Who says those who retire at the speed of light are not heroes?

When he woke up again, the girl beside him was gone. He stood up in a daze and went to the restaurant. The aroma of fried eggs came from the kitchen. Breakfast was stir-fried mutton noodles.

After eating, he didn't want to move even more. Lin Cheng wanted to curl up in Xu Wanyue's arms and didn't want to go anywhere. Until Xu Wanyue took out a game console from the cabinet and asked him if he wanted to play games.

Xu Wanyue was wearing a nightgown. The air conditioner was on in the living room, but she still felt a little cold, so she put on white silk stockings and sat on the sofa with her legs crossed, holding a game controller in her hand. Lin Cheng leaned beside her, and she felt so warm that she felt like she was melting.

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It was not until the evening that Lin Cheng thought it was time to go home. He thought for a while, then rode his bike to the bar run by Grape. The leaves of the sycamore tree in front of the bar had all fallen off. Grape was standing at the bar, wearing cool black work clothes, with her silver hair tied into a ponytail. When she didn't look Lin Cheng in the eye, she was a cold and beautiful killer, but when she saw Lin Cheng, her eyes melted into those of a soft kitten.

Lin Cheng came to the bar and sat down. Grape looked at him and asked, "Would you like some mulled wine?"

"Okay, okay."

After a while, his mulled wine was served, warm.

After drinking a few glasses, Lin Cheng was drunk and leaned on a chair at the bar. There were still not many customers tonight. Grape sat quietly on a chair at the bar, listening to soothing music in her ears.

She never liked talking, so she never took the initiative to speak. She liked the atmosphere at the moment. Even if she didn't say anything, the atmosphere wouldn't be awkward. She would refill Lin Cheng's glass with warm mulled wine. It wasn't until Lin Cheng lay on the bar with a dizzy head that Grape asked softly, "Do you want to take a bath? I bought a big bathtub."

"Eh?"

"I also learned massage." Grape raised her face slightly, and there was a hint of anticipation for praise hidden in her beautiful eyes.

Lin Cheng didn't know how he was dragged into the bathtub in a dizzy state. The bathtub was really big and filled with water. But Grape was leaning behind him at this moment, his head resting on the girl's chest, and her hands were gently on his body. Grape was particularly familiar with the acupuncture points of the human body, so of course learning massage was twice the result with half the effort. Before Lin Cheng could even say anything, the girl behind him had already clamped his waist with her legs, and her white and tender feet were gently resting on his body.

Before entering the bathroom, Grape changed into a maid skirt and black stockings. She did not explain the reason for changing clothes, but it did look very ceremonial.

"Do you like it?" Grape asked softly.

"Great."

"As long as you like it."

Lin Cheng always felt that he was about to fall asleep because of the warmth. He was carried out of the bathtub by Grape in a daze. The foam on his body was washed off by her with warm water. Grape wiped the bubbles off his body with a towel. Lin Cheng squinted his eyes slightly and was about to say something, but Grape suddenly squatted in front of him. She reached out her hand and gently brushed away the hair on her cheek.

He was so confused as to not know what to say, so he said nothing.

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Tonight's sleeping session turned into Lin Cheng holding Grapes.

Grape is like a very obedient doll, warm and cozy. No matter how Lin Cheng touches her, she will not get angry or move. She will raise her hands or legs when asked to do so. She will never resist anything bad that Lin Cheng does to her, but Lin Cheng has never done anything.

It’s not that I haven’t thought about it, but I think it’s too much.

At that time, he was still a pure and good boy. The natural disaster was ended, and Grape disbanded Silver Wing, but he had nowhere to go, so Lin Cheng took Grape in. At that time, he never thought of doing anything bad to Grape. Grape was a little colder than he is now, but not as dull as he is now, and he was a little clumsy.

For a while, Lin Cheng always avoided her because Grape seemed to like him. Lin Cheng was not disgusted by Grape's love. After all, Grape was very pretty. Both her figure and face were very attractive to Lin Cheng. Even if Lin Cheng didn't like her, Lin Xiaocheng would definitely not listen to him. But the innocent boy at that time was always afraid.

Perhaps it was because he was used to being alone, or perhaps it was because he had been lonely for too long, so when faced with the fact that Grape liked him, his first subconscious feeling was fear. After all, agreeing to her love was equivalent to agreeing to accompany her for life, but at that time, he and Grape were not very familiar with each other, and he always felt that it was difficult for him to bear that love.

No, it shouldn’t be called love, but the desire to be with him forever. How can such a pure desire be summarized by the simple word “love”?

But now, let alone Grape's love, how many ambiguous relationships did he suddenly have? It always felt like since I met Lu Xiaoxiao, I had met many women, and they were entangled in ambiguity until now. Suddenly, looking back, I suddenly realized that he could no longer accompany them.

Lin Cheng lowered his head and found that Grape's fingertips were drawing circles on his chest.

"Hmm? What's the matter?"

