What's wrong with me?

There really are girls like Yue Ran in this world who value their feelings more than anything else!

He didn't know if his childhood sweetheart was the same, but he understood that his childhood sweetheart's feelings for him were not as fragile as his feelings for her when he was in the first year of high school. Instead, they were really deep, so deep that even after two years of separation, there was no change. So deep that when she was rejected by him, she would become depressed and torture herself into that horrible appearance.

Maybe he really should reconsider his relationship with Xinyao. After all, with such a beautiful, lovely, lively and generous girl who is willing to find him the dream rich girl childhood sweetheart, what could he be dissatisfied with?

Maybe, could he try to like his childhood sweetheart again like he used to? Anyway, now that he has decided not to ruin Yue Ran's future, he should also make a change himself.

But there is no rush for these things, he still has time, and he can think about these things slowly after Eleven and his aunt come back from playing together. After all, the thing he has the most right now is time.

Feeling that he had soaked long enough and not wanting to make his aunt wait any longer because of him, he prepared to end today's "summary" time.

After wiping his body casually with a clean towel, he picked up the clean clothes that his aunt had already prepared for him and put them on.

In his peripheral vision, the clothes rack on the balcony was swaying leisurely in the autumn evening breeze, and it was full of clothes that he and his aunt had just washed not long ago.

However, looking at the pair of flesh-colored stockings that were particularly eye-catching among so many clothes, as well as her aunt's beautiful underwear, Qi Xia couldn't help but blush.

I thought that young people’s bodies were like this, good in every way except that they couldn’t stand teasing.

The strange emotion resurfaced in his chest, and before the strange feeling had time to appear, he rubbed his face fiercely and quickly fled the bathroom.

His aunt clearly trusted him so much and loved him so much, he couldn't let her down...

Chapter 64: Resistance

Hearing her sister's voice coming from the phone, Tang Wanxia couldn't help but be stunned for a moment.

What my sister said was very ordinary, there was nothing abnormal, and I could even hear from it that she cared about me and Xiao Xia.

However, just that last sentence suddenly made that originally quiet and gentle beautiful smile cool down little by little, until it finally disappeared completely.

Obviously, my sister just said that she wanted to say a few words to Xiaoxia. After all, my sister and brother-in-law have been away for a month since the end of summer vacation.

However, this sentence, which sounded normal to anyone, suddenly made Tang Wanxia feel an indescribable resistance and disgust.

A depressing atmosphere suddenly began to spread in the living room.

Tang Wanxia didn't know what was wrong with her. She only knew that she didn't seem to want her sister to talk to Xiaoxia at all. She didn't want her sister to hear Xiaoxia's sweet and moving voice, just like she didn't want her sister and brother-in-law to come back and take away Xiaoxia's time that should have belonged to her alone.

Even if she was her elder sister, Xiao Xia's mother, she didn't want to share Xiao Xia with her at all.

"Hello? Wanxia, ​​are you still listening?"

The call was still connected. From the other side of the phone, she could still hear the sound of raindrops hitting the glass. It seemed like it was raining over there at her sister's place, Tang Wanxia thought.

She was suddenly awakened, and controlled her impulse to hang up the phone immediately. Her white knuckles grasped the frame of the phone tightly, as if she wanted to crush it. After a long time, she finally squeezed out these pale and stiff words from her throat: "But Xiaoxia is taking a shower now, why don't you call me next time, sister."

"Then call him out. Boys take showers very quickly. You call him and he will come out right away."

"sister……"

He narrowed his eyes slightly, and a hint of unhappiness appeared in his clear pupils.

Tang Wanxia has always loved and respected her sister, not only because she was often taken care of by her sister when she was young, but also because she is Xiaoxia's mother. If she didn't have her sister, she would probably never meet her Xiaoxia again.

However, this time, just such a small thing made Tang Wanxia feel annoyed with her sister for the first time.

The depths of desire can never be filled, just like her attachment and longing for Xiao Xia, which can never be satisfied.

She knew she shouldn't do this because her sister was Xiaoxia's mother and Xiaoxia also loved her mother.

But as long as she thought of Xiaoxia, thinking of Xiaoxia whom she had taken with so much effort from her sister's arms, the desire to return Xiaoxia had already taken root deeply in Tang Wanxia's heart.

