Is it okay not to want to work hard?

Returning from the beautiful fantasy world to the lonely real world, her heart felt empty.

"I'm so lonely, ah, so lonely, I really want a friend!"

Goto Ichiri lay on the tatami, rolling over and over and howling like crazy without any manner.

Soon, she stopped rolling around because she was tired, and instead began to mutter in self-loathing, belittling herself, breaking down her own defenses, turning her melancholy self into Yu Yu, and then from Yu Yu into someone who wanted to cry.

"How can I have friends when I'm ugly, shady, have no special skills, and have nothing in common with others?"

I don't know why, but Ichiri Goto has no confidence in her appearance. She can see that she looks pretty good when she looks in the mirror, but she can't see it. Even if her parents praise her, she won't take it seriously. In the eyes of parents, children are good-looking. There won't be parents who think their children are not good-looking.

Obviously, Goto Ichiri does not have enough understanding of the world. In some families, there are parents who think their children are not good-looking. Not only do they think so, they will also say it out loud and poke their children's lungs. Such parents may be joking, but many true words are said in the form of jokes.

There is nothing you can do if your child is not good-looking. Parents have long accepted the fact that they are not good-looking. It is highly likely that their child is not good-looking, but it is less likely that their child is good-looking. If you fail to draw an SSR card, you can only accept it, right? You can't cancel your account and register a new one. At most, you can open a small account.

Complaining about herself day after day, Goto Ichiri wanted to take the first step bravely to make friends, but she always thought about it. Her body was honestly content with the status quo and just lived from day to day, like a person waiting for a rabbit to come to her tree, hoping that the second rabbit would hit the tree and become her friend.

Chapter 108: 17 rounds in three seconds, empty magazine

The end of May is coming to an end and the brand new June is about to arrive.

It's getting hotter and hotter.

Wearing a white short-sleeved shirt and black shorts, Higashino Kanade lay leisurely on the edge of his home looking at the green grass in the backyard.

"Have fun."

After finishing this week's comics, Higashino Kanade has some free time. It's not that he doesn't have things to draw, he can draw books, porn pictures, and illustrations, but he just doesn't want to draw and wants to slack off.

He is an ordinary person and it is impossible for him to work hard all the time. People are prone to laziness and it is normal for them to want to be lazy.

Is this May sickness?

Although Higashino Kanade said he was free, he had no intention of finding something to do to keep himself busy. He thought it was better to spend monotonous time than to endure the boredom unwillingly.

Who made him work so hard just to be able to live a dignified and carefree life like a loser?

Some people don't like to be content with the status quo and constantly challenge themselves, while some people just like to be content with the status quo and like the plain life, and live an ordinary life without illness, disaster, trouble or anything else.

If you become a popular cartoonist, you can show off. If you become a super popular cartoonist, you can also show off. If you are not a popular cartoonist, but you can make enough money to support your family, you can also show off.

As for how to support a family, it depends on how big his family is and how many people he has to support. If he has a large harem and many children, he still has to work harder to make sure he can support himself and his family.

Thinking of the May disease, Higashino Kanade, who was not very sleepy, yawned.

It's better to have a good sleep.

Higashino Kanade returned to his room and took his shark pillow and used it as a pillow to sleep.

Ten minutes later, in the dream world, Higashino Kanade and Goto Ichiri looked at each other.

"..."

"..."

The two looked at each other in silence, neither of them expected to see each other in their dreams at this time.

"Goto Ichisato?"

Higashino Kanade didn't quite believe that the person in front of him was a real person. Maybe this Pochi was just a dream he had.

"It's me. You must be Dongye."

Goto Ichiri nodded. Just as Tono Kanade didn't believe that his dream was connected, she didn't quite believe that her dream was connected.

"Yes, it's me." Higashino Kanade nodded. He asked in confusion, "Why are you here? Aren't you going to class?"

"Ah, eh? Ah! Class!! I'm in class!!!"