"I can't sleep." Grape said softly.

"What do I need to do to get him to sleep?"

"We want... to kiss."

"Why do you want to kiss?"

"Because... I like it." Grape turned slightly to the side, her beautiful eyes staring straight into his, and added, "And... kissing is very comfortable."

"Is that so." Lin Cheng gently put his arms around her waist. She was wearing a silk nightgown. The fabric was silky and the girl's waist was soft. He soon touched the girl's clean lips that looked like petals. Grape was obedient and timid, and the touch was slow and warm.

After kissing for a while, Grape suddenly turned over and climbed on top of him, her buttocks slightly raised, legs spread apart and tightly clamped around him, her hands resting on Lin Cheng's shoulders, she said, "I want... to be hugged and kissed."

So Lin Cheng stretched out his hands and hugged the girl's slender waist. Grape was very satisfied, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, her snow-white knees against the bed, her slender legs slightly raised. After a while, her body fell weakly on Lin Cheng's chest. Fortunately, her chest was cushioned and it didn't hurt.

"So comfortable...I like it..."

Grape's pink tongue gently licked the wet corner of her mouth. She put her cheek close to his neck and touched his neck with her lips, like a deer looking for water or a kitten drinking water. Lin Cheng gently stroked her hair. Her hair was as silky as milk.

It seems that Grape is in good kitten mode today. Lin Cheng stroked her hair gently and heard her suddenly whisper, "Today... can I reward Grape by doing something more comfortable than kissing?"

Lin Cheng almost nodded in a daze, but at this moment, his eyes suddenly showed a trace of vigilance, and he looked at Grape, "You are so greedy today!"

The gentle smile on Grape's lips gradually faded.

The obedient pleading in her eyes gradually disappeared.

She stretched out her hands to hug Lin Cheng's shoulders, her snowy body wrapped around him like a snake, her lips pressed against his ears, her voice a little cold, "So, Grape is so good, but she can't be rewarded, right?"

Her hair fell on Lin Cheng's face. Lin Cheng looked into her eyes through the shadows. Why did he have the illusion that he would be killed in the next second? Her eyes were cold and dark at the moment, and her legs, like a white python, were tightly wrapped around him, like a snake that was about to swallow its prey in the next second.

Lin Cheng reached out and held her face, trying to rub away the coldness on her cheeks, but Grape's eyes became even colder.

"You, are not obedient." Grape finally let go of his hand, but still sat on him, her nightgown straps hanging on her shoulders, her jade-white skin slightly glowing under the dim light. Her hands were still on Lin Cheng's chest, and her snow-white knees on the bed moved from sitting on Lin Cheng's waist to sitting on his chest. Lin Cheng looked up and looked into her condescending eyes.

"I'm angry," she said suddenly.

"Then how can I not be angry?" Lin Cheng followed up her question.

"To be kissed."

"Of course you can kiss me, but didn't you just say you wanted to be rewarded?"

Lin Cheng gently placed his hand on Grape's shoulder and looked into her eyes tenderly. Grape's cold eyes were stunned for a moment, but suddenly all the coldness in her eyes disappeared and she became obedient again, "Eh?"

Lin Cheng lowered his head and leaned close to her lips, "What do you want to do?"

"I want it..." Grape quietly put her pink lips close to his ear and whispered quietly.

"Then let's kiss for a while."

"OK."

Grape obediently opened her lips slightly.

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"Lin Cheng..."

"Hmm?" Lin Cheng rarely heard Grape call his name actively.

"Can I stay with you forever?"

"Of course, isn't this what I promised a long time ago?"

"Well, don't lie to me."

"of course not."

Lin Cheng looked at her beautiful pupils, and he suddenly recalled many years ago. At that time, it was Ou who first saw the girl. He was attracted by her beautiful eyes, and then kept her by his side. As he was thinking about it, he suddenly asked a very strange question, and he even found it a little funny.

"Do you like me?" he asked.

"I... don't know... what it means... to like." Grape's voice was intermittent.

She gently put her arms around Lin Cheng's neck and whispered, "I just want to... be with you... forever... until we die..."

"What does liking someone mean?" Her voice was clear and cold in the darkness.

"I do not know either."

"Then who knows?"

“Maybe no one knows.”

"That... is not important..." Grape's brows slightly wrinkled, and she suddenly whispered, "Hug..."

She suddenly hugged Lin Cheng tightly, as if she wanted to rub him into her body.

Lin Cheng's cheek rested against her shoulder, feeling the sweat beads running down her skin. Grape's hands wrapped around his body, and her beautiful eyes lost all their coldness and became a little blurred.

She poked Lin Cheng's back gently with her hand and whispered, "You're so hot."

The only sound left in the darkness was the breathing of the two people. After a while, the girl's lips pressed against his neck. Lin Cheng always suspected that Lizhi had taught her too many bad things. When he woke up tomorrow morning, would his neck be left with a mark that belonged to the girl alone?

