I have a lot of green plums

He always thought that his mother was gentle and powerful, like the goddess in mythology.

But now, when he saw the sadness in his mother's eyes and the tears that could not be stopped, he realized that his mother was not as strong as he thought.

It turns out that she can cry too.

"Mother......"

Siyue Yuzhi slowly walked to Siyue Yusha and hugged her.

He didn't know what had happened to make his mother so sad, but that kind of thing could be investigated at any time.

What he had to do now was to stay by his mother's side and find a place for the shaky boat in her heart to dock.

His mother is his spiritual harbor, and vice versa.

"Woooooooo..."

Leaning on her child's shoulder, April Yusha cried even more sadly. The small house no longer had the warmth of the past.

Listening to his mother's heartbroken cry, Si Yueyuzhi felt extremely heartbroken, but all he could do now was to gently pat his mother's thin back.

"Give it to me...Give it to me..."

"I will give it..."

......April Yusha seemed to have lost the ability to speak and could only keep repeating her child's name. Perhaps only in this way could she find an outlet for her emotions.

"Yeah, I'm here, Mom."

Every time April Yusha called out his name, April Yuzhi continued to respond patiently.

"I will always be there for your mother."

He didn't know what happened when he was away, but no matter what, he would always stay by his mother's side.

When Siyue Yuzhi came back, the sun was still hanging in the sky, but when Siyue Yusha's crying gradually disappeared, the sun was about to set.

The afterglow filling the room is the sun's farewell gift, shining on the mother and bringing deeper sorrow.

After a while, Siyue Yusha finally stopped crying, but by this time Siyue Yuzhi's shoulders were already mostly wet.

After waking up, the first thing April Yusha did was to leave her child's arms and wipe her tears with the back of her hand alone. Her movements were a little flustered, as if she had just realized that she should not behave so badly in front of her child.

"I'm sorry, Yuzhi..."

"Mother......"

Hearing his mother's flustered and crying voice, Siyue Yuzhi's heart tightened. He took out a handkerchief and handed it to Siyue Yusha.

April Yusa took the handkerchief and covered her face with it, as if she could escape it that way.

"Sorry, Yuzhi must be hungry. Mom will make dinner right away."

When her mother was about to get up after being pressed, Si Yueyuzhi said, "Let me do it. You can take a rest first."

Si Yueyuzhi knew that his mother probably didn't want him to be around at a time like this, so he stood up and ran to the kitchen.

April Yusha was the only one left in the living room. The afterglow of the setting sun cast a blanket of silence. When she heard the sound coming from the kitchen, the tears that had disappeared from her eyes once again involuntarily fell from the corners of her eyes.

Hate it, crying again...

She quickly covered her face with a handkerchief and wiped it roughly. After taking a few deep breaths, April Yusha sat alone and fell into a daze.

The appearance of her old friend mercilessly awakened the past that she had tried hard to bury. Now, whenever she calmed down, her mind would always involuntarily recall the embarrassing past.

It was so painful... so painful that my heart and mind became numb... I didn't even know when I lay down on the bed.

She closed her eyes and opened them again. It was a sunny day yesterday, but today it was gloomy and raining heavily, just like her heart at the moment.

But after a night of calming down, she had calmed down. Even though she still felt pain, she still faced the boy in front of her with her brightest smile.

I think she must have scared him yesterday. As a mother, she looked so embarrassed in front of her own child. She was really a mother who failed.

"Yuzhi, aren't you going out today?"

She tried her best to put on her usual attitude and told her child that since it had already happened, she had to face it bravely. But before that, she didn't want her child to be exposed to the past.

Si Yue Yuzhi looked up from her phone at her mother and said, "No, I want to accompany my mother today?"

"Eh..." Upon hearing this, April Yusha felt that all the sadness in her heart disappeared, leaving only sweetness like honey.

Although she was very happy about her child's understanding, Siyue Yusha still said, "Yuzhi is too dependent on his mother."

"What's not allowed?"

"No, you need to go out more often, otherwise you'll get moldy. Let's go to Kohe's house and play with Xiaozhu."

With such a purposeful statement, how could April Yuzhi not know that his mother wanted to get him away.

"No."

"Hey~~ Please go out, Yuzhi. Mommy begs you."

This coquettish attitude made her act like a little girl. Seeing this, Si Yue Yuzhi sighed helplessly.

"Mom, don't you want me to know?"

"......" This sentence made April Yusha silent, and after a while she apologized in a low voice.

"I'm sorry Yuzhi... Mom can tell you other things, but not this one..."

"Ah, forget it." Hearing this, Siyue Yuzhi sighed again, "Then I'll go play with Xiaozhu first, and contact me after mom has dealt with it."

"Well, Yuzhi, be careful." April Yusha felt very sorry and distressed for having to send her child out on such a rainy day, but all she could do was to give careful instructions.

"Do you need to wear rain boots? Do you need to wear a raincoat when it's raining so hard? Don't step into puddles on the road, or you'll wet the bed at night. Stay away from cars, okay?"

