The socially anxious girl doesn't want to stick to me!

First of all.

Igarashi Sakuraba definitely doesn't like trainers.

——It’s not that I don’t like it...

How to say it? Social phobia is real! Imagine that there is a person who lives with you day and night, accompanies you, helps you with your diet, daily life, and training to become stronger. The distance between the two is extremely close. It is already very difficult to respond to expectations, and now, you have to respond to the expectations of such a familiar person who has high hopes for you.

...It's difficult.

and.

Igarashi Sakuraba knows.

With my bad personality, I can't team up well with the trainer.

So she chose Dame!

The Sky Palace is really a troublesome guy! Last time he challenged himself to compete, and this time he even brought out a trainer... It would have been fine if he hadn't done it, but once he did it, it was a huge problem.

"I want to team up with you." Kamishiro Sakura said directly.

As expected.

Directly inviting himself to team up - Igarashi Sakuraba suppressed the discomfort and just shook his head slightly: "No... I don't want to team up with anyone for the time being." Well, not temporarily, but permanently.

Never want to.

Just like what I just said, if there is someone who expects and likes me so much, I will try my best to respond to their expectations, but what if I can't respond? This is still a good situation, what if the trainer can only hold me back... There are too many factors.

"why?"

Kamishiro Sakura was stunned for a moment, her tone a little fierce, then she calmed down and explained: "You are going to participate in the [Junior Cup], right? After participating in this competition, you will be on the candidate list for the Classic Triple Crown. Uma Musume - I believe in you, and at the same time, I am confident that I have the ability to do it."

"Let you win the Satsuki Sho, the Derby, the Kikuka Sho... let you stand at the highest position. No matter if it's the Good Opera, or the Admiration for Orihime, no no no, not to mention these horse girls, even if it's Qi Cao, Biwa Chenguang, or even the Triple Crown Horse Girl Narita Shirahito! I believe you can win."

"Please trust me and team up with me!"

——Igarashi Sakuraba was silent.

Seeing the girl's eager and pleading eyes in front of me... I can only remain silent. I don't know what to say in silence, ah ah... so why do I have to embarrass myself like this?

Igarashi Sakuraba once again felt the distance between people and the mutual misunderstanding.

After meeting the Emperor and Jin Ji Ling... her life began to change to a certain extent. However, the affairs of Jin Ji Ling and the Kamishiro Sakura in front of her were almost suffocating her. The social phobia that was about to suffocate her was like a cold nightmare crawling up her spine. Under this heavy pressure, she couldn't even be crazy.

The madness of disguising oneself, hurting oneself, hurting others - none of them can gain momentum.

In fact, Igarashi Sakuraba knew that his madness was extremely disgusting. Why could he say such hurtful words when he was socially anxious? Isn't that the same as others hurting himself?

just.

Just take half a step back.

"sorry."

Igarashi Sakuraba said seriously.

Immediately.

With a slight movement of his toes, he rushed out with unparalleled explosive power! Just rushed out! Almost everyone was stunned. When the Sky Palace reacted, they shouted, "Hey, you..."

Igarashi Sakuraba's figure was already dozens of meters away.

You can understand it just by looking at it.

Sky God Palace was originally thinking about whether to chase him, but after taking a look, she gave up. She knew she couldn't catch up. The other party was running too fast! ? It felt faster than the debut battle... Not a feeling.

After a little calculation of the data.

Now I understand...

It is indeed faster than the debut battle, and he is not running like the Emperor of the East China Sea.

The Sky Palace nodded thoughtfully.

And Kamishiro Sakura went from being confused at the beginning to having sparks in her eyes - she understood that a horse girl like that could definitely become a triple crown horse girl! She could definitely defeat those opponents she mentioned. She was a little confused at first... but when she saw this running posture, she understood a lot of things.

"Wake up." Sky God noticed it, and then slapped Kamishiro Sakura on the back of the head, but the force was very small, and he said unceremoniously: "Thank you, you have no emotional intelligence."

Although the bad girl with shark teeth looks fierce.

only.

She is also the type of person who is considerate and delicate, but she doesn't like to show mercy.

The Sky Shrine noticed something strange about Igarashi Sakuraba.

Although I can't be precise...I can just give a rough guess.

"It hurts, idiot!"

Kamishiro Sakura whimpered, covered the back of her head, and looked at the Sky Shrine angrily: "Can you hit me a little more gently next time!" But the person she was looking at had an innocent look on his face and was whistling.

——There was a moment of silence.

"Go back to sleep." Sky God Palace changed the subject, and then, after a long silence, he said: "Don't force Igarashi Sakuraba. I can see that she doesn't want to have a trainer. It's good to let her be free."

Kamishiro Sakura seemed a little hesitant: "But..."

