They are in the music show, but I am a stranger to them

However, before Xiangzi could adjust her mentality, Gao Songdeng's singing voice rang out before her keyboard.

"'I wish I could use my song of life to make you appreciate life more'."

"'If only my family song could make you appreciate love more'."

“Although, actually I just want to gain empathy.”

"I am filled with desires and cannot be a normal person. This is me."

It was not until Gao Songdeng's singing began that the uneasy Xiangzi realized it belatedly and hurriedly pressed the piano keys, and quickly followed Gao Songdeng's already extremely fast-paced lyrics.

However, even ordinary audiences can taste some clues from Toyokawa Shoko's panic handling of this part, not to mention those who truly understand music.

Especially when the sound of Xiangzi's keyboard slowly sounded, Aiyin, who was carrying the guitar on the side, suddenly came to her senses and began to pluck the strings almost relying on muscle memory. But without the cover of the second guitar, Aiyin's behavior could only be described as panic.

As for Lixi... she hardly moved at all. Although she held the drumstick in her hand, she looked around blankly. She didn't play the drums, and she didn't even pluck the cymbals. Her mind was almost blank.

Obviously, for Shiina Riki, who had the most complete emotional breakdown, all her rationality was used to maintain her emotions, even making her unable to think about other things at the moment and completely losing her judgment.

After all, even to the stage, she was actually led by Xiangzi and Su Shi. What lingered in her mind now was still Chen Qi's previous performance, and... countless fragments of memory that made her feel remorseful.

"Are you panicking?" Tsuzuki, frowning in the audience, could tell at a glance that the girls on the stage were not in the right state for a live performance. He said decisively:

"This level of performance can only make people feel sad."

"That boy, did you misjudge the person after all?"

Tsuzuki was a little disappointed, so he took the hand of Yona and prepared to leave. She thought there was no need to watch this performance any longer.

This kind of panicked mentality and lack of tacit cooperation did not even need booing from the audience. If the people on the stage had some self-awareness, they would have realized how bad their performance was and would have stopped playing on their own.

And the fact is just as Tsuzuki thought.

Takamatsu Deng had just sung the first few verses of the lyrics and had not had time to get the mood going. Toyokawa Shoko, who had already sensed that the rhythm was completely messed up, silently stopped her fingers... and could no longer press a single key.

And Aiyin slowly put down the hand holding the pick, and her head lowered slightly because of guilt and self-blame.

As for Li Xi, she even silently put down the drumstick in her hand. Before she even had time to react, failure had already hit her, piercing her already numb heart once again.

Nagasaki Suyo witnessed this and silently put down her hand, helplessly facing the result that was exactly what she expected...

She already said... they can't perform under these circumstances.

Having lost all the accompaniment, even Gao Songdeng subconsciously stopped singing... But she did not cast her gaze towards her teammates behind her. Her trembling eyes were always staring at the figure of Chen Qi not far away.

"...Let's go, Qi."

At this moment, Mu, who had been holding Chen Qi's hand, slowly closed her eyes facing this performance that had failed from the beginning - she couldn't bear to look at Chen Qi's expression at this moment, but she also knew that Chen Qi must be very disappointed.

He took off his tough outer coat and revealed his inner fragility and softness in front of them, hoping that they could grow and achieve something beyond his influence...but he didn't expect this to be the result.

Faced with this scene, Mu didn’t even know whether she should be angry or not. She just felt a little sad.

Qi, I actually wasted so much time for you guys...

"...Okay, let's go ahead."

However, this time, even someone as positive as Chen Qi had to admit... he had suffered a severe blow to his heart.

But in the end, Chen Qi looked at the figure of Gao Songdeng on the stage with a dazed look and sparkling eyes under the lights, but he still couldn't reveal the slightest complaint... He could only let out a long sigh to himself.

This is all my fault... I turned the lamp into a child who would not make any progress without me.

Perhaps, it is time to leave? My existence has hindered their growth...

With what could even be called desperate thoughts, Chen Qi lowered his head silently, took Mu's hand, slowly turned around, and walked towards the door of the studio.

However, the scene of Chen Qi turning around and leaving, the moment it caught Deng's eyes - Deng's eyes shrank slightly, and his heart suddenly tightened.

don't want……

Never do such things!

"Don't leave me again, brother!!"

Suddenly, Gao Songdeng, who was on the stage, burst into emotion and almost stopped Chen Qi's steps by howling. Chen Qi almost subconsciously turned around and cast his gaze towards Gao Songdeng, who was crying on the stage.

