I don't want to fall in love when I come to the moon world

Tonight is also the day for the kid to drive the big car.

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A cloudless sky and a backyard full of flowers and plants.

Toosaka Rin was wearing a somewhat revealing maid outfit and standing behind Zi Yi with an uneasy look on her face.

"No need to be so nervous."

The toes wrapped in black over-the-knee socks tapped lightly on the jade floor, and she turned gracefully and looked at Toosaka Rin who was holding her shoes.

She was very nervous, and her nervousness was visible to the naked eye.

Sakura was beside her, laughing sarcastically.

But she couldn't hear it.

This sister really doesn't act like a sister.

But that's true, they are no longer sisters now, even if this is just Sakura's perception.

But this was a matter between Sakura and her own daughter, Toosaka Rin, and she didn't want to say anything.

That's none of her business.

But to be honest, the relationship between Sakura and Toosaka Rin is really twisted.

After losing the constraints of the flesh and living by her side as a soul, Sakura's already twisted and deformed emotions became even more serious.

It seemed normal only because this deepening feeling was constantly absorbed by her.

It was deliciously chic.

If she leaves it alone, then another route will emerge, like the route of the Flower of Evil.

Sakura will become the so-called Black Sakura, even better than she was in that timeline.

At that point, Kama, the Heroic Spirit who is one of Sakura's countless possibilities, and even her side as a beast will be replaced and become a part of Sakura, and at that time Sakura will become a new beast.

Sakura has the qualifications!

But this possibility is just a possibility now.

She is very satisfied with Sakura now, and unless Sakura herself proposes to change, she will let Sakura stay the same until then.

This kind of Sakura is enough for her.

But Sakura with silver hair and red eyes is also very cute.

Toosaka Rin was still as nervous as ever, and her words had no effect.

She doesn't really care.

Just step on the jade floor and then walk into the flowers in full bloom.

However, her sock-covered feet were not stained by the soft soil. Ignoring the calls of Toosaka Rin behind her, she hummed a happy little tune and strolled leisurely among the blooming flowers, like a little elf among the flowers.

I wonder if that idiot Yizhi has woken up.

41. Ugly jealousy and disgust

Zi Yi was walking among the flowers, and Toosaka Rin was just silently looking at her dreamy back.

She bit her lips lightly, and a faint laugh seemed to come from her ears.

The sarcastic laugh seemed to mock her delusion.

Human desires are like rolling stones on a mountain. Once they appear and roll down, they will never stop.

Sakura was smiling, and her smile was very ruthless.

But her smile seemed to carry a different emotion.

That is deep inside Sakura's heart, and that is called jealousy and disgust.

She was jealous of Toosaka Rin and hated herself.

Why can Toosaka Rin have a happy life while I have to suffer such a nightmare?

That was a thing of the past, even though Sakura had said it many times that the past had been let go.

But that was a lie, a lie that would be exposed with just a slight poke.

No one can easily let go of the painful past.

And Sakura's past is a memory she doesn't want to look back on.

In that lie that was let go, every time Sakura saw her former sister, her heart was extremely extreme.

He was filled with jealousy and disgust, and even wanted to strangle her neck and watch her die in pain, right in his own hands.

Several times, I don’t even know when it started.

In the dream belonging to Sakura Matou, the dark nightmare had a different color.

That was Sakura's younger self when she was Tousaka Sakura.

She is still the same Tousaka Sakura, not Matou Sakura.

She is not the younger sister who has no opinion of her own, but an older sister.

But she has the memory of being Sakura Matou, and the past that she doesn't want to recall.

In that dream, she was still a member of the Toosaka family, and Toosaka Rin, who had become a younger sister, became that Matou Rin.

What should have been my nightmare happened to the person I envied.

The emotion that appears in the heart is called pleasure, which is a distorted emotion.

She knew, she knew it very well.

It seems like a perfect life, and I don’t need to endure all that anymore.

But those memories as Sakura Matou have been tormenting her, silently telling her that she was the one who killed her sister, Toosaka Rin, because that was what she should have endured, not Toosaka Rin.

But why?

Why does it have to be myself?

Her heart is gradually twisted, even though she is still the same Tousaka Sakura, and the latter is like the same Matou Sakura who has not changed at all.

Still in the dream, it is the future after growing up from a child.

She is Tousaka Sakura, not Matou Sakura, but it seems that nothing has changed in the future.

