Real teaching, hypocritical gray life

In this sports festival, [Individual Competition] plus [Recommended Competition], a total of 13 competitions were awarded points. The final winning group is...

[Red Team Victory]

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Along with the words "Red Team wins", the points were also announced.

In this very intense game, the red team of AD United won the game. The score was also greatly widened due to the triple points awarded in the final relay race.

"Next, we will announce the comprehensive scores of each class."

As soon as he finished speaking, the twelve classes were divided into three groups based on academic year and displayed on the screen at the same time, and the scores of each class were also displayed.

For us first graders, the details of the points for second and third graders don’t matter at all.

What matters is our ranking in this class battle

[Ranking results of comprehensive scores of first-grade classes]

First place: Class A, Grade 1

2nd place: Class 1, Grade C

Third place: Class 1, Grade B

Fourth place: Grade 1, Class D

"We won!"

Whether it is the victory of the Red Team or the class ranking first in the school year, it is something we should be happy about.

Although Koenji from the first-year class D did not participate in the sports festival from beginning to end, Sakayanagi from the corresponding first-year class B was also absent. However, even if these two were able to do so, it would not have much impact on the results of the competition.

After all, such a score gap cannot be made up by one person.

Class A of the second grade and Class A of the third grade both ranked first in their respective grades with absolute advantage points. Class D's second and third places were also surprisingly stable.

Putting aside our position as an ally, Class D, we won beautifully.

The results of this sports festival are reflected in the class points:

Class D, which won as a member of the Red Team, avoided the penalty of the team-to-team confrontation, but lost 100 class points because of its overall ranking; Class A ranked first and gained 50 class points. Class C lost 100 class points because of the defeat of the White Team; Class B suffered the most serious loss, losing a total of 150 class points due to the defeat of the White Team and the third place in the overall ranking.

which is,

Class A receives 50 class points (+50)

Class B reduces class points by 150 (-150)

Class C reduces its class points by 100 (-100)

Class D reduces class points by 100 (-100)

All classes except Class A ended up losing in the sports festival.

For students in other classes, after working so hard, their class points were not rewarded but reduced instead. This must have made them feel very tired.

Of course, it can't be said that it was all in vain. Some students who won the individual competition group competition still received compensation, either in the form of written test scores or individual points in the thousands.

I also received a bonus of 5000 personal points for winning first place in the group stage of the hurdles competition, and this money can be used as personal property with Ichinose's consent.

"Next, we will announce the awards for the best student in the grade and the best player in each grade."

This is also the most exciting part. If you want to know why...

[The best student award for the whole grade - Grade 1 Class A, Ryuji Kanzaki]

[First-year Best Student Award - Class A, Ryuji Kanzaki]

This content was displayed on the electronic notice board.

President Horikita, Senior Nanyun, Ryuji Kanzaki, and Ryuen from Class C of the first grade all won first place in the group stage of all events except the [2000m mixed men's and women's relay race for the whole school year].

If I hadn't been a variable in the final [2000m mixed men's and women's relay race of the whole school year] competition, the [Best Student Award of the Year] would have gone to Senior Nanyun.

It's just a pity.

In this way, Kanzaki can obtain a huge amount of up to 135,000 private points.

“This is a really good result.”

I congratulated Kanzaki who was standing next to me, but he didn't care.

"Really? Overall victory might be a good thing... But I don't think so. I have many flaws, and I have many doubts about you."

I turned around and met Kanzaki's questioning gaze, but this time I was the one who didn't care.

"Who on earth are you?"

Where is holy?

This statement is too much of a compliment to me.

I don't have god-like powers, and I will still be defeated in the face of absolute strength. All my victories so far have been nothing but luck.

It’s just that, Kanzaki.

No matter what happens to me, victory is everything in this world.

1

fear.

For humans alone, the word "gain" may mean being truly proud of one's own abilities, or being satisfied that one's shortcomings have been compensated from a rational analysis, but in fact, fear occupies the majority of the time.

Just like the expected result, whether good or bad, the waiting process is bound to be painful.

If one is clearly aware of this, then one's fear of oneself will continue to deepen. Even if one has talent, one will feel inferior to others and desperately seek recognition from others in order to obtain confirmation in this regard.

Even if I don't have it, I will try my best to pretend that I am strong.

No matter how these theories are refuted or verified, they are of little significance to us.

Others only need to understand one thing to understand people's hearts.

No matter who you are or what you do, the underlying need is always the same - survival.

