I am the magnetic field maniac

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For Po Meng, how can he break through to the final level?

In fact, he had known long ago what he should do to break through. When he had broken free from the identity of Jesus Christ and recovered his memory... he had already realized how to reach the ultimate realm.

However, this "shortcut" is an incomparable shame for Po Meng!

For him as a believer, this is no less than the ultimate humiliation that Bai Ci Nan has endured! And such "humiliation" must be completed by him as a believer!

Is it difficult? Not difficult at all.

All you need is a thought, a mind that follows your heart...

It doesn't require being hung in an Amazon cave and humiliated by four gay men for three months to be accomplished.

Wow!! It’s so simple. Doesn’t Po Meng mean he can become the strongest anytime he wants?

No, this is impossible. Sometimes, for a strong person, the difficulty of an idea may be more difficult to achieve than suffering physical humiliation and harm.

Just like for Bai Ci'nan, was the ultimate humiliation he had ever endured being raped by a gay man for three months?

No, of course not. Even if the invincible Bai Ci Nan was just a little devil at that time, his character was not that fragile.

What really broke him down was always that look from Lan Tongtong. That blow to his spirit and self-esteem was the real humiliation.

And for Po Meng, what is his real humiliation?

Of course it is...

"As a devout believer, he is going to deny the existence of God."

In the cinema, Da Neng looked at Kotomine Kirei who put his hand on Po Meng's face and said with a smile...

"Only by completely denying the existence of the gods can he truly achieve his ultimate realm! Only by completely facing himself and admitting that the voice was not the voice of the Lord can he step into his own ultimate realm."

Why? Of course, it was because of the feeling of God that Po Meng had accompanied him all the way. In essence, all those things were Po Meng’s own feelings.

His kindness, his compassion, and those wonderful qualities he acquired through education - all of this has nothing to do with that damn God, it's just the feeling of the dream breaker.

What kind of nature is there? Whether a person is kind or not can always be guided and determined by education. Although some temperaments are hard to erase, feelings are never solidified!

The great man himself has a deep understanding of this, not to mention that he himself was the one who taught a scumbag to become a judge of people...

But Po Meng denied these feelings. The kindness he was taught was filled with foolish beliefs. He classified these feelings as the company of God... and then classified his own nature as simple anger and desire for destruction.

From another perspective, he is very similar to Bai Wu Nan - it's just that Wu Nan has never been able to separate the two feelings from the scope of self, while Po Meng, on the other hand, classifies his kind self as a god.

Haha, so Bai Wujie was not wrong in describing him as a coward.

It’s just that the cowardice of others is to constantly deny others, while the cowardice of broken dreams is that they are unwilling to deny God and therefore deny themselves.

Therefore, the only way to break the dream and open the final realm is to deny the existence of God and recognize that the kind part is actually his own feeling - then, he can truly unify his thoughts and face himself!

This is a height that he cannot reach no matter whether he regards himself as a god or creates a god himself.

If Po Meng relied on himself alone, he would certainly not be able to get out of this road. But in this game arranged by the great power, Po Meng finally had the opportunity to transform from a cocoon into a butterfly.

"Don't let me down." The mighty man raised his glass to Po Meng and smiled happily...

Kotomine Kirei took a deep breath and used the Command Seal.

To summon the only "thing" he knew that was related to broken dreams, and that only thing was naturally - broken dreams itself.

Not Jesus Christ, because that fictitious God is something that the broken dreamer could never imagine "owning"...

And at this moment he would never think about the Holy Son who rejected him... Then, thinking about breaking the dream was Kotomine Kirei's only choice!

"No pain, no sacrifice, no nonsense Bible stories, just the only goodness you can perform under your own self."

"Come back from death, if you still want to save this world. So, return to yourself from destruction..."

Kotomine Kirei murmured, and at this moment he didn't know if he had lost his mind or not...

