What's wrong with me?

Ah this.

After hearing the answer of "I want to be your cat", Qi Xia was choked and speechless. He understood that "I want to be your cat" would say this. It was normal for people who didn't know these things to be prejudiced against virtual anchors. After all, virtual anchors were different from normal anchors and they didn't even show their faces. What's more, even if it was said by normal anchors, it was not a profession worthy of praise.

But he didn't expect that Sister Mao would have such a prejudice against the virtual anchor industry. He had thought that Sister Mao had such a sweet and beautiful voice, and it would be a waste if she didn't become a virtual anchor. However, with her figure and appearance, even if she was a normal live game anchor, she would definitely be very popular.

"There's no need to say that, Sister Mao. Everything happens for a reason. Just like me, the reason I follow Xi Lianxia is not only because she has a nice voice, but also because it can help me relieve stress. It's also very comfortable to take a look at it occasionally during my breaks."

"So what? Aren't you still just begging for money online like a beggar? Qi Xia, you didn't give a tip to the anchor you mentioned, did you?"

"No, I don't have any money. But Sister Mao, you don't have to be so harsh. Rewards are only given by those who are capable. It's a voluntary act. No one is forcing you to give rewards, so there's no need to be so prejudiced, right?"

"Hey, you don't understand~" Qi Xia heard two pleasant humming sounds coming from the other side. Even though he couldn't see the other person, Qi Xia seemed to be able to feel the other person's mood. Sister Cat seemed to be in a particularly good mood, and the inexplicable feeling that Qi Xia had just given her disappeared. "Qi Xia, you just said that Xi Lianxia's voice is very similar to mine. Is it really similar?"

"Very similar. If it weren't for your voice being more natural and pleasant than hers, I would have really thought that you were Xi Lianxia. Although you may not know this, Xi Lianxia seems to be quite popular in the live broadcast circle. My deskmate is her loyal fan and stays in her live broadcast room all day and night, and rarely misses a live broadcast."

"Oh? Is that so~" The cat who wants to be yours deliberately lengthened the tone of her voice, and her voice became more coquettish, but there sounded a hint of cunning and charm in that sweet voice, and it seemed to be mixed with a hint of joy that came from nowhere.

Even though he couldn't see her, Qi Xia could feel that she must be smiling, and her smile must be very beautiful, just like the charming vixen in those movies and TV shows.

"I didn't expect that you, Qi Xia, would actually like this. Huhu~ I learned about a new hobby of yours~"

"What? I haven't said anything yet, why do you like this?" Listening to Sister Mao's coquettish voice through the phone, Qi Xia's face turned red. Although he had nothing to feel guilty about, Qi Xia couldn't help but think of the time when he just joined Yue Ran's literature club in college. During that time, he was always teased by the senior sisters in the club in a similar tone, so much so that he formed a conditioned reflex during that time, and would feel embarrassed and blush whenever he heard it.

"Hehe, I'm not kidding you, but Qi Xia, do you really not hate these virtual anchors? I heard that most people seem to be prejudiced against them, right?"

Qi Xia was a little confused and didn't understand why Sister Mao would ask him such a question, but he still shook his head.

"Why should I hate her? It's just a way of life. She hasn't done anything illegal. Besides, Xi Lianxia's voice is really nice. The songs she sings are also very good. She has a K-ON girl vibe. Sometimes I listen to it before going to bed to help me sleep. It works very well. Sister Mao, why are you asking me such a question?"

"Well~ nothing, I just feel like I can have a good sleep tonight. Since you like it, then read more. It's really good to relieve the pressure of high school studies. Okay, let's talk about this tonight. Anyway, you won't play games with me. Good night, sleep well, Xiaoxia~"

Chapter 148 Flirting

When the sunlight shone onto Qi Xia's face through the gap in the curtains, Qi Xia, who had just had a very comfortable sleep, woke up from his sweet dream, rubbing his eyes.

That night, he slept soundly, and while he was sleeping, he had a dream, a dream that he absolutely could not tell anyone about. In the dream, he actually dreamed that his aunt became his girlfriend. Because in the dream, he accidentally discovered that he and his aunt actually had no blood relationship, so he confessed his love to his aunt with full justification.

Qi Xiacong sat up in the bed. He didn't know why he had such a dream, but it was obviously a good dream for him, because when he was woken up by the sun who disliked his laziness, he was somewhat reluctant to wake up from the dream.

The time on the alarm clock was already past eight o'clock, and because it was the National Day holiday, his aunt did not wake him up and just let him sleep until he woke up naturally.

