Social phobia and lonely rock

And further away, where the grassland ends, there seems to be a cliff, and outside is the sea.

At this moment, the movement of the figure in front of her drew her attention back.

Ishikawa Hayabusa stepped out of the car.

She also hurriedly got off the bicycle.

He stood aside stiffly, holding the cloth bag in his hands.

...

After pushing the cart to the side of the road and laying it down, Ishikawa Hayabusa walked straight towards Pochi who was holding the bag tightly.

For some reason, the closer he got to her, the more nervous she became.

Her face turned red for unknown reasons, and she looked a little panicked, and her hands squeezed the cloth bag into layers of wrinkles.

Ishikawa Hayabusa walked up to her, half-knelt down, and while she was screaming, he held her face with both hands, looked directly into her shaking eyes under her bangs, and said to her.

"Yili is very beautiful. I can say with certainty that Yili is very beautiful. She is definitely a beautiful girl."

"So, show some confidence like a beautiful girl."

Being looked at and spoken to like this, Pochi felt all kinds of emotions piling up in his chest, as if he was about to explode.

Moreover, Ishikawa Hayabusa's eyes were looking straight at her, and no matter where she glanced, she could see the color in his eyes in her peripheral vision.

When we looked at each other inadvertently, I felt like my breathing stopped.

"Then...then...then..."

She blushed and whispered softly.

But just when she was about to explode, Ishikawa Hayabusa let go of her hand, stood up straight, turned around, patted her shoulder, and then directly pulled her arm up.

"Let's go, the scenery here is the best."

36. Like

It's been a long time since I last came here.

Practice musical instruments, learn music theory, prepare for performances with Hongxia and others, and improve the school atmosphere.

Every day is packed with activities, and there is no time to play here.

But today, he brought someone here after a long time.

She is still a cute and weak beautiful girl.

Ishikawa Hayabusa took out a waterproof cloth from his messenger bag, threw it on the ground, and then sat down carelessly.

Then he patted the empty space around him.

"Pochi, come and sit here."

Pochi took small steps over, slowly bent down and sat down, then put the cloth bag beside him, glanced at Ishikawa Hayabusa quickly, and then turned his gaze to the distance.

But at the same time, she was secretly paying attention to her surroundings out of the corner of her eye.

"It's beautiful here, isn't it?"

Ishikawa Hayabusa looked at the blurry horizon in the distance.

In the distance, layers of thin cotton-like clouds continued to accumulate, covering the sea and blurring the horizon.

Pochi looked into the distance, but before his sight reached the horizon, he immediately retracted his gaze and looked behind him anxiously.

A sparrow flew past the edge of her sight.

Ishikawa Hayabusa noticed her movements and said to her.

"Few people come here. This road is an old road to a village. I only see some uncles and aunts walking here occasionally."

Seeing that she was slightly relaxed, Ishikawa Hayabusa felt that if he didn't make things clear in advance, she probably wouldn't be completely at ease.

There was silence for a while, until all sounds stopped.

He said this with some curiosity in his heart, thinking about what cute reaction she would have.

"I like Pochi quite a bit. He's alert to his surroundings like a hamster. He's cute and timid. But because of that, I don't dare to get close to him casually, for fear of scaring you."

He said, glancing at Pochi.

After being surprised, flustered, and shy, Pochi smiled ecstatically, and then tried hard to control his expression.

But when she felt she couldn't stop herself, she lifted her legs, which were bent on the grass, higher, hugged her calves, and buried her head on her knees.

Ishikawa Hayabusa stopped talking.

Pochi paused for a moment, then suddenly raised his head uneasily again.

She thought for a while and said.

“Thank you…thank you…”

Ishikawa Hayabusa could sense that when she said this, what she was saying in her heart was "I'm not as cute as you say."

"Pochi, do you know what I like about you?"

Because of his sudden words, Pochi's eyes widened in panic. He looked at Ishikawa Hayabusa in hesitation and shook his head blankly.

Ishikawa Hayabusa looked over her shoulder, at the grass behind her, and at the sky.

