Who says those who retire at the speed of light are not heroes?

"Thank you for the treat." Lu Lingling suddenly bit his ear playfully. When Lin Cheng wanted to reach out and spank her hard, her body suddenly disappeared, as if she had never appeared.

Lin Cheng was very anxious.

It’s so urgent, so urgent, so urgent, so urgent.

He had secretly sworn in his heart that if he touched Lu Lingling again, he would be hit by a dump truck and crushed into a big meat pie!

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When she returned to the room, Lu Xiaoxiao was still lying on his bed, but this time she had taken off her shoes. She wrapped herself in the quilt and moved slightly when she saw Lin Cheng coming back. Lin Cheng came to her side. The air conditioner was on in the room, and Lin Cheng turned on the TV.

"What do you usually do at home?" Lu Xiaoxiao asked in a low voice.

"I play games and read novels, occasionally watch TV series and see some women who are not my type, and roll over and over in bed waiting for the rain."

"rain?"

"On rainy days, I go out for a walk with an umbrella. Normally, there are too many people. Just looking at the crowds gives me a headache."

"Nothing else to do?"

"Selling flowers and singing are also my jobs."

"I don't understand...why are you doing this?"

Lu Xiaoxiao knew very well that with Lin Cheng's position in the fruit shop, it was particularly easy for him to earn tens of millions every month. This was because the focus of the fruit shop itself was not on making money. However, Lin Cheng seemed to be living a very difficult life.

"Because that's how I've lived for the past ten years. Oh, yeah, I remember now. You haven't transferred me the room fee for that night. I only have 5,000 yuan in pocket money a month. And that day we were drinking. We said you should treat us, but you drank too much, so I paid for it!"

"You don't really need this little money..."

"No, except for the money I used to buy things for Jiang Lingxue, which was approved, I really don't have much money."

"That's why you're so confused...why do you pretend you don't have money when you have it?"

"Because I am not a person who can control my desires very well."

"Restrain...desire?" Lu Xiaoxiao was a little confused.

"Let me give you an example. If I can eat a meal that costs 2,000 yuan per person every day at noon, I won't want to eat pancakes at noon after I get used to it. The threshold of desire is constantly increasing, just like after breaking up with Xu Wanyue, I was not used to sleeping with Xu Wanyue every night for a few days, but I suffered from insomnia after I couldn't do that anymore. I can accept that I have never had it, and I won't ask for it if I have never had it, but once I have it and lose it, I will be very sad."

"It sounds like self-deception."

"The meaning of life is lies and deception!"

"Crooked."

"Then what is the truth, Miss Lu Xiaoxiao?" Lin Cheng turned his head and looked into her eyes. Lu Xiaoxiao could not answer.

"Some people will tell you that making a lot of money is the meaning of life, some will tell you that a stable life is the meaning of life, some will tell you that exciting adventures are the meaning of life, and there are all kinds of people who think that love, poetry, and literature are the meaning of life they want to pursue. But they are just deceiving themselves. With the rapid development of science and technology, the meaning of life given to humans by religion is already in name only. Everything we do will disappear after death, and the other side never exists."

"Becoming a judge to protect ordinary people can be the meaning of your life, and living a happy life as an ordinary person can also be the meaning of your life. Humans have never been given any meaning when they come to this world. You have an abyss crystal core in your body, but you are still a human being, understanding the world in a human way. So I said that you have never been a tool. You are a human being, and you can make any free choice. Human beings themselves are meaningless. There are many chicken soups that tell you what kind of life can be considered meaningful... You can choose to believe it or not. If you believe it and work hard for it, that is your meaning. If you don't believe it... then please slowly find it yourself."

"People can actually live a very simple life, with enough food, warm clothes and reproduction. They can live happily without thinking about anything. However, the world has given too many people the pursuit of desires, causing them to be dominated by external alienating forces. When their desires are not satisfied, they begin to suffer."

"What kind of books do you usually read?" Lu Xiaoxiao was confused and couldn't refute Lin Cheng's words.

"It's just some random books and some twisted theories I summarized myself." Lin Cheng shrugged. "But under certain conditions, as long as you can't refute what I said, then what I said is the absolute truth."

"..." Lu Xiaoxiao looked at Lin Cheng, who was holding his phone and chatting with someone. As soon as she leaned over, Lin Cheng tilted the phone. Lu Xiaoxiao tilted her head, "Can't I see it?"

Lin Cheng scratched his head and said, "It's okay to just take a look."

Lin Cheng showed her his cell phone. While he was muttering to Lu Xiaoxiao and talking about profound principles, Lin Cheng was holding his cell phone and texting Xu Wanyue... Look at Baisi.

112 Why Don’t You Just Die?

"Why don't you just die?!"

Lu Xiaoxiao rushed forward and tried to duel with Lin Cheng, but unfortunately Lin Cheng was much stronger than her. After a while, Lu Xiaoxiao was captured behind her back and could not struggle.

But Lin Cheng was not right. He let go of Lu Xiaoxiao's hand again. Lu Xiaoxiao stared at him intently, "Didn't we break up?"

