I am a teacher at a girls' school in Tokyo

“……”Tetsufumi Hirakawa didn’t know what to say.

Do you agree?

He agreed.

That's right, just by thinking about it, Tetsufumi Hirakawa could come to the same conclusion as Shinohara Shiori... She really understood him.

If he had a choice, he would choose not to have such a dream.

If he had not had such a dream, he would not have been bound by responsibilities and emotions because of what happened between him and Shinohara Shiori.

however--

"But Mr. Hisata, you also said that assumptions that are divorced from reality don't have much meaning." Shinohara Shiori said to Hisata Masaki.

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"What happened has happened. Teacher Hirakawa has no choice about dreams."

"I willfully allowed Mr. Hirakawa to enter my dream, and these things happened on my own initiative."

"Then, this dream has become a reality, a reality that cannot be ignored."

"Everything that happened between Mr. Hirakawa and me has become our experience."

"Kusada-sensei, you should also understand Hirakawa-sensei's personality."

"It's not that Mr. Hirakawa didn't consider the consequences, but he was bound by the experience that happened between us, which cannot be ignored, and the emotions that have been born."

"He couldn't do it, saying it wasn't his original intention, and then he just pretended that the dream didn't exist. Right?"

"..."

"..."

When Shinohara Shiori finished her defense of Hirakawa Tetsufumi, Hisada Masaki's gaze had already turned to Hirakawa Tetsufumi's face, who had a complicated expression.

"…Why do you say that?" she asked after a moment.

Shinohara Shiori said softly:

"Because Mr. Hirakawa is the teacher that Shiori respects the most, I absolutely don't want others to think that Mr. Hirakawa is someone who has a girlfriend but still thinks about other girls. If there is a problem, I am the one with the problem."

"...I don't think this can completely eliminate his problems." Hisada Masu was not easily convinced.

Even if the dream was real, even if what Shinohara Shiori said did make some sense.

However, as a teacher and an adult, it is a mistake not to keep a proper distance.

"However, as his girlfriend, I will find another time to discipline him about his problems."

Hisada Masuki stared at Shinohara Shiori and said.

"But you, Shinohara-san. After meeting today, you don't seem to be planning to change your mind. Even though you know it's wrong, even though I, Zhewen's girlfriend, have come forward to you, are you still going to continue?"

Shinohara Shiori nodded slightly.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Hisada, but I won't give up so easily."

"Then there's nothing to talk about."

Hisada Moshu didn't want to waste any more time here.

She stood up.

"Zhewen, let's go."

"..."

"..."

Today's meeting can probably be said to have ended in a bad mood.

Tetsufumi Hirakawa didn't know what to say. He had no room to interrupt the argument between the two.

He took one last look at Shinohara Shiori, and the young lady was also looking at him.

She smiled softly at him.

Tetsufumi Hirakawa turned around and stood up.

……

After walking out of the cafe with Hisada Masu.

The afternoon sun shines on my body.

Of course, today’s events are not over yet.

Today is the meeting between Hisada Maki and Shinohara Shiori. In fact, it is also the first meeting between Hirakawa Tetsufumi and Hisada Maki after a stalemate of several days.

What would happen between the two of them?

With his head down, he followed behind Kuta, who had already let go of his hand, half a step behind. In the sound of footsteps, Hirakawa Tetsufumi waited.

Then--

"Zhewen, I really don't know what to say to you."

"..."

Suddenly at a certain moment, a murmurous sound as if talking to oneself came from the front.

Tetsufumi Hirakawa stopped and looked at the back of Masaki Hisada.

The female teacher also stopped and continued speaking with her back to him.

"Dream?" she asked.

"To be honest, I don't know. I really can't accept... this kind of inexplicable rhetoric."

"Even I can't accept such a thing. Even though it was just a dream... I can't accept that something like this happened to my boyfriend."

"I only know that you are my boyfriend, and something bad like this happened with another girl... I am very sad."

"Besides, Zhewen, you know what? In my mind, you should be a person who has your own goals, your own moral bottom line, and you will stick to this bottom line."

"Based on what I know about you, you should be such a person."

