I'm not Yingjie

I Am Not Yingjie Author: David Martinez

Introduction:

This book is also called "Starting as a Fire Moth Soldier". It tells the story of the protagonist Lin from his student days when he talked and laughed with Kevin to joining the Fire Moth to fight for humanity, from a small soldier to a hero of humanity. It makes people feel that such a great power is hidden in a small Fire Moth. He drives a Titan, kills the Herrscher, collects concubines, becomes a hero, and reaches the peak of his life...

"..."

“How’s my novel?”

The pink-haired girl smiled sweetly and asked the helmeted man who was holding a novel.

"Boring." After saying this coldly, he returned the novel to the girl and turned away.

The novel's dramatic plot is as beautiful as the smile of its creator.

But he is not the protagonist of the novel. He is neither a human hero nor a fire-chasing hero as a fusion warrior.

The first failed fusion warrior, a ruthless weapon against Honkai, the sole user of the Blank Key... He has been called many things, but he doesn't care.

He is just a soldier, a soldier standing in the torrent of collapse and times, experiencing suffering and battle.

He is the person farthest from beauty.

PS: This is not a peach article.

To your future self

Bright but dim, wide but narrow.

This was Mei Raiden's first impression of the virtual space in front of her called the Paradise of the Past. The contents were arranged in an orderly manner, and the furnishings were exquisite and expensive. It was far from the memory space of the fusion warriors in the pre-civilization era described by the person she imagined. Several different auras were interspersed in it, forming the scene before her.

The combination of contradictions gives people a complementary feeling.

The carrier of Zhuhuo Yingjie's memory, the inheritance place of the World Snake, and the root given by Kevin when she was looking for answers. When she first stepped in, she saw the mysteries all over its body.

Among them, the person who appeared in front of her was one of the mysteries.

The pink-haired girl, as gorgeous as a flower, nodded her chin teasingly, tilted her head and said naturally: "What's wrong? Mei, if you stare at me like this, I will be shy too~"

"...I roughly understand what you said. I will explore how much of it is true later." Mei obviously couldn't stand her frivolous tone and frowned slightly.

The girl smiled sweetly: "Oh~ What I said is true~ How could I have the heart to lie to a girl as cute as me~"

"Really?" Mei said calmly. She turned her sharp-horned head towards the door, and a silent figure was reflected in her lavender pupils. "Then who was there from the beginning?"

"Oh, you've discovered it. Before, when someone came in, they thought he was a sculpture~"

The man in the helmet did not move at all, and the light protective armor on his body covered all his skin. At first glance, he really looked like a motionless black stone statue.

He maintained an upright sitting posture, sitting quietly on the bench at the door, his breathing so light that it was almost non-existent.

An indescribable temperament, even more "lonely" than Kevin, surrounds this person. "

The girl approached the "sculpture" in distress. As Mei looked at him with hesitation, she reached out her hand and touched the top of his helmet. She chuckled and said, "Even if you are always eager to give some guidance to the juniors, what if your appearance first makes Mei misunderstand the nature of the Fire Chasing Thirteen Heroes?"

"..." The "sculpture" didn't seem to have any intention of speaking. Mei could feel his cold gaze under the helmet always lingering on her horns.

Could this person also be one of the Thirteen Heroes of Chasing Fire? In other words, he is a fusion warrior?

Then, it is not surprising that he would be hostile to himself as a Herrscher.

"Oh, don't mind this piece of wood. He has always liked to treat others in this cold way since we met. I clearly heard Kevin say that he used to be a very cheerful person... Uh, Kevin also became cold afterwards. Did you two agree to act cool together?"

"..."

Even under the pink-haired girl's playful attack, the sculpture remained unmoved, but Mei could feel that his gaze had indeed softened a lot compared to the beginning.

At least, it won't pierce through a person like a bullet.

"But I still have to introduce myself, otherwise it would be bad if Mei caused misunderstanding~"

This sentence was said to the sculpture. He understood what the girl meant by "misunderstanding", which could be seen from the eyes of the Herrscher.

Then the sculpture spoke.

A suppressed, dull voice came from under the high-tech tactical helmet whose expression could not be seen, and on the helmet visor.

"I am not a fusion warrior, nor am I one of the Thirteen Fire Chasers."

"I am just a common soldier of the Fire Moth, a phantom of a past human that lives here forever.

