In the anime, Kira Yoshikage longs for a peaceful life

"Quiet."

The man's voice seemed to have some special magic, which calmed down Ying Xizi who was screaming and questioning the original body. Even her originally ferocious expression gradually returned to calm - the main reason was that the big pink cat that was pinching her neck was very convincing.

The big pink cat grabbed her neck and forced her in front of Geng Xizi.

Although she possessed monstrous psychic power that was enough to destroy the entire school and kill everyone in the school in an instant, the dark girl did not put up any resistance at this moment. Instead, she let the big pink cat play with her like a rag doll.

Just like Geng Xizi, her heart was also filled with fear.

"Look at her."

Kirara Yoshikage held Kouyuko's fair chin, forcing her eyes to be level with hers, and said in a calm tone as always, "Deal with her. Or, I can help you do it."

"me……"

Geng Xizi's voice was intermittent and she was unable to respond.

Although that was another her, could she really solve the problem with her own strength?

She was clearly in front of her, but she didn't even have the ability to resist!

"It seems you chose to let me help you."

Kirara Yoshikage's eyes showed no sadness or joy, he did nothing, just stretched out his palm, raised his thumb, and pressed it lightly.

Snapped!

"no, do not want……"

Geng Xizi screamed and grabbed Kirara Yoshikage's hand, holding the thumb that was about to press down, and begged hurriedly, "I, I will solve it, it just takes some time, give me some time, I can do it..."

Kirara Yoshikage quietly looked at the white hands of the begging girl and slowly uttered a word:

"5..."

"5 days?"

A new hope ignited in Geng Xizi's heart.

"4..."

Geng Xizi's eyes immediately turned horrified. 5 seconds? How is this different from not giving a chance?

"3, 2..."

Seeing that the number was about to return to zero, Geng Xizi became more and more panicked, but Ying Xizi's expression became extremely calm.

It seemed as if he had expected this scene.

But even until the last second, Geng Xizi's mind was still blank, and she still couldn't think of any way to solve it all.

In the end, the girl could only use the only thing she knew and was good at.

"sorry!"

Geng Xizi bent down deeply, gritted her teeth and shouted, "I'm really sorry."

"I pushed everything onto you without permission. It's all my fault. If possible, please return those painful memories to me. I...I will take up this responsibility!"

Facing Geng Xizi's apology, Ying Xizi's expression remained unchanged, and she whispered softly:

"why?"

"Eh?"

Geng Xizi raised her head and asked cautiously, "What do you mean..."

"Why don't you let me die? Let me die with your pain and despair, with your tragic memory.

"You can end this by just abandoning the past, just as it has abandoned me.

“You can still become a glamorous god, standing in the shrine built for you and receiving the admiration and worship of the world.

"Is not it good?"

Geng Xizi's cherry-colored lips turned extremely pale and bloodless.

"I know, of course I know..."

I don’t know if it was out of fear or guilt, but there was a hint of crying in Geng Xizi’s voice.

But what could she do? Escape again? Abandon her own shadow again?

Can this really be a permanent solution?

If I continue to evade this time, what about next time? And the next time?

Do you have to escape every time?

Do you have to give up a part of yourself every time?

So who is left in the end, is she, or is it the monster with nothing left?

Ying Xizi's expression was extremely calm, but her heart was still full of hatred, hatred for this world, hatred for everything! Because she was just the embodiment of all the negative emotions and despair of Geng Xizi, she was born with hatred, only hatred.

Geng Xizi's apology only made her feel sick!

"Three days."

The Killer Queen released her hand that was pinching Ying Xizi's neck, and her cold words were carried into the ears of the two people by the wind.

Ying Xizi silently lifted the blockade of the surroundings, and the dark barrier melted downwards and disappeared into the lake, and the lake gradually disappeared. The lush and green grove that carried the youth of many students returned to their sight.

"Yogada!"

Geng Xizi patted his chest and breathed a sigh of relief.

Three days should be enough, right?

"idiot!"

Ying Xizi's cold words made Geng Xizi a little angry. "Even if it's another me, it's too much to say that. It was obviously me who saved you!"

"help me?"

Ying Xizi's expression returned to calm, and she spoke softly, "Maybe this is a good idea, let's die together."

"Ok?"

Geng Xizi's wine-red eyes were full of disbelief. What did they mean by dying together? She didn't want to die at all!

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In the abandoned activity room, the extra tables and chairs were piled high at the back of the classroom, leaving a large space in the front. Only an elegant girl was sitting alone in the middle of the classroom.

This is what Mai Sakurajima saw when she found this place according to the address.

She has a dignified appearance, clear white skin, long black hair that reaches past her shoulders, and a face that is so cute that it's almost unfair.

Although her chest is as flat as the Kanto Plain, she has slender and well-proportioned limbs, a perfectly thin waist, and perfect body curves. She has slightly floating black hair, crystal clear and delicate skin, bright big eyes, thin cherry lips, red bows on both sides of her hair, and she wears black knee-high socks in addition to the uniform like others at school.

