Real teaching, hypocritical gray life

"I think so."

Ichinose smiled and retracted his hand. The rice in his bento was difficult to chew.

I should also confirm with Ichinose what happened this morning.

I tried hard to swallow a mouthful of cold red bean soup.

".............. Was what Ichinose said this morning true?"

"Well, what is Luo Jun referring to?"

Ichinose stopped what he was doing.

"Regarding the part about the test questions being leaked. Are you sure the test questions leaked to Class B were not the [Offensive] questions created by Ichinose?"

"..............What do you think the answer is?"

"That's why I asked Ichinose for confirmation because I didn't know. The number of people in the class who can encounter the [Attack] test is quite limited. If you can confirm it, then the scope of the suspects of [class betrayer] will be narrowed down immediately."

"That's how it is. Maybe it will be confirmed directly."

No direct response... Let me ask a little more.

"So it doesn't matter?"

"............It doesn't matter. The test questions leaked to Class B are completely different from the [Offense] test questions we made. There is no connection at all. So please don't worry, Luo-kun."

Ichinose hesitated for a moment before answering my question, which made me a little concerned.

"Then could you please explain to me in advance what Sakayanagi-san did this morning?"

"............I also want to know the answer............I really want to............"

"I'm sorry, what did Ichinose just say?"

"No, it's nothing. But even if it's Luo, I don't plan to reveal it in advance. The puzzle will be meaningless if you know it in advance. I hope Luo-kun can look forward to the answer in his heart."

"Keeping it a secret? I do care about that."

Ichinose kept her mischievous smile on her face and placed her finger on her lower lip in a cute way.

Her skin was white, her lips were greased, and she looked as if she had put on lip balm. Her body was filled with the fragrance of flowers.

There is an urge to kiss her.

But such extreme ideas conflict with reason.

In the end, I still remember the faint smile that appeared at the corner of Ichinose's lips, which seemed to be there and not there, looming.

At this point in the conversation, I was truly exhausted and had no strength to fight any further.

Ichinose seemed to feel the same way, and we finished our lunch in silence. I put the discarded dishes together.

"Thank you for the treat. I'm full."

"............Is this enough?"

"Well, yes, that's enough... If possible, can Luo stay here with me for a while?"

"Okay, but it's better to go back as soon as possible. After all, the weather on the roof is still a bit cold for Ichinose."

As I said that, I reached out and touched Ichinose's soft cheek. There was only a little warmth left, and it might have been colder if it had been on the tip of my nose.

"It's okay. I feel warm now."

Although she said this, Ichinose still put her hands behind her legs, avoiding my hands, and buried half of her face between her legs.

Then I have no choice but to accompany Ichinose and continue to be willful.

The lunch break was quite quiet. I couldn't hear the students' discussions on the rooftop. I could even see the tiny dust particles dancing in the light. The sun warmed my whole body, but it could only reach the surface of my body. My body couldn't be warmed from the inside out, so I couldn't stop shivering slightly.

I tried to indulge in such a time with a relaxed attitude, but after trying, I found that I really couldn't do it............

Is it really okay to continue like this?

I don't know, but that's the way it's been.

"fall."

"what happened?"

"I............"

I loosened my hands that were supporting the ground and slapped them a few times casually.

Ichinose's face was still buried between her legs, her eyes drowsy.

"Come a little closer...can you?"

I didn't reply, but just leaned against Ichinose.

"Can I borrow your shoulder? I want to rest for a while."

“…………Is it here?”

"Well, here it is."

"............I understand. If you fall asleep, I will wake you up then."

"Sorry for the trouble............"

After receiving my promise, Ichinose rested his head on my shoulder, very lightly and softly. However, I didn't feel the same tiredness, because I am just an ordinary person.

After a few breaths, I could hear the sound of steady breathing.

The constant pressure has prevented Ichinose from getting a good rest in recent days. The fact that he lets down his guard here shows his trust in me.

I slowly moved my shoulders and brought Ichinose to my arms. After making sure she was sound asleep, I reached into her left pocket, where her cell phone was.

Ichinose saved his ID and password in his phone to save the trouble of entering them, so I was able to enter the system interface easily.

Then I found a text and a photo in the email.

The content of the text is about the truth of the special test for survival on an uninhabited island, and about the concealment I made when announcing the results. I am not surprised about this because I have already confirmed what Ichinose knows with Mr. Hoshinomiya.

The photo was of the encounter between Sakayanagi and I not long ago.

It was at that moment that the other person's hand happened to be on my chest, and from the angle of the shot, the actions between us were quite intimate.

There is no doubt that Kamuro's appearance that night was not an accident, and I naturally noticed his figure hiding in the bushes.

Abnormal behavior, a mobile phone held in hand, a messy skirt, shoes and socks with leaves... There are too many situations that can be regarded as negligence.

The so-called [gift]?

"fall............"

Ichinose murmured softly, and there seemed to be tears in the corners of her eyes.

I shouted rhythmically, hoping this wasn't a nightmare.

I placed my warm palms on Ichinose's body.

Chapter 205: Because I can’t forget, I can’t pretend to ignore it

"Hmm......"

"oh............"

"don't want............"

"Walk............"

In his sleep, Ichinose was still mumbling incoherently.

