Social phobia and lonely rock

But at this time, Kita just snorted in confusion.

"Ok?"

"Did you have fun, and what do you think of the band in the future?"

Kita looked at Ishikawa Hayabusa and saw that he had a serious expression. She then looked thoughtfully at the small path in front of her where not many people were.

After a while, she said.

“I’m very happy.”

Kita smiled brightly.

“Although I don’t know if there will be other troubles in the future, I think if we are together, we will always be able to solve them.”

"Besides, we've all been spotted by record companies, haven't we? As a band, we still have a lot of future ahead of us."

Ishikawa Hayabusa looked at her. He could feel that there seemed to be some hidden emotion behind Kita's sunny smile and light-hearted words.

He was quite surprised that this straightforward person actually started to have hidden thoughts.

But he immediately understood her thoughts.

Instead, he asked with some hope.

"So, Kita, how is your previous consideration of becoming my girlfriend going?"

When Kita heard that he finally started talking about business, his smile became cunning and strange.

She said it frivolously.

“I haven’t thought about it yet.”

"so..."

Ishikawa Hayabusa felt a little depressed. After a slight hesitation, he gritted his teeth and said.

"Well, I'm sorry, I did something terrible."

Kita stopped and suppressed his smile, looking at him hesitantly.

"What's wrong? Hayabusa-kun."

Ishikawa Hayabusa looked at her straight and said solemnly.

"In fact, I started dating other people in the band the day before the audition for this music festival, but I didn't tell you because I was worried that your performance would be affected."

"What? Just this matter."

Kita let out a long sigh of relief, not seeming to mind at all, as if she had been prepared for it.

She took two quick steps and came to the front of Ishikawa Hayabusa, looking at him and speaking while walking backwards.

"I didn't expect Hayabusa to be so honest in this regard. I thought you were hiding it from me on purpose."

Kita had a satisfied smile on her face, and her relaxed look dispelled the entanglement in the hearts of those who were watching her.

In comparison, the street lights and building lights in summer appear much cooler.

In front of Ishikawa Hayabusa, Kita was hunched over, thinking a little and gradually putting on an elusive smile, and moving backwards with Ishikawa Hayabusa's steps.

"So... the person you're dating is Goto-san?"

Ishikawa Hayabusa looked at her smiling face and couldn't help being surprised that he couldn't see through what she was thinking again.

Was this caused by my own bad behavior?

Although he was thinking about it, he said it without much hesitation.

"It's Ryo."

After hearing this, Kita stood up straight in surprise and stopped. She had a thoughtful expression on her face, with her hand clenched and resting on her lower lip.

"It's Ryo-senpai."

As she spoke, her eyes became serious.

She always smiles, and occasionally shows a bit of seriousness, but it disappears in a flash.

She suddenly put on a fake smile and said to Ishikawa Hayabusa.

"Hayabusa-kun, don't move."

Ishikawa Hayabusa stopped obediently, but Kita approached him quickly, as if not giving him any time to think.

She walked quickly and without hesitation.

He took a step forward, stopped and stepped up, and while pressing Ishikawa Hayabusa's shoulders with both hands to push him down, he tried to move his whole body upward.

But just when their lips were about to touch, Ishikawa Hayabusa hugged her and interrupted her action.

While she was panicking and wavering, wondering if she was being rejected, he half-knelt down and lightly touched her lips with his, while holding her back to prevent her from leaving.

But Kita had no intention of backing down. She blinked her eyes hesitantly, then quickly closed them, and her body relaxed.

In the darkness of the night, there was no one around the two people who were kissing. In this night with only the long chirping of cicadas, the two people without any reference didn't know how long they maintained this state.

They didn't open their eyes, but hugged each other quietly, feeling this different kind of contact.

He didn't let go until Kita pressed Ishikawa Hayabusa's shoulders with both hands and applied a little force.

On the cold night, the two looked at each other silently in the quiet path.

Kita covered her lips and looked at him with a blush on her face.

Ishikawa Hayabusa pursed his lips and looked at her with a faint smile.

And after a while, when Kita was still savoring their first kiss, Ishikawa Hayabusa looked at her small and slender hand lightly covering her lips and asked.

"Can we do it again? I want to go deeper."

"Eh!?"

Kita didn't know whether he reacted or not, his eyes were wide open and he looked a little panicked, but he also seemed to be stunned and stood there without any expression.

Ishikawa Hayabusa didn't give her time to think. He went straight up and pulled away her hand that was covering her mouth, then squatted down and put his arms around her back.

The mint ice cream and blueberry ice cream that I just ate and still linger on my lips are exchanging their sweetness.