“No buts.” The Sky God Palace raised a finger, interrupting the hesitation.

No words were spoken.

But expressed an opinion.

Igarashi Sakuraba is such a horse girl. Since she can take care of her life, what does it matter? She shouldn't let another powerful force break the current peace.

Kamishiro Sakura could only reply, "Okay."

Slightly regrettable.

But - that's it.

He did not expect how much harm his coercion would cause to Igarashi Sakuraba.

The two of them walked back in silence. However, after a moment, Kamishiro Sakura seemed to remember something and suddenly asked, "But why did the other party come to our training ground to train? This is not good... What will you do when I ask you to train your ultimate moves in the future?"

The expressions of the Sky Palace gradually became more interesting.

"Why?" Kamishiro Sakura continued to ask: "I was just on a business trip for a few days, why is this happening?"

Very curious.

Seeing the truth.

The Sky Palace could only confess: "I was exported - if they want to use our training farm for training in the future, we can only let them train."

"what?"

……

Say goodbye to your own troublesome trainer.

Passing by the Ritsuto dormitory.

The Sky Palace stopped and looked up unconsciously.

PS: My Confession 1.0

Every time I say something, I can't do it at all... I can't achieve it, you are very annoyed, and I feel guilty. Of course, there are some things in reality, but if I don't make good use of my time, it can only be my own fault. I will really work hard next time!

Chapter 60 How can an underage pony go to a nightclub?

night.

It's still night.

……

It is still a night where the light of day can never be seen.

Igarashi Sakuraba once again realized how bad his personality was.

Return to the dormitory.

There was no light, still no light. The curtain blocked the moonlight outside the window, leaving only pitch-black darkness. The bed next to him was still empty. Zhen Jiling did not return to the dormitory. Now, there was an unbridgeable gap between the two of them, and they could no longer be good friends like before.

——But it’s good.

——Because of my personality...it would be very tiring to be friends with myself.

Igarashi Sakuraba thought.

She stumbled along, like a drunk or someone who had just finished a crazy leg workout, except, she was none of those things... She was just a child who was slowly becoming desperate about life and was in pain.

Only pain.

In fact, Igarashi Sakuraba doesn't know why he has become like this.

We have already anchored our goals and are moving towards the future.

Work hard to become stronger, write the classic story, defeat powerful enemies and reach the top.

Was it a bit... making a fuss? Or was it something else? It was just a rejection of a trainer's invitation to form a team. It was normal, nothing to say. What really made me realize was the cowardice of not being able to reject others and only being able to escape, because cowardice caused this pain that could not be described in words.

It seems like I have never refused anything from others.

Also dare not refuse.

This pain...perhaps is caused by the fact that I thought I had changed, but in fact I had not.

What would Naritaji and Aimo Orihime think of him? What would Shinji-rye think? Also, he was a Umamusume idol but he avoided the winner's stage, and he mocked her wantonly just to cover up his cowardly character.

Little by little...anything that is not in my favor comes to my mind.

Igarashi Sakuraba understood.

I can be free if I don't become a horse girl.

Just escape from here, go to other cities, go to other countries, and live slowly. If you avoid all expectations, you won't feel pain.

There would be no pain without expectations - this is actually quite true.

After all, I shouldn't have started...

Moreover...if I tell others about these thoughts, they will only think that I am complaining without reason and pretending to be sentimental. They will call me childish and will never understand my pain.

go away.

just now.

There was only one thought left in Igarashi Sakuraba's mind.

--leave.

She no longer hesitated, thinking that this was a very good idea and that she should leave here.

……

just.

Just walked out of the door of Lidong dormitory.

"Hey." A voice suddenly sounded nearby. The owner approached. She was a bad girl who looked very difficult to deal with. She showed her signature teeth and asked, "Where do you want to go?"

Igarashi Sakuraba was stunned.

She didn't expect that she would be intercepted halfway... In fact, she didn't need to look over, she knew who it was, because the voice was too familiar, it was the Sky Palace that she had heard many times. The other party smiled, and even before Igarashi Sakuraba answered, she continued, "Do you mind if I come with you?"

--mind.

Although he didn't say anything.

But Igarashi Sakuraba's expression clearly showed this.

But the Sky Palace seemed not to notice and followed with a thick skin, "Where are you going to play? It's the middle of the night."

Igarashi Sakuraba still didn't say anything.

There is only silence.

——Anyway, let the other party think that I am aloof. No matter what she said, I would not reply, so that the Sky Palace would be bored and think that I am a mentally ill person. Then, she would not pester him anymore and would just leave with anger of being looked down upon.

although.

Igarashi Sakuraba would be very sad if she did this... She would let someone she was close to hate her again. But she didn't know what to do, so she could only do this like a dinner.