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"Everyone should go back today. Students from other classes will be using the music room later."

Each class only had half an hour of training time. After failing several times at the beginning, there was no time to give them extra practice later.

"Bye, April classmate."

"See you tomorrow."

......

After saying goodbye to his classmates, Siyue Yuzhi glanced at the girl who was about to leave with everyone else, and grabbed her hand without thinking.

"Glass, wait a moment."

"..."

Feeling her hand being grasped, Nishimiya Naoko stayed where she was obediently.

"Come sit next to me." Si Yue Yu Zhi said as he moved to the side to make room for the girl.

"..."

"Hurry up, students from other classes will be here soon. If you don't sit down, I won't let you go. We'll just stay here and be watched."

After hearing such a threat, Nishimiya Naoko finally sat down slowly next to April Yuzhi.

She placed her hands on her legs and lowered her head to let her long bangs hide her expression.

She didn't want the boy to see her in such a state of disgrace. If he saw her crying, she would definitely feel guilty.

After all, he is such a kind person...

"Glass, look up and towards me."

Nishimiya Naoko shook her head silently. She could obey every request of the boy, but this one was the only one she found difficult to do.

"If you don't hurry up, students from other classes will be here soon."

"..."

Well, why do you want to bully her like this? You know she doesn't want to cause trouble to others.

Nishimiya Glass thought so, but she had no choice but to look up at the boy. However, she closed her eyes tightly, thinking that she would not be able to see the boy's serious embarrassment.

"She really is crying."

Seeing the tear-stained face of the girl, Siyue Yuzhi took out a handkerchief from his arms and gently wiped her face.

"I'm sorry, Glass, I made you sad." April Yuzhi apologized softly.

Hearing this guilty voice, Nishimiya Glass opened her eyes quickly without caring about her sadness and embarrassment.

What caught the young man's eye was not his disheveled self, but his pitiful self.

"No, it's okay." Nishimiya Glass shook her head, "I'm not angry."

How could she be angry with him? He didn't do anything wrong. If she wanted to blame someone, she should blame her own shortcomings.

"Of course I know you're not angry. Glass is so kind."

Si Yue Yuzhi looked at the girl's red eyes and his hands became gentler.

"Stop making fun of me." Nishimiya Glass begged.

Kindness and all that, he is obviously kinder... But why am I so happy in my heart? The sadness in my heart disappeared all of a sudden.

"I'm serious." Si Yue Yu Zhi stared into the girl's eyes and said, "After all, I did something so outrageous."

"..."

In the eyes of others, this kind of thing is really excessive. It is really sad to let a girl leave the team in front of so many people.

"But I have to do it."

"Because it's the only way to protect Nitro."

The repeated mistakes have made everyone gradually impatient. Although many students did not seem to express any opinion, the frowns on their brows could not escape April Yuzhi's eyes.

Anyone would get impatient if they encounter something like this. They have worked so hard for the team, but there is always someone in the team who is hindering everyone.

Anyone would feel uncomfortable if this happened.

That's why he didn't hesitate to let the girl leave the team and come to him, even if it would make others laugh at her.

He was afraid that if this continued, a conflict would really break out, because some of his classmates already looked very uncomfortable.

Rather than facing irreconcilable conflicts within the team, Siyue Yuzhi could only identify the source of the conflicts in advance.

And everyone also urgently needed a successful chorus to prove that their efforts were not in vain, so he had to let the girl suffer alone.

"Glass, do you understand what I mean?"

After wiping away the tears from the girl's face, Si Yue Yu Zhi gently pinched the girl's cheek.

"Hmm..." Nishimiya Glass is not stupid, otherwise she wouldn't have been able to perform well in school despite her physical defects.

So she quickly figured out why the boy did this.

"sorry......"

"Why should you apologize?" Si Yue Yu Zhi said helplessly: "Xiao Zi did nothing wrong, so there is no need to apologize."

"But if I wasn't there, everyone would be able to practice well."

Nishimiya Shoko still can't get over it. Her physical defects are an objective fact, and it is also an objective fact that she has delayed everyone's life.

"I've already said it, you're not wrong."

Si Yue Yuzhi stretched out his other hand and pinched the other side of the girl's face. "I will feel so guilty if you say that. Do you want me to spend my whole life in guilt?"

"When I become an old man, I will slap myself in the face. When I lie in the coffin, I will not close my eyes. My soul will forget all my memories and will be like a fool and refuse to reincarnate. Do you want to see me like this?"

The girl had already suffered enough because of her physical defect, and now he was blaming her for the consequences of the defect. He really couldn't do that.

If I had to say it was wrong, it was God's fault. Of course he was also a little wrong. If he wasn't so naive, this wouldn't have happened.

"no."

Nishimiya Glass immediately shook her head. She had never thought about it that way, but when she heard what the boy had just said, a picture emerged in her mind.

