What's wrong with me?

After dinner, he did not ask his rich wife Qingmei to treat him as he had done before, but paid for the three of them himself.

This made the girl sad for a long time. She said that Xiao Xia must hate her for not letting her pay, because Qi Xia didn't have much pocket money and her childhood sweetheart was a wealthy woman. She seemed to have become accustomed to being a free meal ticket for Qi Xia.

This made Qi Xia start to doubt himself. He wondered what his mental state was when he was dating Xinyao in the first year of high school. It turned out that he was not only with Yue Ran, but he had already started to live off her so early. Did he feel at ease doing so?

After comforting Qingmei, it was already dark when they left the restaurant together.

Huang Min's home was not in the same direction as Jiang Xinyao and Qi Xia's home, so they separated in front of the restaurant door. Qi Xia was finally able to fulfill the promise he made in the morning and rode his bicycle slowly to the community with Qingmei and himself.

The girl sat in the back seat, hugging Qi Xia's waist, but her heart seemed to be floating in the warm evening breeze.

She could hear her own intense heartbeat. She was riding a bicycle with Xiao Xia, sitting on his back seat and hugging his waist. This was a scene that had appeared in the girl's crimson dreams so many times. Now she was actually experiencing this dreamlike moment in person. She had an unreal feeling as if she was dreaming.

But she was not dreaming, because she could also hear Xiao Xia's heartbeat, which was much stronger than her own. Every beat seemed to vibrate at the tip of her heart, making her tremble a little.

She wanted this short ten-minute journey to extend indefinitely, so she spoke.

"Xiao Xia, tomorrow is the day off, what do you plan to do, Eleven?"

Qi Xia was also thinking about what to say, and with his childhood sweetheart hugging his waist, he always felt that the atmosphere was a little weird.

"I don't have any plans. I'll just stay at home. Maybe go out and play a game with Lao Jia and the others?"

"Hey, that would be so boring. Dad is planning to take our family out for a trip during the National Day holiday. How about you come along, Xiao Xia? Dad always says that you haven't been to our house for a long time."

While talking to Qingmei, Qi Xia couldn't help but think of Uncle Jiang. Uncle Jiang was Xinyao's father, a middle-aged man with a square face and a very kind appearance.

Although he is Xinyao's father, for Qi Xia, Uncle Jiang can also be regarded as half of his parent.

Because he and Xinyao have been childhood sweethearts, Uncle Jiang has always been very caring towards him.

He still remembered that he had a fierce fight with someone when he was in the third grade of junior high school. He hit the other person's head with a chair and it broke. Although he did not start the fight, he was later sent to the police station together with the troublemaker.

When my aunt heard that Qi Xia was sent to the police station, she was so anxious that she burst into tears. Fortunately, with the help of Uncle Jiang, the injured person was willing to reconcile with Qi Xia. In addition, Qi Xia was indeed in the right, so he finally returned home safely without being detained in the police station.

He later learned that Uncle Jiang had traveled a long way that day and even sought help from their company's legal advisor before he resolved the matter.

Later, when Xinyao left, the pain of losing his daughter tortured this once kind middle-aged man into a shabby state. But even so, Uncle Jiang still often helped Qi Xia.

He should indeed go see Uncle Jiang and Aunt Chen, but today he was too busy, so he decided to wait until another day.

Chapter 57: Honesty

The girl's gentle words also reminded Qi Xia of his aunt. Indeed, it seemed that he had not traveled far away with his aunt for a long time. Before, he wanted to stay at home and accompany his aunt during the National Day holiday, but now he seemed to have extra plans.

"That's your family trip, right? Why would an outsider like me join in the fun?"

Qi Xia shook his head, but as he spoke, he felt the girl's arms around him seemed to be getting tighter.

"How can Xiao Xia be an outsider? If Xiao Xia comes along, my parents will definitely be happy. I want Xiao Xia to go too! Okay, Xiao Xia!"

Hearing that Qi Xia seemed reluctant, Jiang Xinyao became a little anxious. She hugged Qi Xia's waist and shook him, as if she was unwilling to let him go until she heard Qi Xia's consent. But Qi Xia was riding a bike and he almost fell down when she shook him. She was so scared that she stopped quickly.

"Don't make a fuss. It wouldn't be nice for me to go with you on your family trip. Let's go out together later. There will be plenty of opportunities in the future anyway."

Qi Xia held the handlebars steady, but as he spoke, he was stunned for a moment, then he laughed. Yes, there will be plenty of opportunities in the future anyway.

"But……"

The girl pouted her lips in disappointment. It was such a good opportunity to travel with Xiao Xia, but it just flew away.

But after thinking about it, she also laughed. Xiao Xia said that there would be plenty of opportunities in the future. Doesn’t that mean that he and she will always be together?

"Xiaoxia..."

The girl hummed softly through her nose, listening to the sound of the bicycle moving forward, feeling as if a honey pot had been broken in her heart.

She hugged his waist, pressed her full chest tightly against his back, and her big eyes couldn't stop shining in the dim night.