He said slowly.

"Pochi's eyes are very clear, and he is always paying careful attention to others. When he is alert to others, he is also caring about others. I have said before that Pochi is very gentle."

"Pochi's gentleness is that if someone falls behind you, you will try to reach out."

"There are also pink ones, which are soft and feel very comfortable to hold."

"And Pochi feels well taken care of and is satisfied with a little care."

"Pochi plays guitar very well, and his solo that day was very cool."

After Ishikawa Hayabusa finished speaking, he looked at her dazed expression, stood up, and took two steps back.

Ask her.

"Pochi, do you know why I like this place?"

Pochi shook his head dumbly.

Ishikawa Hayabusa raised one hand, as if supporting the sky.

"It's very empty here, empty enough for me."

"Here there is a vast ocean and a boundless sky. I can face a huge and infinite existence here."

"It gave me the courage to face everything."

Pochi quietly looked at this towering existence.

Ishikawa Hayabusa... Hayabusa...

The falcon is a bird that can hunt creatures that are several times its size. It is brave and determined, and flies very fast, ranking among the top birds.

At the top of the bird food chain.

And Ishikawa Hayabusa...the young man in front of her is no more than that.

"Pochi, it's your turn, what do you like?"

Pochi hesitated, she lowered her eyes slightly, and her eyes fell to the ground, leaving an impression on the boy's figure.

"I..I like..."

...

On the way back, Pochi sat on the back of the bicycle just like before.

She kind of regretted not being able to speak at that time.

She had things she liked, but nothing could compare to the gem that the young man held out.

And she also has someone she likes, but saying it out loud is just a distant luxury.

So she couldn't say anything.

When Ishikawa Hayabusa went back, he didn't ride as fast as he came. He rode slowly.

But Boqi hoped that he could be quicker and go back earlier.

She lowered her head in shame and felt afraid to stay by his side.

"Pochi."

Ishikawa Hayabusa's voice came from the front along with the wind.

"Ah, what?" Pochi responded quickly.

"I didn't lie to you that day. If Bochi finds life difficult in the future, I will support you."

Is this another prank?

It would be nice if it were true.

Pochi felt his eyes getting hot.

"It's probably hard for a pervert like me to find a wife, so it's okay for Pochi to stay at my house. It won't make me feel lonely."

really?

Pochi raised his head and looked at the figure in front of him.

But it seemed as if Ishikawa Hayabusa had read what she said before she even opened her mouth.

He said softly, "It's true."

"But if I don't work hard because of this, I'll be disappointed, so I said that at the end of that day."

Reason sorts out all the fragments and paves a path on which the human heart can communicate.

In the sound of the wind, the doubts and barriers in my heart were broken.

The blocked passages were connected.

After Ishikawa Hayabusa finished speaking, he waited for Pochi, who hadn't responded for a long time, to speak.

The bicycle wheels rolled over the solid dirt road, and not far ahead was a concrete road.

Before reaching the highway, a weak, sobbing voice came from behind.

"I..will try my best."

"very good."

Ishikawa Hayabusa smiled with satisfaction, reached his hand behind him and probed at the place where Pochi's head was.

Then two small hands grabbed his arms, and a small head with soft and thin hair pushed itself over.

He touched it happily and withdrew his hand.

And just then.

"Hey, those two over there!"

Ishikawa Hayabusa, who was riding a bicycle, immediately felt something was wrong when he heard the sound and looked over there.

They saw a traffic policeman on a motorcycle leaning against the roadside and shouting at them.

"Pochi, hold me tight."

Ishikawa Hayabusa quickly shouted to Pochi who was sitting in the back seat.

Pochi's panicked voice came from behind.

"Eh?"

"Hurry up." Ishikawa Hayabusa raised his voice.

Pochi hesitated for a moment and then hugged him. She put her arms around Ishikawa Hayabusa's waist and held him carefully.

Ishikawa Hayabusa looked at her and saw that although she didn't hug her tightly, her hands were already clasped together.

He didn't pay attention to the traffic police shouting "Wait a minute." from behind.