She bit her lips so hard that her pink and smooth lips seemed to be bleeding, but she had no choice but to compromise because compared to her, her sister was Xiao Xia's nominal guardian.

She couldn't let her sister doubt her. If her sister found out that she had such unacceptable feelings for Xiao Xia, and even had the delusion of taking Xiao Xia away from her, even if she was her younger sister, her sister would definitely take Xiao Xia away from her without saying a word. She would never accept that.

"Okay, wait a minute."

She was constantly struggling in her heart. Although she was unwilling, she suppressed her anxiety and irritability and planned to call Xiao Xia out to answer the phone call that she was reluctant to give him.

However, this trouble soon became unnecessary because Qi Xia had just finished taking a shower and happened to walk out of the bathroom.

"Auntie, who are you talking to on the phone?"

Qi Xia walked out of the bathroom. His hair was still wet from taking a shower, and his face was much redder than usual because he had been in the bath for so long.

Before he came out of the bathroom, he had already heard his aunt talking to someone on the phone, but because there was a door between them, he couldn't hear clearly who was calling.

"It's your mother calling. It's a good opportunity, Xiaoxia, come and talk to your sister."

Tang Wanxia glanced at Qi Xia calmly, her eyes and brows were gentle, but with a hint of imperceptible darkness. She handed the phone in her hand to Qi Xia.

"Is it mom?"

Qi Xia was a little surprised why his mother called at this time, but after thinking about it, he suddenly realized that after all, the National Day is the 11th the day after tomorrow.

He raised the phone, slowly put it to his ear and shouted softly.

"mom."

Qi Xia's mother Tang Xichun and father Qi Xiangshan are both junior high school teachers. Before Qi Xia was born, they were teachers in the middle school in Qi Xia's hometown.

Although Tang Xichun and Qi Xiangshan are not considered veteran teachers, they both have extensive experience. Qi Xia remembers hearing from others that their father and mother were assigned to be teachers here after graduating from a normal school, and by the time Qi Xia is in his third year of high school, they probably have more than 20 years of teaching experience.

Tang Xichun taught foreign languages. Although students who had taught her always said that she was serious, in Qi Xia's memory, her mother had always been a very traditional woman, with the virtuous temperament unique to traditional Donghuang women.

When she was still here, my mother would sometimes grow some vegetables on the balcony at home, and she would also take care of all the housework at home.

Because she had to deal with all kinds of miscellaneous tasks all year round, and she had not taken good care of herself after giving birth to Qi Xia, in Qi Xia's memory, her palms were always very rough, and he always felt a tingling sensation when he touched them.

Before his rebirth, the last time Qi Xia saw his mother was before he got engaged to Yue Ran.

At that time, his mother hugged him and said, "You must be careful when you go to such a far city. If you can't make it, come back. Mom and your dad will always be here."

Just like everyone else, his mother actually did not agree with his engagement with Yue Ran, because the city where he and Yue Ran decided to settle down was too far away from them, so far that they could not even sense their child.

Just because her child liked it, she had to watch him and Yue Ran go to that faraway city together.

In fact, Qi Xia didn't live with her mother for very long.

Qi Xia still remembers that when he was seven years old, the school where his father and mother worked was required to send a group of people to teach abroad. Although the place was far away, the salary and subsidies were indeed very high.

At that time, it seemed that the family was in urgent need of money for some reason, and the school also promised to transfer people back after two years, so Qi Xia's father Qi Xiangshan agreed to go. And because my mother was worried that my father could not take care of himself there alone, she also applied to be transferred there as well.

However, the two years agreed upon at the beginning were delayed again and again because of the shortage of teaching staff there and the inability to find other teachers. Although they were given a lot of compensation and conveniences afterwards, the result is that they have not been able to be transferred back until now.

His parents lived so far away from home that, at first, they also thought about taking Qi Xia with them. However, it is said that after they visited there, they found that the situation there was really not good, so they left him at home. It was at that time that Qi Xia was handed over to his aunt to take care of.

Qi Xia was still young at that time, and he didn’t know that his parents were going to a faraway place. He thought that his parents were just going on a long journey, and he really liked his aunt, so he agreed to stay at home and live with her.