Or maybe he just wanted to put a perfect end to his "belief"

“Those believers, those followers, they never thank Jesus Christ for their faith. It’s you… So, Pomeng, Zu, you yourself—”

"That's your god!"

When only the last bit of Po Meng's head was left, Kotomine Kirei's words just fell - and it was at this moment!

The dazzling golden light rises straight into the sky!

118. I am the God!

Yeah!!

When Zu woke up from the moment of extreme pain and opened his eyes, he found himself in a peaceful meadow with blue sky and white clouds!

His strength was still weak, or rather, he was still in the pain of being tortured madly by Bai Ci'nan.

"Relax, relax."

A pleasant voice rang in his ears. Zu turned his head suddenly, and saw a mysterious figure whose appearance Zu could not see clearly appear beside him...

"Hey!! Who are you?!"

The intense pain caused Zu's eyes to turn bloodshot, and it was obvious that Zu, who was in so much pain, had little rationality left.

He stared at the light and shadow fiercely and hissed...

"Me? Technically, you should call me Lord."

The Mighty One laughed with great malice, he opened his arms, and just as he said, the next moment, the kingdom of heaven really came!

Countless angels surrounded him, brilliant holy light shone down from the sky, and even the famous song "Hallelujah" was resounding around this space!

Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

"Devil! How dare you blaspheme my Lord!!"

This grand concert was instantly broken by a broken dream. Facing the thing in front of him that dared to blaspheme his gods, the extremely furious Zu raised his hand and threw a world-saving and demon-destroying fist!

However, no matter how much strength he mustered, his fists could not reach the person in front of him!

It was as if there was an infinite distance between him and me. No matter how hard I tried to muster up the strength to move forward, no matter how hard I tried to get closer to him - in the end, I couldn't do it.

"You believers are really weird." The mighty sighed.

"When God doesn't appear before your eyes, you eagerly want to summon Him out...but when God really appears, you shout and call for Him to be killed."

"Is this your attitude? Believers are just a bunch of nonsense."

The mighty one pretended to wipe away the non-existent tears, and said to Po Meng, whose face was flushed with anger, with a joking smile...

"How can you assume that I am not your God?"

"Shut up! How can my Lord be so dissolute as you are!"

"You haven't even seen your Lord, so how can you be sure that He is not a dissolute person? Is it based on your Bible? Or is it based on your thoughts?" The powerful man raised his lips slightly and said in a sarcastic tone...

"I see. It turns out that the gods in this world should be like the fantasies of their followers. Otherwise, how can they be qualified gods? Aren't they all damned devils?"

The powerful man's sarcasm undoubtedly made Po Meng extremely angry - but he also knew that such a debate would not lead to any result.

After a few heavy breaths, Po Meng quickly recovered from the anxiety caused by the extreme pain. After a moment of silence, he said to the powerful...

"I don't know who you are, but please send me back as soon as possible! Shounan, the people of the Kingdom of Heaven need me!"

"No rush, no rush."

The mighty waved his hand with a smile, and a stone table and two stone chairs appeared. The mighty gestured for Po Meng to sit down, and then he conjured up a pot of tea without caring, and while slowly tasting it, he smiled and said...

"Broken Dream, do you have a dream?"

Asking a guy named Po Meng whether he has a dream is a topic that sounds a bit teasing and provocative.

But Po Meng knew that he could only endure it - only because the other party was much stronger than him!

That was a far more desperate strength than when facing Bai Ci'nan, and the gap was even greater than that of Po Meng's biggest psychological shadow - Oga!

Po Meng didn't know where this unknown strong man came from... but he knew that if he wanted to go back to help Shounan, he had to be obedient.

"My dream is just to bring world peace."

Po Meng chose to sit down and answered in a muffled voice, but his answer was quite cliché...

"Hahaha, world peace? What a common dream. But for decent people like you, it is also a timely answer."

The great man smiled slightly, then changed the subject and said playfully...

