Of course this is not what I care about!
However, it is time to put mod costumes and other things on the agenda.
Otherwise, the days spent with Agnes would become boring sooner or later.
"I don't think Your Highness Morningstar will do anything to Irelandna, otherwise Your Highness Morningstar would not have agreed to my request to meet her."
Beatrice smiled and shook her head.
From the moment she was sure that the one she saw that day was Morning Star, she seemed to no longer worry about whether the other party would do anything to them.
At least during the brief time they spent together that day, Beatrice was certain that King Grullit Morningstar was definitely not an extremely evil person.
As for good and bad, in a world like this, who can define who is a good person and who is a bad person?
"Aren't you afraid? I agreed to this only because I wanted to come here in person..."
"Don't be afraid, because I am still useful to His Highness Morning Star. At least if I am willing to accept His Highness's arrangements, you will not do anything to us!"
Beatrice explained softly.
And that kind smile did not seem to be faked just to deal with such a situation.
It is just very natural and I sincerely believe in the Morning Star.
But this is also what makes Morning Star most curious.
It is obvious that the time we have spent together is so short that we can even be considered strangers, but he is willing to trust me unconditionally?
It's not that Beatrice is willing to believe that she is a bad thing, but she must be vigilant.
No matter who or what is beyond your control.
Even his personal attendant, Sheila, is the same, isn't it?
This world is not normal to begin with, and with the influence of other travelers...
At least so far, everything has proved that Morning Star's vigilance was correct.
"Why are you willing to believe me?"
Chenxing sat on the chair that Ye Yue brought over, supporting his face with one hand as he looked at the girl in front of him.
Unlike most of the natives in this world.
Beatrice does give him a sense of familiarity, a sense of familiarity that is different from this world and more similar to the original Earth.
Whether it's the appearance or some small gestures between words.
"Maybe it's because you're also from the hometown where my mother is."
Beatrice smiled, and seemed to be recalling the few things in her memory that were related to her mother.
Before, she had only heard her father and teacher talk about that world.
It seemed that according to what my mother said, it was a peaceful and stable place.
Maybe that world is not so harmonious, but at least her mother’s hometown seems like a paradise to her.
This is also why Beatrice feels that her mother wants to make the world a better place.
It is also the most important reason why she is willing to believe in Morning Star.
Beatrice believed that Morning Star, who came from the same place as her mother, must have wanted the scene of her hometown, that dreamlike picture, to appear in this world.
It must be a painting that can make the world a better place!
Because Beatrice always felt that only by meeting truly beautiful people could one know how to "exchange" for such beauty.
What's more, isn't the Kingdom of Grullit ruled by Morningstar sufficient to prove this point?
Perhaps most people say that the other side is a tyrant, the instigator of the war, and the war fanatic who disregards ordinary people!
But no matter what the truth is, until you confirm it with your own eyes, rumors are just rumors.
so......
"So... can I go to the Grullite Kingdom that you rule? I can go in any capacity. I just want to see... what my imaginary kingdom is like!"
Beatrice did not hide anything and spoke her mind completely from the heart.
She had been waiting for this moment for a long time, the moment of officially meeting the Adventer she had been waiting and anticipating.
At one point, Beatrice even felt that the time she had left was not enough for her to fulfill her only wish.
But that first meeting with Chenxing also made her find hope again.
Although the road to this day was somewhat bumpy, many coincidences, big and small, occurred along the way.
But Beatrice knew that this day would soon arrive, right before her eyes.
"Of course you can, but before that...don't you care about your master's situation?"
Chenxing did not continue what he had just said.
Again, even if what Beatrice said could blossom, Morning Star would still be somewhat wary and resentful before everything was settled.
Not to mention that the other party is the descendant of a time traveler.
This is not the time to care about "hometown feelings".
"I care. If I say I don't care, I would be deceiving you. But... the matter between you and my master is not something I can influence, right? What qualifications or abilities do I have to ask Your Highness to let my master go? After all, letting me and my two servants go is already the biggest concession you can make as a king!"
"Has anyone ever asked you if you are always so calm? Even to the point where you seem to be standing at a God's perspective at all times, seeing through the essence of everything?"
In response to Beatrice's answer, Morning Star did not continue the topic but instead raised a question.
Because Beatrice is really...too calm.
She is so calm that no matter what happens around her, she can face it calmly.
That was a kind of calmness that would never appear in a teenage girl.
Even someone as cold as Agnes couldn't do this!
