Faced with the blackened heroine, they actually stopped time

"Yeah...most things in life are like this. If you look at them from different angles, you will always have different feelings."

"what about me?"

The girl suddenly asked this question.

This forced Oreki Xian to turn around.

In front of him was Oreki Sakura, who was sitting upright, with her fingers crossed on her thighs.

Her cheeks were slightly red, but her eyes were direct.

Suddenly, Oreki Gen felt that the other person was not the girl whom he could always treat as a child.

Does maturity really happen overnight?

He slightly avoided the pressing gaze.

"Of course, you too. You look cute in different ways from different angles."

He said something that could cure all diseases.

In front of her, none of the tricks used by the so-called scumbags were useful at all, it was as if they were back to the beginning.

Oreki Sakura was of course somewhat disappointed with this answer.

Because it's too simple and too official.

This was not the result she wanted. The Ferris wheel would eventually end, so she couldn't wait too long.

Then she suddenly stood up in the carriage.

This small carriage was a little bit difficult to accommodate her height, but it could be done.

Oreki Gen was actually startled.

"What are you doing? Want to jump?"

Jump your head! Please don't ruin the atmosphere at this time!

Oreki Sakura walked towards Oreki Gen with a bad temper. Oreki Gen shrank back, and then saw Oreki Sakura sitting down directly next to him. Originally they were facing each other, but now their bodies were touching.

The atmosphere seemed to be different immediately.

Oreki Xian was in a trance for a moment.

"What are you doing? Are you uncomfortable sitting over there?"

Oreki Sakura shook her head and said firmly with a slightly red lip.

"Because I want to be closer to you..."

Oreki Gen smiled bitterly.

"We are so close, we can't get any closer."

"But brother, we're not close enough."

My own hints and her explicit statements collided with each other, and it seemed as if my own words became as light as a feather.

She looked over.

"Brother, I'm going back soon, you know?"

She suddenly said these words softly, just like the ending of many stories, either reunion or separation.

Such a voice seems to be mixed with regret that makes people sad for no reason.

Oreki Gen's heart trembled.

"Yes, I know... It's not like we won't see each other again. Baishe Township is also my home..."

"But it's a long time. Do you know how long? If you don't come back during the winter vacation... it's from winter to the next summer. Can you bear it?"

she asked softly.

Oreki Gen pretended to be relaxed and straightened up, leaning against his back. It seemed that he was no longer able to look at the scenery outside or the girl beside him. His eyes and thoughts wished they could disappear into nothingness.

"What can I not bear... It's not like I've disappeared."

"But...I can't bear it."

As she said this, the girl had already placed her soft palm on the back of Oreki Gen's hand.

The boy was stunned for a moment and was about to put it back in his pocket, but the next moment, the other party grabbed his hand tightly.

"I'll be sad because I miss you and can't see you."

The hand that was grasped tightly felt her touch.

Oreki Gen had never felt this way before.

Compared with other women, Oreki Gen's resistance and avoidance were just an act, a means and a scheme to make the other party fall deeper and deeper.

But facing the girl next to him, he really wanted to escape but couldn't.

What is she doing?

Who gave her the courage? It's hard to be so brave all of a sudden...

He pretended to be calm and tried to pull his hand back, but it was like a tug-of-war, she wouldn't let go and held on tighter and tighter.

Oreki Xian couldn't use too much strength, so as to avoid any accidents in this small carriage. After all, his strength was no joke.

The two people seemed to be pulling each other in such a strange way.

Perhaps to others, it seems more like flirting.

"Well... just send me a message or something, or call me or something..."

"But you're also very slow in replying to messages, or you don't reply at all. The same goes for phone calls, you either don't answer or hang up very quickly..."

"Have it?"

"Of course....you make me sad every time."

The girl's expression seemed extremely aggrieved.

Oreki Gen almost believed it! He held on so tightly that his skin almost peeled off!

"Um... let's talk it over, or let go first?"

"My brother will run away if I let go."

She said so.

Where should I run to here? Jump off the building or fly?!

Oreki Gen looked at Oreki Sakura with a wry smile, knowing that he had no other choice. He could only sigh and make his words clear at this moment.

he said softly.

"Sakura, I know what you mean. I'm not stupid. You've said it so many times, of course I understand."

"Um..."

"You are very good. You are well behaved when you should be well behaved, and you are lively and cute when you should be lively."

"Um..."

You are not blind.

Oreki Sakura's cheeks turned red, and she felt her heart beating so fast that she could hardly breathe.

"But..."

The turning point comes when you least expect it.

Oreki Xian looked into her beautiful and lively eyes.

"A brother is a brother, and a sister is a sister. I can do everything for you, except..."

She blinked, a little dazed.

"But if I don't want all of what you said, and only want that one..."

"You know it, right? It's hard to do. I can't get over it in my heart, not because of other things or other people. We have lived together for too long, and we are already a family. Blood relationship has nothing to do with it. I hope you are happy, but I also hope you don't waste your feelings on me. I'm not worthy. I'm just a person who looks good but is actually terrible."

Oreki Gen doesn't want to try to convince the other party by belittling himself.

But it seems there is no better way at the moment.

This solitary space left him no escape.

Oreki Sakura slowly loosened her hand.

Just as expected.

She couldn't find any reason to refute this.

The best way to persuade him is to get over the hurdle in your heart.

Oreki Gen thought so, and the girl lowered her head.

Oreki Gen felt that this scene was a bit cruel. Being on a Ferris wheel like this, overlooking all the lights and splendor at this moment, it shouldn't be so cruel and sad.

But there is nothing we can do.

He could only whisper.

"Xiaoying, when you grow up and meet more people, you will understand that your current emotions are not so real. Your true love has not yet appeared..."

"elder brother."

She suddenly spoke.

Her voice didn't tremble and at least she wasn't crying.

Oreki Gen looked at her hesitantly.

"what happened?"

Oreki Sakura said softly, looking at her toes.

“That day, I had a dream.”

That day...could it be the day of Kiyono Yuri?

Oreki Gen had a bad feeling.

"What happened to the dream?"

Oreki Sakura said softly.

"In my dream, I saw another me."

As expected...Oreki Gen couldn't show his panic and anxiety, he tried to stay calm.

"Ah...myself in the dream?"

"Well, it's very strange. She looks exactly like me, but her personality is completely opposite to mine. Her tone is not lively at all, and she even seems a little cold and annoying."

Sure enough...

Oreki Gen said in a low voice.

"It's normal. Everyone has their own subconscious, and everyone has another side. Don't be afraid."

"Well, she told me... She is the real me, a part of me that I don't want to face. She said that the real me is selfish, but also brave, and that I can do anything for you. I want to own you and have you all to myself no matter what."

Hearing these words, Oreki Gen felt like the sky was about to fall.

Is that a sequel to that dream?

Has it come to this?

Oreki Sakura seemed to have been immersed in the story she was telling; her voice was deep and somewhat bitter.

"She told me... I have been enduring, restraining myself, and denying these things because of my past habits and our identities. She told me that I know very well that the consequence of being sensible is to bear the bitterness by myself, and people who are too good at understanding will suffer more losses."

There was some noise outside.

It seems like he is preparing something.

But Oreki Gen had no time to care about those things. Under the endless night sky, above the bright and brilliant lights, he was in mid-air.

The Ferris wheel reached the top.

She turned her head and looked at Oreki Gen with an extremely unfamiliar expression.