The lady can hear my voice

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From composition to lyrics, everything is done to a very high degree.

It really fits the theme of reconciliation.

But... Gao Songdeng felt something was strange.

The one that Yamada Ryo took out was too casual, and she said it was written for herself, which was also fake.

Gao Songdeng vaguely felt that... this should have been written by Sora Niijima.

Although... he didn't contact me during this period, Gao Songdeng believed that he must be supporting me in some way.

But the most critical steps need to be taken by yourself.

Gao Songdeng has made up his mind.

She had no intention of reconciling with her bandmates with a song written by someone else.

Because what belongs to others is ultimately theirs and cannot represent the truest thoughts in one's heart.

So she had to write it herself, sing it herself, and tell her former band members in person.

Holding the rhinoceros beetle notebook, Takamatsu Deng took the train alone to Aine's house.

Chihaya Aine looked at the message sent by Takamatsu Deng with a complicated look in her eyes.

To be honest, after practicing for so long, she has already developed a habit.

If I don't play guitar every day, I feel like something is missing.

But... do we really want to reconcile? Can we really go back to the way it was before?

No, it would be wrong to go back to the way it was before. After all, the entire band was built around Sora Niijima, and if they did it again, they would only continue to fail.

but……

Chihaya Aine put her phone down and buried her head in Reina Belle's belly.

“So confusing…”

"But it's not good to keep not replying to Dengjiang's messages... and Dengjiang and I don't have any conflicts... Even if we can't play in a band, we can still continue to be friends."

Chihaya Aine was about to pick up her phone to reply when she heard her mother's voice downstairs.

"anon~ Your friend came to your house to see you!~"

"Eh?"

Chihaya Aine looked at Takamatsu Touma who was sitting in front of her and sighed deeply.

"How do you know my home address?"

Gao Songdeng hugged his notebook tightly and asked nervously, "Can you not tell me?"

I asked Kita-chan about it, but telling her might affect their friendship.

Chihaya Aine was helpless: "Forget it, even if you don't tell me, I know who it is... So, Deng-chan... is there anything you want to talk to me about?"

Asking knowingly.

Chihaya Aine is currently in a state where she wants to reconcile, but doesn't want to reconcile easily, which is a very pretentious and entangled state.

The main reason is that she feels that if reconciliation is too easy, it would... feel very strange!

Takamatsu Touma: "I want to form a band with Aine-chan... again and start over... again."

Chihaya Aine turned her head away: "Why are you looking for me?"

Takamatsu Deng: "Because, Aine-chan..."

Chihaya Aine: "My skills aren't that great. The last time I joined the band, it was only because... Sora...he wanted me to come in."

"Now they're looking for me to go back. I can't think of any reason to join."

"Besides, are you sure you can get the others back? Let's not talk about Riki and Lenai-chan, but Soyo-san... do you think she will still join the band willingly?"

Takamatsu Deng: "...With Aine-chan here, there's a chance."

Chihaya Aine frowned: "Don't joke! Deng-chan, I'm not yours..."

After a pause, she still didn't say anything excessive.

"Anyway, I'm not joining. Please go back."

This was the first time that Aine had treated Deng like this, but now she was also feeling confused and irritated.

She didn't hate the band as much as she might have imagined. In fact, she quite liked it.

However, the road before me is a wrong one. Do I still insist on walking it again even though I know it is wrong?

Chihaya Aine is not stupid, nor does she like to be stubborn.

There are so many good options waiting for her, why did she choose mygo?

She needed a reason that could convince her.

Takamatsu Deng hugged the notebook tightly and said, "Because... this time, I want to form a lifelong band with Aine-chan."

“I think the only one who can accept this is Aine-chan.”

Chihaya Aine: “Huh…?”

"lifetime……?"

"Deng-chan, do you know what you are talking about?"

"That's a lifetime, right? If we can all live to 90, does that mean we have to keep playing guitar and performing until we are 90?"

Gao Songdeng nodded. She was obviously serious about the joking words.

"Yes, for a lifetime."

Chihaya Aine: "That's even more impossible. I... I have many, many things I want to do in the future. I don't think it's possible to focus all my energy on the band, let alone for the rest of my life..."

Chihaya Aine turned her back, and subconsciously began to think about the time she spent with Sora Niijima.

She had fantasized about it, too.

