They are in the music show, but I am a stranger to them

"…But, in my heart, you are also one of them, Su Shi."

"I don't blame you for what you did to Li Xi, but you shouldn't have done all this to Li Xi at that time, and especially when Qi was watching you."

"If Qi and the girl named Hongxia hadn't been there, you would have destroyed the band that Qi had worked so hard to help you put together with your own hands."

"By then, you will not only hurt Riki, but also Deng, Aine, and Lena... They are all people that Qi cares about. Do you want Qi's efforts to go to waste once again?"

"No." After a slight tremor, Nagasaki Motoyo shook her head with dilated eyes, muttering to herself as if in self-hypnosis:

㈨ "I am different from Li Xi and Xiang Zi... I am really willing to give everything for A Qi."

Like "I will sever the friendship that Ah Qi can't cut, and I will help him sever the people he can't bear to give up - I am willing to be the bad guy for him, to be spurned and abused by those who like him, and even become their lifelong enemy."

"As long as Aqi can stop sacrificing for those meaningless people...As long as Aqi doesn't run into danger for these people like he does now."

"I am willing to do this, I——"

(4) “Pah.”

㈢However, before Nagasaki Sushi could finish his words, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open. Sushi Hemu's heart skipped a beat, but he subconsciously turned his head away.

③As they were watching, they saw Miao Mengqin, who seemed to have lost his balance and stumbled into the half-open door, and Miao Meng looked at the two of them with embarrassment, then pointed behind him.

It was under the guidance of Miao Mengqin that Su Shi Hemu, whose pupils could not stop trembling at this moment, turned his gaze tremblingly to Chen Qi, who was wearing a hospital gown and had an expressionless face, who slowly walked into the room from outside the door.

"...Pray."

And at the moment they saw clearly who was coming, Su Shihemu's faces turned pale at the same time, and they all called his name softly.

Exposed.

The dark side of them that they absolutely didn't want Chen Qi to see was completely exposed!

At this point, they had no way to comfort themselves. After exposing herself, Mu unconsciously clenched her fists and lowered her head silently.

She... originally wanted to stay by Qi's side forever and become the person he trusted the most, because Qi didn't know the dark thoughts in her heart, nor did he know that she had become like this because of her greed for his tenderness.

But now, all this is meaningless.

The moment she was exposed, the trusting relationship between her and Qi... was probably gone forever.

But compared to Mu, the person who was the least calm and the most unable to accept the scene in front of her was undoubtedly Nagasaki Suyo. She stared blankly at Chen Qi's figure, as if she wanted to regard all this as her own illusion.

However, the clear figure in front of him did not disappear, which made Su Shi react belatedly. He murmured dully:

"Qi...you, heard it?"

"Well, Qi, this is not the case. Xiaomu and I are just... just..."

"... Although, I have already guessed it." However, the moment Su Shi's hesitant voice of defense sounded, Chen Qi, who had originally had a blank expression on his face, also revealed a bit of forced smile. He was not too surprised by the scene before him... He was just a little frustrated.

"It's just that I didn't dare to think about the transfer group←:⒐)⒋¨⒏⒉∝。⒋⒊］⒊≯∶０⒌...Su Shi, you will really do this."

Did all of this evolve because of me?

Obviously, Su Shi and He Mu should be best friends, but because of my interference, they have become incompatible.

Just like Xiangzi... Because of my intervention, Xiangzi's treatment is even more miserable than in the original book.

Now all the girls are suspicious of each other and attack each other because of me. Everyone has more different thoughts in their mind, and some, like Su Shi, have evolved to the point where they are willing to hurt everyone.

For a moment, the disheartened Chen Qi also sighed deeply. He didn't want to say anything more. He just wanted to be alone for a while and have some quiet time.

However, just when Chen Qi turned around, Su Shi, who was holding Mu's hand, suddenly trembled violently. She stared at Chen Qi's back blankly, but called out with a pale face:

“No…No!!”

"Please! Don't leave me!!"

After a while, Chen Qi felt himself being held tightly by a pair of delicate hands. When he turned his head subconsciously, he found that Nagasaki Suyo's delicate body suddenly fell down, and she knelt directly on the cold floor in full view of everyone.

At this moment, Su Shi was like a chestnut-haired puppy abandoned by its owner. She looked pitiful, with tears in her eyes, and she grabbed Chen Qi's hand almost beggingly. She said to Chen Qi again and again with a voice that could not be concealed:

"If it weren't for Aqi, I would have been in such a mess. ≮:——"

"Please forgive me. As long as Aqi can forgive me, I am willing to do anything!"

"Please..." Su Shi lowered her head deeply, holding Chen Qi's hand tightly and unwilling to let go. She had a strong premonition in her heart that if she let go at this moment, then this boy would really disappear from her life forever.

"If even Aqi leaves... then what's the point of all I've done... I've lost my friendship, and I haven't gained love, so I have nothing..."

"So please, only you, please don't leave me..."

