Social phobia and lonely rock

The girl's happy laughter warmed the entire snow-covered mountain top.

...

After a while, the sound of shoes stepping on broken snow and bluestone was heard first, followed by the sound of the girl's unsteady breathing.

"My stomach hurts from laughing so hard..."

There was a hint of complaint on her already smiling face. She shook Ishikawa Hayabusa's hand with her bare hand and looked at him.

Ishikawa Hayabusa looked at her belly wrapped in her down jacket and reached out his hand.

"Really? Let me touch it."

Hongxia looked at his outstretched hand and subconsciously pulled out her other hand to stop him, but suddenly came to her senses and stopped, putting it back in her pocket.

Ishikawa Hayabusa was startled, and raised his eyes to see Hongxia's gentle and smiling gaze under the hood of her down jacket.

"What's wrong? You don't want to touch me again?" she asked with a smile.

Ishikawa Hayabusa said as he looked at the zipper of her down jacket.

"The down jacket is too thick. I want to touch the inside of it."

Hongxia looked down at her clothes, but then she thought of something and looked at Ishikawa Hayabusa with a teasing look.

"Then Hayabusa-kun, do it yourself."

Ishikawa Hayabusa stopped and asked, "Really?"

Hong Xia shrank back, but still spoke: "Why would I say that if I didn't think it was okay? Doesn't that mean that if Hayabusa wants, you can forcefully touch me?"

Ishikawa Hayabusa walked up to her, looked at her shy and nervous look, and slowly unzipped her down jacket, but only to her belly.

The warmth of Hongxia's body radiated from her clothes. Looking at the sweater she was wearing underneath, Ishikawa Hayabusa regained his composure and reached out to touch her. He nodded like an old doctor and spoke.

"Yeah, it's okay. My stomach didn't hurt from laughing. It doesn't hurt at all."

Hong Xia couldn't help laughing twice again: "Falcon, you didn't mean to touch my belly just now."

When Ishikawa Hayabusa heard her say this, his attitude changed and he appreciated it seriously.

"Well, there is no fat on the belly, and it feels very thin to the touch, with a few signs of exercise. Even through the clothes, I can feel the delicate skin and the softness of the body..."

Hong Xia blushed more and more as she listened. She reached out and gently pushed him, shouting.

"I didn't ask you to say that!"

Ishikawa Hayabusa walked over with a smile, zipped up her clothes faster than her hands, and pressed down her hat.

"Then what should I say? Want something a little more perverted?"

Hong Xia paused, then sighed and said with a smile: "Forget it, I can't accept something too perverted for now."

The two continued to move forward, but not long after they walked, they saw a large pile of snow blocking the road. It seemed that the cleaners did not clear the snow on the mountain road cleanly.

I don’t know whether the roads on both sides are safe under the snow. It seems that the snow mountain trip ends here.

Ishikawa Hayabusa walked over and looked left and right at the snow pile.

"Hayato-kun?" Hongxia asked with some concern.

What she was worried about was that Ishikawa Hayabusa would do something unexpected again.

Sure enough, Ishikawa Hayabusa suddenly grabbed the snow pile and with a "whoosh" he lifted up the snow pile that was taller than him and as big as his outstretched arms.

And even if he held on to it with both hands, the snow pile would not disperse.

Ishikawa Hayabusa turned around holding the snow pile. Before he could say anything, Hongxia hurriedly waved her hands and called out.

"Hayabusa-kun, I don't play snowball fights!"

Now it was Ishikawa Hayabusa's turn to look at Hongxia's panic and the snow piles in his hands that were five or six people big and laughed. He shouted "Hey!" and Hongxia immediately squatted down on the spot with her head in her hands.

The posture of crouching and defending with the head covered is very standard.

But Ishikawa Hayabusa threw it to the side, and the snow pile broke into pieces as soon as it hit the ground.

He walked along the road that was originally covered with snow, and saw a bench on the roadside a few steps ahead. He walked over while talking.

