unwilling to admit it, she had to accept this fact.

She was bullied because of this.

however.

"Should the weak be bullied? Do the weak not deserve to live... You have no idea what I've been through. I was spat on, glued to a chair, and had a basin of ice water poured on me while I was hiding in the toilet... I even -"

Recalling the memory that once made her despair, his hand subconsciously pressed on the wound on his abdomen.

What are the consequences of resistance?

When faced with the threat of death, any resistance becomes insignificant and vulnerable.

And she had experienced that kind of despair, which could not be solved by a little courage.

It is called a desperate situation precisely because there is no solution.

Yes, Eito understood her feelings, he understood everything.

This is not something that can be solved by simple concern. No matter how much he loves and protects her, he still cannot change the fact.

She is a parasite, even if she parasitizes on someone else, she still cannot change.

Eito doesn't hate parasitism. Most relationships in this world are like this. It's just a matter of degree.

Just like many women want to marry a rich, high-status man, which is essentially a parasitic relationship of dependence on others.

And what Karuizawa did was normal in his eyes. Relying on others to avoid being bullied was a way to protect oneself.

He felt from the beginning that Karuizawa did not need redemption, that she did not want to change, and that everything she had done was the best she could do at the moment.

It is an excessive idea to ask a bullied person to let go of everything and face the future bravely.

It is like this because it cannot be changed.

You cannot change reality by simple ideas. Reality is reality. In the face of all concepts, everything will be crushed into dregs by reality.

As for Karuizawa, he didn't want her to make meaningless changes, he just wanted to give the girl a new way to be reborn.

That's why he watched Karuizawa being bullied.

Only when she is at her most vulnerable will she face her own heart.

"look into my eyes."

Eyes are the best medium for conveying emotions. This is the most unique gift of human beings, to observe the other person's thoughts through the eyes.

Being controlled by him, Karuizawa looked into his eyes with some fear.

This is the second time I have done this, but the scene this time is completely different from the last time.

Karuizawa looked at those bottomless dark eyes and was shocked.

She couldn't see anything.

Although there was nothing originally, because it was just a pair of eyes.

But for some reason, my body began to tremble when I met those eyes.

In an instant, all the painful memories came flooding back, and all the fragments flashed through my mind like slides.

"no, do not want."

Karuizawa tried to dodge, but Eito held his head down forcefully.

At the same time, Eito's faint voice came:

"What are you afraid of?"

"I……"

“Only those who have experienced despair can face despair squarely. Now the despair is right before your eyes. Go and tear it apart with your own hands. As long as you defeat it, you can be reborn.”

"But... I don't have the power."

"So—I'll lend it to you."

"Eh--"

Under Karuizawa's puzzled gaze, he lifted up the girl's weak body and knelt on one knee in front of her.

He took her hand and placed it before his eyes:

"From now on, I will become your sword. With my body, I will crush all the darkness that stands in your way... I swear on my soul... I am Takeda Eito... and hereby pledge my allegiance!"

Although he felt a little ashamed, he still finished his lines.

"what do you mean……"

Karuizawa covered his rapidly beating heart and spoke with a trembling voice.

"Yes, I am willing to be your strength and protect you at all times. This is the proof of the contract--" Eito said, standing up and kissing her lips.

Being kissed suddenly, Karuizawa was unable to react, she just stared blankly at the face in front of her.

The words just now appeared in my mind again and again. As I was surprised, a wave of heat surged through my body.

For the first time, she felt that the world suddenly opened up.

The heart that had been bound for a long time also danced and rejoiced.

This is a different way from parasitism.

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Eito just gave her a light kiss on the lips and let her go.

Karuizawa touched the lip print on his mouth, still a little uncertain:

"Is what you said true?"

"real."

Eito nodded, then changed the subject, "But as the price of the contract, I need your body in exchange."

Karuizawa would definitely not believe him just based on his words.

So this condition must be added.

Karuizawa nodded and turned his head away with a blush:

"Then you'd better remember what I said today, otherwise I will tell others what you said and make you completely socially ruined, humph."

"Uh……"

"Don't talk back to me anymore. What I say is what you get."

"Oh." Eito.

Seeing that he was really willing to obey, Karuizawa was in a good mood and even patted his shoulder like a leader.

Come on, do a good job, I have confidence in you.

So next.

Eito looked at the three people standing beside him.

"Karuizawa, what should we do with these people?"

"Call me Hui, do you understand?" Karuizawa corrected, but his face was slightly red.

"Then... Hui, these people——"

"Forget it. They didn't do it on purpose anyway. I was the one who bumped into them first."

"Eh--"

Karuizawa's words confused him. He thought that with Karuizawa's personality, he would definitely teach them a lesson. This change was too big. What on earth happened?

Even though this was his plan, Karuizawa's changes still took him by surprise.

Karuizawa explained:

"It doesn't matter. I'm not the kind of woman who likes revenge, and—"

Karuizawa glanced at him inadvertently, his eyes flickering slightly.

I guess I want to leave a good impression.

"It's okay anyway, just don't worry about it."

Karuizawa said quickly, trying to hide his emotions.

"OK then."

Eito said, but a strange light flashed in his eyes.

Even if he doesn't punish Manabe and the others, it's no problem, because he has already handed the matter over to Ayanokouji, so it doesn't matter whether he takes action or not.

After Manabe and the others left, Karuizawa finally breathed a sigh of relief and leaned against the wall weakly.

Looking at the people around her, she felt a little elated.

If you think about it carefully, what the other person just said is like a confession.

However, unlike the last confession, she truly felt the other person's heart that empathized with her.

Just as he said, only those who have truly experienced despair can understand despair. People who live under the sun will not understand.

She saw a darkness in Eito's eyes that was darker than her own.

She couldn't understand what was contained in the darkness, but as long as she slowly experienced it, she would gradually understand it.

Fortunately, the other party got in touch with her.

As long as she studies and feels carefully, she will gradually understand why he has such a strong heart and what makes him unmoved.

Yes, compared to absolute strength, what can truly protect yourself is the will that will never be defeated.

She has an unyielding heart. Although she came to this school to escape, she tried her best to make herself stronger.

She had been looking for a way, and now, she vaguely found it.

As long as you find something you truly love, everything else will seem insignificant in comparison to it.

She knew it was difficult, but she saw hope in Eito.

If the other person is willing to be her strength, then she also wants to respond to his expectations.

She will become truly brave.

Thank you.

……

……

"Aren't you leaving yet?"

Eito looked at her in a trance.

"Just go, it's none of your business." Karuizawa said, and took the initiative to extend his hand, "Give me a hand."

"it is good."