Only after watching Siyue Yuzhi leave did the smile on Siyue Yusha's face disappear, and she became sad again.

She returned to the living room and sat quietly in a chair waiting for her old friend to come again.

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Siyue Yuzhi really wanted to be a good and obedient child, but this time he did not listen to his mother.

He stood far away at the street corner, and this time he was able to see what was happening at the door of his house without being discovered by his mother.

With his mother crying like that, how could he have the heart to play around?

When Si Yueyuzhi thought of her mother's appearance yesterday, she unconsciously tightened the umbrella handle.

If he doesn't figure out the reason, he won't be happy no matter what he does.

The strong wind blew on the leaves, making a rustling sound. The rain was so heavy that it seemed like the cry of heaven. Bu Haohao listened to his mother and put on rain boots and a coat and raincoat, so he didn't get wet.

I didn't know how long I waited in the rain. Just when Si Yueyuzhi stamped his feet to relax his muscles, a figure finally appeared at the door of his house in the distance.

The person was holding an umbrella, so he couldn't see her face clearly, but from the back he could tell it was a woman.

Is it her? The culprit who made my mother so sad yesterday.

After she appeared, the door was quickly opened by his mother. The two of them stood at the door and talked about something. In the end, his mother invited her in.

Seeing this, Si Yue Yu Zhi walked out from the corner, but did not return home.

His mother didn't want him to know, so he had no choice but to obey.

But that doesn't mean he can't ask the woman.

Who is she? Why did my mother become like that when she appeared?

He really wanted to know.

Chapter 220: Embarrassing Past

"Thank you, Yusha, for letting me in."

"What's the point of saying this now? This is just a necessary way of entertaining guests."

April Yusa clenched her palms and sat opposite April Asami with a sad look on her face.

"......" April Asami opened her mouth. She knew that her sister had not yet forgiven them.

She understood... they had been so heartless and ungrateful at the time, so it was normal that they didn't get the other party's forgiveness.

If it were her, she would also decide not to forgive.

No, if it were her, she would have collapsed and died a long time ago. She couldn't imagine the despair of being deceived and kicked out of the house by her family.

Just by putting herself in his shoes, she felt a sense of despair spreading throughout her body.

How did Yusha get through all these years? It must have been very hard.

"Tell me, what's the matter with you coming to see me?"

Even though she was in excruciating pain, April Yusha still pretended to be indifferent and asked.

"I......"

April Asami, who had been thinking about how to start the conversation, now found it difficult to speak. Their family had done such a heartless thing, were they really qualified to pretend that nothing had happened?

This is too shameless.

However, this is my parents' instruction, so I have to say it even if the other party thinks I am shameless.

After a moment of silence, April Asami finally answered, "Father and mother want to see you."

It was a gentle word, but to April Yusha it was as if her heart was being ripped open. Father and mother...

"You still want to humiliate me now?"

It was clearly them who ruthlessly kicked her out of the house, but now they say they want to see her.

It was so ridiculous, so ridiculous that it made her want to cry.

"No!" Hearing what April Yusa said, April Asami quickly denied it and explained: "It's true, my father and mother really want to see you."

"..."

Seeing that April Yusha was silent, she continued: "Not only father and mother, but also other people in the family want to see you."

"Aunt, uncle, sister Yumi, Saburo..."

As if to increase the credibility of her words, April Asami listed family members as she spoke, but after seeing the person in front of her lower his head more and more, her voice gradually became smaller and finally disappeared.

The living room, which had been noisy before, now fell silent, and the atmosphere was so heavy that it seemed to crush people.

"..."

"Then why didn't you come to see me before..."

April Yusa lowered her head and April Asami didn't hear clearly, so she subconsciously asked back: "Yusa, what did you just say?"

"I was wondering why you didn't come to see me before!" April Yusha suddenly raised her head, tears filling her eyes again. She bit her lips tightly to prevent herself from crying out of sadness.

"I have been...waiting for you all the time..."

The year she was kicked out of the house, she was just in her early twenties and still very ignorant about this society, so she encountered obstacles everywhere and was almost in despair.

At that time, she hoped that her family would be soft-hearted and take her and her son in. But she waited for a long, long time, from spring to spring, and waited for the cherry blossoms to wither and bloom several times, but they still did not soften their hearts.

Later, she gradually became stronger, slowly made her life better, and raised her children healthily...she no longer needed them.

But at this moment, they said they wanted to see her.

Please don't tease her anymore...

"camlet......"

The crying of the person in front of her also made April Asami feel extremely painful. Even though they were no longer as beautiful as flowers, she was still her favorite sister after all.

Just because she failed to stand up and stop it that day, she didn't dare to recognize her again later, because she felt that she had lost the qualifications to be her sister.

"Woooooooo..."

April Yusha closed her eyes and let the tears fall freely.

The rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, like the cry of God who was extremely aggrieved.

April Asami's expression also became sad. She wanted to rush over and hug the other person to comfort him, but she was afraid of causing disgust in the other person.