Collapse: Raising a Wife Since Childhood

Wendy turned her head when she heard that. Not far away, Timido was also looking at the two of them. Her watery eyes seemed to have many emotions. She looked away and suddenly understood everything. "She may think that it is best for two people to be together. I am the extra one. Shen Yunie, the girl you like is not Fu Hua, right?"

Shen Yunie turned his head to look at her, not understanding how she saw that. He was silent for a long time and replied, "No. If you really feel uncomfortable here, go somewhere else. Shen Ning wants you to come and relax."

When Shen Ning was mentioned, Wendy would obey. Since she could only stand here in a daze, she wanted to go somewhere else to have a look. She secretly pulled the boy's sleeve, "Shen Yunie, let's go together."

Shen Yunie did not refuse. He watched the girl walk with him through the forest where the peach blossoms fell. Seeing the two of them disappearing before her eyes, Timido's expression suddenly became anxious. She wanted to stop them, but was pulled down by Fu Hua.

Timido shouted in dissatisfaction and said sadly: "Sister, they left."

"Well, I don't understand why Timido insisted that he stay." Fu Hua withdrew her hand holding the charcoal pencil, her eyes calm, "I'm not alone, I've already adapted to it, so there's no need for you to do this for me."

Her good intentions were rejected, and Timido sat down without error, hugged her knees and said weakly: "I just want you to be well, why do you have to adapt? I think the kids in school are childish, but I have to follow them, otherwise I can't stand it alone."

"I'm used to it. I've made a lot of mistakes and I've earned it."

"Mistake? But my sister has always been doing good things, how could she make a mistake?" Timido was still puzzled. In her impression, her sister was almost a perfect person, so how could she make a mistake.

Mistakes... Fu Hua has made many. Even Yu Duchen is unwilling to accept the painful memories, and they are rarely burned, so she still remembers those deep and painful mistakes.

She could not forget that she had killed a girl's mother and then killed the people of an entire small county.

In the dim night, fierce shouts rang out on the deserted road without street lights. Fu Hua relied on the sound to move forward, and finally she saw a woman entangled with a assassin on the road. The woman's clothes were torn to shreds, and the assassin wanted to attack her, opening his mouth to bite the other party, but was pinned to the ground and unable to move.

"Mianmian, what's wrong with you? Mianmian, please don't scare your mother, okay... Let's go home, I'll take you to see a doctor..."

The woman's emotions collapsed, and she tried her best to hold her daughter, whose skin had turned purple and whose facial features could not be seen clearly. She wanted to hug the assassin, but the assassin was only trying to attack her or escape. She couldn't understand why her well-behaved daughter suddenly became like this.

She had seen Fu Hua, but did not ask for her help. She seemed to be just taking care of her own housework.

The two struggled, and the assassin was much stronger than the woman, and gradually pushed her to the ground and bit her head. The woman's eyes were filled with despair, and she did not resist until she was about to be bitten, and she was dragged out from under the assassin by a force.

Fu Hua protected the woman behind her and said in a gentle tone, "She has turned into a monster. Please get out of the way. I will take care of it."

"No, that's not right! Don't..." As if she realized what was going to happen, the woman shook her head vigorously and tried to grab Fu Hua. Tears welled up in her red eyes and dissipated in the air with the movement.

Clang——

The sound of a sharp sword hitting a piece of iron and stone rang out. The dead soldiers were no longer human beings, but monsters that must be destroyed. Fu Hua hated Honkai. Her life was completely overturned the moment Honkai arrived. She wanted to kill Honkai.

The girl looked expressionlessly at the head of the dead man being chopped off by her. It was already a common occurrence. She saved another person and slowly put the sword away. She turned around and saw the woman whose despair had begun to disappear. Her pupils were so dilated that there was no emotion at all. She stood there blankly, tears flowing from the corners of her eyes.

Fu Hua lowered her eyes and comforted the woman softly, "It's okay, it's all right..."

But before she could finish her words, she was interrupted by a violent action. The woman grabbed her collar like crazy, and the force was so great that Fu Hua had difficulty breathing. She saw hatred in the woman's eyes, and she roared madly, "What did you do?! You killed my daughter! Why did you kill her... She was just sick, and you killed her, you murderer, I'm going to take you to the police station!"