"Survival" does not just mean being alive, but living according to one's own ideas. Being a complete fool or a wise man with all the tricks is all about taking the initiative under the consciousness of survival.

Because people want to "live" for such a long time, they naturally develop an accessory to survival consciousness - self-love.

However, this kind of "self-love" has gradually been tied up with the word "selfishness" in this deformed society, so that people will desperately refute this idea and consciousness to avoid being labeled as "selfish". This directly or indirectly leads to the complex contradictions of human nature.

Therefore, if a person does not receive conscious guidance and education during the growth process, it is often difficult for the individual to positively acknowledge that [self-love] is the basic element of his or her survival. Even when faced with such an idea, he or she may feel fear from the bottom of his or her heart and then subconsciously reject it.

Therefore, when they recall it or after something happens, they often adopt the approach of [direct denial] to face it.

Over time, they will tell themselves that "it is wrong to have the desire to love themselves, it is just selfish", thereby suppressing the expression of their true feelings.

In fact, this is normal for human beings. All we expect is perfection that does not exist.

Therefore, when a person does not have any contradictions that lead to serious inclinations, it means that she is not an ordinary person.

Along with this come two extremes.

——Uniquely powerful.

——Choose between the cowardice of two sides.

2

"Clap-pop-pop-"

This was a very special time, place and space, so coincidental that I almost mistook it for design, but I knew very well that it was really just an accident.

Besides, if it weren't for the current situation, that girl wouldn't have clapped behind my back without my permission.

After hearing the sound, I slowly turned around.

In the corridor leading to the locker room, besides me, only Sakayanagi Arisu was standing in this space.

I see. Always being at the end of the group is not always a good thing, as you’ll often end up being left alone.

I looked expressionlessly at Sakayanagi Arisu who was clapping and staring at me with a sneer in front of me.

"What a wonderful performance, Luo Jun."

“…Thanks for the compliment.”

Although I don't know what the girl in front of me wants to do, I still have to accept her kind compliments.

"I was really interested in everything that happened in the final relay race. It was so exciting. Thank you so much."

"Uh, I'm glad you enjoyed it so much...?"

The fact that this girl cared about me made questions spread in my mind uncontrollably.

"Yes, I enjoyed it very much. When I saw you running, I couldn't help but feel a sense of familiarity in my heart. It was quite a shock at the time."

"........."

Is your thinking confused?

I looked carefully at the girl in front of me, but no matter from which aspect, she was extremely calm at this moment.

"Although it may be a little abrupt, can you let me touch your hand?"

I was a little surprised that the girl suddenly made a request to me.

"Touching hands......?"

I looked at my palm in confusion.

"Yes, if it doesn't offend you."

"......I don't know why, but if it doesn't cause any trouble to either of us, I don't mind."

"Thank you so much."

Crunch, crunch—Sakayanagi came to me with a cane, stretched out her little hand and pinched my fingers, while carefully observing my palm.

The girl in front of me is quite petite, and her hands look extremely weak compared to mine.

Her little hand stayed in my palm for dozens of seconds, then slowly withdrew, and then she pressed down the beret on her head.

"grateful."

The girl thanked me again.

"You're welcome...Isn't the girl who was always with you here today?"

Since the atmosphere was uncomfortable, I decided to bring up the topic on my own initiative.

"Are you talking about Masumi? I sent her out to pick someone up. Ah, now that I know of it, I should go to the meeting."

“…Please be careful on the road.”

"Don't worry, I'm not as fragile as you look."

Sakayanagi smiled slightly, then laughed softly.

"Then I look forward to seeing you next time, Luo Jun."

"goodbye.........."

In the bright corridor, I watched Sakayanagi leave, but I still had questions about the conversation just now.

Everything is so inexplicable.

After trying hard to recall, I gave up thinking and went to the locker room to change into my uniform.

3

"That's settled. We'll wait for you at the Beech Shopping Center."

"I'd come over if I wasn't delayed by other things."

"Then I hope everything goes well from now on."

Shiratori waved his hand, and then the group left the locker room, leaving me alone.

It turns out that the so-called "Autumn of Appetite" actually means eating a lot, which made me wait for so long in vain...

Because of Sakayanagi's sudden visit, I changed clothes slower than others. Also, in order to occupy a seat in the crowded crowd, Shiratori and his group left first.

After quickly changing my clothes, I left the gym, and on my way back I ran into Ichinose.

At this moment, she was standing on the side of the road, looking at the flower beds planted nearby.