"you can call me……"

"Forest."

……

The sky was dim and the clouds on the rooftop seemed to be within easy reach, changing from brilliant to gloomy and uncertain. Whose face was that?

The black-haired boy was leaning on the railing of the rooftop of Qianyu College, casually looking at the clouds in the sky. The white-haired boy, still in his basketball uniform, pushed the door open impatiently. With a hurried look on his handsome face, he ran to the black-haired boy with dead eyes, like a monkey on a trampoline scratching his ears.

It is really hard to connect this man with the prince that women talk about. It is said that love makes people blind, and perhaps love can also cause people to degenerate physically.

"Lin, what's going on! What's going on?"

The black-haired boy sighed softly, then smiled and nodded at the expectant white-haired boy: "Mei agreed, work hard, Kevin."

The white-haired boy cheered and hooked his arm around the black-haired boy's neck: "Great! You are indeed reliable, Lin!"

The black-haired boy pushed him in annoyance: "Hey! Don't hug me if you stink of sweat! I don't like hugging men!"

The two of them have been good friends in the same dormitory since they met at school. Perhaps we can add the word super before good. They are super friends, so good that the black-haired boy can act as a wingman to help the white-haired boy to pick up people from the same hometown.

The black-haired boy impatiently pushed back the most precious and popular head of Qianyu Academy. After noticing the uncontrollable excitement on the white-haired boy's face, a malicious smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

"I almost forgot to tell you that Mei agreed to give an international science lecture next week."

The white-haired boy's smile froze on his handsome face: "Eh? Isn't this an aquarium?"

"She is Mei. I asked about amusement parks, aquariums, zoos, and love hotels, but she just counted on her fingers to calculate her time and asked if she wanted to go to a lecture." The black-haired boy shrugged, meaning that he tried his best, but looking at his smiling face that looked like he deserved a beating, there was probably more water in his words than the liquor in Kong Yiji's article.

"Wait a minute, what did you ask about that was so amazing? Mei wouldn't have deducted all my points for impression." The white-haired boy could already imagine the scene where that lonely girl, even though nothing could be seen on her face, had a look of contempt that made people want to jump off the building.

"Oh, don't take it so seriously. The purpose of dating is to get a room at the end anyway, so why not just save yourself a few hours of detour?"

"It's because of your personality that you can't find a girlfriend!"

The black-haired boy put his hand on his shoulder nonchalantly: "Anyway, don't let my efforts go to waste, and remember to treat me to a meal."

"Of course, to reward you, guess what I got?" The white-haired boy looked very proud, and his nose was almost up to the sky.

"Could it be tickets for Eden's concert?"

"..."

Seeing that the white-haired boy's smug look had not faded, the black-haired boy's expression changed drastically: "What the hell? Really?!"

"Hehehe, I asked someone to get three of them."

"Okay, Brother Kai, you're awesome. When was it?" The black-haired boy's expression changed faster than a chameleon, and he immediately put his arm around the white-haired boy's shoulder affectionately without any concern.

"In two weeks, we'll fly over to meet up with Sue and go to the concert together."

"You're not inviting your little princess?"

"Just the three of us boys!"

Under the cloudy sky, on the school rooftop, good friends who knew everything gathered together in a relaxed atmosphere, talking about the girls they liked, looking forward to their idols' concerts, and daydreaming about the small but promising future.

It should be so.

"By the way, have you heard? There have been rumors of zombies near the school recently. There have been several victims, and one of them is from our school."

"You've watched too many movies. It must be man-made."

Even though the black-haired boy is a time traveler who imagines something big happening in the fantasy world so that he can show his talents, he is actually content with the peaceful present. He does not believe in the world's predetermined rough fate, nor does he believe that he will step into the woven web of destiny in the near future.

He thought that this would be fine, to go to the city in the warm evening breeze, to have a hearty dinner, and then return to the dormitory, that would be fine.

It should be so.

Until the fresh evening breeze was tainted with the smell of blood.

Until the bright moon was split into two.

Until the truth of the world was revealed to him in a ridiculous and dramatic way during an ordinary night tour, when he was unsuspecting.

……

"Lin, you want to drop out of school? Why? What happened?!"

"..."

The black-haired boy became a different person in just one day.

