Social phobia and lonely rock

"Well, isn't it true that Ishikawa-senpai is dating the other three seniors, but not you, senior?"

When Hong Xia heard this, her heart suddenly went silent and there was an expression of disbelief in her eyes.

212. Making a Feint to the East and Attacking in the West

Hongxia took two deep breaths to ease the discomfort in her heart, then she said with her usual lively and lovely smile.

"Actually, we are dating."

"Eh?"

Yuki Amemiya noticed the momentary loss in Hongxia's heart, and she cried out in a low voice as if she had made a big mistake, with an expression that showed she didn't know what to do.

Hong Xia would never complain to anyone who made an unintentional mistake.

Instead, she smiled embarrassedly and quickly waved her hand to comfort Yuki Amamiya.

"It's okay, it's okay. It's normal not to notice. We all keep our distance in the store."

Yu Gong Xue looked at Hong Xia blankly. After being comforted by Hong Xia, she looked a little surprised. Instead, she felt even more sad and lowered her head, not daring to look at Hong Xia.

The atmosphere in the rehearsal room became quite tense.

After a moment, Hongxia looked at her unable to concentrate on her practice and smiled helplessly.

"How about we go watch a show outside?"

"it is good..."

Yumi Yuki stood up slowly. At this moment, she felt quite guilty as if she wanted to build a good relationship with someone but ended up hitting that person's sore spot.

Hong Xia also stood up. She interlaced her fingers, folded her hands and raised them high. She stretched casually, stretching her petite and beautiful body.

Then, she walked towards the door ahead of Amemiya Yuki, who was timid and afraid to move forward, looking extremely relaxed.

It was not until she heard Yuki Amamiya also start to move that she turned around and said with a smile.

"If you need any guidance, you can always call me."

"Ah... um." Amemiya Yuki responded dejectedly.

Hongxia opened the door of the rehearsal room and prepared to go out. At this time, she heard a faint "I'm sorry" from behind.

She didn't respond, pretending not to hear and walked out quickly.

Apologizing so earnestly...doesn't it make it seem like there's no relationship between her and Ishikawa Hayabusa at all?

Coming out of the rehearsal room, she could hear the intense music outside. Hong Xia took a few steps back inside and glanced at the stage.

A very cheerful band was performing and the audience responded excitedly. The other two members of the Snow Cat Love Band were also standing in the corner, dancing lightly and shouting loudly.

“The band is awesome!”

"Yeah! The lead singer is so handsome, I'm going to be obsessed with this band!"

Liang was very disgusted and kept a distance from the two people, leaning against the corner with his arms around his chest and listening quietly.

Hong Xia would complain when she saw this scene in the past. It was surprising that these two people could communicate so happily even though they had different topics to talk about. But she was not in the mood at this moment.

She turned her head to look at the bar. Yudai and Ishikawa Hayabusa were standing at the bar looking at the stage, seemingly still communicating.

She didn't know whether she should go find Ishikawa Hayabusa at this time, and Yuyo was also there, so even if she went there, she didn't know what to say.

Hongxia hesitated for a moment, and when she was about to turn around and leave, she saw Ishikawa Hayabusa raised his hand and waved to her.

At this time, she was very confused, but if she didn't go over, she really wouldn't be sure whether they were dating or not.

Hongxia walked over and saw Ishikawa Hayabusa saying something to Yuyo. When she reached the entrance of the bar, she saw Yuyo walking out.

Yudai saw her and smiled, "I'll go to the front desk to check on Xiali-chan."

Hongxia forced herself to smile: "Well... this is the first time for Pochi-chan to stand at the front desk."

"It should be fine."

Yudai said this as he passed by her and walked up the stairs.

Hongxia also walked towards the bar.

I guess Yuyo let her leave because Ishikawa Hayabusa noticed something. They all listened to Ishikawa Hayabusa very much, but it was also because everything Ishikawa Hayabusa did was right and they trusted him and that was why they were so obedient.

And she...

How would Hayabusa comfort her next? To be honest, she didn't really want to be comforted, as that would make her feel cheap.

Also, could she let Hayabusa know about her worries?

She thought about it and decided not to.

There are many reasons why she couldn't let Ishikawa Hayabusa know, the most important of which was that she didn't want the two of them to get close for such a reason.

It feels so stupid to be pushed into a relationship by others.

It's just better than a carefully designed relationship.

When Hongxia turned the corner, her head suddenly hit a strong chest. She took a step back and looked at the person.

She had thought so much before, but at this moment, Hong Xia realized how conflicted she was. She obviously didn't want to see the person she liked when she was feeling lost, but when she needed him or her heart was hurt, she was extremely happy to see the person she liked.

At this time, even if the person you like is not very good-looking, you will still feel extremely pleasing to the eye, not to mention that person is already handsome.

With sharp eyes, easy-going and gentle expression, and a bit lazy and messy hair.

Under the light of the bar, Ishikawa Hayabusa's figure suddenly and directly approached her heart.

...

When Yudai walked out, Ishikawa Hayabusa also followed her out and walked to a place on the side of the bar where he could not be easily seen by the audience.

He thought about Hong Xia whom he had just seen.

She stood at the backstage exit, looking around at the bustling backstage with a worried look on her face, then her face gradually returned to its usual relaxed expression, until she saw him, she quickly smiled to completely cover up all her worries.

He was thinking about what happened just now.

The only people in the backstage before were Yuki Amamiya and Nijixia.

