I am the savior, but I am being asked by Alicia and the others to pay me back.

"I must be drunk, right? Isn't it said that when you are drunk, anything you say can be regarded as nonsense? Then it doesn't matter if I say something nonsense, right?"

"What you shouldn't say, what you can't say, what you want to do, what you can't do... will all be laughed off, and that's good."

"..."

Kiana's breathing seemed very short, and under the influence of alcohol, she seemed to be a little different from herself.

No, or rather... this is her original appearance.

The most original self before undergoing transformation, before growing up, when everything is still innocent.

"I've never gotten over it... and time hasn't healed me."

"Because I made a promise with Himeko, I will stay strong and keep moving forward."

"And become reliable, and fight for all that is good."

"But... that's different..."

Kiana's condition was very strange. She looked like she was crying, but her eyes couldn't blink and she looked like she was about to fall asleep.

Maybe as Kiana said, she is very abnormal now.

"No matter what the time or situation, I still want to be with Ye Ming."

"Until the end, I was still regretting it and thinking if only I could go back and find a different way."

"I thought there must be something I can still do, there must be some loopholes, if I am given another chance, I can bring Ye Ming back."

"I have always... regretted..."

After saying that, Kiana buried her head in the sofa at a very strange angle and never pulled it out again.

Was he completely drunk? Or was he just too embarrassed to see anyone? It was unknown.

"You're such an idiot... Kiana... There's nothing to be ashamed of."

Ji Zi smiled bitterly, trying to comfort her but unable to find the right angle, so she could only smile at Kiana's raised butt and said:

"Life is like this. It's not easy to let go. It's the most normal choice to carry on with everything."

"After all, our whole life is spent experiencing love and pain."

Kiana remained motionless, and it was unknown whether she heard it or not.

But that may not be important, because everyone understands that Kiana's so-called willfulness is just a normal thought that everyone can empathize with.

More importantly, no matter what kind of mood she was in when she reached the end, the result did not disappoint anyone.

that's enough.

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"Ouch! My head hurts! It feels like it's going to split apart!"

In the dead of night, the drunken Kiana finally woke up.

She first felt a pain as if it was exploding, and then she felt the awkward feeling of wanting to rest but not feeling sleepy.

"That's weird... the red wine tasted fine. Why is it like this?"

"Because the characteristic of red wine is that it has a strong aftertaste."

"Hey? Ye, Ye Ming?!"

Hearing the familiar voice, Kiana realized that she was lying in Ye Ming's arms, with his knees resting on her head.

"My first experience as a beautiful girl's lap pillow... I never thought it would happen here."

"Have you drunk your eyes? Who is the beautiful girl?"

"It looks okay~~"

Having said that, Kiana wanted to get up, but when she exerted more force on her neck, she felt pain and dizziness in her head.

"Just have a good rest."

Ye Ming gently pushed Kiana's forehead, and she cooperated and fell back into his arms.

"I always feel like... we should switch places and have you lie on my lap."

"Haha, that's not necessary. I've tried the knee pillow many times and I'm used to it."

"Woo!"

Realizing that her Ye Ming had been overtaken by someone else, Kiana pouted in jealousy.

However, the feeling of the evening breeze blowing on her face and the sense of security in Ye Ming's arms made Kiana feel an irresistible comfort, and the bitterness in her heart quickly dissipated.

"I didn't say anything weird when I was drunk, did I?"

“Yes.”

"Eh?" Kiana suddenly became nervous. "What did I say?"

"You said Himeko always pretends to be young, and that Mei is prone to domestic violence. Bronya is always being humiliated but still thinks she is smart, and that Fu Hua is a flat body."

“Wow wahhhhhhh!!” Kiana screamed out in agony. “I’m dying, dying, dying, dying!”

"Hahahahaha~~ I'm just teasing you."

"Eh? Didn't I actually say that kind of deadly nonsense?"

"Uh... Fu Hua's one is real."

611. I have never been able to say it out loud... I love you the most

"You mean...I really said those words to the monitor?"

"Yeah, everyone heard it."

"..."

Seeing that Kiana looked like she was about to cry, Ye Ming asked curiously:

"So, why do you suddenly want to drink and drink so much?

"Oh yeah, what was my original plan?"

After getting drunk once, Kiana actually forgot her original intention.

"Ah..." Suddenly, Kiana seemed to remember something.

Then he held his head and muttered with regret:

"I failed. I completely forgot my purpose."

Originally, he wanted to take advantage of the alcohol to find Ye Mingse without any scruples, but he ended up doing something completely unrelated.

Moreover, he was unconscious due to drinking too much, which was a complete failure.

"I don't know what you're planning, but it looks like... you're still performing as steadily as ever, idiot."

"You said I was an idiot again... You are the same, a big idiot."

Having said that, Kiana didn't look angry at all, instead she looked quite cute.

When the white moonlight that night shone on the "Moon Goddess", you could even see the pink marigold color of her skin.

"I wouldn't say it's a perfect plan, but at least it's well thought out. How can I be stupid?"

Ye Ming was very confident in his IQ. He always felt that it was unreasonable for Bronya and the others to say that he was stupid.

In Ye Ming's opinion, he has the same level of intelligence as Otto.

But thinking like this, he might have forgotten that when Ye Ming and Otto, two wise men, faced the things they really cared about...

They will all become hopeless fools.

"Anyway, I'm the same as you. If you're not a fool, then neither am I."

"puff……"

"W-why are you laughing?"

"I just feel like you seem to have become your old self again."

It was a topic that made Ye Ming laugh, but he could clearly feel that the girl in his arms trembled slightly.

"what happened?"

"In front of you, I always become like that unconsciously."

"Isn't it great? Whether you are a little willful or mature and deep, I like you both."

"Ugh... don't say that..."

Kiana felt like her body and mind were about to melt, and she could only bury her face in Ye Ming's chest.

But the closer he got to Ye Ming, the more difficult it became to suppress his accelerating heartbeat.

"Ye Ming..."

Finally, the love in my heart broke through all obstacles and crushed the barrier of shame.

And when Kiana realized that she had been repeating Ye Ming's name like this the day she lost him...

The impulse of love will continue to multiply.

"I've always liked you."

This simple sentence of "like" is the voice of my heart that I have never been able to express.

When I first fell in love, I was always trapped by pride and shame and found it difficult to express it.

When I finally confirmed my inner feelings, I was drowned in bitter sadness because I had experienced too much pain.

Rather than liking you, Kiana during that period was more of "wanting to see you".

And in the final farewell, the words "I love you" turned into "I will take your place".

"I like you the most."

"Ah."

"I have always...loved you the most..."

"Ah."

Over and over again, as if to make up for past regrets and to give an explanation to those dreams without an ending.

"..."

When he reacted, Kiana had already wrapped her arms around Ye Ming's neck, stood up and kissed him gently.

At that moment, it seemed as if her old illness had relapsed, and Kiana actually felt the urge to cry again.

But soon, she recalled that night when Ye Ming kept hugging her and said that he would stay here and would not go anywhere.

The sense of security that belonged to Ye Ming finally made Qiana completely let go of her past sadness. She no longer had to worry about other things...

Just let love break through reason and turn the light kiss into a deep kiss.

·

The jade furnace is made of ice and mandarin duck brocade, and the powder melts incense and sweats the mountain pillow.

Suddenly I heard a sound outside the curtain at night, and I frowned in shock and shyness under the moon.

·

Under the bright moonlight, Kiana's face was already flushed red.

But her gaze did not show any intention of escaping. Instead, she stared straight at Ye Ming, with love in her eyes.

Then, the light of the moon began to tremble, and sweet mist continued to emerge from the cherry lips.

·

White silk falls like snow, she lowers her hair and frowns, tears fall.

I must shed all my blood in my previous life, in exchange for you sleeping by my pillow today.