I am a teacher at a girls' school in Tokyo

Shinohara Shiori once again recited this waka poem that she had once sung to Tetsufumi Hirakawa.

"Teacher Pingchuan, I like you and I can't control myself at all, so I don't want to give up."

"Even if you mention the teacher's belief, Shiori, who has a bad personality, still intends to destroy it."

"Shiori is terrible, really terrible. She is willful and only thinks about her own things. She doesn't consider Mr. Hirakawa at all."

"But, this is the only thing that Shiori absolutely does not want to give up on loving you."

"So there was that summer festival. At that time, I had no idea about the so-called dream, but Shiori still risked everything and kissed Mr. Hirakawa."

The three kisses at the summer festival were three kisses that the girl mustered up her courage to risk everything on.

It is an irrepressible love, an uncontrollable one, a last-ditch effort to hold on to something that one knows will fail.

“And then, a miracle happened.”

"Perhaps the gods heard Shiori's thoughts."

"At the beginning of that summer festival, Shiori and Hirakawa-sensei got together."

There is something fascinating about grasping something that seems impossible to grasp.

"Although it was only a few days, it was the most unforgettable few days for Shiori."

"Having a ridiculous dream in the face of a reality that is doomed to be wrong..."

"Just like this."

"Teacher Hirakawa, what do you think Shiori should do when faced with such a dream again?"

"What should Shiori, who has a bad personality and is willful and only wants to achieve her own goals, do?"

Shinohara Shiori looked at Hirakawa Tetsufumi and asked.

Absolutely, there will not be a third chance to have the dream.

She held Hirakawa Tetsufumi's face and gently pressed his ear against her left breast.

"This is Shiori's intention. This is Shiori's love for you. Did you hear it?"

The sound of pounding heartbeat came from the girl's chest.

Tetsufumi Hirakawa listened.

"Shiori, I know."

"Well, Mr. Hirakawa likes Shiori, right?"

"Yes, I like Shiori."

Through his shirt, Tetsufumi Hirakawa turned his face and took a light bite.

Shinohara Shiori's cheeks turned red and her eyes became misty.

Her legs tightly wrapped around Tetsufumi Hirakawa.

"Teacher Hirakawa, the willful Shiori really likes you very much."

"There are no more chances, so I don't want to give up."

"Teacher Hirakawa, can you understand Shiori's feelings?"

"Yeah." Hirakawa Tetsufumi said unclearly.

Shinohara Shiori hugged Hirakawa Tetsufumi tightly, trying to melt him into her body.

I like it enough, so I will never give up and I must grasp the impossible.

Even if everything is destined to be wrong, then it’s okay to just continue to be wrong, right?

Is there any other way besides this?

Is there any other way to make her teacher Hirakawa belong to her?

No more, right?

This is the only way to the end.

It's not perfect though, it's pretty bad.

But, it is indeed the only way.

Hug and kiss in a quiet room.

The breathing gradually became heavier.

I don't know when, but the buttons of the only shirt I was wearing had already been unbuttoned.

The buttons of the underwear I just bought are also unbuttoned.

The most beautiful and flawless scene is right in front of you without any obstruction.

Tetsufumi Hirakawa looked at Shiori Shinohara, hugged her, stroked her with his hands, and felt the touch of every inch of her body.

"Teacher Hirakawa."

Shinohara Shiori called softly.

Everything is unstoppable and slides towards an established fact.

Even if I am a little hesitant, but now that it has come to this, how can I give up?

Even if you know it is wrong, you should continue to do it.

After thinking this, then——

"Teacher Hirakawa, what's wrong?"

Amid the pounding heartbeat and heavy breathing, everything stopped before the last step.

Shinohara Shiori suddenly saw that the dream was collapsing.

As Tetsufumi Hirakawa supported himself with his hands on her, a look of confusion gradually emerged on his face.

"..."

Shinohara Shiori put away all her expressions and stared at the face quietly.

A little confused and struggling.

