I, Madoka Kaname, am just a Kamen Rider passing by

Although it is entirely possible to catch up with her using Kabuto, after thinking it over carefully, Kazushi Kado gave up this troublesome idea. After all, he could just give the schoolbag to Madoka to take over tomorrow.

Kazushi Kadoya is not stupid enough to carry Sayaka's schoolbag to school and then hand it to her in front of her classmates. He doesn't want rumors to spread that he is a lolita complex. He might even be looked at strangely by other teachers. After all, having an older single female teacher is enough to give Kazushi Kadoya a headache.

Although he was used to the damage to his reputation, he would never accept the slander from lolita lovers.

PS: As long as I haven't slept, it's daytime (I'm justified but I'm confident), and there will be a second update

Chapter 45: Farewell Song Played on a Snowy Night

The flowers on the windowsill are withering.

Even though it is midsummer, what faces the setting sun are not blooming flowers, but only withered branches and leaves, and dead plants without a trace of green.

Just like the boy named Kamijou Kyousuke.

"... As expected, no matter what, I won't be able to feel anything anymore."

The blade used to cut the fruit scratched across the unconscious palm, and blood slid down the tip of the blade like a blooming cherry blossom.

Even though he knew he was hurting his body, he couldn't even feel the pain.

Not a trace of consciousness.

The doctor had already stated that there was no way to recover unless magic or a miracle happened, which was no less than a death sentence for Kamijou Kyousuke.

Unable to pick up the violin and play again.

This is a denial of him who has devoted almost his entire life to music.

I can’t play it for Sayaka anymore. I’m really useless like this…

At this moment, the heart that should have been filled with fury was unusually calm, like a lake without any ripples.

At the end of the rage, there is only a Zen-like state of mind as calm as still water.

There has to be a limit to self-pity and self-blame. He can no longer continue to cause trouble for his father. As an only son, he must cheer up. Since the reality cannot be changed, he might as well choose another path.

However, as a disabled person, I am afraid that I am not worthy of Sayaka... Although Kamijou Kyousuke does love the girl, he is no longer qualified to hinder her happiness after becoming what he is now.

Kamijou Kyousuke loves Sayaka.

At least he thought so, but Sayaka's feelings for him were not love, but just the vague affection that an adolescent girl had for someone of her own age. Kyousuke knew this very well.

Perhaps as time goes by, she will forget this affection, or perhaps it will continue to extend into the future and turn into love for Kamijou Kyousuke.

——You have to find your own happiness, Sayaka.

Closing his eyes gently, the boy smiled and made a decision.

A knock on the door outside the ward interrupted Kyousuke's thoughts. He quickly put the fruit knife back into the sheath and hid his hand, which was still bleeding, under the quilt.

"Is it Sayaka?"

The footsteps of his childhood sweetheart are completely different from the voice of the nurse. As an excellent violinist, hearing is a necessary quality. Kyousuke can rely on his hearing to determine Sayaka's footsteps.

"Ah."

She was different from the energetic look she had in the past when she came to see Kyosuke with a music CD, but the boy was really confused about what the difference was. However, Sayaka's serious expression made Kyosuke take it seriously.

Although the suitcase in Sayaka's hand was a bit curious, Kamijou Kyousuke knew that now was not the time to talk about that.

Inside the ward at dusk, the boy and the girl stared at each other silently. An inexplicable silence enveloped the two of them. Apart from the chirping of summer cicadas, there was not even the slightest sound.

The blue eyes and the gray pupils intertwined together. The two people who had each other in their hearts took a deep breath in their hearts, made up their minds at the same time, and spoke at the same time.

"Kyousuke, I have something to tell you."

"Sayaka, I have something to tell you."

There was no error, the two people said the same words almost at the same time.

"Kyousuke, you go first."

"Sayaka, you speak first."

There was no prior rehearsal, but the two of them had an unusually high level of tacit understanding.

"..."

"..."

Once again, the two of them stared at each other in silence.

……

Does Sayaka Miki really love Kyousuke Kamijou?

she does not know.

Sayaka didn't get an answer to her best friend's question, but not everything in the world can be answered.

Sayaka just wanted to stay by Kamijou Kyousuke's side, and that was enough, but I'm afraid that's not possible now.

Kamen Rider's battles are dangerous and even life-threatening, which means there's a good chance of death, so rather than making Kyousuke sad someday in the future, it's better to sever the bond between the two now.

Be it love or vague affection, let's regard the youth that the two spent together as a love song without results, and let the beauty remain in memory forever.

She had given up everything to fight, so she was no longer qualified to stand by the other person's side. She couldn't ruin Kyousuke's happiness.

Shizuku Hitomi's family conditions are better than hers, her grades are better than hers, and her musical attainments are incomparable to Sayaka, who is self-taught.

Well, Xiaoyuan, I finally made a decision.

Walking in the hospital corridor, Sayaka had no trace of gloom in her heart. Even though her relationship with Kyousuke would be completely severed after this time, she did not intend to stop.

Sayaka can't continue to be selfish. If she really loves someone, she should let go at the right time. It is best if the person she loves can be happy.

My late grandmother once said this.

——You have to be happy, Kyousuke.

"Kyousuke, from now on, I may not be able to come visit you anymore."

"I see... is there something you want to do?"

"Well, I'm afraid the next few days are going to be very busy."

She had already heard everything that happened during the Witch Night in the corner of the rooftop. Facing such an enemy, she could only do her best, or she might die in that battle.

"Having a goal is something worth celebrating, Sayaka." The boy smiled, and his smile was happier than ever before.

