I am the savior, but I am being asked by Alicia and the others to pay me back.

"..."

"Don't hide it from me. I know my own body very well."

"At first I just felt a little numb, but gradually I couldn't feel the pain anymore. Now I keep getting inexplicable injuries on my body and I don't know where they came from."

After that, Tesla told Kiana that he would contact Hyperion to have her transferred.

But Kiana discovered that the Honkai energy in Changkong City was gathering in large quantities and was on the verge of an explosion. If left unchecked, the consequences would be disastrous.

"I have a way to prevent this disaster."

With the desire to make this world a better place, Kiana said:

"Before the disaster happens, I can absorb all of the Houkai energy in Changkong City into my body, using the power of the Herrscher of the Sky."

That voice, which sounded like a dying last word, made countless players lose the courage to click "Continue".

If Inazuma's knife is to smash all the beautiful things into pieces and then show them to you.

The Kiana in front of him was in the process of being shattered.

[Help...Medic...]

[Sani Tower! Sani Tower! ]

[Stop shouting, the medic got stabbed on the way here]

"Let's stop discussing this matter here. Anti-entropy will make a judgment on the actual situation," said Einstein.

"Besides that, I have one last request."

Kiana took a deep breath and said:

"After I leave here, I will follow your arrangements. I will cooperate with your containment and isolation. I know I am a bomb, and I understand your approach."

"So I hope that everyone in the Far East Branch can stay away from all this."

"I hope they won't get close to me until the Herrscher of the Void issue is resolved."

137. The person who could teach her is no longer around

Tesla couldn't hold back after hearing Kiana's request:

"You know they will stay with you."

"Yes, I know it very well, that's why I'm asking you to do this. I can't let them be in danger."

Kiana shifted her gaze to an empty corner, as if hiding from her inner desire to be with everyone.

"When I first saw Mei in Sky City, I couldn't believe my eyes."

"She has changed a lot. She has become so haggard and tired. Although she tried hard to act fine, I could tell at a glance."

"It was not easy for her to find companions and a home in Saint Freya, and to obtain those things that she had lost but longed for so much."

"She had already walked out of the shadow of the past, but I destroyed everything with my own hands."

Obviously, every word Kiana said was about Mei, but in the eyes of the players, these descriptions were clearly about herself.

I became haggard and exhausted, but I still tried to pretend that nothing was wrong. I finally found happiness and a home in Saint Freya, but it all disappeared...

All the reasons why Kiana feels guilty towards Mei are also reasons why Mei feels sorry for Kiana.

"In countless cold nights, in countless nightmares..."

"I watched her chest being torn apart bit by bit, watched the blood-stained gem fall into my hands, watched her lose her breath, and slowly fell into a pool of blood."

"me……"

Just thinking back to the scene in the nightmare, Kiana felt difficulty breathing and could no longer utter a single word.

"That was all done by the Herrscher of the Void. It's not your fault... They never blamed you."

Tesla's awakening did not provide any comfort, but instead made Kiana even more sad.

"I know... and that's why I can't accept it..."

"Even though that happened, they still believed in me as before. They still regarded me as a companion. They were waiting for me to come back..."

Kiana's crying gradually turned into obvious sobbing:

"So...if I turn into that monster again, they will never abandon me...They will protect me at all costs."

"By that time, how many people who care about me will I kill?"

"I...can never let that happen again!"

At this moment, the picture changes to a global perspective.

It turned out that when Kiana was saying these words, Mei was standing on the other side of the wall and heard everything.

"This is between me and Xilin. I have to make it clear with her, but I don't want them to be involved in this anymore."

"I don't want to...see anyone around me get hurt again."

Mei was leaning against the wall, only a dozen centimeters away from Kiana, yet it seemed as if there was a distance between them that she would never catch up.

"..."

"..."

Now not only the players, but also the girls who were pushing the plot in the studio fell silent.

They just felt upset, but they didn't know what to say...

It was like staying up all night for several nights in a row, and I felt pain with every beat of my heart.

"I always feel... so ashamed..."