Fu Hua's face turned pale when she was dragged. The word "murderer" made her heart suddenly shrink. She tried her best to explain calmly, "I didn't, I did, that was a monster, an extremely dangerous creature, it will kill you."

"You're talking nonsense! My daughter is not a monster. You killed her, so you are the monster!" The woman grabbed Fu Hua's clothes tightly, her eyes fixed on the dead man whose head had been cut off and purple blood was constantly flowing out. She suddenly let go of her hand and kept backing away. Her expression changed from despair to distraction. She muttered, "Mianmian will take the college entrance examination next month. Her grades were very good. The teacher said that she could get into a good university. Mianmian should have a bright future. Now she is dead... killed by you."

"She..." is a monster. I did nothing wrong. I was just cleaning up the damage.

Fu Hua couldn't be cruel to a mother who had lost her daughter, and she was confused whether she had done anything wrong. She watched the woman stumble back, her disintegration looked like she was already dead, and in a trance the woman rushed towards her. In a state of helplessness, she watched the woman hit her sword with her face.

The sticky red blood splashed on the girl's hair, and slid across most of her face. Her eyes seemed to be dyed red by the blood. The woman seemed to feel no pain, and she fell to the ground, crawled towards her daughter, and protected her under her body, and died completely.

Fu Hua stared blankly at the blood dripping from the sword. The smell of blood filled her nostrils. She felt a cramping pain in her abdomen. She turned pale in pain and staggered backwards as if her throat was cut.

……

On the way, the girl encountered the same situation for the second time. The disease broke out in the city very seriously, and the school asked everyone to go home to prepare for the exam for the safety of the students.

Fu Hua stood on the side of the road, the darkness completely enveloped her under the starless night sky, and the girl looked at the mother and son entanglement without emotion in her eyes. The woman's son became a dead man, and it would be best to kill him, so as to suppress the spread of the virus in the county.

She wanted to take action, but the image of blood splattering on her face appeared in her mind, and the cramping feeling in her abdomen came again. Fu Hua looked at the two people fighting blankly, covered her lower abdomen and turned away.

After a few days of silence, a small wave of suicide bombers suddenly broke out in the county town. She and her companions rushed to clean it up. When all the suicide bombers were killed, the small county town had become devastated and a quarter of the lives were lost.

She saw more people crying while holding the bodies of their loved ones, people infected with the virus, sitting on the ground wailing and waiting to die, and people whose only relative died among the rubble and who died with them without any hope themselves.

Fu Hua never knew whether what she did was right. She could only rely on others to make decisions and execute them herself until she truly discovered her mistakes and then repent and make amends.

The memory in her mind was blurred at this point, and only the pain left a deep impression in her mind. Fu Hua would not tell Timido about this. The little girl's impression of the world was too vague, and she would not understand even if she told it to her.

In a moment of distraction, the tip of the charcoal pencil broke in her hand. Fu Hua looked up at her finished painting, a peach tree with few flowers, and the trunk and branches were all basic lines. This was the highest painting skill she could achieve after hard work. "I'm done, come and see."

Timido leaned forward and said as she examined the painting, "There are so few flowers on this tree. And my sister didn't tell me about your mistake."

"You won't understand. Timido, thank you for your kindness, but people like me don't deserve to be free from loneliness. I can only beg for dependence from others."

58. If I am trapped in a windless place

Wendy walked with her eyes lowered, a little absent-mindedly, flower petals fluttering down in front of her. Gradually, the girl's dark green hair seemed to be in full bloom, and many peach blossoms had accumulated.

She felt that it was not a good idea to drag Shen Yunie to accompany her. When she returned, Timido might look at her even more unkindly. She didn't know why she dragged Shen Yunie along. At that time, she was unwilling to be alone. It seemed that even if she was hated, she still wanted someone to accompany her.

Shen Ning was gone, and the only one who was closest to her was Shen Yunie. But this guy... had a girlfriend. If he pulled him over, would his girlfriend beat him up if she knew?

The other party had made it clear that he had a marriage partner. He was only sixteen years old and already had a fiancée. He had already given up tens of thousands of beautiful Valkyries all over the world. For his fiancée, this was an absolutely happy thing, to have such an excellent and loyal partner.

Wendy understood it all, but she still couldn't help looking at the boy's face and eyes. She didn't know when it started, but by the time she realized it, it was too late to control herself.

