Real teaching, hypocritical gray life

"I see. Himeno thinks there aren't any particularly serious problems in our class, right?"

"Yes, it is like that."

"But personal problems are still hard to avoid. Although it may be a bit blunt, there are many students in the class who are just superficially dating like Himeno. If this continues, there may be a series of explosions in the class one day."

"I, I also have times when I'm serious."

"Of course I understand Ji Ye's situation, but it's not the same for other people."

"Hehe, come to think of it, Luo actually has a lot of dissatisfaction with the class."

Ji Ye seemed to be happy about having seized the opportunity to counterattack, but this was exactly what I wanted.

“I’m not dissatisfied, but I can see some problems.”

“What is…?”

"For example, we should be a little tougher in our attitude. I'm not talking about breaking the rules or cheating in special exams, but we should be a little tougher in the face of brutal competition."

"It's really strange to hear Luo Jun say this... But I can understand that Class A is indeed a little weak in battle. But it doesn't matter at all. After all, the fact that we are in Class A now is the best proof."

"Does Ji Ye really think so?"

“…Maybe.”

"Then if I say that we shouldn't have arrived at Class A, would Himeno agree?"

"What does this sentence mean?"

At this moment, Ji Ye raised his head and looked at me.

Although the content was enough to make one proud, Ji Ye's tone fluctuated significantly, forcing himself to accept the lie of the current reality. Self-deception is not uncommon and inevitable.

The best way to deal with this situation is to be told the facts by others.

"I mean, maybe the victories so far haven't been as easy as we thought?"

Thus, the curtain opens.

Chapter 209: You can't take back what you said

Jiye lowered her head in silence. She had been covering my mouth forcefully from the beginning, and she didn't care even when she touched my lips. And I didn't take any measures to stop the rape, and I endured it silently, which was so skillful that it made me sad.

I have forgotten when it all started, but Ichinose must be the culprit.

Excluding certain secret situations, a boy's mouth being covered by a girl is not an intimate act, but more like a joke or a teasing behavior. However, this reason cannot be used on Ji Ye at the moment. If I have to say it, she just wants to stop me from continuing to tell her the truth so far.

Ji Ye's current situation is similar to that of a frightened cat. My presence only causes her troubles, and she will [further explode] at the slightest movement. Of course, from a realistic perspective, she will just run away.

Maybe my decision came a little too suddenly, but if I hadn't explained it to Jiye at the beginning, the distance between us would have only widened. In the end, the huge difference in our images at the beginning and the end led to the breakdown of our relationship.

There is no doubt about this. Even within the range of tolerance, human nature is quite fragile.

Our current position can be understood as Jiye pressing on me, of course, it is only a mental suppression. Jiye cannot do anything beyond the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, and at this moment, neither of us has any reason to be impulsive.

I met the silent Jiye's eyes, but after a while, he tried to avoid my gaze, and finally turned his head away unwillingly. Because we were of the opposite sex, Jiye and I were not close enough to touch each other's skin casually, so our physical movements were greatly restricted. The only bold move that could be made without letting the other party notice was to sniff the girl's body fragrance coming from a close distance.

The taste is fresh, rich and not too sweet. Maybe it’s the scent of grapefruit flowers?

A few seconds passed before Jiye loosened her hands and slowly returned to her original position. However, she immediately took off her shoes and pulled her legs together, resting her hands on her cheeks with a complex expression.

Although winter is coming soon and the temperature has gradually turned colder in recent days, whether it is Ichinose or Himeno, the girls in the class, no, it should be all the girls in the school, do not seem to be ready to change into pantyhose. Just a skirt with bare legs, at most, like Himeno, they add a pair of bubble socks. This kind of socks was originally used to protect the legs when climbing, but it also has a good effect in keeping warm.

However, I knew that the reason I was thinking about women's clothing was just to force myself to distract myself. Jiye's current posture was equivalent to lifting the hem of her skirt in front of me. Although the loose and loose appearance of the bubble socks, which seemed to be falling off but not falling off, played a role in covering it up, I could still easily detect the situation inside the gap.