Although he was abandoned at home and separated from his parents since he was a child, Qi Xia did not blame them. First of all, he really liked his aunt. More importantly, if his father was left alone without his mother's care, he really couldn't imagine what a miserable state his father would make of himself, so he could understand them.

And this situation has continued like this until now.

Because my parents now work far away from home, they usually only come back during important holidays. When they don't have time, they will call Qi Xia like this to make sure each other is safe.

"What's wrong? Why are you talking in that tone? Are you missing your mom? You're already a grown-up boy, you need to learn to be independent."

Qi Xia heard her mother's calm voice.

Chapter 65 Dryness

When his mother's voice came out from the tiny speaker of the mobile phone again, Qi Xia, who felt a little nostalgic and a little sighing, felt a little sore in the corners of his eyes, but fortunately, he held it back after sniffing.

As one of the three most important women in Qi Xia's life, although Mom and Dad had never been with Qi Xia much, fortunately, compared to his aunt who was really leaving Qi Xia, they had always been healthy and had never had any major problems until he and Yue Ran committed suicide together.

So when he heard his mother's voice again after his rebirth, although all kinds of emotions surged into his heart, Qi Xia did not behave as unbearably as he did when he saw his aunt.

He held the phone and listened to the call. His mother's voice was still the same as before. Although it sounded a little serious, if he listened carefully, he could hear a hint of softness and a deep longing for him.

"No matter how independent you are, you can't stop missing mom. Mom, will you come back with dad during the National Day holiday?"

He asked, and then heard his mother smiled and answered, "We wanted to go back together before, but after thinking about it, we decided not to, because your father and I are both in the third grade, and the school only gives five days off. Even if we go back, we won't stay long, so your father and I don't plan to go back. Besides, didn't you plan to go out with your aunt on October 1st?"

The screen of the mobile phone rubbed against Qi Xia's earlobe. Although her mother was not around, Qi Xia seemed to be able to see her mother's gentle smile.

"Is that so? Then the next time you come back should be during the winter vacation. It's okay if you don't come back. Then you can go out and have some fun with dad. If you always think about work, you will age faster."

"You kid... why are you saying the same thing as your aunt? Mom is already old, and you're still hanging out with your dad. You'll be laughed at by others if you go out."

"What? Mom, you are still so young. In my mind, you and my aunt are both the most beautiful women. You never age."

Qi Xia sat on the sofa while chatting with his mother. He glanced at his aunt in front of him and found that she was also looking at him with a smile.

The bright light fell on my aunt's snow-white skin, just like the warm sun in winter, and Qi Xia didn't want to take his eyes away from the beautiful scene.

However, he couldn't help but breathe faster because his aunt suddenly came behind him and held Qi Xia's head from behind.

While he was still wondering what his aunt was doing, he heard the sound of a hair dryer. It turned out that his aunt wanted to help him blow dry his hair which he had just simply wiped.

"That's only in your eyes, not in the eyes of others. Have your grades fallen recently? You're a senior now, so you should learn to be more self-aware. Don't go out and play on your own like you did before, and let your aunt stay with you all night again."

"Um... um, ah, don't worry, mom, I understand everything. That time was really just an accident, and it will never happen again!"

He was still talking to his mother, but as he listened to her inquiring voice, Qi Xia felt that his concentration had become somewhat distracted.

The aunt behind him was blowing his hair. The warm breeze blowing on his head was very comfortable. However, when Qi Xia was so comfortable that he couldn't help but lean on the back of the sofa to enjoy his aunt's service, a soft touch like marshmallow suddenly appeared on the back of Qi Xia's head.

He looked up in confusion, and saw his aunt's beautiful face, which was stained with gorgeous cherry color, facing him. The corners of her eyes were slightly curved with shyness, and her watery eyes flowed quietly, as if she was blaming him for being so naughty.

Qi Xia's body suddenly stiffened, and he realized that he had done something bad. However, his aunt's look as if she was blaming him was so touching. Smelling the sweet and warm fragrance that was so deep in his memory, he reached out his hand and pressed his aunt's slender and soft hand that was touching his forehead.

"Xiaoxia..."