Shen Yunie stood at the foot of a peach tree with lush branches and leaves. Peach blossoms fell in the wind, and the light was zigzagging. The fragmented light shone on his cheeks, and the peach blossoms seemed to dye his fair face pink. His obsidian eyes were bright and breathtaking.

"Tsk." Wendy smacked her lips subconsciously, and when she noticed that the boy suddenly turned his head to look at her, she immediately retracted her gaze, lowering her eyes absentmindedly to watch the flowers fall into the water and drift away along the stream. She raised the corners of her lips slightly, her expression gentle, "Thank you for Shen Ning's matter. I haven't been able to thank you seriously these two days. You let her survive, and let me survive too."

"She had a strong desire to survive, and I couldn't do anything to help her."

Shen Yunie couldn't be sure when Shen Ning would wake up. He could rely on blood to keep the other person alive. Whether he would wake up depended on the strength of his will. Shen Ning's awakening would make them have made great progress in helping Wendy. Her sudden death would be more difficult to accept.

Shen Yunie looked at Wendy and said seriously: "She hopes that you can survive, get rid of the shadow of the gem, and even leave the collapsed world."

"A Valkyrie isn't allowed to leave, right? Normal people have to remember clearly when they leave." Wendy opened her eyes wide in surprise. It warmed her heart to be worried about by others, but it was a pity that these were impossible. "Leaving without permission is a felony and you will be wanted. In serious cases, you may even be exterminated. We are aliens to begin with, and it is impossible for us to return to normal life."

"I also think it's unlikely." Shen Yunie nodded. He pinched his chin and thought about what he could do after he became normal. The conclusion was that he could not do anything. "If I return to normal society, I can only be a high school student."

Wendy said a little embarrassedly: "I can't even get into college, so I can only... be an unemployed painter. Without Honkai Energy, without these advanced technologies, and without my legs being disabled, I would probably just stay in my rented house all day, sending my mediocre paintings to publishers, and then being ruthlessly rejected, and being so poor that I can't even afford to eat."

Her academic performance was not outstanding in the Oceania branch, where there was less learning of cultural courses than practical training, so naturally she could not compare with high school students, and could not get into a university or got into a very poor university. It would be tragic for a Valkyrie to lose her job.

"But I still want to paint." Wendy's eyes were full of yearning. The girl stretched out her hand to push away the peach blossoms in her hair and slowly flew to Shen Yunie. "When that time comes, can you help me?"

"I can't help you." Shen Yunie calmly refused, "I'm in the Far East, and you're in New Zealand."

"There seems to be a lot of comics industry in the Far East. It would be a good place to start a business. What do you think?"

"No, because what if won't happen."

They all have Honkai energy, and must leave normal society to fight Honkai. Returning as a normal person is just a thought. People who already have stigmata are not allowed to leave, even if their memories are clear. Otherwise, it would be like putting a wild animal that has not yet awakened into a sheepfold.

Wendy's fantasy was shattered, and she couldn't help but let out a long sigh. It was even more impossible for her to leave. Every beat of her heart told her that she might become a pseudo-hersr or a hersr.

Her sight passed through the peach blossom forest, following the winding stream until it reached a place where the light could not see. She suggested, "I want to go to the end of the stream and take a look."

Shen Yunie accompanied him forward, peach blossoms fell beside him, and he occasionally reached out to clear away the flowers that floated into his collar. He noticed that Wendy looked at him a little too often, so he said calmly, "I have a fiancée."

"I know."

"You, don't say so much." Leah said. Although she laughed happily when she heard it, she still wanted to teach Shen Yunie, "Forgot, everything should be done according to Wendy's mood."

Shen Yunie said: "She seems to be in a good mood."

Wendy was seen through, and it was her own fault that she couldn't help herself. After the girl said that, she felt depressed. She didn't feel anything, but after hearing what he said, she suddenly felt a sense of loss. But she knew that even if Shen Yunie didn't have a fiancée, it would be impossible for her to get one.

Everyone around him has a higher chance of success than himself, including Shen Ning. He really has a bad record and a huge flaw in his character.

The feeling of loss from the heavy fall enveloped her whole body. Wendy lowered her eyes, and her abdomen ached slightly. She hated Fu Hua very much, but the other party was superior to her in all aspects. Even the only relationship that could be compared was with Shen Yunie, and she lost miserably.

