They are in the music show, but I am a stranger to them

At this moment, in this empty room, with no one around, Nagasaki Suyo could no longer suppress her nature...her greedy, lustful and controlling side.

This was the same scene that Su Shi had done when she first found Chen Qi's residence in Aiyin's house. But at that time, because Xiao Mu was by her side, Su Shi did not dare to be so unscrupulous in asking for the breath like she is now.

Su Shi was breathing heavily and couldn't control her tears from falling.

not enough.

No matter how she tried to get the remaining scent of Aqi, even if she was holding tightly in her hand the earring of Aqi that she had secretly swallowed, it was not enough to fill the huge void in her heart caused by Chen Qi's departure.

When Chen Qi first came to her home, she had fantasized that her life would no longer be empty and lonely, and she could live a happy cohabitation life like in a romantic TV series, enjoying every minute and every second with Chen Qi.

Even if in the end, I will be separated from Aqi, I have at least gained a moment of satisfaction.

Ah Qi, originally, did not belong to her alone, she only needed to seek that little bit of happiness as a consolation, that was enough.

But now, Su Shi found that he was wrong, very wrong.

She did get a moment of happiness from Aqi, but when Aqi left her, all she got was greater emptiness, stronger loneliness, and even more unsatisfied needs.

Ah, I should have known long ago that I could never be satisfied.

Nagasaki Motoyo carefully recalled what she had done some time ago, and couldn't help but find her previous thoughts ridiculous.

Even when Mu was sleeping, I wanted to stay with Aqi all the time... I also hid it from Aqi and embezzled the earrings that he wanted to give to Aine-chan...⑵

How can such a greedy and selfish person be satisfied?

But in the end, I got nothing...

Aki finally returned to Aine and Deng. Aine, who had lost her and found her again, would no longer hide her love for Aki. It might even be possible that she would have caught up with Aki in a short while.

And Xiaomu and Dengjiang... they must be happily staying by Aqi's side now, enjoying the time with Aqi that makes them jealous, right?

But why... am I the only one who has to endure the loneliness of losing Ah Qi?

Why can't I be with Ah Qi openly?

I obviously like Akari as much as Aine-chan does...:

I clearly regard Aqi as my whole world more than Dengjiang and Xiaomu!

Aine-chan, Deng-chan, Xiaomu, Xiangzi...everything they did for Aqi, I can do the same!

Why? I clearly hadn’t done anything to let Ah Qi down, I clearly was so considerate of him, I cherished him so much… Why was it that in the end, I was the only one who had nothing?

I just want him to stay with me. I just want to be like an ordinary girl and be with the person I like. What have I done wrong?

I'm not convinced!I'm not convinced!

If I could have the same conditions as Aine-chan, Deng-chan and Xiaomu, I would definitely do better than them and love Aqi more than them!

However, Nagasaki Suyo's tears burst out like a flood, and no matter how heartbreakingly she screamed in her heart, she could not change the reality that Chen Qi had already left her.

Today, Su Shi didn't even dare to agree to Li Xi's request and go to "RiNG" to practice with everyone... She was afraid that she would witness that big boy she loved, letting Aine-chan, Deng-chan and Xiaomu stick to him with a doting look on his face.

Su Shi couldn't stand that kind of mental stimulation. She was afraid that if she saw that scene, she wouldn't know what extreme behavior she would do.

By then, the last bit of gentleness that I might have in Aqi's heart would be wiped out.

But, as for the band or something... Su Shi no longer wanted to go. She didn't want to be stimulated again and witness the person she liked being with someone else.

Just as Su Shi was feeling sorry for himself and collapsed on the bed where Chen Qi had slept, with only the strength left to gasp for air, suddenly, the sound of a door opening outside attracted Su Shi's attention.

"……Mother?"

The lock of Su Shi's house is a fingerprint lock, so the person who was able to walk in without any hindrance was only his mother.

In order to cover up his second heartbreak, Su Shi forced himself to cheer up and quickly tidied up the messy bedding beneath him. Then he gently tidied his hair with his fingers, and then he walked out of the room with a normal breathing and a normal expression.

However, just as Su Shi pushed open the door and was about to calmly greet his mother who rarely came home, he was faced with a tall figure who had just tiptoed out of another guest room.

Almost instantly, Nagasaki Suyo's body stiffened as if she had been electrocuted, and her eyes were trembling. She thought she was missing him too much and was hallucinating...

However, her body reacted before her brain did. At that moment, Su Shi even forgot to cry. She just walked towards Chen Qi in disbelief, muttering subconsciously:

"...Aqi, is that you?"

"Su Shi? What's wrong with you?" Chen Qi obviously noticed that something was wrong with Su Shi, especially when Su Shi approached him. He also noticed Su Shi's red eyes and the traces of tears on his face.

Su Shi... cried before? But why? Was she wronged?