Now, would it be more polite for me to look away......

I was still thinking about how to deal with my improper behavior, but the next moment Jiye changed her sitting position and put her calves and feet on the outside of her thighs, with her buttocks completely pressed against the sofa. Then, her hands suddenly appeared in my field of vision and pressed the edge of her skirt.

“Did Luo…see it…?”

I raised my head slightly. My expression, which was complicated just now, turned into shame and anger.

Too bad I got discovered again.

Looking back, it seems that I can only enjoy my youth with Ichinose, but I will always be noticed if I try to enjoy it with other women.

At this time, you should calmly pretend that you know nothing, and adjust your tone to one that shows you know nothing, and finally make a simple and pure speech.

"Is it black?"

“Ahhh…”

As soon as I finished speaking, I heard a low moan from Jiye's mouth, like a balloon leaking air, and as sharp as a kettle boiling.

As a result, I accidentally said what was in my heart.

"Even if you saw it, shouldn't you pretend you didn't see it at this time, you pervert!"

"If Himeno expects that, then don't ask. It would be better for both of you to pretend that you know nothing. It won't escalate the situation any further."

"Last time Luo tried to change the subject, but this time he just didn't try to hide it?"

"Different situations lead to different reactions. Didn't Ji Ye ask last time?"

"That's because I was wearing safety pants last time."

[Then why didn’t you wear it today? ]............

Although I really want to know the reason for not doing this, if I say it out loud, the two of us might end up arguing about this topic endlessly. In the end, it will only end up with one of us being embarrassed and extremely awkward. Rather than waiting for the situation to develop to that point, it is better to apologize first and let Himeno calm down.

"I'm sorry, it was my fault. Anyway, my eyes were drawn to you involuntarily."

"......"

The KTV room is very well soundproofed, and the sounds from both inside and outside are completely blocked. Even the sounds of the service staff working in the corridor cannot be heard. So once the two of us lose communication, the KTV room will become extremely quiet.

Although a quiet space can soothe people's inner restlessness, it is limited to individuals or groups of three or more. For example, when Ji Ye and I are alone, silence will only have the opposite effect. At this moment, having some background music may be a good choice. However, my idea of ​​action finally stopped at the selection of music, and the plan was abandoned.

Now we can only hope that Ji Ye can calm down.

I picked up the notebook that had been left on the glass table for a long time, and carefully checked whether I had answered the questions correctly, or maybe I was checking Jiye's corrections. During this time, I noticed that Jiye cast a few introspective glances at me, but they were all silent.

As if making sure that my attention was not on her, Jiye slowly adjusted her sitting posture, but she seemed more reserved than usual.

I see, the truth of the matter seems to have had a greater impact on Jiye than the accidental exposure. It's not because of shamelessness, but the incredible contrast in image.

"Why are you telling me this?"

"......"

After taking a few deep breaths, Ji Ye lowered his head and expressed his confusion as if talking to himself, with his cheeks pouting slightly in dissatisfaction.

"Whether it's what happened on the uninhabited island or the special exam for the privileged guests on the luxury cruise ship... it's okay if Luo doesn't tell me about it."

"I think it would be better for Ji Ye to know this, at least he would understand."

"That's not good. Luo Jun shouldn't have told me... He should have continued to hide it from me and everyone in our class like before, at least not let me be so surprised..."

"I didn't expect Ji Ye's reaction to be so intense."

"Of course. It must be hard to accept that someone you have been with has suddenly changed so drastically. And Luo is still chattering on his own......"

"After all, I just knew Jiye's true nature. If I don't reveal a little about my own affairs to Jiye, it would be quite unfair to Jiye."

"I won't care about such things. Although I am somewhat concerned about what kind of person Luo is, I also have a vague impression in my heart before you announce the answer. It's just too sudden... No, it can't be in this aspect."

"The problem that I have been unable to figure out for a long time has suddenly been answered. This is the fact that I find it difficult to adapt to. My impression of Luo Jun has not changed much. It is better to say that this is the case. Although it is not directly expressed, it can be clearly felt after spending a long time with Luo."