But it seems that it doesn’t matter.

He suddenly realized that he seemed to have changed a lot. When he looked back, the self standing in the fog seemed to have become a little strange?

Can this be considered growth? When did it start? At what moment?

Lin Cheng pondered for a long time but couldn't come up with the answer.

Perhaps growth is never a moment, but a subtle change over time.

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ps: I went to a wedding banquet with Teacher Tao at noon. We each drank four taels of white wine, and it was not until six or seven o'clock that we recovered.

I will just update today as I haven't recovered from drinking too much. I will make up for it within this month.

It shouldn't be possible.

No, I definitely can’t blame you!

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A sunny morning.

Light came in from the window and fell on the white sheets. Lin Cheng had strange dreams all night long, but he had forgotten them all when he woke up. He opened his eyes and saw Grape in his arms curled up like a cat, sleeping soundly.

On the ground, the bloodstained bed sheet was still lying in a mess. They had changed the bed sheet last night before sleeping. After that, Grape snuggled up in Lin Cheng's arms and slept obediently.

Lin Cheng didn't wake Grape up, but just looked at her quietly, the light falling on her snow-white and smooth shoulders. Lin Cheng gently pulled the quilt, trying to wrap the two of them tighter, but Grape slowly opened her eyes.

She usually sleeps lightly, but she can sleep soundly next to Lin Cheng.

"It's so early..." Grape whispered.

"You just woke up a while ago. Does it still hurt?" Lin Cheng looked at her snow-white face.

Grape rubbed her cheek against his chest gently, "A little more."

Soon she raised her little face again, "Kiss it and it won't hurt."

So Lin Cheng kissed the girl's soft and tender lips again.

But as they kissed, Grape's body began to rub restlessly in his arms. She looked into Lin Cheng's eyes timidly and said in a soft voice, "Can you... make me feel comfortable again...?"

"Then Grape, can you please try your best for a while?"

"OK."

The light from the window fell on the girl's collarbone. Her waist was straight. The slightly reversed light made Lin Cheng's vision a little blurred. The girl's hazy body was dreamy like a sculpture. Her hands gently supported Lin Cheng's lower abdomen, and after rubbing for a while, she swallowed him.

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Grape sat on the edge of the bed and put on her socks.

She had put on a knitted sweater, a small suit and a grey hip skirt. She was now wearing knee-high warm socks. Her silver hair was still cascading behind her head. The girl's fingertips were loose, and her socks were tightly bound around her soft thighs. The skin between her hip skirt and socks was as smooth and white as milk. She came to the shoe cabinet and looked at Lin Cheng, "Which pair looks good?"

Lin Cheng picked out a pair of thick-heeled leather shoes for her, came to the bed, knelt on one knee, and carefully put them on for her. Grape's fingers gently grasped the bed sheet, and she seemed a little uneasy.

"Let's go find lychees together?" Lin Cheng suggested to her.

Grape nodded obediently. Lin Cheng walked to her side and gently grabbed her little hand when she was unprepared. It was soft and smooth, and a little cold, so Lin Cheng held it a little tighter.

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I made an appointment today to accompany Lizhi to get a suit custom made.

Lin Cheng didn't understand much of this. He listened to Lizhi and the dressmaker discussing fabrics and patterns while he held Grape's hand and stood aside obediently. When they first went out, Grape's walking posture was a little awkward, but it soon returned to normal. The sound she made when she walked was always very light. At noon, the three of them went to eat hot pot together. Lin Cheng and Grape sat together, while Lizhi sat opposite them. She looked at the two of them for a while, raised her eyebrows, and looked at Lin Cheng, "Last night... huh?"

Lin Cheng nodded slightly, answering Lizhi's confusion.

"How sudden." Lizhi blinked and looked at Grape. Grape's eyes were always innocent. After looking at Lizhi's eyes for a few seconds, she whispered, "Very...comfortable."

Lizhi glanced at Lin Cheng quietly and didn't say anything else. After lunch, Lizhi had other things to do, so she left first. Lin Cheng took Grape's hand and went for a walk in the park.

The warm sun in winter felt cozy on people. After they were tired, they sat on a bench in the park to rest. Grape sat there quietly and obediently with her two little hands on her legs. When Lin Cheng hugged her, her body was still a little stiff, but it soon softened and she lay obediently in Lin Cheng's arms.

In the evening, Lin Cheng and Grape went to eat Japanese food together, and then he accompanied Grape to the bar, but today he also went to the bar. He also knew some simple cocktail making, which he had learned at home before. There were not many customers in the bar. After a while, Grape went back upstairs to change her clothes. When she came downstairs again, her dress had been changed into a maid dress, and under the hem were transparent black stockings and high-heeled shoes with stilettos.

Her hair is smooth and her silver hair always gives people a trance-like feeling, like a girl who walked out of an anime. The neckline of her maid skirt is not open, and it wraps her chest tightly, but it looks astringent because of the arc.