Before Chen Qi could figure it out, Su Shi had already walked up to Chen Qi, carefully stretched out one of her fingers, and poked Chen Qi's chest lightly with the same movement as if she was reaching for a fragile bubble.

It was real. At that moment, after feeling the firm touch on Chen Qi's chest, Nagasaki Sushi's brain finally confirmed that all this was not an illusion.

He is really back...

Aqi, did you come back for me?

Su Shi didn't even have time to think about these questions. The next second, she could no longer suppress her emotions and hugged the boy she had been thinking about day and night, without giving Chen Qi any chance to react.

She was so excited that she almost used up her strength to merge with him, but in the end, it was the last bit of rationality that made Su Shi maintain her gentleness and hug him gently.

Chen Qi was also caught off guard by Su Shi's hug, but what made him even more uneasy were the two lines of tears that Su Shi gently shed on his chest...

"Su Shi...what happened? Why are you crying?"

Su Shi: "...I'm not crying, Aqi, I'm just smiling and shedding tears."

And Nagasaki Suyo, who was clinging tightly to Chen Qi's chest, feeling the warmth that was lost and regained, was crying with joy and whispering softly, pouring out the words that had been accumulated in her heart for a long time to the big boy in front of her.

"I'm just... so happy."

"Aqi, I felt really lonely after you left... I was afraid of being alone again."

"So, thank you, thank you for coming back... for not abandoning me, and not forgetting me."

And...Aqi, thank you for leaving me this time. It made me finally understand everything.

I like you so much that I want to monopolize everything about you and keep every minute and every second of you by my side.

Now, I have completely realized my feelings, and I will never give you to anyone else.

I want you to love only me forever.

At this moment, Su Shi, who had confirmed his truest desire deep in his heart, used a little more strength in his arms as he embraced Chen Qi.

The words that Su Shi just said also left Chen Qi with no reason to push away the girl who was afraid of loneliness. In order to help Su Shi calm down quickly, he stroked her hair and back again and again, and said in a rather helpless tone:

"Cry, cry, but don't wake Mu up...Mu has walked a long way and is very tired. He is still sleeping in his room."

Of course, he would not wake Xiaomu up. Nagasaki Suyo was reluctant to waste even a little bit of the time she spent with Aqi on Ruoye Mu.

Next, she was going to possess everything about this beloved big boy in front of her, bit by bit... This time, Nagasaki Suyo would not allow anyone to mess with her again!

PS: Today is the first chapter... It's so fresh. I went to get an IV drip after finishing coding. It's been four days. I had a fever for three days and a cough for four days. The fever hasn't completely gone away. It's really a stubborn disease.

〇But even so, I won't give up! Please feel free to subscribe! When I recover, the updates will return to normal! (Rolling on the ground begging for subscription)

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⒊Volume 108: Chapter 107 Chapter : I, Nagasaki Suyo, will definitely win this time!

⑤ Perhaps because Mu chose to walk all the way to Su Shi's house with Chen Qi in order to spend more time alone with Chen Qi, Mu slept very deeply this time. Therefore, Mu was not awakened by the movement of Nagasaki Su Shi outside the door.

⑥ And Su Shi also got the time alone with Chen Qi as she wished.

And because she doesn't have to care about Mu's opinion, Su Shi can finally absorb the taste and feelings she needs from Chen Qi without any worries to fill the lonely gap in her heart.

What best reflects this point is that even though the two of them had slowly moved from the door of Mu's room to the sofa in the living room, Su Shi never let Chen Qi's body leave her side at all.

"Calm down a little bit?"

Chen Qi, who sat down on the sofa with Su Shi, looked at Su Shi, who was still clinging to his arm and leaning his head on his shoulder, as if he was possessed by a sloth. He was helpless.

After all, Chen Qi understood Su Shi, and knew that beneath her seemingly mature appearance, she was actually just a little girl with delicate emotions, fragile feelings, and fear of loneliness.

Especially Su Shi is in this state now... If he wants her to calm down as soon as possible, the best way is to let Su Shi act coquettishly. If he shows resistance, Su Shi will only cry harder.

——And Su Shi, knowing full well that Chen Qi would indulge her when she was vulnerable, dared to lean on Chen Qi so unscrupulously.

"Su Shi, do you want me to make you a cup of black tea?" Chen Qi also saw that Su Shi's mood seemed to have calmed down a little, and he stroked Su Shi's hair and asked carefully:

"If you have anything bothering you, we can sit down and talk slowly. Now, calm down and let go of my hand, okay?"

"...No."

０However, when Chen Qi asked tentatively, Su Shi hugged Chen Qi's arm even more tightly, like a little girl whose favorite toy was about to be taken away, and said in a faint voice:

Si: "Black tea... I'll make some for Aqi later. Aqi just needs to stay with me now."