As the saying goes, there must be something wrong when things are abnormal. Chenxing doesn't think that Beatrice's behavior is normal!
What does a person have to go through to have an attitude and personality like Beatrice?
Chapter 3000: Will I not resist anything I do? (+)
silence.
Faced with Morning Star's questioning, Beatrice fell into silence, which was rare.
The head, which was originally slightly raised, slowly drooped down.
Emotions also fluctuated in a rare way.
"Lady Beatrice..."
Noticing Beatrice's condition, Irelandna hurriedly stepped forward to interrupt the topic.
As a servant who had been with Beatrice for so many years, she knew very well how Beatrice managed to be as calm as Morningstar said.
Beatrice has never been a cold-blooded person. On the contrary, her daily behavior is actually almost the opposite of her calmness.
Perhaps because of her sensory impairment, she is more sensitive to emotions, even her own emotions.
Because of this, Beatrice is actually a person who is easily "infected" by other people's emotions.
This is why Beatrice's wish has never been to recover and live a happier life.
Instead, I hope that the people around me can "embrace" the happiness that belongs to them.
But such a person has no qualifications and no opportunity to find his own future.
Beatrice understood that her future was actually just like what her eyes could see.
It was pitch black, hopeless and despair.
This also made Beatrice "put her life and her own affairs away from the world".
People who are emotional by nature have to accept their own death little by little. How can they not remain calm when they regard themselves as dead all the time and look at the world and everything around them?
But at the same time, how she accepted the reality of her impending death and how she faced the dead silence that represented death were clear to her.
Without a doubt, it was the most physically and mentally torturous time.
Ireland saw all of this.
She had also seen how "dark" Beatrice-sama was when she was alone, and had noticed her regretful expression when she wanted to see the outside world but couldn't.
Even in Ireland's view, the most painful thing in the world is never missing out on the "future".
Instead, from the very beginning, you have to accept a future without hope.
Knowing the pain Beatrice was going through, Irelandna didn’t want the other party to continue this topic!
But before he could finish his words, he was interrupted by Beatrice.
"It's okay Irelandna, it's not a... big deal."
Beatrice shook her head, but put that peaceful smile back on her face.
Just as she always does when faced with these things, she "stays out of it".
"Your Highness Morning Star, whether you believe it or not, the reason why I am so calm is really very simple. It's just... I have never thought about these things."
Beatrice took a deep breath and slowly explained.
Even though he still had that kind smile on his face, his tone sounded as if he was not affected by his emotions at all.
But the more Beatrice did this, the more Irelandna realized that this was just a disguise.
She wanted everything about her to fade out of this world, she wanted to regard death as a trivial matter, and she even wanted to disappear in silence without causing any waves, a disguise.
"I didn't think about whether I could survive, whether I would have the chance to see everyone around me, or see the first ray of sunshine in the morning and the last rays of sunset in the evening."
“I also don’t think about which flower bloomed the most beautifully yesterday, and whether there will be other flowers blooming tomorrow.”
"Even for me...death may be my best destination."
"In this situation, I don't think about myself, life or death, right or wrong. When all these things are meaningless, I will naturally... behave calmly as you said."
Beatrice was not being secretive.
She also felt that this was not a secret that could not be told.
On the contrary, sharing these things makes her feel a little...relaxed.
No matter how normally she behaved, the pressure and the sense of oppression from death actually made her feel a little breathless.
After all, Beatrice is just a teenage girl.
At this age, one should share happiness and joy with friends and family.
You should also feel the roar of the wind, smell the sounds of the flowers and plants, and appreciate the same yet different sights every day.
When all of this is taken away from you for no reason and fate directly tells you the date of your death, who can really not care at all?
Who can truly be free of regrets and remorse?
For Beatrice, the only regret is probably that... she has never been able to walk out of the dog-tooth high collar and see with her own eyes this world that may not be so beautiful.
This is also one of the reasons why she proposed to visit the Kingdom of Grullit.
Listening to Beatrice's explanation, the true feelings revealed and the emotions contained in her tone could not be faked.
After all, Morning Star had already felt this emotion when he "encountered" Beatrice for the first time.
"Is it just because of this?"
Chenxing thought for a moment and asked softly.
Perhaps Beatrice's answer is the truth.
Or maybe, I'm just being too vigilant.
But Chenxing still maintained his initial suspicion and vigilance.
Just like how Chenxing perceives himself, he never thinks of himself as a kind and benevolent being.
Beatrice's answer might move the people around her, and also make Ye Yue beside her tremble noticeably.
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