Kiana held her head, feeling shy and sad.

Two incompatible emotions mixed together, making her not know what expression to show.

"When I saw the script, I only thought about how to build up my emotions and how to speak in a crying tone. I was completely absorbed in the story..."

"Now looking at it from an outsider's perspective... this is just too bad."

Kiana sighed as she spoke:

“Will I really become like this one day?”

"..."

This question made Ji Zi's heart ache.

"What do you think?" Ye Ming asked back.

"I...I don't know..."

Qiyana's CPU is a bit overloaded:

"I don't think I would, but if we switch positions, if I killed Teacher Ji Zi and caused everyone around her to suffer, then I... I..."

"Woo!"

Just when Kiana was about to collapse, Himeko simply stuffed Kiana's head into her arms.

The skilled movements and familiar process are very similar to the time spent in Saint Freya.

"Kiana, don't be afraid. It doesn't matter whether you will become like that or not. What matters is..."

“When that moment really comes, you have to hold your head up and keep going, instead of thinking about how to give up.”

Ji Zi's earnest teachings made Kiana's eyes tremble constantly. Once upon a time, she seemed to have understood this truth.

It's just that I suffered a lot, went through a lot of twists and turns, and shed a lot of tears along the way...

Because the person who could teach her is no longer here.

"Um……"

After hearing Ji Zi's advice, Kiana realized that having a teacher to teach is much faster than learning on her own.

“Now you understand how I feel.”

In order to help Kiana relieve her mood, Ye Ming gently pulled Kiana's ears and deliberately said jokingly:

“As a bystander, watching your own past stories, isn’t it very sour and refreshing?”

"before?"

Hearing this keyword, Mei's eyes trembled slightly.

"Hey, why do you always hurt me?"

After being pulled out of the quagmire of sadness by Ye Ming, Kiana started to play with him again:

"I didn't make the videos that embarrassed you."

"Isn't this all what you asked for?"

Ye Ming imitated Kiana's previous behavior and said:

"Hehe, I'm the heroine of Honkai Impact 3, right?"

"Is there any scene that would allow me to show off my power?"

Kiana's face suddenly turned red to her ears. She quickly blocked Ye Ming's mouth and said shamefully:

"I, have I always spoken like this before? This lady or something..."

"Bronya can testify. She always has."

"Well, I really like that cocky look."

Mei also nodded.

"Ha! Ah!"

Kiana's head was already smoking.

"You don't have to be so shy, just watch the movie."

Shin pointed at his sister and said:

"Even if I see how I looked before, I'm still the same as I was before. I don't want to change at all."

"You're using my story to comfort Kiana... Sister, you're actually Mei in disguise, right?"

"Wow! Mei!"

When Kiana thought that Mei was the only one who wouldn't laugh at her, she immediately wanted to throw herself into her arms.

As a result, he saw Shin, Ying and Mei standing together, and for a moment he didn't know which side to rush to.

"So, if the shadow was Mei, then I wouldn't have nightmares about hurting Mei."

Recalling the previous lines, Kiana couldn't help but complain:

"What are you talking about, tearing open my chest to take out the gem... Ying will just open my chest and chop me with a knife."

138. Mei's SP is full

"If we could switch identities, I would also like to obtain the Gem of Conquest, and perhaps I could make further progress on the path of martial arts."

Ying also began to fantasize.

"If the shadow is Mei, she should give up her human identity and pursue eternity as a Herrscher, right?"

"When you think about it, there isn't really any change." I couldn't help but complain.

"I might think like this in the game, but I don't think like that in real life anymore."

Having said this, Ying glanced at Mei, with a shy blush on her face:

"If possible, I also want to be like Mei, and become... more approachable."

In the end, she was too embarrassed to say the word "cute".

"Oh? This isn't like you. Do you want to change because of the person you like?"

"Sister...don't ask questions when you already know the answer..."

Ying closed her eyes and ignored Zhen, but still couldn't help but sneak a peek at Ye Ming's reaction.

"But shadows also have their advantages."

Kiana said lightly: