I'm in a real religion, why are all the people who confess to me girls?

Upon seeing those two obstructive things, Sakayanagi couldn't help but reminisce about Amane when she was a child. Back then, Amane hadn't become a "milk cow" yet; she was small and soft, and you could hug her however you wanted, unlike now...

“I just remembered what happened during that mountain climbing trip.”

Sakayanagi didn't forget the question Amane had asked her. She first reminisced about Amane when she was a child, and then slowly began to speak.

"That time you went mountain climbing? That was a long time ago, but it must have been quite dangerous, right? Arisu, how can you laugh so happily?"

It has been about five years since the mountaineering trip, which is more than a quarter of the time for Amane and Sakayanagi at their current age, which is not a short time.

However, in Tianyin's memory, that trip was the most reckless thing she had ever done in her life. She really believed that idiot Fenghua's nonsense and the three of them set off with almost no preparation, without any luggage or mountaineering equipment.

As a result, they encountered a torrential rain and Arisu had a persistent high fever. If she hadn't risked carrying Arisu down the mountain in the pouring rain, the consequences would have been unimaginable... Amane couldn't even imagine what bad things might have happened.

"It was a bit dangerous, but in the end it was just that we were unlucky. But next time we go out to play, we can't trust Maple Flower again."

Sakayanagi was still a little apprehensive about mountain climbing, but afterwards she felt that it was just that the three of them were unlucky and had no experience with long-distance travel, which turned what should have been a pleasant trip into an extremely dangerous situation.

The last three were exhausted and didn't derive any joy from the mountain climbing trip.

Although some unforgettable memories remain, for Sakayanagi, apart from the memory of making a promise with a certain idiot to first possess that idiot, the other memories are almost like nightmares.

However, if she were to make the travel plans...

Perhaps her relationship with Tianyin might not have progressed as quickly as it has now.

Maple blossoms inadvertently brought Sakayanagi and Amane together.

"As for why I'm happy... I'm not telling you."

"Hey!!! Arisu!! You can't be so nagging me, tell me what happened, I want to hear it too."

Amane was waiting for Sakayanagi to share happy things with her, but she didn't expect Sakayanagi to pull this trick on her at the end. This made Amane very upset, so she quickly hugged Sakayanagi and shook her, trying to get Sakayanagi to tell her the happy things.

Sakayanagi, feeling a little dizzy from the swaying of the voice, quickly spoke up.

"Tianyin, stop it! I'm going to faint if you keep shaking me like this."

"really?"

Amane, who was just joking around, couldn't help but look at Sakayanagi with a slightly tempted gaze when she heard what he said.

"Why do I get the feeling that you're hoping I'll faint, Tianyin?"

"No, that's just your imagination, Arisu."

It can't be an illusion!

Tianyin is definitely thinking something naughty, so don't underestimate her intuition!

Moreover, having spent so much time with Amane, how could Sakayanagi not know what Amane was thinking? Realizing that Amane seemed to be in aroused, Sakayanagi had no choice but to tell Amane about the parts that made her happy in order to distract her from continuing her arousal.

"So what makes Arisu happy is that you kissed my lips so much they were almost swollen back then?"

Amane blinked. She couldn't quite understand how being kissed until her lips were swollen could make Sakayanagi so happy, but if it made Sakayanagi happy, then even if she were kissed until her lips were swollen, it would be worth it.

But why do I always feel like I'm the one who's being taken advantage of?

Should we...?

Amane looked at Sakayanagi's lips.

"Of course, whenever I think about how you sat there so obediently that day and let me kiss you to my heart's content, I feel very happy. So, it's true that you were the easiest to fool when you were little, Tianyin. You haven't let me kiss you so many times since you grew up."

Looking at the smiling Amane in front of her, Sakayanagi felt a pang of longing for the Amane who was expressionless and had no one to compete with.

"How about we make it up now? I'd be happy to be tricked by you, Arisu~"

Amane leaned close to Sakayanagi, about to give him a kiss, but Sakayanagi pinched her nose and pulled her away.

"Come on! Do you think I can't see what kind of bad idea you're up to? We made a promise that you're not allowed to touch me tonight! But Tianyin, you really have a lot of energy. I should have tried a different method to let you experience 'humanity' back then, maybe that would have been better."

Sakayanagi also remembered that the expressionless Amane who belonged only to her was destroyed by her own hands. In order to let Amane learn what humanity is before entering society, Sakayanagi chose the most brutal method, using desire to help Amane regain her humanity. And the desire that is most easily aroused in humanity is naturally sexual desire, which is closely related to the instinct to reproduce.

The good news is that Sakayanagi succeeded. Since that day, Amane has been like a normal person again. The situation where no one dared to appear within ten meters of Sakayanagi when they went out shopping has never happened again.