“…………feel what?”

The topic is developing into a field that I cannot understand. This may be one of the few opportunities for me to step into the [mystery]. If I can make further progress in this regard, I may be able to solve my own problems on my own.

"Luo's own ability is actually very strong... Actually, I can't explain it clearly. The impression Luo left on me is also very strange. In short, he is a man who is incomprehensible. Even now, even though I know clearly what you did before, I still find it difficult to understand..."

Complex emotions once again surfaced on Jiye's face. With each time he was honest, the character of Jiye Xue gradually became more vivid in front of my eyes. Perhaps Jiye will be the first person I can truly understand in my heart.

The reason I was able to come to this conclusion was because at that time I was still unclear about my true self.

He actually knows Ichinose better than I do.

I have never had a sense of reality in the past, in the present, or even in the near future. This is the drawback of the plan, and it is the only pathology they cannot cure.

"But is it really okay to tell me these things? No one else in the class knows about them. If you just tell me casually, I'll feel stressed."

"That's why I hope Ji Ye will try to make changes."

This sentence hides the purpose I want to achieve in the future in every aspect, but Ji Ye did not understand the deep meaning and did not listen. The plan is developing steadily and orderly, and the only variable that needs to be controlled will become a constant tonight.

So if we continue like this, Ji Ye's outburst is not something that will happen now. When she truly understands this, the matter will come to a conclusion, and my stay or departure will be determined.

"It's just that I don't know how to face Luo at all."

"Are you still struggling with such a problem? Ji Ye is still talking to me unscrupulously."

"That's because I can't care less. Now that it has come to this, there is no way to escape it. I know this kind of thing well..."

"It's fine as usual, isn't it? Actually, Himeno doesn't care at all."

"Don't make it sound so easy. I still care about it to some extent."

Ji Ye complained at first, then became a little nervous.

"............Can it really be like usual?"

"It's better to say that this is the only option left, since Ji Ye also knows that he can't get away with this matter."

"Will Luo mind?"

"Well, what do you mean? Personally, I think this kind of thing doesn't matter no matter what, but if possible, please don't tell these things to others before others know about it."

"That's for sure. I'm not unreasonable. I know what to say and what not to say."

"But I can't refuse invitations to parties."

"Be careful or I'll kill you!"

Ji Ye pursed his lips in anger.

I didn't expect that the other person would be quite cute when he got angry. Maybe Ji Ye knew this and that's why he kept pretending to be indifferent............

Well, if I think about it in this way, Ichinose and Kushida are more interesting.

"So what happened this morning? Is it the same as what Ichinose-san said?"

"Well, there are some slight differences, but they are basically similar. I guess the other party has similar ideas."

"Actually, I wanted to ask this before," Ji Ye paused for a moment, "Could Luo Jun have known Sakayanagi-san before?"

"Why would you ask such a question?"

"Why... Because Sakayanagi-san's behavior towards Luo-kun was quite intimate. It's hard to imagine that Sakayanagi-san would do that in front of the whole class. So what's the truth?"

"No, Luo and Sakayanagi don't know each other at all."

I responded nonchalantly, but Himeno seemed unable to accept what I said.

"Why did you suddenly say your name?"

"Isn't it true that when you mention your name, you emphasize the fact?"

"............Won't it feel awkward?"

"I don't feel awkward or anything like that. I'm more concerned about something else than this."

"what?"

"We came to KTV for tutoring, and now most of the time has passed."

"Ah, that seems to be the case. We ended up talking about something like this without realizing it."

Ji Ye pressed his forehead and came back to his senses, his hands reluctantly placed on the notebook. Then, he didn't know what he thought of, and his movements suddenly stiffened.

"Hey, Luo Jun, can I ask you a question?"

"......"

"What are the actual academic performances like?"

I had a bad feeling in my heart.

Chapter 210: The Voice Hidden in the Pocket

[Studying is definitely not my strong point.]