Social phobia and lonely rock

Kita said dissatisfiedly, but she stood up after hesitating for a moment. Unlike Ishikawa Hayabusa, she still held the handrails on both sides and looked a little nervous.

Ishikawa Hayabusa proudly pointed at himself with his thumb.

"My name is Ishikawa Hayabusa. I can't fly yet, but I can climb down from here easily while holding a beautiful girl."

Kita stared at the proud young man in a trance for a while, and actually had the illusion that he could really do it. She quickly put the thought aside, sighed, and said perfunctorily.

“It would be great if we could do that!”

She said this and smiled slightly.

Ishikawa Hayabusa walked to the center of the Ferris wheel and stopped.

Kita couldn't help but admire him as he stood there steadily. She slowly moved her feet, but she couldn't help but look outside. In the pitch-black night, the place outside the amusement park was as deep as a pit.

She trembled.

"Hayabusa-kun, if anything happens, I will definitely turn into Sadako or Kayako and come find you!"

"Do not worry."

Ishikawa Hayabusa smiled and stretched out his hand.

Kita reached out his hand nervously to grab her, and she walked over as if she was jumping over a cliff.

Ishikawa Hayabusa hugged her and said to the girl who was leaning in his arms and still looked uneasy.

"How about a 100-meter hug in the air? Is it exciting?"

After he finished speaking, he felt Kita's legs suddenly go limp and her body completely leaned on his arms.

And the girl said tremblingly.

"Take a picture...Take a picture. Hayabusa, take a picture of me that shows the altitude!"

How can you still think of taking pictures when you are so scared?

Ishikawa Hayabusa didn't know how to complain about her, so he took out his cell phone and found an angle to take a picture of the scene below. After getting ready to take the picture, he patted Kita's shoulder, signaling her to start taking pictures.

Kita tried hard to force a smile, leaned in Ishikawa Hayabusa's arms, posed for a 'happy' photo.

When Kita was looking at photos on her phone, Ishikawa Hayabusa squatted slightly and looked at her at eye level. Kita quickly noticed his action and looked at him in surprise.

She blinked her yellow eyes and instantly revealed a look of panic.

But before she could do anything, Ishikawa Hayabusa leaned towards her and rested his head on her shoulder.

All of a sudden, she relaxed.

In the dark night, a hundred meters in the sky, the two of them embraced each other quietly.

After a long time, Kita heard a sound.

"Yu Dai..."

The voice seemed to be hesitant to speak.

She could guess what Ishikawa Hayabusa wanted to say, but that was something he would not say out loud.

...

The reason why Ishikawa Hayabusa didn't say that was because he would not force girls to accept his idea of ​​having a harem, as the result of doing so might not be good.

But he almost couldn't help but say it out loud just now.

...

Kita was silent. She herself had things she couldn't say.

If he was willing to give up the idea of ​​a harem, she could be much more generous, but unlike Ishikawa Hayabusa, she couldn't even say it.

Because the people who need him the most are waiting for him.

But she was obviously the first person to have a good impression of Ishikawa Hayabusa.

From being attracted to him because of his difference and handsomeness, to gradually getting to know him, seeing his gentleness behind his unkind side, getting used to his occasional perversion, and accepting his self.

However, this is the limit; they can't go any further.

Kita responded to what he hadn't finished saying.

"Hayabusa-kun, I like you."

117. Half Step

Hearing Kita's words that seemed to simply express her own thoughts, Ishikawa Hayabusa immediately understood her thoughts.

He hugged the girl tightly in his arms, feeling the security she exuded as she nestled in his arms. His heart leaped with joy, and he slowly immersed himself in the beauty of the moment.

The two hugged each other quietly for a long time, and suddenly a bright light fell from the sky.

Ishikawa Hayabusa looked up.

Clouds floated under the bright moon, and moonlight like snow sprinkled on the cabin high in the sky.

They looked at the half-moon in the cabin which was beginning to fall.

Ishikawa Hayabusa lowered his head and looked at Kita who was staring at the sky in a trance.

Her face looked even whiter and clearer in the moonlight.

Through her eyes, Ishikawa Hayabusa realized that in addition to appreciating the beautiful scenery, she was also thinking and having expectations.

Soon, she noticed Ishikawa Hayabusa's gaze, and she veiled the words that she dared not think in her heart.

"Today is the waxing moon."

Ishikawa Hayabusa knew that the waxing moon symbolized hope, expectation, and the yearning for a happy family as they gradually moved toward reunion.

It represents the path towards perfection after the trough.

Ishikawa Hayabusa leaned towards her again, and she thought it was another hug, so she smiled and leaned towards him.

just.