The corners of his mouth, which had been bent downward, unconsciously curled up.

"Then don't think too much about it."

Rubbing the girl's face that he had just pinched, Si Yue Yu Zhi said softly: "Besides, I won't give up on Nitro either."

He had tasted the feeling of being abandoned by everyone, so he didn't want the girl to taste it again. And not only the girl, but also other classmates.

Besides, isn't it said that a class is a whole? If one person is missing, can it still be considered a whole?

"Eh?" Nishimiya Naoko looked at the boy in front of her, not knowing what he meant.

"Glass, you want to sing with everyone, right?"

"......Yeah." Although she knew that her idea was wishful thinking, Nishimiya Naoko couldn't help but nodded.

"Do you want to? If you don't speak louder, I can't hear you."

Looking at the boy's smile, Nishimiya Glass clenched her fists and opened her mouth under the girl's gaze.

"Yes! I want to sing!"

She wanted to sing, wanted to be on stage with everyone, and wanted to do something for the class.

She didn't want to be abandoned again. She really didn't want to experience standing alone in the corner of the classroom again.

"Then sing."

April Yuzhi looked at the girl and smiled.

"I will definitely fulfill Nitro's wish."

Chapter 112: We are all the same

Although it is a chorus, April Yuzhi did not expect that they would sing together all the way through. In the beginning, there would be a solo, and then it would slowly reach a climax and everyone would sing together.

This is the most common way of singing in chorus.

The candidate for the solo was himself, and he was the most suitable person in the entire class.

He had originally planned to join in after his classmates had finished rehearsing, but now it seems that he can no longer proceed according to the previous plan.

The solo will be retained, but he can no longer be the one singing the same song, and the solo part will also have to be changed.

In April, Yuzhi returned home and began to revise the plan. This was not difficult for him. The difficult part was how to convince everyone to accept his new plan.

In fact, as an executive committee member, he has the right to make everyone listen to him, and it has only been a few days since the start, so starting over will not affect the progress.

However, if you are too dictatorial, it will still cause dissatisfaction among everyone. Even if they don't say it, they will feel uncomfortable in their hearts, and this will affect the entire team.

Also, his behavior seemed to be biased in the eyes of his classmates. After all, he had a good relationship with the girl, which was known to everyone in the class.

Ah, no matter what he did, there seemed to be no sufficient reason.

Si Yueyuzhi thought for a long time but couldn't find a suitable reason to convince everyone. Moreover, the more perfect the reason was, the more it showed that he was guilty.

After much deliberation, Si Yue Yuzhi finally decided to tell the truth.

It is impossible to make him give up Nitro. Not only Nitro, he would not give up even if it was any other classmate.

Since he is the executive member of the team, he cannot abandon any member of the team, even if the cost of doing so may be very high.

But, he must do it.

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Just when April Yuzhi made up his mind for a girl named Nishimiya Shoko, the family atmosphere on the girl's side became a little solemn.

"Glass, are you saying that you haven't quit the class choir yet?"

Yaeko Nishimiya frowned and looked at her daughter with a very serious expression.

"Do you know what you're doing?"

The originally warm atmosphere at the dinner table became a little solemn because of her words.

Nishimiya Glass lowered her head silently, feeling a little timid about her mother's attitude. She thought her mother would be happy for her.

Because she was not abandoned, and because she still had the opportunity to perform on stage with everyone, she wanted to tell her mother, grandmother and sister about her joy.

She also hoped that they would be happy for her.

However, she was overthinking it. Her mother was not happy about her happiness. Instead, she scolded her after hearing what she said.

"Do you have what it takes to stand on the stage? Do you still want to experience life in elementary school?"

Nishimiya Yaeko's continuous questioning once again made the girl feel pressured, but she still held her chopsticks tightly and looked at her mother.

"me......"

It was a little hard to express what was in my mind, as if the word "yes" was stuck in my throat.

If you think about it carefully, the mother's questions are actually correct. She does not have the ability to stand on the stage, and her classmates' attitude is the best interpretation.

There seemed to be a bottomless ravine between her and them. They were on the side full of flowers, and she was on the other side, which was desolate and barren.

She couldn't cross that gully...she was born to stay in the desolate land.

"Look, you clearly know that you don't have that ability."

Yaeko Nishimiya did not feel any sympathy for the girl just because she was her daughter. Instead, she told her the cruel reality again and again.

Of course, it’s not that she doesn’t love her daughter. No mother doesn’t love her child.

And it is precisely because of love that she educates the other person in this way. Her love is not doting, nor is it the warm sunshine of spring, but is as harsh as the ice and snow of winter.

Only by experiencing suffering can you understand more. As for my daughter’s emotions, they are not that important.

"I......"

Nishimiya Naoko had no way to refute, but she didn't want to give up either.

The boy's words kept lingering in her mind. Even so, the boy did not give up on her, so why couldn't she muster up the courage?