The other party was a senior student whom she had known for several years, and she was a schizophrenic monster who needed to be taken care of emotionally. She wanted to win, even if it was just a little bit.

At the end of the stream was a large lake. Through the surface of the water covered with peach blossoms, one could vaguely see the deep water below, with the water shimmering. Wendy was very close to the water surface, and she flew slowly to the water's edge. She looked at Shen Yunie with mixed emotions in her eyes.

Shen Yunie also looked at her and frowned in confusion, "What are you going to do?"

The next moment, Wendy suddenly turned off her flying device. She lost her ability to float and fell directly into the water. The splashes calmed down in an instant, and the flowers covered the place where she disappeared. The ripples pushed the water to Shen Yunie's feet. He watched the girl diving, and was puzzled when he reacted.

How could he suddenly dive into the water, just like he did at that time?

"Yunie, go save her quickly, she can't swim at all!" It was not until Leah urged him that Shen Yunie came to his senses and immediately jumped into the water.

The water splashed up and then returned to calm. The lake covered with peach blossoms became dark, and the light became dim, making it difficult to see the bottom. The girl spread her hands, letting the wet clothes stick to her body, and slowly sank. When she saw the young man appear in front of her, her eyes suddenly became bright.

Winning is so easy, is that all it takes? The disappointment in my heart disappeared in an instant.

Wendy didn't sink far before Shen Yunie grabbed her hand, surfaced with great effort and took her to the shore.

His clothes were completely soaked and stuck to his body. Shen Yunie's hair stuck to his forehead, half covering his eyes. Water was dripping down from the ends of his hair. He asked in a somewhat cold tone, "Why did you suddenly jump into the water?"

"I suddenly felt a little upset just now, and I wanted to jump into the water to calm down." Wendy hugged her shoulders and smiled at the boy like a fool. Her identity as a patient gave her many benefits.

Shen Yunie couldn't say anything about this answer, just like when Rita was so angry that she was shaking and couldn't refute him. He still frowned, and the wet clothes had to be dried before going back. There was no heating tool here. Just when he was a little distressed about this, green fluorescence appeared around him, rushing towards the destination like a firefly.

Wendy's short dark green hair was flying, and her wet clothes had dried up after the rays of light fell on them. She blinked at the boy, her smile looking silly, "I'm sorry to have worried you. Clothes can be dried."

She raised her fingertips and tapped lightly, and the light moved closer to the boy. Shen Yunie felt the wind, the subtle sound of the wind blowing in her ears, the warmth wrapped around her body and slowly dried her clothes and hair.

Wendy held her cheeks which were a little pale from diving, her eyes drifting to the peach blossoms, "I haven't told you about my ability, right? My ability is wind, which is very similar to the ability to desire gems.

I like the wind but I also hate it. I lose and gain everything because of it. I don't know when I started to fear the situation without wind. Without wind, I would have nothing.

Shen Yunie, if one day I am trapped in a place where there is no wind, can you please come and save me? "

59. Let us kill her with our own hands

Wendy held her hands full of peach blossoms and followed Shen Yunie with a smile. The two returned to the peach blossom forest together. They were supposed to do a lot of things today, but they didn't expect Timido to fall asleep in front of the drawing board.

The sun shone through the leaves and fell on her face. The little girl slept comfortably on Fu Hua's shoulder. When the cold wind blew, she subconsciously tightened her large coat. Fu Hua stared into the distance, as if she was in a trance, and she didn't look away until the two people approached.

There were two drawing boards in front of Fu Hua and Timido. One was a picture of a peach tree with few blossoms that she had drawn, and the other was obviously drawn by Timido using colored crayons. She was sitting next to Fu Hua under the peach tree forest, her brows relaxed and her face filled with a bright smile.

This period of time was very short. It was already afternoon. They went down the mountain to send Timido home, and then returned to the suburbs, which basically took them the whole day.

The three of them all knew tacitly that they had to leave. Wendy moved closer to the two paintings and looked at them curiously. Based on her painstaking efforts in studying painting skills, she knew that there was a lot of room for improvement in these two paintings, and they could be many times better than they were now, even if Timido had drawn them with crayons.

But she didn't do anything, as it was very rude to destroy other people's paintings.