"Why did it become like this?"

"It wasn't until last night that I found out that this person was Xiaoyuan... She is our student, and you are even her homeroom teacher, right?"

"You know why I came to meet her today and just sat down to have a good talk with her. Is that why?"

"I think this farce is largely due to Shinohara-san's ignorance... After all, it's really hard for me to believe that you would become like this today."

"I was thinking, if Shinohara-san could just give up, things would get better and you would be more sober."

"But judging from today's situation, although Shinohara does have her own problems, Zhewen, you are also very immature... Until now, you still haven't thought clearly whether to reject her or not, right?"

"But do you remember what you said?"

"After we got together, I asked you why you chose to be a teacher, and you told me that it was because you were helped by a great teacher."

"You've been away for so long, have you forgotten about it?"

"Do you still want to make the mistake even though you know it's wrong?"

"I can't let it go, I can't give it up, I can't ignore it, so I just let it go? Just think about it and you know this won't work, right?"

"Zhewen, I still hope you can think clearly. Even if it's not me, don't let yourself fall into depravity, okay?"

"In the end, I still can't let you go. I can't bear to see you continue to degenerate."

"I want you to wake up."

"Do you remember what you said to me?"

“It is a teacher’s duty to teach students well.”

"Don't let me down again, okay?"

"You should figure it out yourself."

"..."

Leaving the last words to Tetsuo Hirakawa, in front, Hisada Masaki slowly took a step forward.

In the afternoon light, only Tetsufumi Hirakawa was left.

Chapter 303 It is destined, this is a shackle that cannot be broken free

Until Hisata Masaki's figure gradually moved away and finally disappeared from sight, Hirakawa Tetsufumi was still standing there.

In his ears, the words that Hisata told him echoed.

The faith of those teachers, the faith that they held fast to at the beginning...

Suddenly, he seemed to have returned to the very beginning, when he first became a teacher.

That was the first time he officially stood on the podium as a teacher, and his students were below the stage, looking at him with curiosity.

It was a thing of the previous life, a distant, vague memory with only frozen frames left.

Did he really forget? Did he forget the teacher's belief?

From the very beginning, he went to Shinohara Shiori's home to ensure that the student's wishes could be protected in the school.

Later, due to the teacher's principles, Shinohara Shiori was tactfully reminded that some taboo emotions were not allowed;

Later, when faced with Shinohara Shiori's confession, he firmly rejected her.

Perhaps... until this moment, in his heart, he still held on to the belief he firmly believed in.

But what happens next?

After the summer festival, everything became different.

Being with students... I can't accept this kind of thing. The so-called firm belief has been broken.

So he resigned.

However, perhaps it was precisely because of his resignation that he left his teaching job. The familiar job was gone, and the determination that he had once thought would never change also gradually dissipated.

At the end of the second dream, that is, now, the faith is already in tatters.

Hisata was right, he had indeed fallen.

I knew it before that the emotions born out of a teacher-student relationship would remain taboo even after the relationship ended.

Teacher-student love is one of the bottom lines that a teacher should never cross, and he should not indulge in such a taboo relationship.

But now, he was actually considering and hesitating.

He lost his faith in the girl's passionate emotions.

Looking back suddenly, those things he once held on to seemed to have become the biggest irony for him.

……

"Awful."

After a long time, Tetsufumi Hirakawa, who had been standing there motionless, came to his senses, smiled bitterly, and laughed at himself.

Really bad.

I had clearly agreed with that teacher in my previous life that in the future I would become an excellent teacher like her.

Now, what has become of him?

The relationship with students is a complete mess.

Moreover, I let Hisata down.

She didn't do anything, but she found out out of nowhere that her boyfriend had another girl.

They had clearly agreed before leaving that they would be together after leaving, and before the meeting a few days ago, they were even talking about living together.

What should have been a perfect life was messed up by himself. He did not learn any lesson from the last time and still could not keep the right distance, and was deceived by Shinohara Shiori.

...Of course, this is his own fault.

But... he was also very sad...

"I only know that you are my boyfriend, and something bad like this happened with another girl... I am very sad."