Faced with his best friend's questioning mixed with worry, anger and helplessness, he simply handed a concert ticket to the white-haired boy in silence, but was slapped away by the other party, who looked angrily into his cold eyes.

The coldness made the white-haired boy feel unfamiliar, as if he had seen an eternal iceberg, and beneath the iceberg hid countless indifferences.

What happened overnight that made this friend, with whom I had a great time chatting and laughing just a day ago, become so...mature?

But he didn't want to care about those creepy indifferences. He gritted his teeth, pressed his hands on his friend's shoulders, tried his best to keep his smile straight, and asked tremblingly: "Is there something wrong with your family? Is it money? Or something else? Tell me, I will help..."

"Kevin."

The black-haired boy interrupted him, without any impatience, but just stated quietly: "Kevin, if one day you were told that the fate of mankind was in your hands, would you fight for mankind?"

"W-what are you talking about..." The white-haired boy didn't understand what he meant.

The fate of mankind? Fighting? Why did such vague words appear in Lin's mouth? Does this have anything to do with his dropping out of school?

The black-haired boy's eyes were sharp, and he said in a deep voice: "Tell me."

"The fate of mankind... this is too far away from me, but if it is for Mei, you and Su, I will fight..." The white-haired boy scratched the back of his head embarrassedly and gave his answer with a silly smile.

"..."

This answer is so general and stupid that it leaves me speechless.

The black-haired boy picked up the concert ticket. This time, he directly stuffed the ticket into the hand of the white-haired boy. In the other's puzzled eyes, he was full of thoughts, and finally fell silent, and whispered: "I envy you, but I can't be like you."

I can’t help it. I’m only fighting for one or two people. I can’t be as “selfish” as you.

"Let's invite Mei to the concert."

The concert tickets rustled in the strong wind.

Black clouds swallowed up the remaining sky. Feng Gong escorted the black-haired boy out of the campus. He turned around to look at the white-haired boy who was staring at him on the rooftop, and the girl with glasses who had come to his side without him knowing when.

The three people's eyes met, and then separated.

Many years later, facing the arrogant Herrscher, Lin will recall that distant afternoon when his friend wanted to take him to a concert.

Chapter 1: Rebirth: I am a Titan Pilot

It was raining heavily. Looking through the windows that could not be opened or closed, the whole world was covered with a thin layer of rain curtain. The raindrops hit the alloy roof heavily. The fading sound of rain spread in the air, covering the refreshing autumn day with a cool blanket.

"Boom, boom, boom."

The scattered pupils condensed into shape, and the thoughts that were drifting away in the sound of rain returned to the body that was doing aerobic exercise. I got off the only treadmill facing the window, and the sweat squeezed out of every pore like a waterfall, and then was absorbed by the towel.

There are very few windows in the Fire Moth base that can see the outside. Even if there are, they are made of special and hard materials and cannot be opened. Lin often hears the soldiers complain that the base is like a steel coffin and they can't breathe.

The two gyms of Fire Moth are rare rooms that can see the outside. The second gym is visited by no one except Lin, and it has become his private gym.

In other words, because he comes, others don't come.

"Boom, boom, boom."

The knocking on the door had not stopped yet, but Lin was not in a hurry. He exhaled the hot air in his mouth, picked up his helmet and put it on his head, fastened the buckle at his neck tightly, until he saw that his skin above his Adam's apple was not exposed at all in the mirror, then he casually put on the black uniform jacket, walked to the door and opened it.

A white hand handed a file bag to the helmeted man: "MSA-079, Lin, please take your medical examination report."

The Fire Moths will conduct physical examinations on the soldiers once a month. In addition to ensuring that the soldiers' physical fitness meets the standards, it is also to check whether there are any safety hazards such as excessive Honkai energy infection rates. After all, soldiers are the ones who are most exposed to Honkai energy.

The file bag in front of him should contain Lin's physical examination report. The seal on it is the same as the Fire Moth badge he got, but Lin did not reach out to take it. Instead, he stared coldly at the stranger in front of him who delivered the report.

He searched his memory of the logistics personnel at the Fire Moth Central Base, screening them one by one based on age, gender, hair color, and height, but there was no smiling pink-haired girl in front of him.

Of course, she could be a new employee, but the girl's presence was so strong that it was impossible to ignore her, and her unpredictable smile made Lin disgusted, which made him wary of her.