Social phobia and lonely rock

"I want to, but I don't want to force them. My Yudai is more generous."

His actions made Yudai's nervous breathing speed up a little.

But when she saw that he didn't take any further action, Yu Dai looked at him and sighed and smiled.

At this time, Ishikawa Hayabusa took out his mobile phone and played the photo with a smile.

"But... I have more of Yudai's dark history in my hands."

"Delete it!"

Yu Dai shouted with some anger in her voice.

"I'm going to use this dark history to eat at your expense for the rest of your life."

Ishikawa Hayabusa spoke in a low voice and leaned towards Yudai again. The two of them were gradually close enough to feel each other's breath.

And Yudai's breathing became noticeably heavier.

Seeing the girl's nervous and hesitant look, Ishikawa Hayabusa said

"I promise not to do more than usual."

Yudai smiled with relief, guessed what he wanted to do, and stretched out her hand to Ishikawa Hayabusa in a coquettish manner.

Ishikawa Hayabusa also hugged her, kissed her gently, and turned off the lights.

Umm...Chew~

In the darkness, the sound of kissing continued.

While intoxicated, Yu Dai smiled secretly in his heart.

Idiot, you didn't realize that I wore it mainly for you to see...

Her hidden thoughts melted into the passionate kiss.

Tonight, just by kissing, I was overwhelmed.

...

An hour ago, when Yudai was still hiding in the rehearsal room.

Ichiri and Liang were playing games, while Ishikawa Hayabusa was texting Hongxia on his phone. Because there were other people around, the two of them communicated via text as before.

Ishikawa Hayabusa: "That's how it is, so Yuyo will stay at my house tonight."

Hongxia: "Running away from home... Kita-chan sometimes does shocking things like this..."

Ishikawa Hayabusa smiled as he recalled how Yuyo suddenly joined the band and then suddenly left.

Ishikawa Hayabusa: “But that’s what’s interesting and lovable about Yuyo.

Also, Hongxia, I am looking forward to having dinner together at my house tomorrow morning."

Hong Xia: "Huh... I don't want to receive a photo of the drummer running away."

Ishikawa Hayabusa: "Nijiga actually thought I was so bad... umm."

Hongxia: "Well, Hayabusa, congratulations on achieving your goal and gathering everyone together."

Ishikawa Hayabusa: "No, not yet. What I hope is that everyone can be together happily. I still have a long way to go to achieve my goal."

After a while, Hongxia sent a cute picture of encouragement.

188. To Glory

In the early morning, light shone through the slightly opened curtains and onto the girl lying on a large bed.

The light that does not sense cold or warmth makes the girl's healthy and translucent skin look snow-white.

After an unknown amount of time, Yu Dai turned over and reached to the side, but she only touched the slightly wrinkled bed sheet, and did not touch the reliable boy who slept with her.

She opened her eyes, and the first thing she saw through her sleepy eyes was the light outside the window.

It's daybreak.

She was slightly lost in thought as she stared at the light coming in through the window.

The curtains...why are they open? I should have drawn them when I slept last night.

Just as Yu Dai was about to get up and sit up, she noticed that she was the only one on the big bed.

Where is Hayabusa?

She woke up a little and sat up, looking around the room, but she couldn't see Ishikawa Hayabusa in the room or even under the bed.

I won’t go to those two people.

Yu Dai, who just woke up in the morning, felt a little uncomfortable, but she was very clear about her existence. She was just the last person to join this family.

Yes...a legitimate lover.

She smiled weakly, and after calming down, she looked at the messy sheets and couldn't help but recall the complicated feelings she had when she fell asleep last night.

Uneasy, nervous, shy, hesitant...

Last night, Hayabusa was very well behaved and didn't do anything wrong, but she was so comfortable with the kiss that she lost herself in thought.

When she remembered this, she hesitantly reached her hand into her clothes to check if they were wet.

Click.

The bedroom door suddenly opened.

Yudai was startled and quickly pulled his hand away and looked towards the door.

Ishikawa Hayabusa walked in from the door with a smile on his face.

"Yudai is awake too."

"Don't open the door suddenly!"

Yudai was nervous and worried when she yelled to Ishikawa Hayabusa. They had been a couple for a long time, but after spending a night together, she felt some changes.

Like spiritual closeness, emotional attachment, or a more casual attitude.

"What do you mean by sudden? I just went out for a while and came back to the room."