On the stage, Gao Songdeng looked at the brother he had won back, and still chose to sing without any accompaniment or melody!

No, it’s more like she was calling out with a hoarse cry to the person she couldn’t afford to lose!

　"I sing because I am in pain!"

“I sing because I’m sad!”

"I sing because I want to live!"

"It's just a part of me - even though I know this song can't save you!"

“But! But!!”

"I - I want to be your god too!"

God may not necessarily save his believers, but this time, I really want to save you!

Brother, that whole world belongs to me, belongs to the "God" in my heart...

This time, please give me a chance to save you!

All of a sudden, all the shackles in his heart broke apart at the moment Gao Songdeng's emotions completely collapsed, along with the emotions that bound Gao Songdeng's heart, which he dared not express or release, all surged into his heart.

This time, Gao Songdeng completely understood the true nature of his complicated feelings for Chen Qi.

This feeling is neither a taboo nor a sin.

I just want to continue to love deeply the person who loves me back as always!

PS: Today is the first chapter! The second chapter will probably be released at noon, both are fresh chapters.

This thing is getting busier and busier. Oh, I don't know how many days I will wake up today (limp)

pyA friend's new book "Hunting Cards! Star Dragon"

The introduction is too long to post, but the author is a veteran Yu-Gi-Oh writer, so the quality is guaranteed~

Chapter 1:

Chapter 95 Chapter Ninety-four: "Jun no God's Tree", Chen Qi and Deng's brother and sister connect with each other

"This is..." 2㈧5四?-⑶＝°三,＋婈】肿♂◎ｚＨＵAnＱｕN:

However, Hong Xia and Liang, who had originally planned to leave with Chen Qi, stopped involuntarily like Chen Qi when faced with the sudden release of emotions on the stage that were so strong that even the soul would tremble, and looked at Gao Song Deng on the stage with surprise.

No one expected that without accompaniment or even a teammate to cooperate with him, Takamatsu Deng could actually burst out with such strong appeal in the form of a cappella.

Hong Xia and Liang had also experienced similar shock from Chen Qi's infectious power.

Are these brother and sister really not biological children?

"Things seem to be starting to get interesting."

Looking at Takamatsu Deng who was finally beginning to show his true potential on the stage, Liang stopped unconsciously, and at this moment, a faint smile appeared on her face, which was completely inconsistent with the one she had when she proposed the bet of "deciding the winner" before.

In stark contrast to the bet he made with Takamatsu Deng and the others, Liang's real purpose is not to crush Takamatsu Deng and the others, but to let them turn the pressure brought by the bet into their driving force, so that they will be forced to grow up in order to win back Chen Qi, who they cannot lose.

Judging from the current results...it’s hard to say about the other members of the band, but at least, Qi’s sister should be able to put his mind at ease.

This can be considered as the first burden that everyone asked Qi to unload after he joined the band.

And judging from this progress, Qi should need their help more in the future. In this case, his sense of belonging to the band should become stronger and stronger...

Then, Hongxia's dream, the ideal band she pursued, everything...may really come true.

Of course, Liang hasn't thought about so many complicated things yet. She still focuses more on Chen Qi who is concentrating on the stage.

Liang looked at Chen Qi. Under the dim light, the only thing she could see clearly was Chen Qi's eyes, which were as crystal clear as the blue waves of the sea reflecting the moonlight. When she saw clearly that his eyes had never left the figure of the star-like girl on the stage, even Liang could not help but be distracted by Chen Qi's focused and gentle eyes...

How much does he love that girl to be able to look at her with such tenderness all the time?

It is impossible not to envy the sister whom he cherishes as if she were the whole world...

On the stage, Gao Songdeng looked at the figure of her brother who had been called back by her. She no longer suppressed the voice in her heart and chose to continue singing everything she wanted to tell her brother.

At this moment, Deng ignored the accompaniment and his teammates who were still in a daze and had not yet come to their senses. He only relied on his screams of grief and pretended to be strong in his crying voice, trying to save the only figure he wanted to save!

"Who really thought a song like this could fill your rotten wounds?!"

"Even if I hug you tightly and shout loudly, the reality will not change at all!" 7

"The music I shout recklessly can only make me feel sober for a moment."

"I think what I really want is empathy..."

"But I also want to save you!"