He scratched his messy hair, put on his shoes and walked out of the bedroom. After going to the bathroom, he came to the living room again. He wanted to see what his aunt was doing and to see if she had prepared breakfast so that he could fill his stomach with something delicious.

The weather in October was already a little chilly in the morning. After this night, the living room, which should have been very fresh, was filled with a warm fragrance that Qi Xia was infatuated with.

As for where this fragrance came from, Qi Xia could guess it even with his fingers. It must be from his aunt. Because a woman like his aunt, even if she did nothing but just sat there, would constantly let the surrounding air be filled with her soothing and fragrant scent.

The fragrance of a beautiful woman is either alluring or dignified and elegant, making people feel comfortable. Naturally, my aunt's fragrance has both. Qi Xia, who woke up at around eight o'clock, came to the living room and saw my aunt's beautiful figure bathed in the morning light. My aunt, who was wearing a long skirt, was holding a small spray bottle in her hand and watering the beautiful flowers that bloomed because of her arrival on the balcony.

Qi Xia raised her head and looked at her aunt who was watering the flowers with a smile.

The bright golden sunlight penetrated the clear glass and shone on my aunt who was holding a spray bottle. This gentle and beautiful aunt looked like a fairy descended from the sky, independent and aloof from the world.

Facing the trellis hung with purple vines and various flowers, with her back to the bright sunlight, her long, soft black hair seemed to sparkle in the air.

The clear and quiet eyes reflected the pure flower petals, and coupled with my aunt's perfect and gentle temperament, my aunt at this moment looked a bit like those flower fairies that only appear in fairy tales.

The white chiffon lace shawl that matched the long skirt was draped over my aunt's soft shoulders. Her shoulders, as soft as jade and gleaming with a crystal-like and delicate glow, were slightly exposed, causing Qi Xia's originally quiet heart to beat wildly.

"Eh? Xiao Xia? Why didn't you tell me when you woke up? You came up behind me without a sound. Did you want to scare me?"

It’s a pity that Qi Xia couldn’t hide for too long. After just a short while, his aunt discovered him. Naturally, Qi Xia lost more opportunities to look at such a beautiful aunt.

Hearing his aunt's reproachful voice, Qi Xia's whole body tensed up, and he quickly tried to calm himself down like an old monk in meditation. He tried to slow down his breathing, wanting to make himself look less unnatural, but he didn't know that the blush on his face had already exposed himself.

"No, auntie, I just woke up and wanted to come out to see what you were doing."

Qi Xia was a little embarrassed. His aunt was just watering the flowers. Why should he be shy?

But ever since he went to Annan with his aunt, and some unspeakable things happened in the bathing pool of the hot spring hotel, he found himself extremely sensitive to his aunt's every move. Even when he closed his eyes, his aunt's face and smile would involuntarily appear before his eyes.

Tang Wanxia was stunned for a moment, looking at Xiaoxia's cheeks in front of her, which were as red as the rising sun. She pursed her lips, and a barely perceptible curve appeared at the corners of her lips. She gently smacked her exceptionally moist red lips, and then she suppressed the surging impulse in her heart.

"So that's how it is. I thought Xiao Xia wanted to see Auntie make a fool of herself. Phew, now that Xiao Xia is awake, Auntie will have less trouble. Just now Auntie was thinking about when to wake Xiao Xia up. Breakfast has been prepared for a while. If you don't eat now, it will get cold soon."

"Yeah, I'm hungry too! Auntie, I'll bring out breakfast for you."

Qi Xia nodded quickly, not noticing that his aunt in front of him was staring at him with a dazed look in her eyes. He quickly ran into the kitchen, washed his hands, and helped his aunt bring out breakfast.

The breakfast was very delicious, especially after eating breakfast at the breakfast shop for two consecutive days, I felt that the breakfast made by my aunt was so delicious. After eating breakfast and chatting with my aunt for a while, Qi Xia returned to the bedroom.

Life in the third year of high school is still hectic. Although it is the National Day holiday, Lao Li has actually assigned them a lot of homework before the holiday. He planned to take advantage of this opportunity to finish the homework since he had just returned from playing with his aunt and his childhood sweetheart has not yet returned home. Otherwise, when Xinyao comes back and Xiaowu also said she would come over, he is afraid that he will not have time to finish the homework.

Qi Xia opened the class group, which was still very lively. Early in the morning, he saw Lao Jia, Qiu Shuo and other active boys in the class making a fuss in the group. There was still no news from the class monitor, but Liu Ziyi actually mentioned him in the group. She asked Lao Jia and the others whether Qi Xia was with them, and asked why she hadn't seen any news about Qi Xia in the past two days.

