I have a lot of green plums

After parting at a crossroads, Si Yue Yuzhi returned to his hotel, turned on his computer, applied for a Qiu Qiu account, and started chatting with his new friends.

Although mobile phones are more convenient, since he bought them directly from the operator, they don't work well after leaving Japan, so he plans to buy a new phone tomorrow.

It doesn't need to be very good, as long as it can meet daily needs. Of course, this part of the money is paid by himself.

Through chatting, Siyue Yuzhi finally knew the girl's name.

Ren Yanyan...and she is now in a public hospital in Shanghai.

Si Yueyuzhi plans to go see him tomorrow.

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The next morning, Si Yue Yuzhi left the hotel and took a taxi to the hospital where the girl was.

When he arrived at the girl's ward, Siyue Yuzhi could clearly see her haggard appearance through the glass.

"Can I go in and take a look?"

Si Yue Yuzhi looked at the girl in the ward and her hand involuntarily pressed against the glass.

"Okay." The doctor nodded and sighed, "You are her classmate. I hope you can persuade her."

As a doctor, even though he was used to seeing life and death, he still didn't want to see a life disappear before his eyes.

If the girl doesn't actively cooperate with the treatment, there will be no hope for her.

"I try my best......"

After opening the door, Si Yue Yuzhi walked in lightly. At this moment, the girl on the bed had her eyes closed, with several needles inserted into her arm.

Si Yue Yu Zhi did not make any noise to disturb her, but just stood quietly beside the girl's bed, watching her silently.

She was really haggard, so haggard that he couldn't guess what she looked like before based on her current appearance.

Du Yu told them that the girl used to be very beautiful, but now he couldn't tell how beautiful she was before.

The ward was very quiet, with the only sound being the cold ticking of the monitor.

Si Yue Yuzhi decided to leave after watching for a while. There was nothing he could do for this girl now.

"Aren't you going to say something to me?"

Just after he took two steps, he suddenly heard the girl's extremely weak voice, so faint that it seemed like it would disappear in the next second.

Si Yue Yuzhi stopped and turned to look at the girl on the hospital bed. At this moment, she was looking at him quietly, just like he had looked at her quietly before.

The only difference is that there is no color in the girl's eyes, and she can't see the beauty of the world like he does.

"Say what?" April Yuzhi asked in return.

"Well, for example, for example...comforting me, persuading me to live a good life, etc."

"Will you listen if I tell you?" April Yuzhi asked again.

The girl was obviously stunned for a moment, then she shook her head slightly.

"I'll see you again tomorrow."

"Um......"

The first conversation between the two was so simple, calm and without any ups and downs. Si Yue Yu Zhi felt that perhaps this was exactly what the girl wanted.

Others have said many words of dissuasion and encouragement to her, and she has heard them enough. Even if he says a hundred or a thousand similar words, it will not have any effect.

After Si Yueyuzhi left, another group of people came to the girl's ward, and after they left, another group came.

There are many people that the girl herself doesn’t know who they are. Perhaps, just like that boy, they are friends of her friends or relatives of her relatives.

The only difference was what they said. These people were still trying to dissuade and encourage her, but the boy was still asking her questions.

Until night fell and her good friends arrived.

"Yan Yan, listen to us. We just met a young man while having dinner. He is from Japan and speaks very interestingly."

"Stupid, didn't I tell Yanyan about this yesterday?"

"Really? Haha, I forgot about that."

"You are useless without Yanyan."

"Damn it, I can't argue with you."

......

Her friends are noisy and nice, always trying to make her happy in different ways.

Who could this young man they are talking about?

The girl looked out the window, feeling extremely calm.

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The next day, Si Yue Yuzhi went to the hospital again, and today he left without saying anything.

Then came the third day, the fourth day, the fifth day... For the next week, he went to the hospital almost every day, and his previous plan to visit other cities was put on hold.

"Why do you look like you're about to die?"

During lunch, Yukinoshita Yukino finally couldn't help but speak out what was in her mind.

This guy was full of energy a week ago, but now he has dark circles under his eyes, a messy hair, and looks like he is possessed by something.

"Is it that serious?" Si Yue Yuzhi touched his face. Although it was a little rougher than usual, it shouldn't be that scary.

"Open your phone and take a look."

Hearing this, Si Yue Yu Zhi took out his new phone, turned on the camera function and took a look. Sure enough, he looked very different from his usual self.

"But still as handsome as ever."

"..."

"I was just kidding." Siyue Yuzhi put down his phone, propped up his chin and sighed, "Why is human life so fragile?"

Spending the past few days with the girl made Si Yue Yuzhi feel a lot of emotions. First it was Aunt Lingna, and then it was that girl again.

He was very afraid that something like this would happen to him again one day.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you talking like this? Do you have some terminal illness?"