"I just remember there was a chair nearby."

Hongxia was also squatting down to play with Ishikawa Hayabusa. When she heard his voice, she looked up and asked in confusion.

"Has Hayabusa been here?"

“I’ve seen pictures of this place in travel magazines.”

As Ishikawa Hayabusa said this, he swept the snow off the chair in two strokes. The snow that fell here in the past two days seemed to be dry snow, which fell off easily after being swept away, and no water marks were left on the chair.

This saves Ishikawa Hayabusa the trouble of wiping it with paper.

After he cleared a seat, he sat down. Hongxia also came over, but when she was about to sit down next to him, he suddenly reached out and supported Hongxia's chest and moved Hongxia to his lap.

Hongxia looked back at him, then sat obediently on his lap, hugging her belly as he did.

As planned, Ishikawa Hayabusa hugged her tightly, with his face pressed against her ear, rubbing it gently.

"Strange, why has Hongxia become more and more obedient since just now?"

On the top of a mountain where few people go, the warm winter sun shines on the snow like melted syrup. The two of them sit on top of each other, facing the sun.

Hongxia looked back at him, her bright and gentle eyes carrying a girl's dependence and thought.

"It's just because I found my problem. I was just wondering why I always went against Hayabusa before.

Obviously, Hayabusa can control the situation and know when to stop. If we talk about being attentive, Hayabusa is actually more attentive than me and can do everything better. "

She looked away, and there was a sound of hair and cloth rubbing against each other in her hood. She looked into the distance.

The sun was already approaching the top of the mountain under the cover of the sunset glow. A small half of the sky was glowing orange, and the blue sky seemed to be getting whiter and whiter.

So the behavior just now was indeed a test, Ishikawa Hayabusa thought.

But he didn't say anything. Hong Xia was silent for a few seconds and then continued.

"I have been taken care of by Hayabusa-kun, but I have been blocking Hayabusa-kun. It feels really strange when I think about it. I am so stupid and careless. I can't take care of anything and I can't understand. We have been dating for so long, but I am still deliberately dragging my feet and not letting Hayabusa-kun..."

Ishikawa Hayabusa listened to her patiently, and only spoke when her voice gradually became quieter.

"It's really stupid."

After he spoke, Hong Xia fell completely silent and sat quietly on his lap without moving.

From Ishikawa Hayabusa's perspective, he couldn't see Nijixia's expression at all.

He continued, "Hongxia made several mistakes here. First, only those who are careful and try hard to take care of others will realize that they have not been doing well.

Second, Hongxia didn't let me do anything because I dated too many people and was subconsciously worried. Third, it's better to say that I can play boldly only because Hongxia stopped me."

He hugged Hong Xia's petite and soft body with a little more force and asked.

"So does Hongxia know how powerful she is?"

After he finished speaking, he heard Hong Xia take a deep breath. Hong Xia's voice was a little low, but with a smile.

"Hayabusa-kun didn't deny that he was more careful than me."

Ishikawa Hayabusa was speechless and didn't know how to comfort her for a moment.

However, Hongxia turned around, her fair cheeks were dyed red by the sunset. She glanced at Ishikawa Hayabusa, and noticed the gloves on his ears, and she held back her laughter before speaking.

"It's great that Hayabusa-kun doesn't think of me as a troublesome, arrogant, or fussy girl."

Ishikawa Hayabusa's expression suddenly darkened, and he bit his hand and muttered to himself, "How dare someone say that about my Hongxia? I guess I have to take her back and bully her."

Hongxia's smile was a little shy. She just nudged him lightly with her elbow without saying anything.

Her low flirting level was not enough to follow what Ishikawa Hayabusa was saying.

After a few seconds, she said.

"Maybe it's really like what I said to Hayabusa-kun. I was always worried before, but it's been so long. I think Hayabusa-kun will be able to do whatever he wants in the future..."

But when Hongxia expressed that she could accept any behavior of Ishikawa Hayabusa, Ishikawa Hayabusa said.