Compared to the oppressive atmosphere that protects her, Sakayanagi hopes that the adorable Amane can be accepted and liked by more people.

In a sense, Sakayanagi's plan was successful. Amane was indeed more popular and liked after regaining her 'humanity'. Even Sakayanagi was very satisfied with the incredibly gentle Amane.

However, Sakayanagi soon discovered some fatal problems, which is the bad news that Sakayanagi helped Amane regain her humanity.

That is……

Amane is exceptionally popular among the girls around her, and she is quite well-liked. Even Sakayanagi still can't understand why this is happening.

Moreover, while it might be somewhat acceptable that Amane was more popular and liked by girls, it was only when Amane also started to show interest in the same sex that Sakayanagi realized something was seriously wrong.

Furthermore, from the bad news, there was a good news and a bad news, which sounds like a nested doll, but it really isn't a nested doll, because Sakayanagi truly got the best news for her from the worst outcome.

Amane originally had no interest in either men or women. In Kaede's words, she "looked like she had a cold personality." It was precisely because Sakayanagi knew that Amane had no interest in men that she was able to confidently instill her special feelings for Amane from a young age.

However, because Amane didn't have any feelings for women, and because she wasn't taught any social common sense while in the White House, even though the Miyako family used a lot of resources to fill most of the gaps in Amane's social common sense after she returned to the Miyako family, they were helpless when it came to common sense about relationships.

Not only have feelings of liking and disliking faded, but even emotions like anger, sadness, and pity have almost completely disappeared.

Under such circumstances, even though Sakayanagi liked Amane in her heart, she only dared to date Amane as a friend. It wasn't that she didn't have the opportunity to confess, but rather that Sakayanagi didn't dare to gamble on whether Amane could accept the feelings between girls.

Even Sakayanagi herself wasn't sure if she really liked the same sex, because she didn't feel her heart race when she was with Kaede or other women.

Only when Amane's figure appears in her sight will Sakayanagi's heart begin to beat faster.

In other words, it is very likely that Sakayanagi does not like all women, but simply likes Miyako Amane, nothing more.

So how can someone who is indifferent to other people of the same sex explain to a sexually frigid person that she likes them and confess her feelings?

If they were just classmates, they could simply stop seeing each other in the future. But for Sakayanagi, Amane was her only friend.

It was Amane who introduced Sakayanagi to Kaede, so once she loses Amane, she will return to those days when she had nothing. If Sakayanagi had never experienced friendship or liking someone, she probably wouldn't feel much reluctance even if she lost her.

But she had reached the point where she could no longer sever her friendship with Amane and the love that was almost overflowing in her heart. Under such circumstances, as a genius, Sakayanagi Arisu naturally knew what the consequences would be if she went all in.

Therefore, she has been carefully maintaining a friendly relationship with Tianyin while looking for an opportunity.

As a result of her own efforts, while Tianyin awakened her humanity, an extremely bad piece of news also emerged: Tianyin began to be interested in women.

Sakayanagi knew very well that this news was both bad news and an opportunity for her. So, after confirming that Amane had developed an interest in dating girls, Sakayanagi decisively chose to be honest with Amane, and everything that followed seemed to fall into place naturally.

From the first time we officially held hands to the first time we officially hugged.

From our first kiss to hearing her say, "I love you, Arisu."

In the end, the two got together.

Everything seemed to be moving in the best possible direction, and that's what Sakayanagi always thought.

until that day.

She saw that Fenghua and Tianyin were doing the same thing.

At first, the word that popped into Sakayanagi's mind was betrayal, because in her previous concept of relationships, love should be about being loyal to each other.

But when she saw Amane's eyes, Sakayanagi felt relieved.

Those were eyes blinded by desire, and she herself was the cause of this outcome.

If she hadn't used her desires to restore Amane's humanity, perhaps Amane would have forever remained only Miyako Amane, belonging to Sakayanagi Arisu alone.

But the two of them can never stand side by side as lovers and sweethearts.

Because the gap in gender identity is not something she can easily cross, especially since her own gender identity is normal, it is almost impossible for another person to cross the gap in gender identity.

But Sakayanagi did it.

The world is fair; after bestowing upon Arisu Sakayanagi genius-level abilities, it ruthlessly deprived her of her ability to act, as an equivalent exchange.

It's the same this time.

The world heard Arisu Sakayanagi's heartfelt words, making a near-miraculous possibility possible for her and Amane, but at the cost of Amane no longer being Arisu Sakayanagi's only one.

Faced with this outcome, Sakayanagi Arisu finally accepted it.

'So what if Tianyin likes countless girls? I'll always be the irreplaceable one.'

