After the counter-sacrifice at the beginning, I became the spokesperson for the girls?

A word seemed to emerge in her will, as if it contained pure human emotions, describing love. But Bai Xingyao only felt irony, she thought of everything about herself, her miserable life like a lonely bird.

What is there to like about her?

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The other side of eternity:

Chapter 354 I Made a Deal

All doubts will be buried deep in your heart and will never be solved.

Bai Xingyao put aside the opposition and perhaps should be grateful for the light before her eyes. She raised her eyes and all her emotions returned to calm.

Even though she is as small as a speck of dust, she still speaks to the gods who are high above.

"What would you have me do—"

She said, her red eyes reflecting the other person's slow gaze, "I will give everything and do it for you."

At this moment, these eyes were like calm treasures, reflecting the world without ever being moved.

"You want to distance yourself from my connection with you tonight?"

Guangming leaned down, her eyes lingering in the sunlight, and narrowed their eyes slightly.

"What can you do for me?"

Bai Xingyao looked at him, she no longer avoided him, her voice flowing like jade.

"all."

The soul before the light is tiny, as small as a grain of rice. She is the golden light that has been flowing for billions of years, but she is just a particle in the passing wind that can be passed by with a light glance.

"A promise."

The voice of God comes from on high.

Bai Xingyao looked straight ahead, her words echoing in her heart. But the God of Light had already turned around, and she did not look back, but just said: "Wait for you to fulfill your promise in the future."

She did not seem happy, and had completely lost the calmness she had just had, leaving only her unique sharpness.

Just like the first time they met, she turned back into the god from the void, with dazzling light around her. The girl looking at her back was invited back to the gloomy ocean in the golden haze.

[She is angry...]

The words in space trembled a little.

What did Bai Xingyao do?

"is it?"

Bai Xingyao looked at the sky. Amid the waves and the heavy wind, she turned around and let the wind blow up the hem of her clothes and hair.

"I'm just using my promise to write off tonight."

She didn't care about the conversation between her and Guangming. She just wanted to cut off all contact and not owe each other anything.

[You were having a close conversation with her before, why did you suddenly change? ]

The space was tense all over. At that moment, it almost thought that the golden god would take action against the weak soul that sent it away with a small promise. The situation was too absurd. They were close in the last second, but took a step back in the next second, as if they were strangers and their relationship was distant.

Why the sudden change?

"No reason."

Bai Xingyao just thought that the other party would not look for her for a while. She was blown by the sea breeze, but the space noticed her hanging hand. The blood-red mark was engraved into her skin like blood.

It's burning——

"I just feel like there's too much unnecessary emotion around her."

Those unknown things that were triggered were like traps, leading those who followed the outline step by step towards the abyss called light.

"I will die."

Bai Xingyao said: "If you can't see your own situation clearly, you will die."

This is not the law of opposition. Whether she saved her, touched her, or condescended to talk to her, it was all just a false bubble brought about by false memories. Dreams will be shattered one day, and when the tide recedes, the truth will be bloody.

If you can't even take care of your own heart in such a situation, you will just become one of the countless dead.

"I was so delusional because of her. If I had gotten a response back then..."

Bai Xingyao whispered, her voice seemed to be blown away by the wind and swallowed up in this gloomy world.

No one can save her.

Only she herself can redeem herself.

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In a world without the sun and the moon, the ocean spreads out, forming endless black waves, rolling up the endless desires in people's hearts.

Bai Xingyao knew that she also had desires.

She longs to be loved and to be noticed, but she can't pursue everything.

There has never been true love in this world.

[…Did you remember something? ]

Space recalled those flashbacks, extremely mottled. It thought of the Unbounded Thing, this ability that could create everything but was limited, and at this moment it quietly opened up a little.

"… brought back clearer memories."

When Bai Xingyao talked about this, strange memories seemed to emerge in her mind again. She raised her eyes, as if someone in front of her handed her a piece of bread in the rain.

"If you trust others, you will only get hurt."

Everything in the world is an exchange. She accepted gifts from others, and she herself was also sacrificed and taken to the altar.

【exchange……】

Space: [Yes... to complete the sacrifice, something must be achieved]

Wu ⑴ Qi Ba Qi Liu Yao

The sacrifice must be offered willingly.

As for how to be willing - accepting the sacrifice is considered willing.

But the more he thought about it, the more something seemed wrong. The rule of sacrifice was exchange, but why was Bai Xingyao able to come down from the altar intact?

She exchanged her soul with the gods, in exchange for the lives of pagans, and what she should get in return was that the sacrifice would be over and her soul would be taken away after her natural death. She had nothing else to trade, and her body could not sustain her for much longer, so why did the gods give her a new life and a new identity? The price she paid could not support these things.