Her soft forehead rested against his waist, and her face, delicate as a porcelain figure, was hot. She felt that her addiction had come back. She sat sideways in the back seat, stroking her thighs, and her earlobes, like white jade, were emitting amazing heat.

But this level of contact could no longer satisfy her. She wanted to pull his hand and place it on her cheek, so that he could feel how much she loved him. She also wanted to sit in his arms, greedily making his body temperature and the warm sunflower-like scent on his body hers alone.

The desire for contact spread like a vine through every nerve of the girl, until the boy seemed to turn a corner, she suddenly woke up and withdrew her hands that had begun to grope his body.

She lowered her head and swallowed the saliva that kept secreting between her lips and teeth.

She almost couldn't control herself again, and her desires almost ruined her good deeds. She couldn't expose her dirty desires to Xiaoxia, otherwise Xiaoxia would definitely stay away from her.

The evening breeze was still gentle, but even though the girl kept praying that this short journey of more than ten minutes would never end, the journey would not stop because of the wishes of one or two people.

Qi Xia rode his bike into their familiar neighborhood and parked it steadily in the basement of the apartment building.

But the girl still sat in the uncomfortable back seat, not wanting to get up. In a trance, she seemed to hear every cell in her body wailing - I don't want to get up! Don't leave! Stay here! Stay by his side!

"Okay, we're here. Xinyao, you should go back quickly. You've played long enough today. If you don't go back, Aunt Chen and Uncle Jiang will be worried about you."

But the girl still had to come down. Qi Xia's words broke her last bit of self-deceiving fantasy. She stood up dissatisfied, as if blaming the cruel Xiao Xia for waking her up and why he didn't let her continue to immerse herself in her dream.

The long legs under the skirt felt a little weak, as if the blood circulation was blocked because of sitting in the back seat for too long.

"Well, I'll go back then. Xiao Xia, you should also go to bed early. Good night. I had a lot of fun today. Let's go out together again if we have the chance in the future, okay?"

"Okay." Qi Xia nodded. He would never refuse such small requests from his childhood sweetheart. "I heard that the city will hold a comic exhibition during the National Day holiday. Let's go together when you come back."

"Ok!"

The girl nodded happily after getting the response, and seemed to be less regretful. However, when she moved her legs, she moaned, and a light pink color spread across her cheeks.

She seemed to have indulged herself a little too much. It had been a long time since she had such close contact with Xiao Xia. She felt her lower body was a little cold and sour, as if she had to urinate. She wanted to go back and take a shower.

"Goodbye, Xiaoxia!" She turned around and prepared to leave, but suddenly, she heard the young man behind her calling her again.

"Wait a minute, Xinyao." She stopped instantly, because she would never refuse his request.

She turned around and looked at Xiaoxia. Xiaoxia under the moonlight still made her heart beat fast. However, when she saw Xiaoxia's hesitant expression that seemed to find it difficult to speak, the girl's heart suddenly lifted up.

She felt a little scared. She had a premonition that Xiao Xia might say something she didn't want to hear. She even wanted to run away right now.

Qi Xia was also hesitating, wondering whether he should say something.

It's good that his childhood sweetheart is still as lively and lovely as before, but after all the interactions with her today, Qi Xia is a little worried that his behavior has given Xinyao some unrealistic fantasies again.

He wanted to see the pure and lovely smile of his childhood sweetheart, and wanted to see her live a healthy life. However, now that he could not respond to her feelings, he did not want to see his childhood sweetheart hanging on him in vain. He was afraid that she would waste her most precious youth on the wrong person.

He couldn't just do nothing and keep Xinyao hanging just because he was so happy about her dependence on him, right?

That was the behavior of a scumbag, he despised it, maybe he really should have a frank talk with her.

It would be best if Xinyao could change her view on his feelings. At worst, he had to make Xinyao understand that he didn't want to be in a relationship anymore. Of course, it wasn't because he didn't like her, but because he felt he was not mature enough and couldn't take on such responsibility.

Qi Xia took a step forward and looked at Qingmei who seemed a little at a loss in front of him. He thought and used his brain to search his poor vocabulary.

It is too difficult to understand the complicated emotions of a young girl in love, but he will try his best not to hurt the sensitive heart and little self-esteem of his childhood sweetheart.

So he spoke.

"Xinyao, I have something I want to make clear to you."

Testimonials

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The main theme of this book is yandere, and all the heroines in the book are yandere. It can be said that the hero has been dealing with various yandere since he was born. The yandere that have appeared so far include the induced isolation type, the self-sacrificing type, the self-harming type, and the entangled surveillance type. More types of yandere will appear in the future. You can guess what type of heroines who have not yet shown yandere tendencies are (laughs)

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Chapter 58: Playing with Green Plums Around the Bed

In Qi Xia's memory, the first time he met Jiang Xinyao was when he was in the fourth grade of elementary school. At that time, he had just been handed over to the care of his aunt. Because his aunt was attending high school in Nanshan City, he transferred from the elementary school in his hometown to the elementary school in the city.