Volume 150: Chapter 149 Chapter : You are only thinking about yourself

"Please, Qi, I really know I was wrong."

"I won't do anything to hurt anyone again. I will change. I can go and apologize to Li Xi! As long as you don't give up on me, I'm willing to do anything!"

"So, please, please... don't leave me..."

Nagasaki Suyo knelt on the cold floor tiles, tears dripping down her face like pear blossoms in the rain. At this moment, she had no idea of ​​her previous "lofty ambitions" and had long forgotten her plan to eliminate the hidden rival and leave only herself, Xiaomu and Deng.

Now Su Shi's only concern is to prevent the boy from completely despairing of her.

Nagasaki Suyo herself was very clear that what she did actually touched Chen Qi's bottom line that he could not tolerate. She chose to hurt the people he cared about for her own purposes.

It can be said that from the moment she told Li Xi the lie that "Chen Qi didn't care about her new song", she already knew what the consequences would be if Chen Qi knew about it.

Su Shi knew that no matter how much she disliked Li Xi, as long as Chen Qi did not completely break up with Li Xi, Li Xi would still be someone Chen Qi cared about.

No, even if Li Xi really broke up with Chen Qi unilaterally, I'm afraid I can't do anything to Li Xi. After all, Xiangzi's previous experience is right in front of us.

Su Shi originally thought that Chen Qi's "inability to let go" was his biggest character weakness, and it was also the most difficult hurdle that she would need to help him overcome and force him to give up when pursuing Ah Qi in the future. But at this moment, Su Shi, whose stance was completely different, was clinging to this character weakness of Chen Qi as if grasping a life-saving straw.

Now she could only pray that Aqi would not let go of her like he could not let go of Xiaoxiang, and hoped that he would be able to forgive her mistakes as he did before and give her a chance to correct her mistakes.

"Aqi...you won't abandon me, right?"

Su Shi did not receive Chen Qi's immediate response, and could no longer resist the uneasiness in his heart. In desperation, Su Shi chose to play his last trump card.

"Aqi, look at this..."

The trembling Su Shi also took out a black raindrop-shaped earring from his pocket. The earring looked particularly familiar to everyone present except Miao Meng.

However, this earring has a few fine scratches on it, as if they were left on it accidentally by the girl's fingernails. This also proves the fact that this earring has been kept and has been played with by the girl a lot.

　⒐♂>零泀８：≠④￡侕九嶙逜搜∵搜{？ Ｑ群√'： "This is what I asked you, Su Shi, to give to Aine." Chen Qi, whose attention was drawn, quickly recognized the token. Su Shi also took this opportunity to explain to Chen Qi in a trembling voice while sobbing:

“At that time, Aqi asked me to give this earring to Aine-chan… Aqi, do you know how reluctant I was at that time?”

“So after I gave the earring to Aine, I went to the store and bought an identical earring. I was lying to myself, hoping that this token that Aki gave to Aine-chan could be mine…”

Nagasaki Suyo lied, again.

There was no way, she didn't dare to say that the earring she gave to Chihaya Aine was actually fake, because this was still a taboo for Chen Qi. If she let Aqi know that she had deceived Aine and Lixi, who he cared about, she would probably never be forgiven by Aqi.

At least, I have kept this secret of mine, even Akari and Aine-chan don't know about it.

As long as they don't know, she still has a chance to make Ah Qi pity her, and she can still...

"——Qi, Su Shi, she is lying."

However, what Nagasaki Suyo did not expect was that a sudden cold word from Wakaba Mutsu beside her made her body tremble.

"This earring of Sushi is the one you intended to give to Aine. She gave the fake one to Aine."

Mu's pair of yellow melon eyes kept staring coldly at Nagasaki Sushi's body, until Sushi's gaze turned back as if it were a clockwork robot. Despite her almost desperate look, Mu still did not let Sushi go this time.

Although Mu was as panicked as Su Shi at the beginning, after calming down, she had to thank Su Shi for attracting most of the attention for her - because of Su Shi's emotional breakdown, Su Shi became the target of public criticism.

As for herself, although it was wrong for her to hide all her actions from Qi...but she was different from Su Shi.

She was thinking about Qi wholeheartedly, and everything she did was truly for Qi's safety.

If Nagasaki Suyo is allowed to continue developing in this senseless way, her jealousy and fighting spirit will eventually destroy everything that Qi has worked so hard to maintain. Will she really give up only when Qi begins to doubt himself and stands in the position of Xiangzi who wants to commit suicide today?

By that time, even if Su Shi would come to her senses, it would be too late and they would only regret it for the rest of their lives.

Therefore, Mu also made up his mind at this time to make sure Nagasaki Suyo gave up the idea completely.

This woman who is full of lies and is still lying now cannot give Qi the happiness he wants.

"Xiao Mu, you...why..." Nagasaki Suyo, who had ended up in a dead end, looked at her friend whose eyes were as calm as still water and asked in disbelief, which also verified the truth of Mu's words.

"I have occasionally seen Su Shi whispering while playing with this earring a few times."