"But I am so powerless! I am so powerless! I am so powerless! I am so powerless!!"4

Over and over again, he tore his vocal cords wantonly. At this moment, Gao Songdeng could be said to have completely abandoned the so-called singing skills and techniques. He just vented the emotions that surged in his chest again and again, and was filled again and again.

In my heart, there are so many things I want to say to him, but simply expressing a little bit of emotion is far from enough for Gao Songdeng.

She also wanted to express more of her feelings for him!

"pray?"

At this time, Mu, who was originally holding Chen Qi's hand gently and had his eyes focused on the stage, suddenly felt the warmth in his hand gradually disappear, and he couldn't help but call out to the person who left in a daze.

However, at this moment, Chen Qi had no time to pay attention to Mu's gentle call behind him. His eyes never strayed from the person on the stage who was crying, and he also kept looking at his sister from beginning to end.

Chen Qi's steps became unusually hurried. He pushed away all the people in front of him who were blocking his way. The only thought in his mind was to get back to his sister as soon as possible, who was sobbing and calling out to him, wanting to save him.

This is an instinctive behavior that is almost engraved in the bones of this brother who has regarded his sister as the whole world for more than ten years.

He must return to his sister as soon as possible when she needs him.

At this time, Gao Songdeng on the stage naturally noticed the figure of Chen Qi who was approaching her from the audience. She looked at her brother who was getting closer and closer to her. While her eyes could not stop trembling, she also clearly felt the effect of her singing!

So, Gao Songdeng kept walking towards the edge of the stage, but with tears in his eyes, he continued to sing the voice in his heart:

"I fell down, fell down, fell down, my body was in tatters, and my wounds turned into blood scabs. "

"I was just trying to break this stupid story to you."

"'Saved by you' and 'started to want to live'."

In the blink of an eye, while Gao Songdeng was still singing his own inner monologue, Chen Qi was the first to rush to the position closest to the stage where the lantern was.

At this moment, Takamatsu Deng's singing also stopped, and almost in an instant, everyone's eyes were focused on the brother and sister who had become the focus.

"elder brother……"

On the stage, Gao Songdeng's trembling eyes silently gazed at Chen Qi who was so close to him, looking at the brother whom he had lost and found again for the second time... However, a beautiful smile could not help but appear on his tearful face.

Because she knew that this time, her brother was not "found" by her.

This time, it was her brother who took the initiative to come back for her.

It is only today that Gao Songdeng finally understands a truth: everything she has been insisting on, does not truly belong to her after all... Everything that truly belongs to her is the feeling that cannot be severed or cut apart, like a thread that keeps lingering.

Just like her and her brother... they will never be separated again.

"elder brother……"

"Can you hold my hand again, like you did in the past?"

Under the watchful eyes of the crowd, Deng half-knelt on the stage with tears in her eyes, and extended her hand towards Chen Qi in the audience.

"——Of course, lamp."9

Facing the hand that Deng stretched out to him, all the defenses that he had built up in his heart, even the determination to say goodbye to Deng, completely disappeared when he looked at his sister who kept calling him.

Instead, Chen Qi's long-dormant, even long-suppressed warmth was replaced. That warmth was unique to Gao Songdeng. For Chen Qi, the first person in the world who was gentle to him, once again revived in his heart.

Chen Qi did not hesitate, and gently held Deng's hand, just like before, he held the girl's hand and walked through more than ten springs, summers, autumns and winters.

Under Deng's tearful smile, Deng only exerted a little force and pulled his brother, who also wanted to reunite with him, onto the stage.

Soon, under the dull yet eager gazes of the other four girls on the stage and hundreds of people in the audience, the brother and sister held each other's hands and stood in the center of the stage again. They soon received warm applause from the audience who did not know the truth but still cheered for this scene! ⑵

Although, the audience didn’t know what was going on, nor did they understand why the outstanding young man who performed before was on the stage again.

They also didn't understand why these two people who didn't look like they were related by blood would call each other brother and sister.

But, what's the harm? Faced with such a heartwarming scene of brother and sister reuniting, what's the point of worrying about the truth of all this? ⑸

At this moment, not only did the hundreds of audience members who did not know the truth not care, but even Hong Xia and Liang in the audience, after seeing such a scene, were all smiling for the reconciliation of the brother and sister.

On the stage, Aiyin, Lixi, Su Shi and Xiangzi... the four girls stared blankly at Chen Qi, who had returned to them without any warning, with such disbelief. After experiencing such a huge change from hell to heaven, they subconsciously thought that all this was too easy to be real.