"Hey, I was expecting Hongxia to say, Hayabusa, this is not okay! That's too much, stop it! Something like that."

Hong Xia frowned as she listened, her face full of desire to complain.

"What on earth were you thinking of dating me, Hayabusa? And the atmosphere is gone all of a sudden!"

Ishikawa Hayabusa thought about it carefully.

"I dated Hong Xia with the intention of...dating her."

"It's all in vain!" Hong Xia continued to complain.

"Because I can't possibly say that I want to date a girl who is petite and cute, a good wife and mother, and full of sunshine and smiles. Those are Hong Xia's characteristics, but they are not all of Hong Xia. So I am just dating Hong Xia with the idea of ​​dating her."

Hong Xia was stunned for a long while by these words that praised and expressed her feelings. Then she looked away and said coquettishly, "Cunning!"

Ishikawa Hayabusa turned her shoulder towards him, and Hongxia also cooperated by turning sideways, but she still deliberately avoided looking at Ishikawa Hayabusa.

But Ishikawa Hayabusa saw the sunset on her face, hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear.

"If the atmosphere is gone, we can always create it again, just like now."

Ishikawa Hayabusa said, gently touching her forehead and asking.

"OK?"

His question made Hong Xia tremble, her eyes were misty, she pursed her lips, silently turned her head slightly, and her gaze stayed on his face shyly.

She didn't ask Ishikawa Hayabusa what he planned to do, but gave a direct answer.

"...Whatever Hayabusa likes is fine."

The two people's breath and voices were so close that they could only feel each other's warmth and voice.

"I want to hear Hong Xia's thoughts."

“This is…”

Hongxia paused again, and after realizing that Ishikawa Hayabusa wanted her to express her emotions and thoughts herself, she temporarily put aside the shyness and other emotions on her face, placed her hands on Ishikawa Hayabusa's shoulders, suppressed her pounding heart, and looked him in the face and spoke.

"Hayabusa, kiss me."

There was only one person's figure in the girl's beautiful red eyes. The brilliant look in her eyes made even the sun reluctant to set, nailing it on the hillside.

Among the snow-covered mountains, on the top of the mountain surrounded by clouds, under the unchanging sunshine, a girl dressed in clothes almost as white as snow closed her eyes, raised her head and moved towards a young man.

...

When Hongxia came down from Mount Tsurumi by cable car, she saw the light being taken away from the earth, but she did not feel much regret in her heart.

She just tapped her lips absentmindedly, as if she was savoring the feelings and novel sensations she had just experienced.

Ishikawa Hayabusa looked at the light covering Beppu disappearing twice and then looked away. He lowered his head to look at Nijixia's appearance.

Her cheeks are rosy and her expression is pure and longing, like a saint who has taken a bite of the forbidden fruit.

Ishikawa Hayabusa retracted his gaze and said.

"I kind of regret saying I had plans later."

Hong Xia suddenly came back to her senses, put down her hands, and asked with a natural expression.

"What is Hayabusa's plan next?"

Although her voice and expression were extremely calm, Ishikawa Hayabusa could still see her nervousness, so he smiled and took out two tickets.

"Would you like to go check out the livehouse in Beppu?"

Hong Xia looked at the ticket in his hand with a look of surprise and joy, but suddenly hesitated. However, in less than half a second, she gritted her teeth and said.

"I think I'll just go straight to..."

Ishikawa Hayabusa put away the tickets, saw the uneasiness on her face, thought of her sensitive reaction that night, and said.

"It's fine as long as it's the same as before. Being together just means we can go further. It doesn't mean we have to make any changes right away. Just accept it slowly."

Hongxia breathed a sigh of relief, then looked at him worriedly.

"It's too slow, right Hayabusa-kun? You won't complain?"

"It's too fast. What if Hong Xia runs away?"

Ishikawa Hayabusa asked back almost at the same time. After Hongxia was stunned for a moment, the two looked at each other and smiled.