"But Po Meng, don't you want everyone in this world to believe in your God? To create a beautiful heaven on earth without disputes?"

"No!" Po Meng answered firmly.

"Such a dream is the greatest blasphemy against the Lord's teachings! The Lord's grace is everywhere, and the Lord's light shines throughout the world. Blindly forcing the world to worship Him is the greatest blasphemy against the Lord!"

"Really? But your Bible doesn't say that." Da Neng smiled and conjured up a Bible, opened the pages, cleared his throat, and began to recite in orthodox Jewish...

'The Lord said to Moses, "How long will this people despise me? And how long will they not believe in me, despite all the signs I have performed among them? I will strike them with pestilence, and they will not inherit the land; and I will make of you a nation greater than they are."

“Anyone who does not seek the Lord God of Israel shall be put to death, whether small or great, man or woman…”

"Bring to me those enemies who do not want me to be their king, and kill them before me."

"These are just false scriptures created by those greedy hypocrites under the pretext of God's command!" Po Meng answered without hesitation.

"The Lord is not such a narrow thing. The Lord's faith is as great as His mercy!"

"Yes, it's the same as your feeling." Da Neng closed the Bible and said with a smile...

"Po Meng, you said that the feeling of God is always with you, so did the feeling of God tell you... the taste of death?"

Po Meng was about to speak, but at this moment, the words of the powerful exploded in his mind like lightning!

The taste of death... This word is like an opening, suddenly opening up the memory of Broken Dream that was closed due to immense pain!

Po Meng's eyes were blank and his face was pale, because of his feelings... because of his memories. Everything he recalled was telling him -

He is already dead!

Died at the hands of Bai Ci'nan!

The strong sense of absurdity and disbelief made Po Meng unable to control himself. Seeing Po Meng like this, Da Neng laughed wildly for a while, and then played with it...

"You remembered that you are finally dead? Then why do you think you are here as a dead person?"

Following Po Meng's gaze, Da Neng opened his arms, extremely proud, and smiled happily...

"Although I am not the God you think I am, I do have the power that your Lord possesses! Yes, I can resurrect you, and I can even fulfill your wish - but what exactly is your wish?"

"Look, if you don't tell me your wish, it will be difficult for me to help you realize it..."

Po Meng's expression changed for a while, he was confused, in pain, and angry! But after a long while, he gritted his teeth and said...

"I...want to fight Bai Ci'nan again! I want to defeat him! I want..."

He really wanted to say that he was doing this to save the world, because killing things like Bai Ci Nan would indeed be a blessing for all mankind!

But could he utter such meaningless and self-deceptive words here?

Yep!! I definitely don’t have the nerve to do that!

Unable to speak such meaningless words, and even more unable to deceive himself, Po Meng's face suddenly became extremely lost. It was as if he thought that his nature was nothing but a hopeless thing.

"How about this, I'll give you extra time to think." The powerful man said with a smile

"You will be thrown into a war for the chance to fulfill a wish. In return, I will give you a gift, an interesting gift."

"Break the dream, I will give you a chance to free the thing you have always wanted but has been restricted by your beliefs. However, how to grasp it is up to you!"

After saying that, the almighty waved his hand, and before Po Meng could react to his words, he was suddenly sent away.

Before leaving, the Mighty One gave him the "gift"!

Is this a chance for him to lose his memory and truly become Jesus Christ? Or is it a chance for Broken Dream to fall completely into the dark side?

No, the gift from the Almighty is much more interesting than simple amnesia or simple evil.

"There is no God in this world, no Lord, no God."

When Kotomine Kirei used his Command Seal, a soul from a shattered dream returned to its broken body.

But this is not a simple soul, but a person who has experienced it all, experienced the creation of a god, was rejected by the god of creation, and truly recognized himself, facing all broken dreams under the true "gift" of the almighty!

At the same time, the incredible force of the magnetic field rotation relied on the soul to reshape a body!