The exchange between the two went from confused to suddenly intense.

Even though it was the first time they did this, the two of them didn't mind each other's awkward reactions. Instead, they gradually felt intoxicated.

Sweetness can make people happy, but at this moment, the sweetness gradually turns into a sweetness that numbs the brain.

The feeling of being too comfortable makes rationality gradually disappear.

The hands that were originally holding wrists gradually became interlocked, and the strong big hand grasped the white and slender little hand.

The interlocked hands held tighter and tighter as if expressing their emotions.

Intense and profound memories are deeply engraved.

The two people who exchanged sweetness were extremely greedy, stopping and continuing again.

The time seemed so long, so long that they began to worry that dawn would suddenly come.

But the reason for the end was not because of time, but because Ishikawa Hayabusa noticed that Kita's movements were a little weak, so he slowly stopped and separated reluctantly.

He looked at Kita. Her expression was dull, her open eyes were misty, and her red lips were slightly parted.

After a moment's pause, Kita realized that he was being watched, so he jumped and turned his back.

There was a hint of unbelievable satisfaction in her eyes. She wiped her lips imperceptibly, adjusted her breathing for a while, and turned back when she felt her condition was gradually recovering.

Seeing Ishikawa Hayabusa looking so happy, she always felt that she was lacking in thought again, and complained lightly.

"I knew you would push your luck..."

But after she finished speaking, she realized that her voice was too soft and she felt shy just listening to it.

She looked at Ishikawa Hayabusa who was still grinning foolishly and puffed up her face in anger.

But after a short while, a gust of night wind blew by, and Kita felt that his body, which had been warm to the point of being extremely warm, was suddenly blown a little cold.

She touched her arm lightly.

But Ishikawa Hayabusa, who had regained his composure, came over, put his arms around her waist, and let her lean into his arms.

Feeling that the night breeze was not enough to cool him down, Kita quickly stopped complaining.

The two paused for a moment, then walked forward together silently on this deserted path.

141. Accommodation

The days and nights in summer are completely opposite, with the rolling heat waves and the gentle evening breeze exchanging with each other like a rotating coin.

At this moment, the cool night breeze blows away all the heat and noise.

It passed along this small road with dim street lights, and a faint sound of wind was heard.

But it was accompanied by the sound of footsteps so slow that it made people feel reluctant to leave, and a beauty that even the night wind could not blow away.

Two figures walked past a street lamp surrounded by moths.

Ishikawa Hayabusa hugged Kita. The girl's delicate body was hotter than usual and seemed softer. He touched the corner of her slender waist, and the touch through the T-shirt made him feel distracted.

She half leaned on Ishikawa Hayabusa.

Ishikawa Hayabusa also clearly felt that her arm had just secretly reached out to his waist, but just when she was about to embrace him, she let it go again, perhaps because of the girl's shyness or other reasons.

He didn't burst the flame.

They didn't know how long they walked in a state that was too quiet for both of them.

After passing through one alley after another, they were getting closer and closer to the end, but Ishikawa Hayabusa still couldn't guess what she was thinking.

He looked at Kita who was looking down at him and couldn't help asking.

"Why is it possible again?"

His voice was very soft, as if he didn't want to break the comfortable and gentle atmosphere.

Kita's eyes panicked for a moment, but she didn't hide anything, she just acted a little bit grumpy.

"Because... Senior Liang is definitely different from me. She won't worry about anything. If that's the case, I'll just go first."

She had originally banned kissing because she didn't want to go too far as a runner, but now that there was another person who had no scruples, she simply took the lead.

Ishikawa Hayabusa understood what she meant and hugged her tighter.

"...Are you still going to break up?"

Kita hesitated for a moment, but did not resist the physical contact. He just nodded with a little embarrassment and said.

"Um..."

But she also heard Ishikawa Hayabusa's reluctance, looked up at his lost expression, hesitated for a moment and then comforted him.

"Don't be like that, if I think about it, well..."

Her voice suddenly lost its agility, and she spoke with a hint of reluctance.

"Just be one of your four girlfriends."

Ishikawa Hayabusa hugged her happily, but when he stood up, he noticed a unique tall building and pointed towards it and spoke.

"Since you're ahead, how about the others be one step ahead as well?"

Kita didn't even look at where he was pointing. She knew what nonsense he was talking about from his tone. After he finished speaking, she stepped on his shoe, raised her head, and glared at him with an angry expression that said, "Are you convinced?"

"Hayabusa-kun?"

Her eyes were very sharp when she was angry.

Ishikawa Hayabusa waved his hands and begged for mercy.

Kita secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

...

Although this was the decision, Kita did not formally propose a breakup.