I am still the same Matou Sakura, even though I am using the last name Matou Rin.

But even though she bears this surname and is the one who is secretly bullied, she is still so strong and blooms a smile that only Toosaka Rin has in front of others.

An annoying smile...

At the end of the dream, in the Tousaka family.

As Toosaka Sakura, she killed the Matou Rin in her dream. Looking at her fallen body, she felt an indescribable sense of pleasure... and sadness in her heart.

The dream ended, and so did the story.

However, the pain she had to endure after waking up from the dream, as she was still Sakura Matou, did not end with her waking up from the dream.

In the reality that is not a dream, she is still the same Sakura Matou, and she is still the same Rin Toosaka.

Nothing has changed, only the beginning and end of a dream, and a dream that will never come again.

I want to see her expression after death again.

The illusory hand seemed to have substance, gently grasping Toosaka Rin's neck, and then exerting a little force.

It was as if I saw the pain that Toosaka Rin showed when she was strangled by her neck in the dream, and it was as if I saw the corpse gradually losing its temperature... But it was just an illusion, everything was just an illusion.

His eyes lost their color, and his hand withdrew and passed through Toosaka Rin's body.

She seemed to feel a chill, and when she turned around she saw nothing but the way she came.

"Is it Sakura?"

She murmured, but received no response.

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Walking leisurely among the flowers, beautiful butterflies are floating around and finally disperse.

Ying came to Zi Yi's side, as if she had lost her soul, but she was the soul.

Zi Yi said nothing, as if she didn't see Ying coming.

She saw it, and saw it very clearly, including Sakura's fluctuating emotions when she was with Toosaka Rin.

Sakura has never been gentle, that's just her disguise, a disguise to survive.

She needs that kind of false tenderness to protect her. Although it will bring pain, it is less pain than pretending to be strong.

Stubborn resistance when there is no strength will often result in more humiliation and pain. Although a weak attitude sometimes will not gain so-called sympathy, it can indeed provide a certain degree of protection.

For Sakura, her heart, which was protected by disguised gentleness, had already been riddled with holes.

Zi Yi didn't say anything, but just looked at the flowers quietly and walked leisurely on the soft soil.

She walked neither slow nor fast, absorbing Sakura's strong negative emotions from time to time.

Although she is Sakura now, she is getting closer and closer to herself on another line.

Toosaka Rin, as Sakura's sister, is not the root cause of Sakura's tragedy, but she is the most important point in Sakura's life.

This is the case without Emiya Shirou.

She was not Emiya Shirou, nor did she intend to be Sakura's Emiya Shirou.

Besides, it's fun this way.

Stopping and looking at the figure in the garden not far away, Zi Yi smiled gently.

Look! What I see is a sleeping princess waiting for her prince to wake her up!

Forty-two, the taste of fruit jelly

She was wearing a light blue dress, had a delicate face, and her fair hands were tightly placed on her belly.

Is that a girl who looks like a fairy?

It should be said girl.

But that petite body really looks like that of a girl rather than a young girl.

To be honest, I am quite interested in the princess's sister Zi Yi.

After all, her XP system still favors the figure of a big sister. Although Loli is also good, such as Illya, but if she has to choose, then she still prefers the type of big sister.

Sakura is one of those girls who has the figure and personality of an older sister even though she is a young girl.

Although Sakura's gentleness is just a disguise, when her disguise goes too deep, it is no longer a disguise.

That was something Sakura didn't want to admit.

"Master Ziyi?"

Toosaka Rin, who was standing there, walked slowly towards them holding her purple shoes, and soon she saw the girl lying among the flowers like a princess.

What a nice view.....

Even Toosaka Rin couldn't help but be attracted by her fairy-like charm.

It is a kind of temperament, a magical temperament.

Human beings always give simple and understandable words to things that they don't understand well and are difficult to describe.

That's right, but the fairy-like woman is also the label of this sleeping princess.

Zi Yi felt that this thing was written into the root of existence.

“It’s a corpse.”

She raised her head, met Toosaka Rin's gaze, and said in a child's innocent voice: "Sister Rin, let's bury this sister in the ground and let this poor sister live with these flowers. This way, this sister will definitely be very happy."

This was the first time that Toosaka Rin was called "sister" by Shiori. She was surprised and happy, but then she was awakened by those terrifying words.