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She wanted to tell the other person loudly that what she did was wrong, but April didn't seem angry. Instead, she lost her spirit for a moment and even felt inexplicably sad.

"Can't you just be tough for once? Scold me once, scold me once, don't be so gentle..."

As she spoke, Alicia's voice gradually became lower. She didn't know what to say anymore. She squatted down in silence, holding her head helplessly.

Yes, that's right, everyone hopes that their descendants and children will be obedient, but sometimes Alicia really doesn't know what to do.

The sharp blade of the knife is always stuck in the quagmire, without any ripples or life. She has always been missing the disobedient child in her childhood.

What made her even more desperate was not this, but that she always believed that she was the one who made Xiao Yuan like this.

April was quiet for a while. She did not immediately go to comfort Alicia. Instead, she leaned against the wall and looked at the darkness in the distance.

After tidying up her words, April sighed.

"Sometimes I really can't understand you. What's wrong with being a gentle person?"

"Besides, it's just a piece of cake. I don't think it's worth getting angry about. You think I'll feel wronged, but is there a possibility that the emotions brought about by this kind of thing are really easy to forget?"

Unlike Alicia and Mobius, April couldn't figure out what the other person was thinking.

In his previous life, he could easily defeat Mobius, and Mobius had no way to deal with him.

But Alicia is different. The jokes she played when she was a child can be attributed to her young age and her naivety.

But later on, he wanted to use his connections to be willful and stop some things, but was abandoned by Alicia.

He felt that while Alicia valued the world, she also cared too much about her own human identity and was timid during the period of the Third Herrscher.

Okay, he would do it, but Alicia would be upset because he had abandoned his identity as a human being and would be sulking about this kind of thing.

There is a very strange cycle in Alicia now.

April＜A city survivor＜The identity of the Alicia people＜April

Alicia, the Herrscher of Humans, is more human than humans themselves. She is simply a collection of contradictions. She has personal feelings, justice, and herself. She has everything that humans worry about, and it’s all a mess.

However, April, a pure human, is not quite like a human. This is probably the current situation. Just like an Ouroboros, everything is stuck in this logical circle.

Covering his forehead, April squatted on the side of the road. He was really confused. He was used to distinguishing the categories and priorities of things, which resulted in him not knowing where he was in the logical circle.

So sometimes he felt even more helpless than Alicia, because he knew that it was he who made Alicia like this.

【Well, I was wrong. 】

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"What do you mean by just a cake?"

Alicia tried to calm down her emotions, but ultimately failed. She stared at the silent boy with a slightly angry look.

"That's the fact. I don't care about that cake anymore. Why are you still worrying about it?"

Sitting on the street and looking at the starry sky, April felt like letting it all go for the first time. Sometimes he really wanted to pry open his little hands and just say “yes, yes, yes, yes”.

"But what about the heart? What about the emotions! How can I not care about the things I lost!"

Alicia really doesn’t understand much. She is very smart, but she is also very lazy. If possible, she really wants to live a peaceful life.

She has tasted the warmth of being a human being. When she was a child, she had her mother Celia, and later Xiao Yuan was always with her.

She never needed to do anything, didn't need to keep smiling all the time, because there were people around her even if her expression was bad, and didn't need to carefully consider every word, because her family would tolerate everything, but please, some other emotions.

She no longer longed to be the center of attention because someone was always watching her, and she never lacked a sense of personal identity.

But please make some changes. I have always been paying attention to you. There is no need to be gentle all the time. I will tolerate everything about you.

"You don't owe me anything, Alysia. It's me who has always owed you. So, let this be some compensation for raising me when I was a child. You raised me for so long, you should..."

The voice stopped abruptly, and the girl's sobbing interrupted his words.

"What about paying it off?" With red eyes, Alicia tried her best to keep her emotions normal, but her voice couldn't help but be tearful.

"Why do you always remember these things? Do you have to calculate everything so clearly?"

"Okay, we're even now. No one owes anyone anything! Are you happy?"

Sometimes, Alicia really felt that Xiao Yuan did not treat her as a relative. He seemed gentle but was actually very organized. He could not tell anything clearly, but he always had to list the data to make things easier.

"Why, after you pay it off, are you going to abandon me? April has always thought so since she was a child."

"Sometimes I really think you are being unreasonable..."

It was a rare opportunity to touch April's bottom line. His fingers looked pale and bloodless due to squeezing so hard, and his nails were almost embedded in the flesh. He never thought that a childhood joke would be used by Alicia until now.

What's more, tracing back to the source, it should be Alicia who did something wrong, right?

"Am I wrong? April, what do you think and do? Do you dare to say that you have never thought about it this way?"

"Okay, we're even, you said."

Alicia's face turned two shades paler almost instantly. For the first time, April did not indulge the other party. She took two steps forward, exerted a little force with her fingers, and cut the rope of the jade pendant.

Even because of the rough action at the beginning, Alicia staggered.

"To be honest, I really don't understand how anyone in the world can ask to be scolded? And when did kindness become a bad thing?"

The jade pendant was also a piece of junk, completely useless. After April took it off, she threw it directly into the trash can beside her.

I didn't fight because I was afraid I couldn't win... ahem, let's get back to the topic. Looking at Alicia's pale and somewhat bitter face, April rarely felt pity.