"I won't run away." Chen Qi also found it funny. Looking at Su Shi who refused to let go, he tried to change his way of speaking to Su Shi half-jokingly:

si "Su Shi, you look like those elementary school girls who like to act like a spoiled child and make trouble. Is it really okay for me to see you like this?"

⒉ "Woo..."

9. When Chen Qi finished speaking, Su Shi beside him seemed to finally have some emotional reaction. But before Chen Qi could relax for a moment, he did not expect that Su Shi not only did not let go, but his tone became more unhappy, and he said to Chen Qi like a broken jar:

Ling: "What does it matter? Anyway, there is no need for me to pretend in front of Aqi."

"What's wrong with letting me be a primary school student for a while? I'm just being a spoiled brat now! I'm upset because of Aqi, hum~"

Chen Qi: “…”

Well, it seems that I really can’t do anything to Su Shi for the time being.

At this moment, looking at Chen Qi beside him who had no more words to refute and chose to obey his will, Su Shi deliberately said these words in his heart, revealing his vulnerable side, and couldn't help but feel a little proud and happy in his heart.

Sure enough, it was just as she thought. As long as she showed a little vulnerability, Aqi would be obedient to her and would be allowed to act in any way she wanted.

It's a pity that I can only act like a spoiled child to Aqi in this situation...

For some reason, Nagasaki Suyo, who was leaning against Chen Qi's body at this time, couldn't help but think of Chihaya Aine.

And when Su Shi thought that Aiyin could act coquettishly towards Chen Qi without restraint in places where she could see and couldn't see, and even clamp her legs around the waist of her beloved Aqi and rely on her Aqi's arms in public, Su Shi became extremely jealous.

Su Shi had to admit that she wanted to enjoy the same treatment as Aine. She also wanted to be able to act coquettishly to the person she liked at all times, and he could indulge her little temper at any time.

But, what should I do to make Aqi tolerate my little willfulness forever?

In order to achieve his own little idea, Nagasaki Suyo's brain started working quickly. After a while, Suyo came up with a good idea that he thought was feasible.

The next second, Su Shi, whose emotions had calmed down a lot, immediately started to cry again. While leaning against Chen Qi in a sullen manner, she murmured in Chen Qi's ear:

9 "Aqi... is a big bad guy, the worst person I have ever met."

Four "Huh?" Chen Qi, who was originally stroking Su Shi's hair and thought that Su Shi was about to return to normal, paused his fingers and froze subconsciously when he heard Su Shi's words.

0 And Chen Qi's feedback made Su Shi even more convinced that this trick of hers would definitely work. So, Su Shi continued her acting skills, and suddenly she was in tears again, whispering in Chen Qi's ear over and over again:

⒋ "You know that she lives alone and what she fears most is loneliness, but you still want to intrude into her life with Xiaomu. I finally got used to the existence of Aqi and Xiaomu, but they quietly left me..."

㈢ "Aqi, this is really too much... You let me experience a fulfilling life without loneliness, but you quietly deprived me of that kind of life."

⑤ "This is all Aqi's fault. Aqi, you have to compensate me... otherwise I will never forgive you."

Chen Qi: "...Then how can I compensate you?"

Everything about the death was just as Su Shi had expected. While she continued to add to Chen Qi's sense of guilt, she also successfully made Chen Qi feel that he owed her.

After getting the answer she wanted, Su Shi couldn't help but feel a little more active in her heart. However, when she looked at the big boy who was so close to her, she still had a bit of difficulty on her face. The wish that Su Shi had on her lips was not spoken successfully...

At that moment, Su Shi wanted to seize the opportunity to confess her love to the big boy in front of her whom she liked.

The compensation she wanted was for him to stay by her side for the rest of her life, to accompany her forever, so that she would no longer feel lonely, and so that every day from now on would be filled with happiness and joy...

But Nagasaki Suyo was afraid. She was afraid of being rejected, and even more afraid that the person she liked didn't actually like her.

Especially... now that she had calmed down and looked at the possibility that she would be rejected, it seemed that the possibility was not small.

After all, she still didn't know what Aqi felt towards her.

Even she herself, only realized her attachment to Aqi from her endless desire during the few days when Aqi left her. But in the final analysis, this was just her wishful thinking. In the past, Aqi did not seem to have any special care for her.

Especially, there are still people who like him around Aqi... such as Aine-chan...

No, I absolutely cannot let Aqi reject me.

If my courtship of Aqi was rejected, then Aqi and I would never be able to get along with each other as before.

I have to confirm it again.

Just when Su Shi had managed to calm down her impulse and was about to test Chen Qi's feelings for her, Chen Qi's phone rang with a message, which was obviously sent to his line.

"Aqi, who sent the message?" Su Shi saw Chen Qi pick up the phone and reply with great concentration, and asked in a low voice with a little taste in his heart.

"It's Aiyin. They don't know that Xiaomu and I are staying at your house, Sushi. I have to tell them not to worry."