"But after we broke up, if I sent her a message, she would reply to me. I didn't want to send it, but I couldn't help it." Lin Cheng's answer didn't sound too aggrieved.

"Then go find her!"

"No!" Lin Cheng shook his head like a rattle, "I will be tempted. After being tempted, I will want to fall in love with her again and go back to the life where I can sleep in her arms every day."

...You can also be a little bit shy occasionally, and take the opportunity to be very shy.

"so what?"

"But Xu Wanyue said that if I want to be her boyfriend, I can only like her, but I can't bear to do that." Lin Cheng answered confidently, but when he saw Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes that looked at her like trash, his tone gradually weakened.

"I am a scumbag!"

As long as I attack myself first, no one can attack me!

Lu Xiaoxiao couldn't find the words to attack Lin Cheng. Her eyes were full of resentment. Sometimes she wondered if she was abnormal or if there was something wrong with Lin Cheng. Why was she always confused by Lin Cheng's strange logic?

Lin Cheng held the phone and looked at the message sent by Xu Wanyue. Lu Xiaoxiao also leaned over.

"No." Xu Wanyue sent four words.

Lin Cheng sent her a crying cat emoji, "I will cry."

"Cry, cry."

"Why can't I see white silk? I have to see white silk. I have to see white silk."

"Because... we've broken up, so be good."

"I'm not good."

Xu Wanyue sent him a cat-fist emoji. Lin Cheng put his phone aside, his eyes dull. "It's over."

Lu Xiaoxiao didn’t understand, “What?”

"Xu Wanyue has realized that she can't be too indulgent with me." Lin Cheng grabbed the quilt and covered his head tightly, "There will be no white silk to see in the future."

"Sometimes I really wonder if there's something wrong with you or me..." Lu Xiaoxiao sighed helplessly. After a while, Lin Cheng lifted the quilt and looked at Lu Xiaoxiao's profile. "Can I touch the white silk?"

"No."

"Oh, I knew it."

"Just know what?"

"You can touch her directly without asking, but you can't do that if you ask, because Xiaoxiao wants to save face."

“……” Although he seemed to have guessed right, Lu Xiaoxiao suddenly wanted to punch him.

Lin Cheng's hand quietly reached out from under the quilt to the girl's soft and white thighs. Lu Xiaoxiao's thighs were soft, and the white silk ribbons gave her a silky touch, so slippery that it was difficult to hold them. Lin Cheng grabbed the elastic band of her socks, like a child playing with a favorite toy.

"Has anyone ever said that you are heartless?" Lu Xiaoxiao couldn't help but ask.

"Alas... being heartless is a mechanism to protect myself."

"what?"

"When you saw those 300 people die, didn't you also wonder why I was calm?" Lin Cheng slid down, lifted the quilt, and put his cheek on her soft thigh. He continued softly, "I have seen too many people die. Can you imagine? Maybe a good friend who was chatting with you a few days ago and calling you a brother died at the hands of an abyss monster the next second, and the blood sprayed on your face was scorching hot."

"People die every day, and new people join every day. Almost every day you see abyss monsters killing ordinary people. Gradually, your heart will become numb. Every time you think about it, all you can do is to reduce the number of deaths. Let me give you an example. For example, abyss monsters descend on the west and north of the city at the same time, and you are in the middle. You can only choose to save one side. There are many more people in the west than in the north, so you can only choose to go to the west because you can save more people... You can't do anything about the north. Sometimes in the middle of the night you will toss and turn in your mind. It's not your fault, but that feeling of powerlessness will gradually surround you. What I mean... Do you understand?"

"can."

This is exactly the dilemma that Lu Xiaoxiao has been facing all along.

"All the pain came from the anger at my own incompetence, so at that time I was thinking all night long that I wanted to become stronger and save everyone, but human power has its limits, so... I will stop being a human!"

Lu Xiaoxiao took a deep breath, "So what did you do before?"

"I followed Siming in the alliance for a while. After I left, I asked Lu Lingling to delete my information. By the way, I asked a friend to give other people who knew me the psychological hint to forget me. Lu Lingling was the only one who knew my true identity in the alliance." Lin Cheng shrugged, "So that's why I know Siming."

"Were you Siming's teammate before?" Lu Xiaoxiao widened her eyes.

"I only followed him for a few months, but then he became stronger and stopped playing with me." Lin Cheng smiled helplessly, "As for my ability... If I want to become stronger, I have to abandon the human heart. But if I really abandon the human heart, how can I stand on the side of humans? Fortunately, Sima Ming solved the abyss disaster, and I can continue to live as a human."

"I'm not heartless. If you knew me a few years ago, you might forgive me. At that time, I was nervous talking to girls, so I had to pretend to be indifferent. At that time, all I could think about was how to kill those abyss monsters. Whenever I saw someone die in front of me, I would secretly shed tears and be determined to save the world. But later I really became numb. So now that I have a rare few years of leisure life, what's wrong with being a scumbag?"

Lu Xiaoxiao lowered her head, reached out her hand and gently stroked Lin Cheng's face, "I just said that you are a little heartless, I didn't say you are a scumbag."

