I am the savior, but I am being asked by Alicia and the others to pay me back.

"Youlandel..."

"Ugh?"

Just as Youlandel was recalling Yunru's evaluation of herself, she happened to run into that senior.

Yunru's clothes were tattered at this time, and the fluorescent lines left by Honkai energy on her body were as shocking as those on Ye Ming.

"Senior Yunru, why are you here?"

"Didn't you and Rita tell us to meet at the relatives' apartment and say there was a way to cure the erosion of the artificial stigmata?"

Yunru said very tiredly:

"Fortunately, many people helped each other to cover for me, so I was able to escape from the bishop's sight and come here."

"senior……"

"What's wrong? Why do you look as bad as I do?"

"Something went wrong with the matter of eliminating the erosion of the artificial stigmata."

Yulandel said in a low voice:

“Perhaps, I can’t go on any longer.”

"..."

"..."

Although the surroundings are so empty, the silence at this moment seems suffocating.

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"what the hell……"

Yunru forced an unnatural smile and said with a hard-to-conceal rapid breath:

"If you had informed me earlier, I would have gone back to continue playing Red Alert."

"Senior...are you okay?"

Even someone as honest as Youlandel could see that Yunru was abnormal.

"I……"

Yunru wanted to continue pretending, but the pain that spread from her spine to her whole body suddenly "stimulated" her tears.

"I'm not okay at all."

The emotional collapse happened in just a moment, and Yunru's brain was like a burst dam.

After being broken by the flood of pain, the heart that had been maintained with great effort was shattered into pieces in just a few seconds.

It cannot be stopped or repaired, and any disguise of strength has been completely destroyed.

"I've never been okay! I'm scared! I'm going to die!"

Her tears did not flow, but sprayed out from her trembling, bloodshot eyes.

"I don't want to die... I don't want to die... Why do I have to die?"

Yunru covered her face before her facial expression completely collapsed. That might be her last bit of dignity.

"Senior... weren't you..."

Yulandel was also panicked. She didn't understand why the optimistic Valkyrie in front of her suddenly seemed like a different person.

"I was just lying to myself before."

The collapsed Yunru said in a sad tone:

"I'm not... that strong... I can't stand the feeling of death approaching step by step."

"I thought that relaxing and doing something I enjoyed would help me feel better..."

"But every time I open the game, I see the faces of my dead companions."

At this point, Yunru's crying became even more hysterical.

"I have worked very hard, whether it is undergoing surgery or training hard, and I have become... stronger."

"The number of people you've saved over the years, if not thousands, must be hundreds, right?"

"Why do I have to go to the same place as everyone else who died after doing so much?"

Yunru fell to her knees, crying like a helpless child.

"I have seen many Valkyries who were corrupted to death. They were all like me."

“I cried in fear when I was dying, because I was terrified and didn’t know when my life would end.”

"I've seen how miserable they are, and I don't want to become like that..."

At that moment, the astonished Yulandel was like a bell hit by a hammer, her entire brain was shaking and buzzing.

Because she has never been afraid of life and death. Because she has always held a firm belief.

So Yulandel subconsciously thought that other companions who chose the path of Valkyrie would be the same.

Until she saw Yunru's collapse, until she learned from Yunru what happened to other Valkyries before they died...

Only then did Youlandel realize what a big mistake she had made.

"I should have known this a long time ago."

Yulandel was very regretful. She once learned from the relics left by Leanna...

Valkyrie is just an ordinary girl, with her own hobbies and life, and she can also feel happy and sad.

It is natural that we will feel uneasy and painful about death.

"Woo..."

The dull pain in Yulandel's heart continued to grow, reaching the point of being heart-wrenching.

The brilliant knight, who had once been covered in scars on the battlefield without even frowning, was now in so much pain that even breathing became difficult.

The Valkyries did not deserve such a fate, they deserved redemption.

But Ye Ming shouldn't be the one to be sacrificed, this has nothing to do with him.

Unable to make a decision, wavering, is this why Yulandel is heartbroken...?

