They are in the music show, but I am a stranger to them

"Of course, I also want to thank you for your help. I think the new song you gave me is really good."

"Since the last Live, there has been no news from you, senior. Now you have finally cheered up. I also hope that you will not let these accidents hit your confidence, so - A-choo!"

Perhaps because she was the first one running all the way from the bus, Chu Hua, who was soaked by the rain, couldn't help but sneeze a little, but the meaning she wanted to convey to Chen Qi was already quite clear.

Chen Qi looked at Chu Hua who was obviously suffering from a cold, and without saying a word, he let go of Mu's hand that was holding him. In full view of everyone, he took off his black leather jacket and immediately covered Chu Hua's petite body with it.

Soon, Chu Hua, who was dressed fashionably but not cold-proof, was subconsciously startled when she felt a warmth like sunshine enveloping her body, but she quickly reacted. Her cheeks flushed slightly, and her voice unconsciously rose a few notes:

"Senior—"

"Shh, don't make a sound."

However, Chen Qi smiled and stretched out his hand, covering Chu Hua's golden hair with the hood of his coat. After looking at Chu Hua's covered body and hair, he also replied gently:

"Chuhua, you are an idol, don't attract the audience. If your fans see you with a man like me, you will be in trouble."

"Also...thank you for everything you have done. I will repay you in my own way in the future, for sure."

As he spoke, Chen Qi also cast his gaze towards Ruoye Mu, who was silently staring at him and the day ● update group ∵: □∮ ８ 物７ ⑥ 熝⒊ 俬思 ２ 初华, and then smiled and said to Mu:

"Mu, can you take Chuhua to the dressing room backstage? I remember there is a hair dryer there. Let Chuhua go and dry her hair and clothes. Don't get sick."

Mu: “…Yeah.”

Facing Chen Qi's guidance, Mu did not have any objection. He immediately pulled the sleeve of Chen Qi that was covering Chu Hua and led Chu Hua to the backstage.

Soon, as Chu Hua left, Chen Qi was greeted by the curious Miao Mengqin and Liang's silent gaze.

"I can't believe it. I thought you and Chuhua were just ordinary partners, but I didn't expect..."

After witnessing the interaction between Chen Qi and Chu Hua just now, Miao Meng realized how much effort Chu Hua had put in in order to save money for Chen Qi's performance. This completely refreshed her understanding of the relationship between the two.

Renting a bus to pick up people from all over Tokyo to watch the live show, and having them sing the whole thing?

Although Miao Meng didn't know what excuse Chu Hua used to make a busload of people not doubt her relationship with Chen Qi and disguise herself as a passerby who was simply interested in the Live, the cost alone was much greater than the Live held by Chen Qi.

"I say, Xiao Qi, how on earth did you manage to become such a good relationship with that Sanjiao Chuhua after just meeting her once? Isn't she really pursuing you?" Miao Mengqin couldn't help but ask Chen Qi.

"Senior, you must be very happy." Liang said to Chen Qi expressionlessly, "After all, Sanjiao Chuhua is a popular idol. If you can really get her, you don't have to worry about your career prospects in the early stages."

Chen Qi: "Stop, stop, stop, Sister Miao Meng, Chu Hua and I are good friends. Although it's a little hard to explain, we do have a lot in common, but it's not the kind of relationship you think. Don't go out and say nonsense, and affect Chu Hua's work."

"Also, Ryo, why did you use the word 'fishing'? Were you just being mean to me?"

Liang: “No.”

However, Liang's expression was as calm as ever, so much so that Chen Qi did not even notice the little movement of Liang's cheeks puffing up in displeasure after he turned his gaze away.

Qi is really a guy who shows mercy everywhere. The most important thing is that he is completely unaware of it. He is really troublesome...

I'm really worried about the other members of the band... Liang also began to regret for the first time. Was it really a good decision to insist on getting Chen Qi to join the band?

……

"Only ten minutes left!"

"It's all because Xiangzi's train stopped running due to heavy rain!"

