I have a lot of green plums

Although this country has a very relaxed and tolerant control over content in the field of entertainment, some things cannot be put on the table for a while and will never be put on the table in your lifetime, and will not be accepted by the majority of people no matter what era it is.

So she had to be so careful. If she was discovered by someone she knew, her life would definitely turn gray.

Especially the people in school, if they find out, perhaps some things in the past will happen to her again.

Laughing, scolding, isolation...

When she thought of this, Ying Lili's face turned pale, and she suddenly felt the thing in her arms become very hot, making her want to let it go quickly.

She regretted it a little.

But she had already come here. She only needed to walk a few hundred meters to the bus station and take the tram to get home quickly. Then she wouldn't have to worry about anything.

There are so many people here, no one should recognize her, right? After all, there is no such coincidence in the world.

So, she doesn't need to worry so much, she just needs to pass through here.

Eriri took a deep breath, took another step and was about to move forward, but at this moment, a voice sounded from behind her.

"Hey, isn't this Sawamura-san?"

The familiar voice made Ying Lili's face turn pale suddenly. She stopped walking and stood there blankly.

Among so many people, why did I meet her?

Who will save her...

Chapter 176 You

Despite her wealthy family background, the girl was like most of her peers when she was young, with nothing outstanding about her.

If we have to point out the difference, it may be that her interests and hobbies are somewhat different from those of children of the same age. At an age when most of her classmates like to follow star singers, she has gradually fallen in love with another new culture due to the influence of her parents.

Although the entertainment industry has flourished after a series of reforms, compared with the old cultures, many young cultures are actually at the bottom of the field.

Not valued or understood by people, and even most people look down on them.

However, she didn't know about this at the time. She was still very young and thought that everyone's preferences were similar, and no one would say anything even if they had different hobbies.

So, when someone asked her what she liked during a conversation among the little girls, she told them her preferences without hesitation.

She still remembers the expressions of that group of people at that time. She was deeply hurt by the weird looks they gave her. It was also at that time that she realized that people's preferences also vary.

But it was too late when she realized it. When everyone in the class knew that she liked that kind of culture, she gradually became a marginal figure in the class.

Silent exclusion is a long-lasting torture that torments the heart.

Thinking back to her primary school days since that day, she had never felt happy again. She went to and from school alone every day, and she would always think about how to avoid their sight at school.

Perhaps the only ups and downs in my life were during the spring of that year when, at the request of my parents, I went to the forest park outside Kyoto with my classmates.

Mom and Dad thought that was a chance for her to reconcile with her classmates, but she knew that it was impossible to go back to the way they were before, so even then she was alone and just wanted to escape.

She was really running away. At that time, she hid behind a boy who was about her age, but she was knocked to the ground by him.

Under normal circumstances, this matter is not worth her remembering for so long, because it is just an ordinary misunderstanding and she doesn't need to keep it in mind after it is resolved.

But that night, she saw the little boy who bumped into her standing on the shining stage, singing to the fullest.

He was so powerful and so confident, leading the emotions of everyone in the audience and making them fall for him alone.

That was exactly what she had imagined, standing confidently on a glittering stage with countless admirers in the audience.

The other party was able to do things easily that she herself could not and dared not do, which made her, who was weak-minded at the time, feel very powerful.

But she felt that what was even more impressive was the song the other party sang.

The gentle lyrics touched her soul and made her unable to forget it for a long time, so much so that she began to look for the song when she returned.

However, to her disappointment, no matter how hard she looked, she could not find any information about the song. She seemed to have forgotten the name of the song.

With such regret, she finally entered junior high school. She thought she would start a new journey and the past sorrows would no longer exist, but her own mistakes pushed her into the abyss again.

When I was trying to draw something I liked on paper, I was so engrossed that I forgot the time and didn't hear my new friend calling me.

So when she heard the other person say, "So, Eriri, you like this kind of thing," she knew that her junior high school life would also come to an end.

The fact turned out to be just as she expected. The barriers between people were not so easy to eliminate, and she became the bottom of the class again.

Fortunately, after persisting for a period of time, she finally stopped going to school and stayed at home all day long.

Since she had failed elementary and junior high school, she decided to try again in high school.

This time she must be a perfect young lady in the eyes of her classmates, and she has done so since the beginning of the school year.

Although due to my own reasons, I haven't made any friends except for that guy in more than a month since school started, but as long as I don't make any mistakes, my high school life will be a success.

In order to reward herself for her efforts, she chose to go out and buy some of her favorite things today.

But I never expected that I would meet my former classmate by chance.

Her words completely changed her entire junior high school life. Even after so much time, she still finds it difficult to reconcile with the other party.

So, Eriri just stood there for a while, then suppressed the trembling in her heart, forced herself to calm down, and continued singing as if she didn't hear anything, and walked forward.