No, quite the opposite is true.

It was because Yulandel made a choice, and because Yulandel made a choice that she thought was wrong, that she felt so heartbroken.

"There must be something... wrong with me."

After learning about the Valkyries' plight, Yulandel was shocked and felt extremely sad.

It turned out that his companions had been suffering all along, and those tragedies that he never wanted to see again were being played out over and over again.

If there is any way to save them, Youlandel will do it at all costs.

But when she found out that the price was Ye Ming, all her thoughts turned around in an instant.

"I can't be that selfish."

The opportunity to change everyone's fate is right in front of you, and the person you are supposed to protect is facing death.

But Youlandel couldn't give up Ye Ming.

The truth she got from Yunru had a strong impact on Youlan Daier's heart. She knew clearly that she should change her mind about Ye Ming...

But no matter how much Youlan Daier hated selfishness in her heart, the first person she thought of was still Ye Ming. She couldn't accept letting Ye Ming become the price.

What should be done and what one wants to do have never been so contradictory, to the point that the feeling of self-loathing almost swallowed up Youlan Daier.

"How did I become like this?"

Yulandel, who has always been open-minded, was unable to face herself for the first time.

The character that has been developed over a long period of time is in conflict with the inner emotions at this moment.

She didn't know what was wrong with her, and she didn't know what to do.

1. Why do you like something you are unwilling to accept?

1. Or why should we accept troubles willingly?

Just when Youlandel was about to lose herself, a familiar and gentle voice suddenly came to her ears.

She remembered these two lines of poetry, which were Shakespeare's distress about love.

She also remembered that voice, which was the starlight that pointed the way for her.

"Teacher Ragnar..."

At that moment, in Yulandel's eyes, Ragnar's figure with a faint fluorescent glow seemed quite dreamy.

"When you are by my side, the night turns into a fresh morning."

"Perhaps because of this, I am no longer myself."

Ragnar didn't say anything to Yulandel, but just walked slowly towards her while reciting Shakespeare's poems.

"Reason, the physician of my love, reproaches me for not following the advice which he gave me."

"Now, I have missed the best time for recovery. I feel confused and uneasy all day long."

If the previous verses describe the chaos in Youlan Daier's heart, then these two verses are the answer for her.

"I... am in love?"

Under Ragnar's guidance, Yulandel finally realized the source of the chaos and found the cause of her confusion.

The feeling of sudden enlightenment is like a cool medicine that relieves the heat and extinguishes the fire in the burning heart.

She no longer needs to doubt herself, because behind all her worries and doubts is her love for Ye Ming.

That being the case, there is only one thing left to do.

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"what the hell……"

Yunru forced an unnatural smile and said with a hard-to-conceal rapid breath:

"If you had informed me earlier, I would have gone back to continue playing Red Alert."

"Senior...are you okay?"

Even someone as honest as Youlandel could see that Yunru was abnormal.

"I……"

Yunru wanted to continue pretending, but the pain that spread from her spine to her whole body suddenly "stimulated" her tears.

"I'm not okay at all."

The emotional collapse happened in just a moment, and Yunru's brain was like a burst dam.

After being broken by the flood of pain, the heart that had been maintained with great effort was shattered into pieces in just a few seconds.

It cannot be stopped or repaired, and any disguise of strength has been completely destroyed.

"I've never been okay! I'm scared! I'm going to die!"

Her tears did not flow, but sprayed out from her trembling, bloodshot eyes.

"I don't want to die... I don't want to die... Why do I have to die?"

Yunru covered her face before her facial expression completely collapsed. That might be her last bit of dignity.

"Senior... weren't you..."

Yulandel was also panicked. She didn't understand why the optimistic Valkyrie in front of her suddenly seemed like a different person.

"I was just lying to myself before."

The collapsed Yunru said in a sad tone:

"I'm not... that strong... I can't stand the feeling of death approaching step by step."

"I thought that relaxing and doing something I enjoyed would help me feel better..."

"But every time I open the game, I see the faces of my dead companions."