It was not until his aunt seemed to be embarrassed by his actions that Qi Xia suddenly woke up and cursed himself for what he was doing. His aunt was just helping him blow dry his hair. He quickly withdrew his hand and pretended to sit up straight.

"Since you are waiting, I won't say much to you. I am not by your side anymore, so you should listen to your aunt and stop asking her to buy you things like you did before. When you do something, think more about your aunt."

"I know, I know, Mom."

Qi Xia straightened his back and distanced himself from his aunt's soft waist. He felt that something was really wrong with his condition today, but he just didn't understand why.

Especially just now, when he was talking to his mother, he looked at his aunt and suddenly grabbed her hand. He felt an indescribable excitement in his heart. It felt like he was doing something bad with his aunt under his mother's nose, which made him feel particularly ashamed and annoyed.

He promised to protect his aunt, but the first one to get into trouble was himself instead of others. It seemed that he had betrayed his aunt's trust in him once again.

"Okay, that's all I have to say. You're sensible now, so I won't say much. Go relax with your aunt on the 11th. If you miss it, you won't have much time to go out and play later. Okay, I'll call you after you come back from playing. Please return the phone to your aunt. I have something to discuss with her."

"Okay, then, let's talk next time."

When the call ended, Qi Xia breathed a sigh of relief.

Because although he had realized that something was wrong with him, his aunt didn't seem to notice anything was wrong with him at all.

After blow-drying his hair, my aunt actually started to massage the acupoints on his head, just like she used to help him relax after a whole day of studying. Her white and soft fingertips pressed on Qi Xia's forehead, almost making Qi Xia hum in discomfort.

He struggled to break free from his aunt's magical hands in panic, because he was really afraid of being tormented by his aunt like this. If this continued, he thought he might really develop some strange habits.

He didn't want the relationship between his aunt and him to be affected because of himself, so after quickly returning the phone to his aunt, he quickly picked up the midnight snack that his aunt had made for him and ran back to his bedroom.

But he didn't notice that when he ran away in shame, his beloved aunt's body went limp and she almost fell to the floor.

Her face was flushed, and there was a strange tremor in her breathing. There was a shimmering light under her curled and dense eyebrows. Looking at Qi Xia's back as he ran away, the desire and urgency deep in her beautiful eyes could no longer be concealed and were exposed.

As expected, her disease was incurable and she had already become incurable.

Just looking at Xiao Xia who was shy and blamed herself for accidentally touching her chest, Tang Wanxia felt like her heart was about to burst with excitement.

She couldn't wait to dedicate everything she had to Xiaoxia, including her soul, her life, the meaning of her existence, all her love, and even her body and purity.

She kept swallowing the saliva in her mouth, but her throat was still dry and felt like it was burning.

Just like a person walking in the desert, the unbearable dryness and thirst tortured her soul all the time, but she still had to endure it until she got the key and could enter the oasis of her dreams called Xiaoxia.

Chapter 66 Thoughts

Qi Xia ran into his bedroom in panic. As soon as he entered, he leaned against the wall, covered his forehead, and let out a long breath.

It turned out that this young man's body was too vulnerable to teasing. Especially when he saw the charming appearance of his aunt just now, Qi Xia felt that his heart was beating wildly as if it was equipped with a time bomb.

He took a breath and understood why he had such a bad performance. Although she was his aunt, she was still such a charming beauty after all. It was normal to be attracted to her shy and beautiful face.

But the only thing that made Qi Xia feel a little helpless was the inexplicable agitation that rose up somewhere in his heart when he looked at his aunt's thin crimson lips and her clear eyes that looked at him with a hint of anger and joy.

He was very familiar with this feeling. It was the feeling he experienced in junior high school when he accidentally turned his aunt into his first love.

He thought he had forgotten it all and would never have such emotions again, but when he saw his beloved aunt again, he found that this emotion seemed to have sprouted and rekindled.

It was impossible for him and his aunt to be together. He had understood this a long time ago, because his aunt was his aunt and he was just her nephew. It was not allowed either morally or legally. However, somewhere in his heart, he seemed unwilling to admit this.

It was already dark outside, but the few stars that were usually faintly visible in the dark sky had all disappeared today, indicating that tomorrow's weather might be a little bad.