"You're wrong. I have something else to exchange, right?"

The sea breeze blew, the waves overturned, and the look in Bai Xingyao's eyes at this moment made the space tremble.

"destiny."

Bai Xingyao exchanged her last thing with the gods, so she would become an existence standing at the top of the universe and would never be erased.

As she told her followers, her gods gave her the same response.

【As you wish】

“I’m finally going to go find Him one day.”

Bai Xingyao's gaze fell into a world of dark clouds: "The push of fate will allow me to stand at the top, but one day, I will have to fulfill the price I have to pay."

"This is the only reason why I can live until now and meet you."

She exchanged everything she had for eternity from God.

This eternity that perhaps was impossible to pursue from the very beginning would make her, countless years later, like a cat that stole dried fish and had its intestines ripped open, vomiting out everything it had swallowed.

[…God will not lie]

"But I did make a deal, and the destination of my soul has been decided."

Bai Xingyao looked at the space: "I will pay this price eventually."

This was a fantasy from the beginning, full of absurdity and madness, and only a completely evil god could make such a promise.

But do people who have the hope of eternal life really want to die?

The mark on Bai Xingyao's hand was still burning, and her soul felt a dense pain. She thought, she would.

God will hear her, but He will not hear the truth because she is a born deceiver.

The soul feels this way, but the will does not. In the separation between will and inspiration, Bai Xingyao thought, she doesn't want to.

The feeling of power was so good, the feeling of being alive was so good, she no longer had to go back to the gloomy alley, under the heavy rain, watching people coming and going pass by and leave, leaving her alone.

She can have a unique companion, witness a brilliant sunshine, go through the vicissitudes of life between sunrise and sunset, and find the true meaning of life.

This is the life she got after paying the price.

But she didn't want to pay anymore, she wanted to possess it completely and kill everything that stood in her way.

The other side of eternity:

Chapter 355 She Doesn’t Know

The power of the mark is very small and it does not monitor her all day long. Bai Xingyao knew this from the beginning.

During that sacrifice, she felt the power of God, which was almost endless. Later, when she was punished by the mark and had to forcibly change her fate, she only felt pure pain, without the power of God.

All other thoughts were not important. Bai Xingyao used time to quietly erase her extremely terrifying thoughts. From the moment she connected to the future and obtained future information, she found a way to use that information as power to erase her own thoughts.

Including the future when she returns to her own body, Bai Xingyao knows what she wants to change.

She has never changed, she will always be Bai Xingyao.

She doesn't want to be manipulated by others, doesn't want her fate to be controlled, she gets the result but doesn't want to pay the price, so she feels that no one will love her because she is selfish.

But so what? She's alive.

All thoughts were wiped out, and they would awaken the next time they were touched. The power of God could not be awakened, and this was the mercy of the future, which made Bai Xingyao, who was so fragile now, dare to think that she was crazy to live forever.

She was rebelling against a god.

Even ants dare to rebel against a true God.

The thought was erased, but the will was integrated into her bones and engraved into her unconscious soul. Bai Xingyao will carry out this will in the future. She wants to pursue a completely free life, even if her fate has already been placed on the chips.

The wind from the ocean blew endlessly. Bai Xingyao came back to her senses. Her blood-red eyes saw that the space had fallen into helplessness and sorrow. She said, "There's still a long time left, isn't there?"

We are just a tiny dot in this vast universe and starry sky.

But our will and our soul can span trillions of light years and carry out our mission.

【right……】

The space murmured, whispered, and then jumped up: [We still have a lot of time. Working for a god means giving away your soul. Since He has asked you to be His spokesperson, it is impossible that He wants to eat you in the end. This reward is not worth it! ]

The true God is almost gone, but training a person to become a god and then eating him is ridiculous, crazy, and wasteful.

It believes that Yao will live until the day when even the stars are erased, and is willing to give everything for it.

"You are my only friend and you will always be my only friend."

Bai Xingyao and her space sat in this ocean. They were so tiny in the vast and grand spirit. Even a grain of sand in the ocean was much bigger than them. But these two souls, relying on each other, would go through endless years and accompany each other to the end of the universe.

[I am just a will, you deserve better]

The space wanted to agree, but it also felt inferior. It would always be just a will and a medium.

"No, you are a spirit."

Bai Xingyao said that when she listened to the sound of the waves, it was like listening to the sea singing.

She is unique and will always be there for you.

"If one day even you leave me, maybe I will really become like the future, without feelings."

[I won’t! For you, I will also try my best to live forever! ]