Amemiya Yuki and Ichiri are both equally timid and would definitely not bully Hongxia. So what did Amemiya Yuki say to Hongxia, or did she hear some bad news?

Just as he was thinking about how to solve the problem, Yudai and Hongxia's conversation had ended. Hongxia paused, turned around, walked over and bumped into his chest.

The golden side ponytail swayed, and then Hongxia took a step back and raised her head.

At this moment, Hong Xia was like a stubborn child who had been wronged and returned home to see a reliable person.

The smile on her face gradually disappeared. She pursed her lips without trying to hide her disappointment. She looked at him with a worried look and opened her arms.

"Hayabusa, hold me."

Ishikawa Hayabusa was stunned by the sudden attack.

It is very rare to see Hong Xia acting like a spoiled child to him in a sad way. She, who has always been trying to maintain a mature mentality, actually shows this look.

Although it was wrong to do this when she was unhappy, Ishikawa Hayabusa was indeed touched by her cuteness.

"Light or heavy?"

He asked for confirmation, and Hongxia didn't ask the difference between the two, and still said it as if she was reaching out for a hug.

“Heavy.”

Ishikawa Hayabusa leaned over and protected her hips and back, then picked her up, and the two of them pressed tightly together.

Hongxia was not surprised at all even though she was hugged tightly. She leaned her head on Ishikawa Hayabusa's shoulder and put her arms around his back. After a slight hesitation, she even wrapped her legs around him.

Hong Xia's soft body seemed to be begging for support, and she hugged Ishikawa Hayabusa tightly like a koala, which made Ishikawa Hayabusa, who originally had to use force to hold her, feel much more relaxed in his hands.

You can even carefully feel her skin and temperature.

At the side of the entrance to the Starry Bar that was not visible to others, the two of them were hugging each other tightly in a posture that seemed inappropriate to ordinary people.

Hongxia's body temperature was very high. She seemed happy, but her body was tense and her heartbeat was very fast.

The rapid heartbeat seemed to be transmitted from her petite body to Ishikawa Hayabusa.

Not to mention her, even Ishikawa Hayabusa felt the same way.

If Xingge found out about doing this to Hongxia in Fanxing, she would probably be chased and killed with a knife, and the fight would not stop until she was dead.

There was an unpleasant thrill.

After a while, Hong Xia spoke to him close to his face.

"Hayabusa-kun."

Hongxia's voice was so close that it made Ishikawa Hayabusa's ears a little itchy.

"Ok?"

"Okay."

Although she said this, she did not loosen her hands or feet.

Ishikawa Hayabusa was not willing to let go either. He just slid his hand down Hongxia's waist a little and then stopped moving.

In this regard, Hong Xia did not show any dissatisfaction. She leaned her cheek on Ishikawa Hayabusa's shoulder, and her soft little face was deformed by Ishikawa Hayabusa's strong shoulder.

The soft cheeks and eyes that are greedy for An Xin's feelings look so cute.

It’s a pity that Ishikawa Hayabusa could only vaguely see her cute appearance from the reflection on the wall.

"Why did Hayabusa call me over just now?"

"It feels like Hongxia is being bullied."

Hong Xia chuckled before saying, "No, Xue-chan doesn't look like someone who would bully others."

"What's the reason for that?"

It was only then that Hongxia realized that Ishikawa Hayabusa had unknowingly changed the topic to the reason why she was sad just now. She originally wanted to test what Ishikawa Hayabusa was planning to do.

"A secret." She hugged Ishikawa Hayabusa tighter and pressed her head against him even harder, feeling her cheeks being flattened.

"You weren't bullied, were you?"

When Ishikawa Hayabusa was speaking, Hongxia could vaguely hear his rapid breathing.

This guy really likes to smell. Fortunately, I didn't play drums just now, and I didn't exercise much today... But it's already been a day...

Thinking of this, Hong Xia wanted to kick someone because she was worried that her sweat, which was such an unpleasant smell, would be smelled.

She answered affirmatively.

"No."

"Then let's keep it a secret for now."

Ishikawa Hayabusa's hand was stroking her back, but if it was just her back, he could touch it as he pleased.

At the same time, hearing Ishikawa Hayabusa's answer, Hongxia also breathed a sigh of relief. Her worries had changed.

From not wanting to develop the relationship because of this, to not wanting Ishikawa Hayabusa to know that she was sad because of such a small matter, and also not wanting him to go to Amamiya Yuki to question her.

Although a while had passed since Hongxia asked her to let go, she was still reluctant to do so.

While hugging her boyfriend's body, she also carefully and naturally stuck to it, secretly touching his body, and complaining.

"What do you mean by temporary? And what did Hayabusa-kun mean by heavy just now..."

"Temporarily means that one day you will know."

Hongxia believes that it is difficult to hide things from Ishikawa Hayabusa. This man has too strong reasoning ability and can often see other people's thoughts and guess their true feelings from some subtle details.

But after a while, you will know.

"What about the heavy ones? Do you think I'm too heavy?"

"It's hard."

When Hongxia was acting coquettishly, Ishikawa Hayabusa suddenly moved his ears, and the happy expression on his face disappeared instantly. He tightened his face and hurriedly patted Hongxia's back, then squatted slightly and tried to put her down.

He whispered quickly, "Xingge."

What happened... sis?

Hongxia also hurriedly got off Ishikawa Hayabusa. She also knew that the expression on her face must be abnormal.