"I'll be out of the hospital soon, so don't worry."

Kyousuke lied to his childhood sweetheart.

This is the only time and the last time.

"It's already late. If you don't go back, your uncle and aunt will be worried. Oh, by the way, this is for you." As he said this, Kyousuke seemed to remember something and handed the violin case to Sayaka.

"This is……"

"Sayaka can play the violin, too. I can't use it anyway, so it would be a waste to keep it. Take good care of it. This is my gift to you."

It's also a farewell gift.

Kyousuke's eyes dimmed as he silently hid the words he couldn't utter in his heart, but he still maintained a warm smile on the surface.

"Thank you."

The thousands of words in my heart were transformed into just two short words at this moment.

The two people who loved each other were ultimately unable to be together, and gradually drifted apart with the idea that they could only be happy if the other person stayed away from them.

The scene of the two of them smiling at each other at dusk remained forever in Sayaka's memory. After that, she never saw Kamijou Kyousuke again.

The boy who moved away from Mitakihara never came back.

Mitakihara many years later.

On a snowy Christmas night, a girl was standing alone in front of the office window in a daze. She picked up the boy's violin and played a farewell love song.

“Kyousuke…”

The young man sitting in front of the fire in a foreign land also took out his pocket watch, inlaid with a photo of the boy and the girl.

"Sayaka..."

PS: Sayaka and Kamijou Kyousuke's relationship has come to an end, after all, they don't want to break up the red and blue.

The next chapter will be Sayaka's first battle, and then it will return to Madoka's perspective for a big rampage in the amusement park, so stay tuned.

Chapter 46 I don’t like liars

"Minghui, 350 yen."

Sayaka took the can of coffee and ignored the clerk's strange look with an expressionless face. She took out a few hundred-yuan coins from her wallet and handed them over. After taking the change, she left without looking back.

In fact, not only the store clerks, but even other customers who were shopping in the convenience store would subconsciously take a second look at Sayaka.

At this late hour, it was already very rare to see Sayaka "wandering" outside in her school uniform and carrying a violin case, especially since she was carrying an unmarked silver suitcase in her hand.

Quite suspicious.

But with the idea of ​​not caring about it, passers-by would just glance at it out of the corner of their eyes and no longer care. After all, this is Japan, and no one will care as long as you don't cause trouble in a crowded public place in broad daylight.

Walking alone on the familiar streets, Sayaka felt a little insignificant in a trance.

The honking of cars in the distance and the flashing lights between the tall buildings made her feel helpless and bitter.

Although less than three hours had passed since Sayaka left the hospital, she felt as if she had been in another world for a lifetime.

The two waved and said goodbye tomorrow. I held back my tears and forced a smile. I felt lonely in my heart. It's obvious that I haven't said enough to you.

The two people who gave up for each other's happiness knew in their hearts that the so-called "see you tomorrow" meant something.

It's actually a lie.

But just say it with a smile like usual.

Since Hitomi loves Kyousuke, there's nothing wrong with that.

Both of them are his friends, and they are together...they will surely have a happy future, which is not bad.

The girl blessed her two friends in her heart and prayed silently.

However, if she wants to become a knight and help Madoka, she will inevitably have to fight against witches. But when Sayaka thinks that the witches to be destroyed are humans who were once magical girls, she feels a little sad, but that's all.

The magical girls who transformed into witches are dead. They are just souls bound by twisted malice. Sayaka has to free them.

Perhaps, in the eyes of some people it is no different from murder, but someone has to do it. Besides, leaving it alone will only cause more tragedies. Sayaka, who has no worries in her heart, will never show mercy when facing the witch.

"Let's go back……"

Although Sayaka's access restrictions are very loose, she is still a junior high school student after all, so there are at least some restrictions, unlike Asami who lives alone.

"Huh? That is..."

Inadvertently, Sayaka caught a glimpse of a girl who seemed to be in a strange state. Her eyes were unfocused and she seemed to be unconscious. She was being manipulated like a puppet and was walking towards a remote alley.

"Is it a witch?"

Sayaka is not a magical girl and does not have a soul gem, so she cannot make judgments in a more intuitive way. But her grandmother said that at times like this, just follow your heart and intuition. By the time you remember that you need to think, you have already done it.

And Sayaka had a reason to follow, because that girl was Shizuku Hitomi!

I just brought her and Kyousuke together, how could I watch her go to her death... Well, it feels a little weird, why is there this feeling of running to save the mistress who cheated on me?

Well, even if she didn't know him, Sayaka, who was honest and righteous and didn't bother to weigh the pros and cons, couldn't stop at all. Only adults had to consider what was ahead and what was behind, but she just had to rush forward.

Of course, Sayaka did not knock Hitomi out with a stick and then take her away. Instead, she chose to follow Hitomi quietly, because Sayaka's intuition told her that Hitomi might not be the only one seduced by the witch.

Recalling what her senior had once taught her, Sayaka followed Hitomi to an abandoned factory, and in the distance she could vaguely see a few figures, staggering towards the factory as if sleepwalking.

"What a headache."

Carefully finding a corner to place the violin case, Sayaka walked into the factory carrying the suitcase. However, those people seemed to have completely ignored Sayaka, who was particularly conspicuous. Instead, they lowered their heads and muttered to themselves while mixing bleach with other detergents.

Mixing those lotions together will produce poisonous fumes.

Even Sayaka knew this level of common sense. Seeing this situation, she quickly opened the suitcase, buckled the Lost Drive around her waist, and then pushed the Gaia Memory into the drive's slot with a little awkwardness.