Real teaching, hypocritical gray life

Regardless of the process, victory is everything in this world.

My sacrifice, or the sacrifice of others, as long as I am the winner in the end, that is enough.

"......Question 3: In your past life, have you never or very rarely given selfless help to others, or has anyone ever taught you that relationships between people are only about interests?"

"Deny. I can name dozens of examples of selfless help to others. They may not be big events, but they should happen frequently when you are a child."

"Also, I was indeed taught that 'the relationship between people is only based on interests'. No... I can't say it was taught, it should be said that it was only mentioned. The person who mentioned it was the gentleman who commissioned you. As for whether this was hinted to me by others before... I don't know."

"That sir, huh... so what do you think about that?"

"How should I put it... maybe it's half true and half false... Honestly, I find it hard to refute your statement that is full of life experience, but on the other hand, I feel that the secular world is not just about interests, there may be other possibilities..."

"In short, I can't give a clear explanation for this, and I don't want to think too much about this issue. It's more appropriate to leave it to more professional people. I just need to live a good life."

"If I fail to explain this issue clearly, will it affect the judgment of the result?"

"...No, it won't affect you...Your answer is already the answer of most people...True judgment still depends on one's own growth experience. Even if you think this is correct, it's fine. It's normal for you to not be able to clarify it at your age. You haven't even touched on this question."

"It sounds like I am a little different..."

"It's just that he has matured a little bit mentally. It may also be due to the influence of that adult... Please don't mention this to others."

"I understand."

"Then, regarding the last question, it would be more appropriate for you to understand it as a request. Could you please identify the psychological source of your annoyance?"

"Looking for the source of the trouble... Uh, is this also my problem? I really don't like action, but maybe it's just because I'm lazy."

"Is this so..."

Although I repeatedly declined and explained in a tactful way in this regard, I finally made the move to find a way back under his insistence.

I have never received selfless help, and the "positive feedback" I received was only temporary. The selfless risks I took were positive feedback to others, at least in the beginning, although this was a cover-up for my own image, but it doesn't matter anymore.

Because everyone in that room is like this, the only theme in our teaching is "benefit" - all efforts should have their corresponding purpose.

Our actions can never be viewed as arbitrary.

There are reasons to help others, and this applies to all kinds of people.

Helping others is not based on their needs, but on your own goals.

Help the gentlemen and not the villains?

Help the kind and do not help the evil?

We don't have that attitude.

After the psychiatrist's examination, I saw my medical record immediately. I didn't tell my husband about it because my condition was mild.

However, even for patients with mild symptoms, I still cannot understand the final results displayed on the form. It may be because of the references to professional terms, or my poor comprehension ability, or

——I knew the answer from the beginning.

So I don't need to understand the false facts.

——I’m not good at helping others.

In short, this is one of the few times I was able to identify a flaw in myself, but this explanation is indeed vague and difficult to understand.

Maybe I should say

—I’m not good at helping the living.

Because of this, all my actions must have a purpose.

Yet the act of salvation was beyond my comprehension until evening came.

I can even easily sense some irrepressible emotions active in my heart.

Something great had happened to me, and I knew it from the beginning.

It's just that I have missed the opportunity to modify it, and what I do next can only change randomly.

I have lost my sense of the future.

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"I'm sorry for carrying you in front of everyone."

"No, it's okay, I don't mind..."

Even so, Ichinose still buried her head in my chest while I held her in my arms, unwilling to face the reality. It was also a challenge for me to endure the ominous gazes of the people around me.

I know about this kind of thing too.

A young girl was picked up by a man in front of many people, and the man was an unknown relationship with her. Although Ichinose's initial struggle was very weak, I still noticed it.

The water surface of the swimming pool used for water volleyball has defects. This is the conclusion I came to at that moment. It may be okay for people with rough bodies, but it is a disaster for a slender figure like Ichinose. The delicate jade feet will inevitably be hurt.

The ankle, which includes the ankle joint and subtalar joint, is a weight-bearing joint of the lower limb, and bears almost all the weight of the body. The chance of spraining the ankle at that location is almost as high as 80%.

After Sudo made a smash, I understood the path of the ball and at the same time determined that the ball was in the area that Ichinose was defending.

What a coincidence that the area where the human body instinctively defends is exactly the junction of the defective plates.

When I realized this, I immediately ran out of the lifeguard chair.

Although I was unable to prevent the ankle from being sprained, I was able to prevent the injury from getting worse. After explaining everything to Kanzaki and the others, I carried Ichinose all the way to the infirmary.

After using Ichinose's hand to open the door of the infirmary, I slowly laid her down on the waterproof mattress, then took out a bath towel from the closet and had her cover herself with it.

"...Thank you, thank you."

"That's what I'm supposed to do, you're welcome... How does your ankle feel now?"

"...It hurts a little..."

Under my gaze, Ichinose reluctantly told me about her situation and touched her ankle. Her body trembled slightly when she exerted force.

"Can I help check it out?"

"How can I object..."

"I'm just giving you advance notice to avoid being mistaken for a foot fetishist by Ichinose because of my subsequent behavior."