Of course, Lao Jia and the others answered that Qi Xia was not with them. Qi Xia clicked on the screen and sent a message in the group.

"I went out to play with my aunt and just came back last night. What's going on?"

As soon as he sent the message, Liu Ziyi opened the reply letter immediately.

"Nothing, nothing, I'm just curious why Qi Xia you haven't spoken in the group these two days."

After that, there was no more news. Looking at the constantly refreshing messages in the group, Qi Xia smiled. Although he didn't have much contact with her, it was obvious that Qi Xia still had a good impression of this girl who was like cotton candy. Thinking that the other party might be blushing with embarrassment now, he took out the test paper and patiently wrote for a while.

After a while, Qi Xia felt a little tired from writing and stretched. Coincidentally, his aunt came in with a plate of fruit with sticks on it and asked Qi Xia how his homework was going.

Chapter 149 Exclusion

The aunt was holding a fruit plate in her hands, and her charming voice tickled Qi Xia's eardrums. Qi Xia turned around suddenly, and saw the skin around her aunt's neck, which was like petals covered with dew, and exuded a little fragrance under the sunlight.

"Come on, Xiao Xia, have some fruit. How's your homework going? Have you come across anything you can't do?"

The clean fruit plate was filled with fruits skewered with toothpicks. Qi Xia sat on the chair and raised his head to look at his aunt's face so close to him.

"So far, I haven't encountered anything I can't do. Auntie, you've changed your clothes. Are you planning to go out?"

Qi Xia was a little confused. He noticed that his aunt seemed to have changed her clothes. When she had breakfast just now, she was still wearing that beautiful white dress, but now the aunt in front of him had changed into a pink sweater and a knee-length black A-line skirt. That was how she dressed when she went out.

"Well, auntie is going out for a while. Xiaoxia, have you forgotten that auntie told you before that when she comes back, she will attend Qi Yu's wedding. Although today is not the wedding day, as a friend, auntie still wants to go and congratulate in advance. Auntie knows that Xiaoxia doesn't like such occasions, so she will go alone. But auntie may come back a little late today, so Xiaoxia can only eat lunch by herself. Auntie has already prepared lunch and put it in the pot to keep warm. Xiaoxia can heat it up in the microwave at noon."

The aunt smiled softly at him, and that charming smile made Qi Xia blush unconsciously. The combination of the sweater and the A-line skirt did not reveal a single bit of flesh, making the aunt look so dignified and elegant at the moment. But when the aunt looked at him with her eyes stained with floral dew, Qi Xia clearly felt a hint of enchantment and charm from them.

"Oh yeah, I almost forgot. Auntie, please be careful when you go out. If anything happens, just call me."

"Huff, don't worry, auntie will definitely take care of your safety. As for Xiaoxia, don't run around when auntie is not at home. It would be bad if you meet bad guys. A boy as attractive as Xiaoxia will definitely be coveted by many people. You must take care to protect yourself."

Hearing Qi Xia's answer, Tang Wanxia curved her lips that were painted with crystal lipstick, stretched out her fingers and touched Xiao Xia's slightly hot face. She leaned over and pressed her chin on the soft and smooth black hair.

In fact, going to congratulate Qi Yu on her wedding was just an excuse. For Tang Wanxia, ​​she certainly had other purposes for going out today, but before getting the result, she couldn't let Xiaoxia know immediately.

Facing Xiaoxia who was right in front of her, Tang Wanxia felt a genuine joy in her heart, because with her persistent closeness recently, Xiaoxia seemed to have finally begun to adapt to her obviously intimate and somewhat extraordinary behavior. Just like now, she was hugging Xiaoxia from the front and letting Xiaoxia close to her chest. Xiaoxia's face just became redder and her breathing became a little faster, but she didn't show any sign of refusing.

"Aunt, please stop teasing me. I'm a grown man, but I'm still coveted. Only you don't despise me."

Xiao Xia's face turned red, and she looked so cute that Tang Wanxia wanted to bite her cheek to satisfy her heart that was constantly teased by her.

She let go of her hands, patted her skirt, and returned to her dignified and elegant appearance just now.

"Okay, then Auntie is going out. You must eat lunch."

"I know, auntie, I'm not a child anymore, there's no need to remind me like that."

Looking at his aunt's bright smile, Qi Xia followed her out of the room. His aunt stood in front of the entrance, wearing high heels and a woolen coat. Qi Xia stared at his aunt's back as she walked into the elevator.

After his aunt left, Qi Xia returned to his bedroom and did his homework for a while. However, Qi Xia was no longer the same person he was in his senior year of high school. He felt bored after a while, especially after his aunt left. He felt that it was a waste to stay at home on such a nice day.