Goto Ichiri's pupils trembled, and she suddenly remembered that she should not be in a dream, but in the classroom.

No, she has to wake up, wake up quickly, otherwise she will die. She will die if the teacher sees her sleeping in class.

"I want to commit suicide, I want to commit suicide!"

Goto Ichiri said, looking for a wall or a sharp weapon or a firearm in his dream.

This vast expanse of white space seemed to be tailor-made for her who was sleeping in class. She was horrified to find that she could not commit suicide. This time she could control her body in the dream, but she could not control her dreams, so she could not even turn into a wakizashi (small sword) and commit seppuku.

"come on."

After giving Goto Ichiri some verbal encouragement, Tono Kanade lay on the ground.

"Aren't you awake?"

Goto Ichiri was curious when he saw Tono Kanade lying on the ground. Doesn’t he go to class?

Then the next second, Higashino Kanade's words not only answered her doubts, but also made her jealous to the point of deformation.

"Oh, that's right. The knowledge in elementary school is too easy for me, so I will take a leave of absence until next year, when I will skip a grade and go to junior high school."

Genius! It's a genius! And a genius with super powers!

Goto Ichiri wanted to cry. Some people have superpowers, and they don't even need to go to school. They can skip grades if they want. The worst thing is that she doesn't even have time to be sad now. She wants to die, and die quickly. The only thing that makes her happy is that when she sees Tono Kanade lying on the ground, she knows how to wake up.

Goto Ichiri knew that she was in class and did not wake up because of the strong emotion of fear, so she could only choose this painful method. Although there is no pain in dreams, the brain seems to deceive you into having this feeling. Even if the pain is very unreal, you just feel that you feel pain in the dream.

So Goto Ichiri, who was thinking about waking up by hitting the ground, hesitated.

Not everyone has the courage to commit suicide, and it is difficult to muster the courage even if you know it is fake.

This thing is much more exciting than bungee jumping or tower jumping. She doesn't have the courage to make friends actively, nor does she have the courage to kill herself in her dream.

So Goto Ichiri shut herself in, sitting on the floor with her legs hugged, repeating "wake up" over and over again, but she just wouldn't wake up, and was just daydreaming. It was over, if the teacher woke her up, she would want to die, and really wanted to run out of the classroom and jump off the first floor.

If you are thinking about it but not doing it, then don't ask. It is very rude to ask a girl too many questions.

"kill me."

Goto Ichiri came to the side of Higashino Kanade and knelt down upright.

After knowing each other for such a long time, the autistic Goto Ichiri is still autistic in front of others, but becomes a little more lively in front of Higashino Kanade. When she first met Higashino Kanade, she absolutely did not dare to say this to Higashino Kanade. Now that they have been friends for such a long time, and in a dream, there is a sense of illusion, she dares to talk to Higashino Kanade in a familiar way.

That is, if she returns to reality and Tono Kanade comes to find her, she will still be autistic when facing Tono Kanade. For her, getting along with Tono Kanade in her dreams and getting along with Tono Kanade in reality are not completely different, but they can be said to be 80% to 90% different.

"Really? Is this necessary?"

Higashino Kanade, who was lying down, also sat up straight with a serious expression as if it were really true.

"I have made up my mind. Kill me. For my sake, please kill me."

Goto Ichiri was so absorbed in the role that he bowed his head heavily.

"Goto." Higashino Kanade's face was grim. "Is there nothing else we can do?"

"All strategies are exhausted."

Goto Ichiri buried himself even deeper.

"Then I can only strangle you to death."

Higashino Kanade said as he stretched out his hands.

"Eh?"

Goto Ichiri was stunned. She was thinking that Tono Kanade made her bang on the ground, so how could he kill her by strangling her? Isn't this too cruel?

The child didn't think twice before holding her head and hitting her as if it wasn't cruel.

"Goto, grit your teeth."

When Higashino Kanade saw that Goto Ichiri was scared, he quickly cheered her up, but the words of his encouragement were not right.