A lifetime... If he could stay by my side for a lifetime... I would indeed have the courage to face any difficulties.

but now……

"April 4th. That was the first day I met Aine-chan."

"She has a good temper and always smiles when she talks. I think she is very cute, dazzling and gentle. I am very grateful that she is willing to be friends with me."

Chihaya Aine was stunned for a moment.

I watched as Takamatsu Deng suddenly opened his notebook and started reading to himself.

"Light-chan?"

"On April 4, our band had a prototype, but we didn't know the name yet. However, Aine-chan has been giving me advice and always encouraging me."

"I think we can be very good friends."

"On May 5, the band was officially established. It had its own name and future goals. Aine-chan told me that she would definitely perform well on stage, and I believed in her."

“On May 5th, the day at the aquarium, I eavesdropped on the conversation between Aine-chan and Sora. I also wanted to be alone with Sora. I knew it was wrong, but… I couldn’t help it. Aine-chan might hate me…”

"On May 5th, Aine-chan... stopped talking to me. I was very sad. I knew I was wrong. Aine-chan told me that I shouldn't be greedy, and I really shouldn't be greedy... I want to work hard to change... but..."

Chihaya Aion just listened to Takamatsu Touma reading out her own diary sentence by sentence.

The diary contents carry the changes in their relationship and Takamatsu Deng's inner monologue.

"On July 7st, Aine-chan told me that she had no plans to leave the band. She also told me about her feelings for Sora."

"I don't know what to say to her, but... I feel sorry for her and I think I can understand her. Am I one step closer?"

"On July 7, the live show failed... Everyone left and I was the only one left. Did I do something wrong?"

“Maybe. If I hadn’t done that to hurt Aine-chan, today wouldn’t have happened. Aine-chan, Riki-chan, Soyo-chan, Renai-chan… everyone, I’m sorry…”

"If there is still a chance, I really want to start over. I really don't want to hurt anyone again."

"On August 8th... I came to Aine-chan's house and invited her to rejoin the band, but Aine-chan..."

When Gao Songdeng said this, tears already appeared in the corners of his eyes.

"Although I was rejected, I will never give up."

"Aine-chan has always been a good friend to me. If I lose her, I may never find a friend like her in my life, so I won't give up."

"Aine-chan...I'm sorry, I'll come visit again tomorrow."

Chihaya Aine watched Takamatsu Deng close his notebook and prepare to turn around and leave, and she felt an inexplicable pain in her heart.

"and many more!"

Gao Songdeng stopped where he was.

Chihaya Aine walked up behind her and held out her hand.

He said it in a deliberately cold tone.

"Show me the notebook."

Gao Songdeng handed it over obediently.

Chihaya Aine opened it and found...every word of what Takamatsu Deng had just read out was written clearly on it.

She wrote all the records about herself and the band.

Also, it is obvious that the handwriting written in the first few months will be much lighter.

Chihaya Aine flipped through the pages one by one, looking at the patterns she had scribbled, the various sentences she had written, and the contents of the diary itself.

Tears fell drop by drop onto the notebook.

It turns out that I did not gain nothing from these three months of band life.

It turns out... there is still someone, besides him, who cares about me very much.

And when Chihaya Aine turned to the latest page and saw the big words "Aine-chan, I'm sorry", her expression could no longer be restrained.

Then he threw down his notebook and hugged Takamatsu Deng.

"Deng-chan..."

"You are such a... fool... a big fool... you are so despicable. Why... why would you use such means to deal with me...?"

Gao Songdeng hugged her tightly and said with tears in his eyes: "Aine-chan, I want to be your friend for life. I don't want to become a stranger to you..."

Asking for a monthly ticket! ! !

167 Capture Soyo

After making up completely, Touma and Aine sat down again.

Chihaya Aine rubbed her slightly red and swollen eyes and looked at Takamatsu Deng.

"So... Deng-chan, who are you going to look for next?"

Gao Songdeng: "Soyo-chan..."

"Eh? Normally, shouldn't we go find Rikki?"

Chihaya Aine frowned, "And speaking of Soyo-san, I get angry. The last time I saw her, she just ignored me."

Gao Songdeng: "Li Xi-chan, I have already contacted her and she said she is willing."

Chihaya Aine: “Ha…”

"But, Soyo-sanko, Rikki, and Ryuna-chan are all different... um..."

Chihaya Aine wanted to avoid the topic of liking Sora Niijima.