"Why don't I go out for a walk? I haven't had a good walk around my home since I was reborn."

He looked at the time and found it was still early, so he got up and planned to go out for a walk in such good sunshine. In the past, he only cared about the things in front of him and ignored so many things that deserved his care and concern. Now he has to go through it all again, and of course he can't repeat the same mistakes as before.

After saying that, Qi Xia put on his coat, locked the door, and went out. Just as he went out, he met his neighbor Grandma Zhang who was coming back from buying groceries in the corridor.

"Xiao Xia, are you going out?"

Qi Xia and his aunt's home was on the third floor, with windows facing the residential area. Qi Xia saw Grandma Zhang coming down the stairwell carrying a large bag of vegetables, and greeted her with a smile.

"Well, go out and walk around with a group. Grandma Zhang just came back from buying vegetables?"

"Ah, my youngest child was clamoring to eat braised pork last night, so I bought some ingredients."

The white-haired Grandma Zhang smiled with her eyebrows trembling, looking very kind. "Oh, by the way, Xiaoxia, come and help Xiaowan with her lessons when you have time. Her grades have dropped again recently, and her head teacher has talked to me about this more than once."

"Okay, I understand, Grandma Zhang. I'll visit your house when I get back from going out. I have some time in the afternoon and can help Xiaowan with her homework."

As one of the few "academic masters" in the community who was admitted to No. 1 Middle School, Qi Xia was actually quite famous in the community. From time to time, even uncles and aunts from the neighborhood would come to him to tutor their children. Although Qi Xia was a little hesitant in the past due to his personality, he never refused. In addition, since it was just tutoring and he didn't charge any money, he had always had a harmonious relationship with the neighbors before he went to university.

"Then you go back first, Grandma Zhang. I'm going to be out for a while and should be back soon."

"Oh, okay, okay..." Grandma Zhang walked into the corridor with a smile. Looking at the old lady's figure disappearing in the corridor, Qi Xia, who had been smiling just now, suddenly felt a little melancholy.

He thought back to the time when he lived with Yue Ran. He didn't know why, but ever since he and Yue Ran moved into the familiar neighborhood together, his relationship with his neighbors had not been very good.

He had tried hard to improve the situation, but no matter how hard he tried, all his efforts were in vain and had no effect at all.

Now when he sees Grandma Zhang who is so kind to him, and the uncles and aunts in the community who always give him snacks since he was a child, Qi Xia feels worried. What did he do wrong in the past to be rejected everywhere? He doesn't understand and can't figure it out.

Chapter 150 Human Words

Although the warm sunshine shone on his body, Qi Xia still felt a little cold. When he was once again in the community where he had lived for more than ten years, recalling the experience of living with Yue Ran, he felt a little lonely and melancholy.

He didn't understand, he really didn't understand what he had done wrong to make the people in the community where he lived with Yue Ran dislike him so much.

If it was simply that he couldn't fit in and everyone felt unfamiliar with him and therefore rejected him, then it would be fine. However, when Qi Xia walked in the neighborhood, people would always greet him in a nice way one moment, but the next moment he would hear them sneering at him with their backs turned not too loud, saying that he was a parasite, a waste, and could only rely on women for a living. This made him feel at a loss and confused.

During that period, he happened to be fired by the company and was targeted and isolated in the community, so he was particularly sad. Every time he encountered such a thing, he would go home and talk to Yue Ran. With Yue Ran's intelligence and ability, she would definitely be able to help him point out the crux of the problem, or at least give him some useful ideas.

But seeing his puzzled look, Yue Ran did not give him any suggestions. Of course, this was not because Yue Ran was unwilling. After all, Yue Ran was not him. He had nothing to do except going out to find a job every day but always running into obstacles. Yue Ran was an executive of a large company. He had so many things to do every day. It was normal for him to feel tired.

Facing his confusion, his girlfriend would always hold him tenderly, snuggle in his arms, put her arms around his waist, touch his back, and say in his ear with that sweet and delicate voice -

"My dear, you didn't do anything wrong. It's those guys who can't see your good side, so you don't have to care about them. My dear, just know that even if everyone leaves you, I will always be by your side, so just rely on me and don't worry about them."

After saying that, in order to cheer Qi Xia up, Yue Ran would always put on his favorite clothes and lie on their big bed and let him do whatever he wanted.

Qi Xia was deeply moved by Yue Ran's deep love for him, but this problem had always troubled him. After all, no one would like to be gossiped about behind their back. He and Yue Ran went to Lao Jia's wedding banquet together. At the wedding banquet, he also talked about these things with Lao Jia in private, hoping to get some advice from Lao Jia.