It was an autumn afternoon. His aunt brought him to familiarize himself with the environment of the new primary school. On the plastic basketball court, many children who were about the same age as Qi Xia at that time were playing basketball together.

There is a huge flower bed on one side of the basketball court, with countless wisteria branches winding along the white racks in the center of the flower bed.

He held his aunt's hand and saw a girl who was standing next to the basketball court, talking and laughing with her friends. Her pair of smart eyes were like crystal, shining in the afternoon sun.

Qi Xia just glanced at her from a distance, but the girl also looked at him as if they had telepathic connection. She looked at Qi Xia with a smile, her curled eyelashes trembling slightly, and her slightly childish cheeks were slightly obscured by her dark hair. There was a hint of doubt in her expression, as if she was curious about why an unfamiliar boy came to participate in their physical education class.

At that time, Jiang Xinyao was just a little girl, still childish and a little silly.

She loudly scolded the boys next to her and told them not to cross the territory and run over to their side.

That unruly and presumptuous look makes it impossible to associate her back then with the charming and beautiful girl she is now.

That day, Qi Xia met her, a proud girl, and up to now, he and her have been childhood sweethearts for nearly eight years.

He witnessed the transformation of the girl in front of him little by little, from the childish little girl in elementary school, to the girl with some charm of a little beauty in junior high school, and from the tender little lotus in junior high school to the bright and charming girl in high school now.

She has been changing and moving forward, but he is always one step behind her.

Qi Xia has always liked his childhood sweetheart, but it was not the kind of love between a boy and a girl. If he had to say, his feelings for Jiang Xinyao were more like a younger brother's admiration for his older sister.

For various reasons, Qi Xia in elementary school was even more shy than Qi Xia now.

When he first transferred to Xinyao's primary school, he was in an unfamiliar environment and was very cautious every day for fear of making others or the teachers angry.

He wanted to make friends, but he didn't know how to start the conversation with others. Even in class, he often couldn't understand what was being taught because of the different course schedules at school, making it impossible for him to integrate into the new class.

And just when he was at a loss, only Xinyao took the initiative to talk to him. Only his little childhood sweetheart became his first friend after he came to the new primary school.

Xinyao is the same age as me, but she is two months older than Qixia.

Qi Xia used to be laughed at by the boys in his class because he only had Xinyao as his friend, so he hung out with girls all day long.

At this time, Xinyao would get furious with the group of boys because of him.

Because he couldn't keep up with the courses and didn't do well in the exams, he didn't dare tell his aunt about his poor grades and even didn't dare to go home.

At this time, only Xinyao would come to comfort him and take him to a nearby snack bar to eat fried noodles.

At that time, Qi Xia was more like her younger brother than her childhood sweetheart, and was always guided by Jiang Xinyao...

When he was promoted from the fourth grade to the fifth grade, he and Xinyao became deskmates at her request. The two were often together, but Jiang Xinyao at that time was not as soft and vulnerable as she is now. In the class, even the naughty boys did not dare to mess with her.

She helped him get along well in the class, and also did a lot of bad things, such as climbing over the wall behind the school to go out for spicy hot pot, or taking him to climb the crooked tree in front of the school gate. They were caught by the dean and scolded for a long time.

Qi Xia was not very courageous at that time, and every time before he did something, Xinyao would persuade him for a long time.

But he had to say that he was really grateful to his childhood sweetheart. Thanks to that period of time, he was changed by her and his personality gradually became less introverted than before.

Later, when he entered junior high school, he and Xinyao still went to the same school and were lucky enough to be assigned to the same class.

Although they are no longer deskmates, he still spends time with his childhood sweetheart whenever he has free time.

But he didn't know when it started, but his childhood sweetheart suddenly changed. She no longer stuck to him like before, but knew to keep a certain distance from him.

This made him confused, and he wondered if he had done something to make Xinyao dislike him, until one day, she suddenly found him and shyly said that she was having her period.

Qi Xia was shocked. Until that day, he seemed to realize that his childhood sweetheart and he were not of the same species. He was a boy, and his childhood sweetheart was a delicate girl.

Since then, Jiang Xinyao seemed like a different person. She was no longer as lively and active as before, and she no longer took him out for a run. Instead, she would often find a place to sit down, take out a romance novel, and read it for an entire afternoon.

She also behaved more like a girl. She and Qi Xia still often played together, but they had fewer and fewer common topics. Whenever she saw him, her face, which could already be seen in her current appearance, was often red, like a peach blossom.

Thirteen-year-old Jiang Xinyao has begun to grow. The skinny body that once appeared in Qi Xia's memory has gradually become graceful and slender like a willow tree sprouting branches. Her slightly bulging chest has to be protected by a small vest.

Qi Xia developed relatively late. There was a time when he was not even as tall as his childhood sweetheart, which made him extremely depressed.

The girl has become a beautiful flower on the mountain top. There are more and more boys around her. She will receive gifts from other boys from time to time, even love letters.

But she never accepted anything, no matter it was a gift or a love letter, she would return it in the same way it was given to her. And among them, it seemed that only Qi Xia's things would be kept by her.