As Ishikawa Hayabusa spoke, he continued to approach her with a strange smile on his face. Yudai always felt that he must have noticed her behavior just now.

"Just for a moment, my lovely girlfriend won't turn against me, will she?"

He said teasingly as he climbed onto the bed and forcefully crawled in front of her, holding his hands at her sides at a very close distance.

Yu Dai wasn't too moved by his words, she just leaned back a little due to his strength and nervousness.

"What are you doing..."

She asked shyly yet expectantly.

Ishikawa Hayabusa did not respond, but suddenly moved closer and gave her a light kiss on the face, then reached out to rub her hair and whispered in her ear.

"Hongxia is here today too."

These words suddenly tightened her heartstrings, but were melted by his subsequent words.

"But I told her the reasons why Yudai ran away from home, including the fact that she was dating. Hongxia seemed to be only surprised about her running away from home, but she wasn't surprised at all about our dating.

Would it not be presumptuous of me to do this?"

He spoke more slowly, stepped back and looked directly at her.

What appeared in Yudai's eyes was Ishikawa Hayabusa's confident and gentle smile.

"Thank you."

She responded with a smile but pushed Ishikawa Hayabusa hard: "But I can't get out of bed like this."

Ishikawa Hayabusa was easily pushed away by her and sat aside. He sighed and said.

“There wasn’t even any action to thank you.”

Yudai got off the bed and took something out of her luggage bag. She looked back at Ishikawa Hayabusa and could easily see his expectation.

"I haven't brushed my teeth yet."

She said coquettishly.

Ishikawa Hayabusa didn't continue pretending. He seemed to have given up on his plan to kiss passionately early in the morning and walked over.

He naturally walked behind her, put his hand into her clothes, touched her waist, and looked into her bag.

"Then let me see what Yudai brought in her bag."

"Hayabusa-kun, this is perverted behavior."

"I know."

Yudai turned around and saw that Ishikawa Hayabusa had a calm expression, which made her feel a little helpless. Her boyfriend had never denied that he was a pervert.

As for the hand on her waist, it made her feel a little itchy, but also inexplicably comfortable, so she just let him do it.

Ishikawa Hayabusa leaned on her shoulder, looked at the luggage bag she had closed, and said with a smile.

"I just wanted to see if Yudai still had the same clothes as last night."

“Get out…get out!”

After sending Ishikawa Hayabusa away and packing her toiletries, Yuyo headed for the bathroom.

She brushed her teeth and washed her face. Just as she was applying skin care products in front of the mirror, Liang walked in.

"Ryo-senpai! Good morning."

She greeted with a happy smile.

Liang looked like she had just woken up. As soon as she came in, she reached for the toothbrush and cup.

"Well, good morning."

Her response remained bland.

Yu Dai made some space for her. Fortunately, the room was not small and the mirror was large enough, so it did not affect her applying skin care products and tying her hair.

When she finished all this, Ryo finished brushing his teeth and spit out mouthwash into the sink.

When Yudai started to pack up her things and walk back, Liang looked at her and said.

"You're not just staying for a day or two, so there's no need to go to all that trouble. You can put these small jars in the second cabinet next to the table. Just put the toothbrush, cup and towel in the same place as us."

Yudai hesitated for a moment, then smiled: "Thank you~ I'm welcome then."

"Falcon is always slow-tempered. He will probably wait until you feel a little troubled before he tells you."

After saying that, Liang ignored her and started washing his face in the basin.

Yu Dai felt that the filter in his heart that had become broken glass was actually showing signs of recovery.

Indeed, Hayabusa is very patient. He was able to endure the situation last night.

"Then I'll go out first."

"Ah."

In a very good mood early in the morning, Yudai walked out of the corridor and arrived at the lobby.

"Good morning, everyone~"

"Good morning, Kita-chan."

The ones who responded to her were Hongxia and Yili, who greeted her with the same words, one fast and the other slow, but the lightness in their voices was the same.

Early in the morning, the girls' happy and sweet voices intertwined.

While greeting each other, the two of them, together with Ishikawa Hayabusa, moved the prepared breakfast to the dining table. Yudai looked over and went over to help.

"It's all done already... Hayabusa, please wake me up early."

She complained to Ishikawa Hayabusa while helping.

Seeing several people busy with housework like a family, she also wanted to join in.

The feeling was a little different from the previous training camp and helping out at home. Now it was for the sake of their home together, and she felt she had to do something.