Exposing Su Shi's last lie, his tone was still calm, but every word was heartbreaking:

"Su Shi, you still dare to say to Chen Qi in the eye that you secretly took this earring, didn't you?"

near"……"

However, the response to Chen Qi's peaceful attitude came from a long silence from Nagasaki Suyo who was kneeling on the ground. This time, Nagasaki Suyo lowered her head deeply, but she did not let go of the hand that was holding Chen Qi.

But the only thing Chen Qi could feel was that the force from Su Shi pulling his hand was becoming lighter and lighter...

0 However, at this moment, Nagasaki Suyo, who had lost all hope, felt her palms being wrapped in warmth. Her eyes, which had been gray, flickered again unconsciously.

Four "Pray..."

㈢For a moment, not only Su Shi, but also Mu, Miao Meng and Yao Lenai could not help but call out in surprise. The next second, Chen Qi's tall body suddenly dropped, half-knelt in front of Su Shi, and reached out his hand to gently wipe away the tears on her face.

"...Su Shi, don't lie because of me, okay? I don't want Su Shi to become that hypocritical, and I don't want you to wear that mask in front of everyone again."

⑹ "I've told you this before, right? I can see your true colors, Su Shi. You don't have to pretend in front of me. I know exactly what kind of person you are."

"I have no sense of security, I'm a little jealous, I'm afraid of loneliness, I'm afraid of being alone, and I'll do some extreme things to avoid being surrounded by loneliness." Chen Qi told everything he would never say in front of Su Shi before, and continued with a bitter smile:

"But, I have always believed that your gentleness, thoughtfulness, and understanding are also your nature. These good and bad things are part of you in this world."

"I...have always hoped that, Su Shi, you could at least take off your disguise in front of me, and I also hope that you can face everyone with a better side."

"But now it seems that everything is counterproductive."

Chen Qi looked at Nagasaki Suyo in front of him, who had been with everyone in MYGO for such a long time but still lied to Li Xi and Aine twice. The frustration in his heart was indescribable, and finally turned into a long sigh.

"Su Shi, you just said that you want to apologize to me."

"But I want to say... maybe I am the one who should apologize."

"Has my existence... made you like this? The Su Shi who smiled in front of me before, whom I thought was the real Su Shi... was just my imagination?"

"No." However, after listening to Chen Qi's self-blaming words, Nagasaki Suyo suddenly broke out of her daze. Looking at this big boy whom she liked from the bottom of her heart, the one who was always by her side when she needed comfort and warmth the most, she couldn't bear to see him show any sadness.

At this time, Nagasaki Motoyo finally stopped thinking about shirking any responsibility.

"This is all my own fault... I just... like Aqi too much."

"So, I don't want to see Aine-chan and Deng and the others get closer to you, Aqi. I don't want Riki to get closer to you either. I also don't want someone like Xiangzi who hurt you to be forgiven by you, Aqi."

"I... am not that open-minded, Aqi, but I really like you. Everything I do for you is never false."

"I am willing to do anything for you, whether to maintain a false friendship or to accept Xiaomu and Deng, two people who are inseparable to you. I can do anything as long as you can accept me and forgive the mistakes I have made..."

However, gradually, Nagasaki Suyo's voice became smaller and smaller, because she found that the light in Chen Qi's eyes in front of her became dimmer and dimmer with her words, while that bitter smile was constantly getting bigger.

Fake friendship...?

For Chen Qi now, this is probably the answer he least wants to hear.

In the end, all the efforts I had made to bring everyone in MYGO together, hoping that with the help of time, these girls could gradually build up a tacit understanding and connection, but it was all in vain.

"Qi." At this time, the sensitive Yao Lenai also felt Chen Qi's emotional instability, and unconsciously reached out and touched Chen Qi's shoulder, as if wanting to give Chen Qi some support in this way.

"Ugh……"

In the end, Chen Qi could only sigh, and when his eyes turned to Su Shi in front of him again, he tried hard to put on a smile, and then he said softly to Su Shi:

"Su Shi, I understand your thoughts. Thank you for telling me the truth at this time."

"I won't blame you. All of this is my responsibility. I will clean up this mess myself."

"I just want to be alone and think about it carefully. Can you give me some time? Su Shi?"

As for Chen Qi's words, Su Shi, who had completely lost her judgment at this time, nodded blankly. It was not until Chen Qi smiled with a little relief that she was gently helped up from the ground by Chen Qi.

Afterwards, Su Shi could only watch helplessly as Chen Qi was supported by Yao Lenai and left the ward, while Miao Mengqin, who was standing by, looked at Su Shi deeply and chose to avoid him.

Finally, it was not until Mu's petite figure appeared in front of her that Nagasaki Suyo finally came to her senses.

"Xiao Mu, you——"

"I won't apologize to you, Su Shi." However, after a pause, Mu's back said word by word to Su Shi behind him without turning his head:③

"Just like my reason for Xiang, even if I understand you, I will not forgive you."4

"You, like Xiang, have your minds full of yourselves."