But who would have thought that the other party had no intention of letting the girl go. After noticing the girl taking a step forward, she followed closely.

"Wait a moment, Sawamura-san."

"..."

Ying Lili pursed her lips, held her school bag tightly in her arms, and walked forward without saying a word. Even though the crowd was heavy and she should have walked slowly, she couldn't care less now.

"Sawamura-kun, could you please wait a moment?"

"Are you still mad at me?"

"I'm really sorry. I didn't know it would have such a big impact on you."

"If I had known in advance, I wouldn't have spoken out so bluntly."

"Ever since you didn't come to school, I've been blaming myself every day. I've been wanting to see you again and say sorry to you."

"I sent you a lot of messages, but you didn't respond to me."

"Sawamura-kun, don't go."

......

Listening to the series of sounds coming from behind her, Ying Lili not only did not stop, but became more and more upset the more she listened.

She found it a little funny. What was the point of him still saying these things to her? It had been so long, and what was supposed to happen had happened. Even if she said sorry a million times, the past would not be changed. In the eyes of others, she would always be a girl with weird hobbies.

A broken mirror cannot be mended, and a broken heart cannot be repaired.

"Sawamura-kun, please."

"If I can't say sorry to you, I..."

The other party's persistence made Ying Lili unable to bear it any longer and stopped, whispering: "That's enough!"

"Can you please stop talking about those things?"

I had finally stopped thinking about it and decided to face a new life, but now he brings it up again and again. Does he think she wasn't hurt enough?

"I don't need your apology!"

"Eh......"

"You are a person who only thinks about yourself."

Chapter 177 Who makes us friends?

"We are no longer friends. Don't come to me again, Chiyo-kun."

Ying Lili's tone was determined, but her expression was completely different from the tone of her voice. She had clearly made up her mind to cut off ties with her past self and everything in the past, but when she said this, she still felt sad in her heart.

Is she such a weak-minded person?

The girl lowered her head and bit her lip, her arms unconsciously clasped tightly. Whenever she felt confused and uneasy, she would always make this gesture unintentionally.

Chiyo was stunned in the spot, still not recovering from the girl's words. She never thought that the unintentional words she said would become the sword that completely cut off the friendship between the two.

Is it true that the price of saying the wrong thing is so high?

But she really didn't mean it, she really cherishes this friendship.

"Goodbye, Chiyo-kun."

Ying Lili said goodbye softly and was about to join the crowd.

"do not want!"

Hearing these parting words, Chiyo subconsciously shook her head, then reached out and grabbed the girl's arm.

Snapped.

"Sawamura-kun, don't go."

The noise around her masked the sound of something falling to the ground, and the excited girl was also unaware of her friend's condition.

After seeing that the other party really stopped, she even thought for a moment that the other party was willing to listen to her. A hint of joy flashed in her eyes, and Chiyo quickly walked to the girl's side.

"Sawamura... classmate..."

Chiyo, who originally had a thousand words to say, swallowed the words back into her stomach after seeing the girl's trembling body.

The sunny weather did not melt the ice in the girl's body, but made her feel even colder.

The girl lowered her head, neither looking at the road ahead nor at her side... Following her gaze, she saw a paper bag and a book hanging on the ground.

A light breeze blew, and the paper bag was quickly blown into the crowd, covered with dust by people's hurried footsteps.

The book on the ground finally revealed its true appearance.

It is a very obscene book for high school students. The large area of ​​naked body exposed on the cover made Chiyo blush when she saw it.

But soon, she realized that she had caused a big disaster again.

"Sawamura-san..." Looking at the girl again, Chiyo still couldn't see her expression clearly, but she could feel her emotions at the moment.

"I'm sorry." Before I could think about anything, the words of apology came out.

However, apologies are not a panacea.

"Are you satisfied?"

Ying Lili wanted to cry at this moment. She just came out to buy a book for reference, but why did she have to encounter such a thing.

"no......"

"Go away."

"I'm so sorry, I'll pick it up for you right away!"

Chiyo knew that she had once again accidentally done something wrong. In order to make amends, she did not care about being shy. She quickly picked up the thing on the ground and hurriedly handed it back to the girl next to her.

"Hey, isn't this Sawamura-san?"

The worst thing is always arriving late. Several figures appeared beside the two of them at some point.

"It really is Sawamura-san. Almost no one recognized him."

"I didn't expect that Sawamura, who is always dignified and elegant, would dress so simply."

"Hey, what are you doing..."

Her little secret was discovered...

It's too much, it's really too much, she just wants to spend every day quietly, why treat her like this...

After finally mustering up the courage to face a new life, will I be back to square one again? Why do they want to talk to me when their relationship is not that good?

So Sawamura likes this kind of obscene stuff?

She looks so cute, but she actually has this kind of hobby secretly.

So disgusting...

......