Lu Xiaoxiao understood Lin Cheng’s indifference when he saw those people die last night.

"What? Isn't that what you thought?"

"If you really were..." Lu Xiaoxiao's fingertips touched Lin Cheng's lips, "You wouldn't have done nothing to me the night before last. You wouldn't have been so upset that Xu Wanyue didn't send you photos. You could have lied to her and said you only loved her, and then dumped her when you got tired of her."

"Yes, that makes sense. I can lie to her. Why didn't I think of that?" Lin Cheng just lifted his head from Lu Xiaoxiao's legs, and the next second Lu Xiaoxiao pushed his head back.

"Why don't you just die?!"

"Thank you, Xiaoxiao. You have opened the door to a new world for me."

Lin Cheng raised his head again. He suddenly leaned close to Lu Xiaoxiao's cheek, looked into her eyes seriously, and asked softly, "So can we do it?"

"No." Lu Xiaoxiao replied coldly.

"Suicide."

Lin Cheng's head fell down again and rested on Lu Xiaoxiao's white silk thighs. He looked up at Lu Xiaoxiao, but couldn't see her face. Lu Xiaoxiao's breasts were more... tender than Xu Wanyue's.

"If I say yes, would you dare?" Lu Xiaoxiao sneered.

"Hehe, are you challenging me?" Lin Cheng blinked.

Lu Xiaoxiao tilted her head, "Then come on?"

Lin Cheng sat up again and looked at the white shirt on Lu Xiaoxiao. He reached out and lifted the hem of Lu Xiaoxiao's shirt tucked into her skirt, and lifted her shirt little by little. Lu Xiaoxiao even cooperated by raising her hands high. Lin Cheng could see the bear wrapped in white lace underwear under her shirt, and the girl's slender waist was in his sight.

Lin Cheng looked into Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes. Even though her cheeks were slightly flushed at the moment, she still looked at Lin Cheng provocatively. Lin Cheng had already reached out and touched the bra strap on her back. Untying a bra with one hand is a necessary skill for a scumbag, but Lin Cheng, can't do it!

"Turn around...why is this bra so hard to take off?"

"Haven't you done this with Jiang Lingxue many, many times?" Lu Xiaoxiao sneered coldly.

"She doesn't wear underwear at home." Lin Cheng wanted to cry but had no tears.

"From the front, stupid."

"Oh, no wonder, I thought so." Lin Cheng moved his gaze back. He felt like he was peeling lychees, but suddenly he thought of the time when the lychees were in his room the day before yesterday.

There was still no sign of surrender in Lu Xiaoxiao's eyes. After a few seconds, Lin Cheng's hand trembled, but he finally put it down. He tucked Lu Xiaoxiao's shirt back into her skirt and fell his head on Lu Xiaoxiao's thighs again.

"It's you who doesn't dare." Lu Xiaoxiao said lightly.

"You came at the wrong time, Hehe!"

"Did I come at a bad time?"

"If you challenge me again when I'm lonely next time, I won't admit defeat."

...The main reason was that as soon as he saw Lu Xiaoxiao's face, he thought of Lu Lingling last night. He had seen Lu Lingling wearing at least three different sets of clothes last night: a dress, Chinese clothing, and a bunny girl. It was too much. This woman had calculated his plan clearly and came prepared!

...It’s so evil, Lin Cheng, so evil.

"I don't dare, I don't dare, you coward." Lu Xiaoxiao's lips curled up slightly, and after a moment her smile was somewhat self-deprecating. Lin Cheng no longer refuted Lu Xiaoxiao's words, but just sighed helplessly. He picked up his mobile phone and took a look. Xu Wanyue sent him another message.

This time, she was wearing lace over-the-knee socks, and she was still sitting in the duck position in front of the mirror.

Lin Cheng suddenly felt a little crazy.

He rolled over and over on Lu Xiaoxiao's legs. Lu Xiaoxiao saw the message on his phone and sneered, "You're mad even though I sent you a white silk message?"

"I actually just wanted to see if she had realized that she couldn't indulge me anymore. If she really didn't send me a message, I would just feel a little disappointed and it would pass in a while. Why did she send me a message again?"

Lin Cheng took out his phone and typed a reply, "Send it when I told you to? You didn't send it just now, ha ha, it's too late now, I'm already angry!"

"Oh." Xu Wanyue quickly withdrew the photo, "I haven't messed with it since then."

"Hehe, I don't care!"

"Yeah." Xu Wanyue only replied with one word this time, without even any punctuation marks.

Lin Cheng threw his phone away and buried his cheek between Lu Xiaoxiao's thighs.

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Xu Wanyue also threw her phone aside.

She sat on the edge of the bed, biting her lips lightly, and slowly took off the white lace stockings on her legs. She had just bought them, but had only worn them once. She had hesitated for a long time, thinking that maybe she shouldn't indulge that bad guy anymore. But she couldn't help but wonder if he was hiding behind the screen, staring at the ceiling in disappointment.

After a while, Lin Cheng sent another message.