Although I have had similar experiences many times, this is the first time I have done something as bad as I did to Ichinose. I quickly obtained the useful information in the email and checked Ichinose's life situation before returning her phone to its place.

In recent days, Ichinose seems to have rejected many invitations from Shiranami and others.

Ichinose also worked very hard to prepare for the exam.

“Mmmmm…”

Whenever my nerves and muscles involve body movements, Ichinose will react slightly. Now she has become a little nervous due to the pressure on her body, and she sleeps lightly and is sensitive.

In order not to disturb Ichinose's hard-earned lunch break, I cautiously wiped away the tears that remained in the corners of her eyes. Although tears during light sleep can easily wake people up, Ichinose still looks reassuring, and I also pay attention to avoid the tears scratching her cheeks and leaving itchy marks.

Perhaps using cruel means on a beautiful young girl is in line with her current sobbing in her sleep.

I diverted my thinking from the main issue.

The message Ichinose received first contained a photo of my night encounter with Sakayanagi, and then the truth about the special test for survival on an uninhabited island. Although the following fields simply explained the truth and the means of implementation, without including the sender's personal emotions and subjective opinions, it was thought-provoking when combined with the photo in the previous section.

It would be easy to misunderstand the situation and think that Sakayanagi got the information from me.

The second [gift] is composed of a chain.

The two emails were the forerunner, followed by the test question leak as the main event, and finally Sakayanagi's words and actions in front of me that led to a close misunderstanding.

No matter how close the two were, they couldn't ignore this series of coincidences. Even if they didn't suspect anything, they at least needed to confirm what was going on.

Even if one's body and mind are at ease, one will still act to gather information and intelligence.

This is human nature, or the inevitable fall from the innocence of childhood.

"Um--............"

Ichinose's hands, which were hanging together, gradually loosened, and she shrank back into her arms as if seeking warmth. At the same time, she rubbed her body against my back and rested her head against my neck.

It becomes difficult to satisfy the body's instincts without disturbing the other person's sleep. The ups and downs of the throat, the rise and fall of the chest... the transmission of feelings will become frequent tremors, which is annoying. Finally, I also need to gradually adjust my breathing.

The lunch break at this school is one hour long, which is 10 to 20 minutes longer than that of ordinary schools in Japan. There are still minutes left before the afternoon class. If a teacher or student suddenly breaks into the rooftop, we will definitely be misunderstood.

I am always the one causing misunderstandings when it comes to slandering other people's innocence. Should I say that I am actually deeply guilty?

“Hmm…”

"......"

There's no way Ichinose could hear my thoughts in his sleep and answer my questions.

I joked in my heart, then let out a long sigh into the gradually hotter space.

I still don't know how the leader of Class B, Arisu Sakayanagi, was able to determine the information and intelligence about me. Perhaps this was an unprecedented gamble, but at least what was certain was that she had a rough guess about my action pattern and even imitated it.

The meeting on the river bank was not a coincidence, but a carefully designed wait.

She was betting on all my superficial hypocrisy and acting on it.

At present, my identity is not a fact that she can be 100% sure of in her eyes.

I raised my empty right hand, and after feeling the warmth, I casually placed it on my slightly cold knee.

There is one thing about emails that concerns me, and that is the sender of the email.

Ichinose's phone has the contact information of Class B leader Arisu Sakayanagi, so the sender of the message would not reveal his identity, and Sakayanagi would not do such a thing personally. Although it is possible that the other party opened a second account, I am more inclined to instigate it.

Even if it's Ichinose, it's impossible for him to be friends with all the students in Class B, so there are many possibilities, but the selection of people still makes me feel concerned.

This is because of the last sentence in the email.

[The source of the information is Sakayanagi. 】

First of all, this can confirm that the other party is a student of Class B. I don't think Sakayanagi would reveal this to students in other classes. Secondly, this sentence is very likely added by the other party without authorization. Even if the email is confirmed, Sakayanagi probably won't find the problem with the ending of this paragraph.

The other party is dissatisfied with Sakayanagi's leadership, or is seeking to save himself in the end, that is, he believes that his class has no chance of being promoted to Class A. The only thing that is certain is that the student is definitely not on Katsuragi's side, and may be close to Sakayanagi............

Either way, this is a point worth noting.

I have sorted out the information I can get at present. As for the other results, I don’t care, or their existence itself is a confusing option.

If there is no direct way to break the impasse, the only weapon left is trust.

If Ichinose can absolutely trust me, if she is also someone I can absolutely trust, then everything will be easy. This is not the same as a relationship after expressing one's feelings. The feelings mixed with private feelings have only ever worked on the surface. Once interests are involved, this society will become neither human nor ghost. So it is not unreasonable for me to be deified in the past.

I tiptoed and tapped my knees. The bright red embellishments also needed more attention, at least now more than before.

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The Big Ben bell rang, and after lunch break, there were still 10 minutes before the fifth class in the afternoon. This bell was used as a preparatory bell to remind students to get ready. Through the holes in the fence of the rooftop, one could see a few shadows rushing back to the classroom from the playground.

Students are also working hard to sing the praises of youth.

If I grew up in a normal family life like other people, would I end up like this? I have nothing, but even if I wanted to fantasize, I couldn't imagine how I would react to all kinds of teasing and jokes.

Can you laugh from the bottom of your heart?