There is no doubt that even by Sakurajima Mai's standards, she had to admit that this was a beautiful girl who was no less beautiful than her.

Yukinoshita Yukino raised her hand to smooth her long hair that was messed up by the wind and asked softly:

"Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Sakurajima Mai didn't answer her. She walked to the back of the classroom and wanted to get a chair but didn't know where to start.

But the next second she saw a chair automatically float down from above the pile of tables and chairs and land next to Yukinoshita Yukino.

Sakurajima Mai didn't act pretentiously. She walked back to Yukinoshita Yukino, sat down next to her, and said softly:

"Kirara-kun was going to meet Kou Yuko and another woman I didn't know. They were in the woods near the teaching building... Then, the place was covered by a 'black fog' visible to the naked eye. I couldn't see what was going on inside. I only saw Kirara-kun leaving, and then the black fog suddenly disappeared, and Miss Kou Yuko also turned into two..."

Although Mai Sakurajima tried her best to describe it in complete language, she was ultimately unable to describe something that she could not understand, which made her narration seem somewhat confusing and completely incomprehensible to ordinary people.

But Yukinoshita Yukino is not an ordinary person. She quickly understood what Sakurajima Mai said and said in a clear voice:

“That’s the realm.”

"Field?" Mai Sakurajima whispered to herself, thinking about its meaning.

The girl with long black hair spoke softly:

"Domain, barrier, seal... no matter how the name changes, its essence is the same. It is the embodiment of spiritual energy."

Mai Sakurajima was thoughtful. She had read some novels and could understand this outrageous but 'reasonable' setting.

She quickly answered her question:

"What exactly is psychic power?"

Yukinoshita Yukino closed the book, looked at her quietly with her sapphire eyes, and asked softly, "Let me ask you, do you know the difference between idealism and materialism?"

"Don't treat me like a fool, okay?"

Mai Sakurajima was a little annoyed. Although she had indeed not attended school seriously for a few days, she was not so ignorant!

Yukinoshita Yukino did not comment, but explained softly:

"Materialism believes that matter is primary and spirit is secondary. The origin of the world is matter, and spirit is the product and reflection of matter. The world we live in now is built on the basis of materialism.

"Idealism believes that spiritual consciousness is the first nature of the world, and matter is the second nature of the world. In idealism, spirit is the basis that determines everything.

“You asked me what psychic power is, and I can’t explain its nature.

"All I know is that psychic power is the cornerstone of idealism and has the power to rewrite all reality."

The girl spread out her palms, and a ray of blue energy floated at her fingertips.

She lightly pointed, and the energy turned into floating air and flew to the table by the window, silently blending into the cup of black tea on the table.

In just a blink of an eye, the steaming black tea was instantly frozen, and the liquid in it completely solidified into ice!

Yukinoshita Yukino waved her hand slightly, and the cup of black tea flew automatically into her hand, still emitting steam.

Sakurajima Mai had seen more exaggerated scenes before, so she was not shocked at all and asked softly:

"So, how do I use psychic powers?"

Yukinoshita Yukino looked at her and suddenly sighed:

"Didn't I tell you already? Psychic power is the cornerstone of idealism, so the method of using psychic power is, of course, idealism."

"Idealism?"

Sakurajima Mai looked confused. What's the difference between saying it and not saying it?

But fortunately, she was not completely stupid. She soon understood the meaning a little bit and asked hesitantly:

"So, as long as I believe I have psychic powers and can use them, I can use them? Just like you can use the power to freeze objects because you believe you have such power?"

Yukinoshita Yukino gently corrected:

“It’s not about thinking, it’s about believing. As long as you believe you can do it, you can really do it.”

Mai Sakurajima quickly raised a question:

"So if I think I have the power to destroy the world, do I really have such power?"

"can."

Yukinoshita Yukino calmly stated the facts, "As long as you are idealistic enough, you can even destroy the world in an instant."

"If you can't do it, it just means you're not idealistic enough."

Sakurajima Mai inexplicably thought of Kira Yoshikage. He must be a staunch idealist who could even turn back time. What about herself? Am I idealistic enough?

That should be enough.

Because the reason why she became what she is now is because she originally had the idea of ​​"not wanting to be observed by others". Gradually, people around her really began to "ignore" her, until she could no longer be seen by anyone and began to attract those strange evil spirits...

But what next?

Is it true that her psychic powers can only do things to this extent?

Also, how should she practice her psychic powers?

Even if it is idealism, there must be a set of entry methods that can be applied to everyone, right?

Just as she was about to ask, the girl's peripheral vision caught the cover of the book that Yukinoshita Yukino was reading:

"Fantasy Demon Sword Turn".

"light novel?"

Sakurajima Mai looked a little surprised. She thought that an excellent student like Yukinoshita Yukino read famous books and essays.