With such complicated feelings, Sakayanagi Arisu stepped onto the battlefield called love.

Suddenly, a sharp pain brought Sakayanagi Arisu back to her senses, her thoughts drifting away.

Sakayanagi wasn't too surprised to see Amane's familiar face suddenly appear before him.

She was just curious why Tianyin had broken their agreement that she and Tianyin wouldn't touch her tonight and that she should take good care of her injuries. This was quite unusual.

However, when Sakayanagi realized what was going on, he was both amused and exasperated.

Amane didn't actually 'touch' her; it was just as if she was 'getting revenge' for almost swelling Amane's lips with kisses that night by Sakayanagi, and was playing a kissing game with her, one kiss after another.

It's likely that Tianyin took advantage of her distraction to launch a sneak attack; otherwise, she wouldn't have let that idiot Tianyin succeed so easily.

Looking at Amane who was having a great time, Sakayanagi reached out and touched Amane's lips with his finger.

"Eh? Arisu, you woke up so quickly? I thought you were going to space out for a while longer... Ahem, let me make this clear, I wasn't secretly kissing you, I was imitating the prince in Sleeping Beauty by kissing him awake..."

"Heavenly Sound".

Sakayanagi softly called out Amane's name.

The playful expression on Tianyin's face gradually disappeared.

"Why are you suddenly so serious? Have you thought of something important?"

Amane knew that Sakayanagi had a habit of daydreaming. Every time she daydreamed, she was thinking about some complicated problems or getting lost in her memories. According to Sakayanagi herself, this was a way she had figured out to pass the time before she met Amane.

So when Sakayanagi suddenly called her name with a serious expression, Amane instinctively became serious as well.

"I heard that you took Kikyo Kushida's virginity, is that right?"

"Ah, Arisu, you mean Kikyo? I'm talking about her..."

“I’m not interested in her, but I don’t like the feeling of someone getting ahead of me, so…”

Sakayanagi Arisu unbuttoned the brown bear pajamas that were the same style as Amane's.

"I want to give you my most precious thing."

Chapter 133: Let's Play Some Story Games!

early morning.

Outside the elegant hospital room, Hayasaka first glanced at her watch to confirm that it was time for breakfast, then took a deep breath.

It wasn't that Hayasaka was trying to ease any tension. She and Amane already had that kind of relationship, so when she was alone with Amane, she didn't feel as intensely oppressive as before. The reason she did this was so that she wouldn't be overwhelmed by strange smells as soon as she entered the room.

If her facial expressions faltered while delivering and feeding Amane, it would undoubtedly prove that she was not professional enough. Therefore, after mentally preparing herself for the strange noises that had been coming from the room all night, Hayasaka gently knocked on the door.

'Disheveled sheets, muddy sheets, Miss Tianyin's hoarse voice...'

"Miss Tianyin, are you awake? It's time for breakfast."

Hayasaka deliberately spoke very slowly, in order to give Amane in the room time to tidy herself up.

However, to her surprise, Tianyin's voice rang out in the room almost without delay.

"Come in."

'A strong, resonant voice; it seems Miss Amane hasn't been completely drained by the eldest daughter of the Sakayanagi family.'

Hayasaka, somewhat surprised, reached out and grasped the doorknob, giving it a gentle twist, and the door opened.

Hayasaka, holding a tray in one hand, had just stepped into the room when she smelled a pleasant aroma.

Hayasaka instinctively glanced at the table in the corner of the room, where expensive imported incense was burning.

It looked like it had been burning for a while, otherwise the smell in the room wouldn't be so strong. Hayasaka calmly carried the tray and continued walking forward.

The first thing you see in the room is the super king-size bed, which is neatly covered with white sheets and a quilt that is pressed flat on top. Even the pillowcases look like they have just been changed.

Two adorable brown bear pajamas were hanging on a clothes rack nearby.

"Breakfast can be left on the table. I'll eat it after I finish writing this letter."

Amane's voice came from the study. Hayasaka placed breakfast on the dining table as Amane requested and then walked towards the study.

The study door was not closed, so Hayasaka immediately saw Amane writing furiously inside.

Contrary to the impression that Tianyin might dress very casually, Tianyin was dressed quite appropriately even in the ward, although her attire was still predominantly Chinese-style and black.

To meet Amane's daily needs, the wardrobe in the ward was almost filled with all kinds of clothes. Although Hayasaka thought that this practice of both restricting Amane from going out and preparing a large number of clothes for Amane was unnecessary, it now seems that the head of the family was very thoughtful.

Hayasaka politely knocked on the study door to signal Amane to come in, then went directly to the tea table where the teapot was placed. This study was connected to the quiet room; the front was the study, and the back was a place for drinking tea and resting.