Yukinoshita Yukino took a sip of tea and didn't pay attention to the boy's sigh. She just thought that the other party's words were crazy or pretending to be deep.

Boys of this age do tend to pretend to be profound all the time, and she has seen a lot of them.

"Hey, can you say something nice?" Si Yue Yuzhi's face fell, and he said helplessly: "I am worried."

"Your troubles have nothing to do with me. I don't sympathize with you."

"..."

"I finally understand why you can't make friends."

After a moment of silence, Si Yue Yu Zhi suddenly spoke.

"What do you mean? Do you want to quarrel with me?"

"Only children want to quarrel with you." Si Yue Yu Zhi stood up from his seat, looked at the girl and said, "Take your time to eat. I will go back first."

After saying that, he walked out of the restaurant, and Yukinoshita Yukino did not stop him. She just watched him leave calmly.

Only after the other person completely disappeared did she retract her gaze and look down at the book in her hand.

Inside the hotel, April Yuzhi's room had gone from clean and tidy to a mess, with used waste paper everywhere, some crumpled up into balls, and some just lying open in every corner of the room.

Although he was not meticulous in the past, he would never allow his room to be so dirty.

However, he didn't have time to care about so many things now. Compared with the dirtiness in the room, the mess in his mind needed to be taken care of more.

He had been thinking about doing something for the girl this week, and after knowing that she was his fan, the only thing he could do was to write a song for her.

But until today, he has not written a decent song. He has always been brave and confident, but for the first time he felt confused.

Because he knew that his music might be the only hope to save the girl, he was afraid that the music he composed could not lead the girl out of the darkness.

I thought about it again and again, changed it again and again, and I am still worried and afraid about it to this day.

"Ah..." Si Yue Yuzhi put down the pen in his hand, crumpled up the song that was less than one fifth of the way written, and threw it on the ground casually.

Still can’t write it.

Or maybe he still didn't dare to write on.

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Today is the day to pick up the cat.

Ali's quarantine inspection is over, and Siyue Yuzhi, as the person involved, naturally has to go.

"Do you have some terminal illness?"

In the car, Yukinoshita Yukino looked at the boy next to her with some disdain. Who could have thought that in just half a month, the originally sunny and handsome boy turned into a creature like a otaku.

He had a greasy face, unkempt hair, and a gloomy aura all over his body.

"I just didn't take a shower for a day, there's no need to do this, right?"

He stayed in the hotel almost all day yesterday, without even eating, let alone taking a shower.

"You don't even take a shower in such a hot day. Are you trying to win the Guinness record for dirtiest person?"

"Your words are so hurtful." Si Yue Yuzhi glanced at the girl and told the truth.

"If you don't want others to say bad things about you, then you should be yourself so that others can't find anything to say about you."

"But, if it's really like what you said, then wouldn't it be a perfect human being?"

Si Yue Yuzhi looked at the girl. The girl's expression was extremely serious, as if she was not joking with him.

"You're not kidding?"

"Haven't you figured it out?" Yukinoshita Yukino didn't feel embarrassed by the boy's question, but continued:

"I think everyone should do the same. Try to do everything well so that others can't find fault with you. Trying to be a perfect person is the right thing to do."

Instead of being jealous of others just because someone is too outstanding, you should not even go to the extent of trying to trip up others.

"So do you think you are perfect?"

"I think everything about me is impeccable." Yukinoshita Yukino replied confidently: "Why? Don't you think you're not perfect?"

"Of course." Si Yueyuzhi admitted that he could be a little narcissistic sometimes, but he would also have the courage to admit his shortcomings.

"Not only me, but most people in the world can't be as perfect as you say."

"Some people were abandoned since childhood, some were born with defects, and some were unlucky and blessed by bad luck... Many painful experiences have left them no time to improve themselves, let alone achieve what you call perfection. This is not only true for them, but also for ordinary people who have parents who love them and are in good health."

“Most people can’t even get to average, even if they try their best.”

"Of course I know that." Facing April Yuzhi's rebuttal, Yukinoshita Yukino said, "I didn't ask them to do it perfectly."

And this is a process. Even if you can't do it now, you will definitely be able to do it in the future.

"But didn't you say that yourself?"

If you don't want others to talk about you, then don't make it possible for others to talk about you.

Even if the girl didn't ask for it, there would definitely be someone else asking for it.

"That's what I said." Yukinoshita Yukino nodded in acknowledgement. She didn't think she said anything wrong.

"I think that's wrong." Si Yueyuzhi criticized bluntly: "No one can find flaws like you said, not even you."

"For example, I can find out your flaws right now."

"..."

Yukinoshita Yukino's face froze. Although she didn't want to care about what the other person said, if the other person really found out her shortcomings, then what she had just said would hit her on the head.

However, she didn't care about these. If she could learn about her own shortcomings through the other person's words, she could make progress again.

"So what do you think people should be like?"