The girl looked at the two of them, her cyan eyes full of anticipation, and she said, "Can we go back later? I want to draw one too."

The two did not refuse. Seeing Wendy pick up the charcoal pencil, they sat by the side and waited silently. As the conversation began, Timido opened her eyes sleepily, but she did not wake up completely. Seeing Shen Yunie sitting next to her, she slightly opened her lips and seemed to say something.

Then he fell asleep beside Shen Yunie in a daze.

Shen Yunie reached out and touched the little girl's short dark brown hair. He said softly with a smile, "Senior, do you want to stay here tonight? It will be difficult for you to see Timido."

"No, as long as I can see her once." Fu Hua answered calmly, her eyes fell on the little girl's face bathed in the sun, her icy green eyes were like ripples from a melting lake.

Before they met, it was a strange feeling. She wanted to see each other without saying anything, just to make sure they were safe. After they met, her heart settled down. She still wanted to return to the collapsed world as soon as possible.

"It doesn't matter if it's hard to meet in the future."

Wendy finished the painting. It was a picture of the entire peach forest, with peach blossoms flying everywhere and the light shining through the leaves, making the whole scene seem to be shining out of the painting. She was very satisfied with her painting, and her lips were raised high.

When going down the mountain, Timido finally woke up and realized that she had wasted the whole afternoon. The little girl suddenly became unhappy. She leaned on Shen Yunie's chest, lowered her eyes, and didn't know what she was thinking. She received two commemorative gifts during this meeting, Fu Hua and Wendy's paintings.

Shen Yunie saw her emotions and asked softly, "Are you unhappy about anything else? We live a different life from Timido, so we can't do anything for you."

"It's just different now. I will come to find you later." Timido still lowered her head, her tone firm. She raised her head and looked at the boy eagerly, "Brother, will we meet again in the future?"

Shen Yunie paused, and closed her arms around the little girl. It might be a long time before they meet again, or they might never meet again. They have free time, but they can't always disturb this first-grade student. They are not from the same world.

He was quiet for a long time, then replied, "Yes, we will meet again, and we will wait for you to come to us."

He raised his hand and spread out his palm, inside which was a peach blossom with no damage. Bits of green light lit up in his palm and wrapped around the peach blossom. After a few breaths, there was nothing unusual about the peach blossom and the light disappeared completely.

"The gift I give you is the peach blossom that will never wither and fade."

Timido took the flower, still a little cautious. She pinched the petals and surprisingly, there were no fingerprints left on them. It was soft but it would not be damaged in any way. The little girl held it in her palm, pressed it against Shen Yunie's chest, and said with a smile, "Thank you, brother."

Shen Ning's experiment naturally ended in failure. No one could find out why her virus was slowing down. Her blood was normal, her physical fitness was the worst among everyone, and yet she was infected with much more viruses than others.

If someone else were in this situation, they would die if they couldn't even hold out for 24 hours. But Shen Ning had held out for four days, and although her condition was deteriorating at a speed visible to the naked eye, she was still alive.

Shen Ning looked down at the conclusion on the report, cruelly marking the estimated time of death, followed by the word unknown. She might die tomorrow, or she might die a long time later. The girl was more willing to believe the former. She didn't want to survive by drinking Shen Yunie's blood.

As for the fact that she would die, there was no emotion on her face when she saw it, and even the researcher standing nearby felt sorry for her calmness.

This girl was only sixteen years old, and had only been in the branch for a month when she received a notice that she was going to die. Is this the cruelty of the collapsed world?

Shen Ning didn't plan to keep the report. She handed it to the researcher and gave him a forced smile. "Please keep these things confidential for me. Just tell Minister Emilia. If the report is of no use to you, just destroy it."

It is a fact that Shen Ning will die sooner or later. Some people know this, but some people do not know and believe that she will live. Wendy is one of them. This is a forced deception. Someone wants to create a short and beautiful dream for her, so they hide it from most people.

"No lab report?" Wendy looked at the girl with regret. It was hard for her to look at her with distrust. "Why not?"

Shen Ning was a little afraid to look at her sister. She felt uncomfortable when she started to lie, and her words were trembling slightly. She stared at the distant blue sky, and her heart gradually calmed down. "Because my body is special, I have to continue the research. Maybe I can find a real antidote... Bronya, you believe me, right?"