"do not want!"

Goto Ichiri was scared and quickly stood up and ran away.

"Why are you running? Let me kill you."

When Higashino Kanade saw that Goto Ichiri was dumbfounded, he said, "Little boy, if you don't want to go to class, go to class early. You will really die when the teacher calls you to wake you up."

"I don't want to die, I want to live." Goto Ichiri shook his head frantically, "Oysters, oysters, oysters!"

Did you take too many pills? You're shaking so crazy...

Higashino Zou doesn't care about this. Since he has accepted the mission to kill, he must do it.

The so-called killer is a killer (sure).

Higashino Kanade tried to control his dream without hope. He didn't expect that he, who couldn't control his dream just now, could create weapons. Looking at the pistol in his hand and then at Goto Ichiri who was about to run away, he raised his right hand holding the gun.

"Only those who are prepared to be shot are qualified to shoot. Goodbye, Ili, and my cowardice."

17 gunshots in three seconds, the magazine was empty, and the girl's dream was ended.

Chapter 109 Girls’ Birthdays and Gifts

"elder brother."

Higashino Ling was eating with an unsightly expression. Her heart was beating with a raging fire of murderous intent.

"What's wrong, dear sister?" Dongye Kanade smiled and gestured to the two dishes and one soup on the table, "Xiaoling, eat."

"Are you sick? Why are you frying shredded potatoes and ginger together?"

Higashino Ling slammed the table angrily. She was angry, really angry.

This bad guy made this dish purely on purpose, to disgust her.

"The potatoes and ginger have sprouted. If we don't eat them now, they will rot."

Dongye Kanade didn't lie, he was telling the truth. Since he stayed at home, he didn't buy vegetables every day, but bought a lot of vegetables at a time and stored them in the kitchen and the kitchen refrigerator. For example, the potatoes in the corner and the old ginger and garlic that were pressed under the garlic and the newly bought ginger had sprouted.

"Even so, you can't cook this dish. Tell me, did you do this on purpose?"

Higashino Ling didn't believe Higashino Kanade's nonsense. If he said there were one or two pieces of ginger mixed in the shredded potatoes, she could accept it, but it must be abnormal to mix in shredded ginger.

How could a normal person eat a dish that looked like a minesweeper? It must be so uncomfortable to eat.

"No, I didn't mean to do that." Dongye Zou shook his head and said with a smile, "I did it on purpose."

Seeing the sprouting potatoes and ginger at home, he could only say that it was his bad taste and the devil in his heart that made him make such an inhuman dish.

"If you don't want to eat it, just eat beer duck."

Dongye Zou smiled. He was just playing a prank on Xiao Ling. If anyone was going to eat this dish, he would definitely eat it. Although he didn't like fried potatoes with shredded ginger, it was not that he couldn't eat it if he really wanted to. He could just swallow it whole without savoring it.

"I want to eat dragon meat."

Higashino Suzu has a fierce and cute look on her face.

"Eat your ass."

"You eat it!"

Just as Higashino Suzu and Higashino Kanade were eating lunch while arguing, a guy who was inactive at school but would definitely be active during the holidays came.

"Eat whatever you want, eat whatever you want, I want to eat!"

I heard her voice before I saw her, and in less than five seconds a girl with intelligent hair appeared.

"have you eaten?"

When Higashino Kanade saw Izumi Konata, he opened his mouth with a classic Chinese greeting.

"Eat it. If I hadn't eaten it, I wouldn't be alone."

Quan Chifang smiled and pulled out the chair next to Dongye Kanade and sat down.

What she meant was that if she didn't eat at home but came to eat for free, then if she didn't cook, there was a high probability that her father would also come back to eat for free.

"pity."

Higashino Kanade had a look of regret on his face.

"What's a pity?"

Quan doesn't understand this recipe.

She looked at the dishes on the table. They were very ordinary dishes, neither good nor bad, just ordinary.

Why would it be a pity if she didn't eat it?