But who knows, Lao Jia didn't take it seriously at all. He just thought Qi Xia was thinking too much. Who let Qi Xia have such a beautiful and excellent girlfriend, and was engaged, not to mention Yue Ran still doted on him so much? With such a girlfriend, who wouldn't envy him? They just envy you.

Lao Jia did not provide him with any help, but Lao Jia's words gave Qi Xia a glimmer of enlightenment. After returning, he paid attention to the fact that those comments about him were indeed focused on the fact that he was living off his girlfriend and that he was not worthy of Yue Ran.

Qi Xia is not a male chauvinist. When he was unemployed and at home, and his love for Yue Ran was growing stronger, he did think that at worst he could just be a househusband, do some housework at home, and provide support for Yue Ran. But humans, they have always been social creatures.

Although Qi Xia is introverted and a bit of a homebody, it doesn't mean that he can really avoid contact with anyone and isolate himself. As long as people live in this world, they will always have to deal with people around them, and people's words are scary. Although language is invisible, it often has a more terrifying power than direct violence.

When those unbearable words linger around Qi Xia day after day, can he really be indifferent and put everything behind him?

He began to doubt whether he was really useless, whether he was really not worthy of Yue Ran, and whether he was really destroying this girl's better life. Not to mention, except for these people, his aunt, his parents, Yue Ran's parents, Yue Ran's relatives and friends, Yue Ran's best friend, almost everyone seemed to disapprove of their union.

Either he exploded in silence or he became perverted in silence. Qi Xia didn't know whether he became perverted or not, but bearing all these doubts and abuses, Qi Xia lived with Yue Ran for two years. Then finally on that rainy and snowy night, he exploded, and he and Yue Ran committed suicide together for love.

Qi Xia let out a long sigh. It was precisely because he had been isolated and ridiculed in the past that he felt so many emotions when he returned to this community where everyone liked him.

"Hey, why think so much, it's all in the past anyway."

He touched his eyebrows, blocking out the glaring sunlight outside, and looking at the open community garden in front of him and the familiar uncles and aunts in the community, Qi Xia's mood became a little better. He would not delay Yue Ran's life anymore, so naturally he did not have to worry about being ridiculed or hated by others. Looking at the 100% battery on his phone and feeling full of security, Qi Xia left the community.

The weather is very good today, with clear and crisp autumn air. There is a particularly comfortable feeling that makes people want to take a deep breath outside. Qi Xia did not have any destination this time. He just walked aimlessly on the street, looking left and right, looking at those things that had happened before but had never been cared about by him. Qi Xia felt particularly satisfied.

Tired of walking, he just found a place on the side of the road to rest for a while. Sitting on a bench in the park, Qi Xia checked his phone for a while and found that the squad leader, who had not spoken much in the group in the past two days, had just sent him a message.

"Qi Xia, what color do you like, blue, purple, or beige?"

The message was not long. It just asked what color Qi Xia liked. Thinking of the monitor's face, Qi Xia was in a particularly good mood and sent a reply: "What's wrong, monitor? Why are you asking this suddenly? Are you going to give me a gift?"

He had just sent the message when the monitor replied immediately, still with a cute emoticon of an angry cat.

"Don't ask so many questions! Just tell me which one you like? Pick one from these three!"

Seeing the message from the squad leader, Qi Xia couldn't help laughing out loud, and said to the squad leader, "Then it's blue." After that, no matter how he sent messages to the squad leader, the squad leader seemed to be angry with him and didn't reply to him.

Qi Xia put away his phone and patted his trousers. After walking for a while, he felt a little thirsty and wanted to get something to drink. He happened to remember that there was a milk tea shop nearby that also sold cold drinks.

He walked over. The milk tea shop was still open, but there was a young girl standing at the door of the shop, looking left and right. No one knew what she was doing. However, when Qi Xia got closer and saw the girl's appearance clearly, he suddenly had the urge to turn around and run away immediately.

Chapter 151 Love

Standing in front of the milk tea shop was a very beautiful girl. She was wearing a light white casual dress and snow-white soft leather flat canvas shoes, revealing her clean, ivory-white and healthy leg skin, and her slender and beautiful calves. She wore a white baseball cap on her head, and a bunch of black ponytail showed from the gap behind the hat.

There was a moving halo on the girl's face. Although she didn't have the delicate beauty of Xinyao and Yueran, she had a healthy glow. Her whole body was filled with a youthful and beautiful aura, which made people unable to help but look sideways. She was like a white swan with its head raised, exuding a proud charm.