"Shiori...I don't think something is right." After a moment, Hirakawa Tetsufumi said this.

"..."

It was clearly a beautiful dream, but even in a dream, when the last step was about to take place, he still resisted such a thing.

Silently, Shinohara Shiori reached out and stroked Hirakawa Tetsufumi's cheek.

"Teacher Pingchuan, are you unwilling?"

Tetsufumi Hirakawa shook his head.

"No, Shiori, I want to...but it's not right."

"No, it's really not right."

"I can't, I shouldn't do this to Shiori."

"…Why not?"

"I don't know, but no, really no." Hirakawa Tetsufumi continued to shake his head, but his eyebrows began to frown as he faced the girl's seductive body.

"Shiori, I feel like I'm not in the right state... This shouldn't be happening. I don't think this should be happening. Why?"

"..."

It turns out that even in a dream, when faced with something that I strongly resist, I still won’t agree to it…

But, do you resist strongly?

Shinohara Shiori's lips curled up.

"Shiori, what's wrong?"

Tetsufumi Hirakawa noticed Shinohara Shiori chuckling. Although she was smiling, tears were clearly flowing from the corners of the girl's eyes.

"Teacher Hirakawa, you are still the same Teacher Hirakawa."

Shinohara Shiori held Hirakawa Tetsufumi's cheek and spoke softly.

The smile on her face, under the light in the room, actually took on a somewhat sad beauty.

Chapter 291 It’s time to wake up from the dream

Shinohara Shiori suddenly thought of the summer festival again, a moment that was dreamy, beautiful, yet as short as a brilliant firework display to her.

The girl dressed up carefully in a yukata, with a young heart...she kissed him as the fireworks bloomed.

Then the dream came.

That was indeed the most beautiful dream.

She thought she was going to lose him, she thought it was impossible for them to be together. From that moment on, this teacher and she fell into the forbidden realm together.

We went to festivals together, kissed on the school rooftop together, and practiced playing wind instruments in each other's arms.

The summer sun is bright, and the girl's heart is brighter. She is in high spirits and walks briskly.

Then, I thought——

That’s right, I thought it was a word that sounded full of loss and frustration.

I thought it would go on like this forever, and that beautiful dream would continue forever.

However, we promised to stay together forever...

We had just made an agreement like this and had just said, "I can't seem to live without you," but this teacher suddenly disappeared within a few days.

After leaving one sentence, he disappeared without a trace and could not be found anywhere.

What exactly happened?

I don’t know, I really don’t know.

Confused, bewildered, and at a loss... At that time, she was holding a cell phone that could not be reached no matter what, standing in front of a door that could not be opened, and lost her way.

The fireworks rose high into the sky, emitting brilliant light, and then disappeared in an instant.

All the beauty was frozen in that moment.

Her teacher Pingchuan had left the dream, but she hadn't...

She was still immersed in that dream, that beautiful, absurd dream.

However, the shattered dream could not be saved.

Reality returned, and the teacher who said "teacher-student love is impossible", that reality that was doomed to be wrong, invaded the dream.

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Shinohara Shiori was forced to wake up, and she was forced to accept the reality, to accept that her teacher Hirakawa had left her.

Everything that happened after that was like falling into the abyss.

From the failure in the national competition to the subsequent complete resignation of Tetsufumi Hirakawa... everything in the meantime seemed to have lost its color.

Although she seemed to care about nothing, she was actually fighting against that dream all the time.

How could a girl forget her first and most passionate emotion?

The figure standing in front of her, the teacher who accompanied her in the wind band, the person who sank into the dream with her, think about it, how could she really forget and not care about this?

All the nonchalance is just a compromise with reality.

In fact, Shiori Shinohara never really got over that summer vacation and that summer festival.

She still can't forget it, she will think about it and dream about it.

So, now, when she sees a glimmer of hope, she is here.

Just, why?

Everything seemed to be going smoothly, just as planned, and then, at the last moment—

He says he still likes her and still thinks of her, but such a teacher is still resisting her?