"Now is not the time to complain, get in now or you'll be late."

After a lot of noise, the door of the studio opened again soon, and Gao Songdeng and his group, who were late and still had a little rain on their clothes and hair, finally arrived. However, when they looked at the studio that was already full of people, they were all surprised one after another.

"Isn't it raining heavily? Why are there still so many people here?" Aiyin, who was carrying a guitar on her back, looked at the crowd that surrounded the studio with some surprise, and was a little confused for a moment.

"After all, he's Chen Qi, so it's natural that his fans would be more loyal." Although Xiangzi remained calm, he still felt that it was unusual that so many people were willing to come to watch the performance under such extreme weather conditions.

However, before they could figure out the situation, an old and powerful voice interrupted the girls' thoughts.

"Too naive. Do you really think that guy can gain so many 'loyal' viewers without paying any price?"

"Manager Tsuzuki?!"

Tsuzuki, who appeared beside the girls at some point, also faced the girls with a solemn expression.

Tsuzuki glanced at everyone, but found that no one dared to look her in the face except Takamatsu Deng. The seriousness between her brows also eased a little, and she said lightly:

"Although I don't know how well you prepared, at least you didn't run away."

"Follow me, I'll take you to the front row, and you just need to listen carefully to the next song."

"Yes……"

However, apart from Deng who had his own plans in mind, Aine, Xiangzi and Li Xi, after looking at each other, could not hide their uneasy expressions, and could only lower their heads silently and follow Tsuzuki's footsteps.

It's no wonder they feel guilty. After all, up to now, apart from the melody, the title and lyrics of their new song have not been finalized yet!

They didn't know why, but Takamatsu Deng, who was the most suitable person to write lyrics, didn't have any inspiration for a week... Although Xiangzi also wrote the lyrics on his own initiative, and everyone practiced with Xiangzi's lyrics, but no matter how they practiced, they felt a little awkward...

Perhaps, it was because Xiangzi's lyrics were too focused on rhyme and melody, thus ignoring the inner voice, so that Gao Songdeng could not sing well and could not meet their expectations.

It's impossible to perform on stage with this level!

When Xiangzi thought of this, he unconsciously clenched his fists and suppressed the uneasiness in his heart, but he still planned to cheer himself up and face Chen Qi as a challenger or a redeemer.

However, only Takamatsu Deng knew that if he really wanted to impress his brother with this song, then only through his brother's performance could he have a glimmer of hope and get the inspiration he wanted.

As for Nagasaki Suyo...she doesn't care that much. She just needs to perform well.

After all, Su Shi herself couldn't see any possibility of them winning this "bet"... and for Su Shi, this was probably a good ending that allowed her to accept the defeat with peace of mind, right?

Soon, when the group squeezed through the crowd and finally reached the front closest to the stage, they noticed that in the same row, Chuhua, Miao Mengqin, and Yao Lenai were already here waiting for the performance to begin.

"Chuhua..." Xiangzi was also a little surprised that Chuhua would appear here, but before she could open her mouth, she was silenced by Chuhua's little hushing gesture.

"Shh, Xiaoxiang, now, you should listen quietly to the songs of your seniors."

Xiangzi: “…”

　At this time, Chen Qi, who had put his guitar back on the stage, glanced at Hong Xia, Kita, Goto and Liang one by one. When he saw that each of them was eager to try, he breathed a sigh of relief and completely let go of his nervousness.

The guitar in Chen Qi's arms was given to him by a staff member when he returned to the backstage. Of course, Chen Qi recognized that this was the guitar he lost when he was at Ruoye's house.

As for who would give me this guitar at this time, the answer is self-evident.

After making all the preparations, Chen Qi turned his gaze to the audience. When he first noticed the MYGO girls who had just arrived at the scene, the last knot in his heart was finally untied.

“…Thank you very much for coming to watch my performance today.”

“The songs I’m going to play today are actually songs I wrote for a few close friends and family members. This live show was originally held to allow them to hear my thoughts.”