After the gentle contact, Kita stepped back and looked at Ishikawa Hayabusa with wide eyes.

There was confusion and panic in his eyes, and he covered his cheeks with his hands.

"That doesn't count as a kiss."

Ishikawa Hayabusa said in a gentle voice.

Kita relaxed a little, she lowered her eyes and hesitated for a moment, looking at the white ground illuminated by the light.

she says.

"Well, not really..."

...

After getting off the Ferris wheel, Kita looked at the long queue in front of him in surprise.

There seemed to be quite a few couples waiting in the queue.

However, this long wait and the similar atmosphere around me seem to have worn away a lot of romance and sweetness.

She immediately smiled at the young man next to her, expressing her satisfaction with his arrangement.

What she saw was Ishikawa Hayabusa, who already had a proud expression on his face.

She smiled helplessly.

After leaving the amusement park, the conversation between the two became dull.

Ishikawa Hayabusa teased while holding Kita's hand while she hugged the doll.

"I didn't expect Kita knew such obscure knowledge. It really opens my eyes."

"Huh, it's Hayabusa, you wouldn't have known until I told you."

Kita smiled, his tone unyielding.

"Don't underestimate me, a senior in the first grade, whose knowledge is ranked third in the country!"

“That’s amazing~”

Kita responded with a sweet smile.

But as she spoke, she saw the hotel that Ishikawa Hayabusa had taken her to when they came.

She froze in her tracks, pursed her lips and quickened her pace.

But suddenly, a force came from the hand she and Ishikawa Hayabusa were holding, pulling her over there.

She was caught off guard and leaned against Ishikawa Hayabusa all of a sudden. Suppressing her pounding heart, she looked up at Ishikawa Hayabusa.

Looking at his handsome face, she said softly.

"Hayabusa, if you joke around again at this time, I'll really get angry."

Ishikawa Hayabusa looked at the uneasiness in her eyes and said with a smile.

"Playing tricks on Kita is the most fun thing."

Kita then angrily kicked his calf.

The two continued to move forward under the light of street lamps and moonlight.

However, Kita, who was walking beside Ishikawa Hayabusa, slowly breathed a sigh of relief. If he had taken the opportunity to say something nice to lure her in, she wouldn't have known...

Do you have enough willpower to refuse?

...

After returning home, Kita placed the dolls on the table and carefully confirmed the placement. After finishing, she looked at the different tables and smiled foolishly.

After a while, she opened her phone to confirm the photo.

Because she had been playing all day today, and many of the photos were taken by Ishikawa Hayabusa, she had no time to update her Instagram.

So now we need to organize and send out those photos immediately.

She even prepared the sentences she was going to say in her mind.

She downloaded all the photos that Ishikawa Hayabusa had just sent her and began to select them carefully.

Kita stared at the phone intently, sliding his fingers across it.

This one looks good, and this one is also good. Hmm, why are the funny photos taken by Hayabusa so cute too!

It was so cute that she was worried about whether to post it.

Finally, she saw the photo she and Ishikawa Hayabusa took at the entrance of the amusement park after getting off the bus.

In the photo, she put her hands on her chest, blocking herself and Ishikawa Hayabusa, and was held in his arms. She looked up at his face with shyness and uneasiness.

Kita blushed for a moment when looking at herself in the photo. Although she knew roughly what her condition was at that time, she didn't expect it to be so embarrassing when she actually saw the photo.

And this photo was also seen by Ishikawa Hayabusa...

After some effort, she finally selected the photos, and to her horror, most of them were taken by Hayabusa Ishikawa.

The next step is to modify!

Kita tapped the screen of his phone quickly with both hands, beautifying each photo and enlarging the parts that shouldn't be flat.

After finishing, she breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the time and saw that it was getting late, so she prepared to go to bed after the update.

But when she entered the photo into the send field of Instagram and prepared to send it, she suddenly thought of it.

Ichichi-senpai and Ryo-senpai both follow her Instagram account! Ryo-senpai aside, there is a high possibility that Ichichi-senpai has watched it!

She felt dumbfounded when she thought of this. Seeing that everything was ready and she was about to click the send button, she froze.

How to do how to do!

Block the message from them...

But if she finds out through other channels or from other people, she will be doomed!

Is it difficult...is there no choice but to not send it?

Thinking of this, Kita looked at the many beautiful pictures of her and Ishikawa Hayabusa in the sending column, and she felt her head numb and her whole body was shaking.

After struggling internally for a long time, she lay on the bed with bloodshot eyes, typing frantically on her phone.