"...If Luo was that kind of person, he should have been staring at my legs from the beginning."

In order to reassure me, Ichinose gently helped to give my testimony.

"Well, that's true."

While answering Ichinose's question, I squatted down and pinched Ichinose's ankle.

Although I was taking care of a patient, my eyes were still attracted by the soft and smooth curves of Ichinose's calves. After feeling the softness of her skin, I came to my senses and looked at the unnatural slight swelling and some bruises on her ankles.

"Can...can you please stop pinching the flesh on my calves...it's very, very itchy..."

"Sorry, I didn't mean to."

I pretended to be calm and slowly loosened my grip on Ichinose's ankle, but I still remembered the softness that remained on my hand.

"Can Ichinose try to stand up? I want to check the extent of the ankle sprain."

"It's okay, it just hurts a little, it will be fine after a rest."

"If you can't stand up, I'll just send Ichinose right out of the swimming pool."

"Hey, it's rare to come to the swimming pool."

"There's nothing we can do about it. If you can't even stand up, it means it's not just a mild sprain. If it's serious, you may even have to go to the school doctor."

No matter what, I need to perform emergency treatment on Ichinose's ankle now.

The acute phase of ankle sprain is within 48 hours after injury. In other words, these 48 hours are the golden time for ankle recovery.

The processing process can refer to the POLICE principle.

The so-called POLICE principle means:

Protect – prevent the ankle from secondary injury.

Optimal Loading - Avoid 'resting' the ankle muscles due to injury.

Ice – Apply ice to the injured ankle.

Compression - applying pressure to the wound.

Elevation – raising the injured limb.

"Wait, wait, I get it, I can stand up."

Seeing me turning around and walking, Ichinose quickly used both hands to prop up his body. When he stood up, he lifted his right foot slightly away from the ground, and then walked with it lightly touching the floor, and then he quickly stepped forward with his left foot.

"Don't push yourself, I'm just going to get a bandage and an ice pack."

I pushed Ichinose, who was trying hard to stay in the swimming pool, back to the bed, then turned around and took out a large number of elastic bandages and disposable medical ice packs from the counter.

It would have been better to use an ankle brace for braking and fixation, but unfortunately this infirmary does not have such medical equipment.

"The redness and swelling are not serious. I will use a disposable medical ice pack to cool the wound. It will take about fifteen minutes. You may feel a little cold during the process, so please be patient. By the way, if possible, please feel whether the pain in your wound has eased."

"Um......"

I placed Ichinose's ankle on the bed and applied ice to it. Then I took another towel and wiped off the water droplets that had not yet come off Ichinose's legs.

"......Thanks."

"Feeling better?"

"...I think so...Actually I can't feel anything..."

"Please bear with it for a while, it will be fine in a few minutes."

I pulled the towel draped over Ichinose and wrapped all the exposed parts of her body inside. Although it was summer, it still felt cold when the skin was exposed too much.

But the slight blush on Ichinose's cheeks made me unsure whether it was due to shyness or the heat, and for a moment I was surprised by my own actions.

After that, the two of us fell into a quiet silence.

I don't know what caused it, but Ichinose kept looking around in confusion, even forgetting what she was most curious about. And I just kept this calmness and put my hand on Ichinose's ankle where she was applying ice.

After about ten minutes, I removed the ice pack.

"Now I'm going to put a pressure bandage on your ankle. Remember to make a sound if it hurts."

"..."

I pinched Ichinose's toes, which looked like tender lotus buds, adjusted their position, and then slowly wrapped the elastic bandage around her right foot.

"Can you loosen up a bit...?"

"The injured ankle needs proper load, and the ankle muscles should not be allowed to 'rest' due to the injury. If Ichinose wants to recover quickly, just bear with it for now. It probably won't be necessary after tomorrow."

"... Luo, seems to be very good at dealing with such things..."

"It was caused by my past experiences. When I was young, the ankle area was the most prone to problems, so I simply learned about the medical treatment in this area."

"That sounds like hard work..."

“That’s exactly what happened.”

After tying the elastic bandage around the ankle using the figure eight method, I fixed the end with elastic tape, and then I dealt with the medical waste.

"I'll apply ice to your wound again in another six hours, and I'll also prepare a few more ice packs and send them to your dormitory. No hot compresses are allowed within the next forty-eight hours."

"......Thank you."

As Ichinose thanked me, I habitually reached out and tucked the hair on the side of Ichinose's cheek behind her ear, making the blush on her face more obvious.

"This hairstyle suits you very well."

"Yes, really, thanks for the compliment... Do you think it will look better now than usual...?"

"If it's Ichinose, I think she'll look good with any hairstyle. After all, she's already cute."

“I see… Well, that, that…”

I stated a fact, but Ichinose became incoherent because of it.

Ichinose's panic at this moment made me want to touch her head, but I stopped when her fingers started moving.

"Speaking of which, why is Luo in——"

"Are you okay, Fanbo?"

Just when Ichinose wanted to ask me something, Shiranami-san, Kobashi Yume and Wakayama-san opened the door of the infirmary. When they saw that I was still beside Ichinose, their words and actions became a little timid.