Alicia was much shorter than April at this moment. April looked at her, but soon felt that she was sick. Why was she still looking at her at this time?

It’s true. After so long, I don’t even know how to get angry anymore.

He didn't give Alicia any room to move. He pushed her into the corner and bit the girl's delicate skin hard with his teeth. After a moment, he felt it was not very satisfying. Fortunately, the girl didn't react at all.

He picked up the other person by the waist, not very gently, and with a bad expression, he walked towards home.

That's why he said that he really didn't understand Alicia's thoughts. She would only be happy if she was beaten and scolded, right?

"Eden is still at home..."

The voice was very low. After Alicia calmed down a little, she reminded quietly.

April:……

I'm really fucking, I, she,

The breath was stuck in her throat, unable to go up or down, and April almost died.

I wanted to ask the reason, but after thinking about it, I realized that I was still angry.

"Why is she home?"

The tone was not very good. If April didn't think Eden was a nice person, she would have told her to get lost.

Sometimes reality is so speechless that even if you want to be angry, you can’t feel at peace.

Alicia was silent for a while, but she still didn't have the heart to let Eden get out. Then she silently pointed to the street in the distance, or to be more precise, the building in the distance. If April remembered correctly, it seemed to be a hotel.

"Alishia! Do you understand the situation?!"

I'm so fucking angry! Can you please respect me?

Alicia's body trembled a little, and she curled up in Xiao Yuan's arms very cooperatively, not saying a word.

She also wiped away her tears, as if she was afraid.

You ride a horse...

April was feeling somewhat desperate. Not to mention, she was even angrier than before, and she was feeling sullen and wanted to die.

A few minutes later, April was about to explode. If he hadn't been holding Alicia in his arms, he would have wanted to grab her collar and ask, "Why do you need proof of identity in a low-budget hotel like you did?"

It seemed that April's mood had affected Alicia. She trembled subconsciously and dropped her passport.

April:……

【I’m sorry, I can’t hold back at this point.】

"Ai! Li! Xi! Ya!"

For the first time, April felt that her emotions were so unstable. When she finally got angry, it was like a volcano erupting, but she couldn't explode no matter what and was kept being provoked.

The front desk clerk had never seen such a situation before, and for a moment he didn't know what to say.

"Guest, do you still want to book a room?"

April didn't reply. He gritted his teeth and held Alicia's leg tightly with his right hand. His fingers faintly pierced into her. It must have been painful, but he didn't have the mind to care about such things. He was no longer in the right state of mind, or in other words, he was over it.

Alicia took a moment to glance at the front desk with a cold look in her eyes. She even used a little of her ability to let the other party know not to ask questions that should not be asked and just do the job directly.

Well, the front desk asked for trouble.

"Room 604, the elevator is next to you. Here is your room card. If you need anything, call me..."

Before he could finish his words, he shut his mouth unconsciously. It's really fucking weird that things happen every year.

April's face turned pale, and she almost crushed the room card because she couldn't control her strength well.

To be honest, he now feels that compared to himself now, he was not angry at all.

Alicia raised her head slightly, looked at the silent Xiao Yuan, and her tone became a little cold.

"Why, are you worried that you won't be able to leave me behind?"

As soon as she finished speaking, Alicia was thrown on the bed, her wrists were held down, and she could not exert any strength.

"Why didn't I realize before that you have this talent?"

Just a few words were enough to make him completely unable to suppress his emotions.

"But I discovered it before, and you never believed me."

Even though she had been restrained, Alicia still had a cold look on her face, and even smiled contemptuously at Xiao Yuan.

There was a slight tingling sensation in her wrist, a pain that Alicia was very familiar with. Just now her thigh was held tightly. She had never thought that Xiao Yuan was so sensitive when it came to the issue of trust.

Just a slight tease and Xiao Yuan's mentality exploded.

"This is the first time I want to bully someone so much, Alicia, you're really going too far."

She tore at the clothes roughly, but April rarely cared about the other person's feelings.

"You have been going too far. You have never cared about me at all. You just thought it was for my own good."

Ai Lishiya looked at the other person with a little indifference. Because her arms were held down, her long legs were crossed and wrapped around Xiao Yuan.

"What, you don't dare?"

[…Hmm, is this the legendary mismatch between the lines and the plot? ]

At around seven o'clock the next morning, Alicia suddenly woke up and sat on the bed in a daze. She had a nightmare. In the dream, Mebius and Xiao Yuan were together, and after she fell down, the doctor was lying in front of her and mocking her.

This is simply terrible.

Leaning against the headboard, I subconsciously touched my side, but I only felt the mattress.

"Xiao Yuan?"

"Xiaoyuan!"

Wrapped in the blanket, Alysia suddenly panicked. After her impulsive behavior yesterday, she didn't really regret it. After all, she was the one who had raised her, and she couldn't bear to let him go.

But what about people?

Have I been abandoned?

A little confused, I wanted to get out of bed and look around, but I had no clothes on.

In fact, she didn't want to think about the worst. Maybe Xiao Yuan just went out for something, such as buying clothes.

But, after doing something like this, why was he still so rational? It seemed that the panic of a teenager rarely appeared in Xiao Yuan.

"I'm coming in, Alicia."

Trying to keep a normal expression, April held the clothes he had taken from home, but Eden's blank expression made him a little nervous. He left the guests at home and the host went out to indulge...

"Why did you wake up so early today?"