However, as soon as Chen Qi's words fell on the stage, Aiyin, Su Shi, Xiangzi, Li Xi and Deng, who had just stood firm, trembled all over as if they were electrocuted, and immediately realized that what Chen Qi said about "it's hard to give up friends and family" was referring to them.

Although they had already learned from Liang that Chen Qi's performance was specially held for them, when they heard Chen Qi really admit it, they could not hide their inner shaking and they all looked up at Chen Qi on the stage.

"They... once relied on me, and I was close to them, but in the end, I failed to protect them. I watched helplessly as everything we cherished gradually disappeared."

"Gradually, I realized that I thought I knew each of them, but I didn't let them search for me. I didn't know myself."

"I never told them that I am not omnipotent, nor am I a man who will never fall down... There are times when I feel powerless and overwhelmed."

"Brother Qi..."

In the audience, even though Chen Qi did not start singing, Aiyin, who was listening to his every word, was deeply touched, and tears welled up in her eyes early on, almost pouring out like rain.

In my memory, the strong Brother Qi who always remained calm no matter what difficulties he faced... actually admitted for the first time that he was tired.

These days, Aiyin has been torturing her inner self. Chen Qi's sincerity, when he took off his strong exterior, was like a needle pricking her conscience. Chen Qi was also expressing his tiredness. The more Aiyin hadn't noticed these things in the past, the more she felt that she owed Chen Qi too much.

And it's not just Ain. Su Shi, Xiangzi, Li Xi and Gao Songdeng, everyone has mixed feelings in their hearts... Don't they understand better than Ain that they owe Chen Qi so much?

"So, in this song today, I want to say what I want to say to my friends and my family."

On the stage, Chen Qi's gaze unconsciously turned to Gao Songdeng who was staring at him intently. Looking at her moist eyes that sparkled like stars, he paused for a moment before speaking softly with a little trembling:

"The next song, the voice in my heart, is for you."

“I’ve thought about ending it all.”

puff.

For a moment, several girls in the audience felt their hearts skip a beat the moment they heard the title of the song. Even though it was just the title, it had already caused a strong wave of emotion in their hearts...

PS: Today's first chapter, 8,000 words, was supposed to be the second chapter posted yesterday, but because it was too late when I finished coding, I changed it to this morning (please forgive me with your hands folded)

Chapter 2 will be posted at noon, and I am not sure if there will be a chapter 3. I have other things to do in the evening. I am really sorry! (kneeling)

I always feel like no matter how hard I try, my schedule is still a mess...Kurushi.

pyA friend's new book "I, Xiaozhi, the Master of Heroic Spirits"

Introduction: This is a world where humans and Heroic Spirits coexist. When a child reaches the age of ten, he or she will receive his or her own initial Heroic Spirit and embark on a journey to become a Heroic Spirit trainer.

Satoshi, a young boy from Pallet Town, was late and failed to get the Starter Pokémon. As compensation, he got a shiny, bad-tempered, twin-tailed Heroic Spirit named Gilgamesh.

With the goal of becoming a Heroic Spirit Master, Ash's journey begins, leading to his encounters with many Heroic Spirits.

There is no time to grieve over the disappearance of Pokémon trainer Ash, as the person who is about to arrive on the battlefield is: the person that photographer Karna always watches! The one that the oldest king Gumpika will always love until death! The spiritual sustenance of the wandering soldier Attila! The last disciple of the reversed queen Scathach! The beloved of Minamoto no Raikou! Eresh Gakir's boyfriend outside the circle... the Heroic Master of Pallet Town, the human form of the Heroic Succubus - Ash!

Volume 1: SOUSuＯ:⒐∠０♂ˇ肆“∫８∫⌒似：栮∽”㈨掕旿

Chapter 93 Chapter : "I once thought about ending it all", crying MYGO

"I've thought about it before... just ending it all."

Yao Lenai, who was standing next to her grandmother in the audience, immediately stopped chewing the matcha candy in her mouth when she heard the lyrics of Chen Qi's song. After quickly swallowing the candy, Yao Lenai looked at her grandmother uneasily and couldn't help asking:

"Grandma, the title of this song...I don't like it."

Yao Le Nai didn't understand the hidden meaning behind the words "once and for all", but her cat-like intuition made her feel uneasy about the title of the song.

It was a really bad feeling that at some unknown moment, Chen Qi almost left me forever.

However, Tsuzuki was very clear about the metaphor in the lyrics of Chen Qi's song. Looking at his uneasy granddaughter, he also reached out and rubbed Yao Le Na's head. While soothing Yao Le Na's emotions, he said in a deep voice:

"Don't worry, that boy is not the kind of person who can't let go, Le Nai, he can't abandon everything and leave alone, I'm sure of that."

Of course, having said that, Tsuzuki had to admit that he was very surprised to hear that Chen Qi, who was once bold enough to team up with Lenai to steal his guitar collection and did not give up even after such special training from him, would actually write such a song one day.

It’s all over... Has that brat ever been so desperate that he almost lost his mind?

Thinking of this, Tsuzuki couldn't help but turn her gaze to the side. However, when she saw the girls around Chen Qi, almost every one of them looked extremely guilty and could hardly look directly at Chen Qi on the stage, she understood in her heart who made him have such thoughts.

Sure enough, just as she thought, the actions of these girls who were overly dependent on him brought too much psychological burden to this brat.

I've told that kid before, hurry up and stop wasting yourself on this kind of band stuff - but if he hadn't gone through this, he probably wouldn't have been able to write this kind of song.

But in any case, Tsuzuki felt that Chen Qi was now willing to use this song to face his former friends and family, which was considered a progress.

After all, judging from the title of this song, he is playing it with the idea of ​​venting his emotions, right? This will probably be a song that is either very depressing or uses all kinds of high notes to vent emotions.

If this song can make this guy sing out all the pressure in his heart, and let him say goodbye to the girls in the past, it would be good.

However, just when this thought came to Tsuzuki's mind, the prelude of the song began to slowly sound, but as soon as the melody began, Tsuzuki frowned unconsciously, revealing a bit of surprise.

Just because this melody is different from what she had imagined before... Not only is it not violent, nor is it sad, but it is very soothing overall? 3

This is actually a song with a warm melody? ０

While Tsuzuki was still a little surprised, the soothing melody continued, with the guitar strumming and the occasional drum beat. Chen Qi, who was waiting with his eyes closed on the stage, opened his eyes slowly and pointed at the microphone, singing in a soft voice:⑤

"I once thought about ending it all because of the black-tailed gulls crying at the dock."

"As the waves rise and fall, they disappear, pecking at the past and flying away."

"I once thought about ending it all because the apricot blossoms bloomed on my birthday."

“If I take a nap in the shining sunlight, will I be able to turn into dust along with the dead insects?”

The first part may seem difficult to understand for most people, but there are still a few people who can quickly grasp the meaning of the lyrics.

And Takamatsu Deng was the first person who could relate to his brother's lyrics.

The lyrics of my brother's song describe a fragile and sensitive heart... It's like my former self, who always experienced different feelings from ordinary people because of the slightest changes in the outside world.

She was also sad about the withered and fallen leaves... because she always wondered, if leaves could speak, what kind of words would they leave behind for the end of their lives?

She also thought about the watermelon worms that loved to hide among rocks and soil, worrying that they would be as lonely as herself, so she collected them one by one in bottles so that they would no longer be lonely and could live together.

She thought that only she could understand this feeling...

But Gao Songdeng could never have imagined that the brother who had always encouraged him to accept this world and always acted as his guide in this world with a smile...actually, had the same idea as him.

It turns out that my brother was not the only one who entered my world... Did he also have the same world as the one I see?

However, Deng was not at all happy about this empathy.

She had experienced that kind of loneliness and powerlessness before, and she didn't want her beloved brother to be as helpless as she was. She didn't want to see the person who encouraged her and gave her warmth show the same expression as she did in the past.