My mother's love song

It's in the middle of nowhere.

"Adonis?"

Bagster swallowed hard and made a low sound.

The black-haired boy who was clearly here just now has disappeared.

Even more incredible is

The neatly-made bed left no trace of human presence.

Why is this so? Where did Adonis go?

The answer gradually emerged in the Fairy Knight's heart.

"Adonis... doesn't exist...? Everything... is just my... fantasy?"

The voice didn't sound like his own.

Bagster showed a surprised expression and looked at the human sitting on the chair beside the bed with him.

Rhodes' expression was very calm.

In those dark glass-like pupils, the figure of a female fairy from the Fang Clan was reflected sadly.

Brilliant golden hair, and eyes that look like burning rubies and emeralds.

She has a beautiful face full of cultivation, slender limbs that have been well-trained, and she is wearing the most expensive dress of the highest quality.

Goblin Knight Gawain.

She is one of the few noble models in the Fang Clan and even in Britain. She is an elegant countess in social situations and a ruthless and resolute knight on the battlefield.

Stronger than Tristan, more stable than Lancelot, the Queen's sword that Camelot is proud of.

The most feared fairy knight in the fairy kingdom, but actually a kind and gentle fairy.

She considers protecting the weak her mission, and although it goes against Her Majesty the Queen's policy, she still builds a city in Manchester where fairies and humans live in harmony.

As the lord, Bagster is also deeply loved by his subjects. His dream is for humans and fairies to coexist and have an equal relationship.

But

Now, in Rhodes' eyes, Bagst was not an excellent knight, but a hungry beast wandering in the wilderness.

"Ah... ah ah..."

Ahhh, I've seen this beast.

Although he had forgotten it long ago, and although he should have forgotten it, when that figure appeared before him, Bagster still remembered it clearly.

A severe headache came over her.

The pain instantly dyed the Fairy Knight's vision pure white, further digging out the memories inside.

The first thing that comes to mind is the smell.

The smell of rotting iron and offal.

The sweet aroma that makes the area between the legs moist when inhaled.

that time……

When Bagster was defeated by the witch and was changed from the fairy calendar to the queen, the curse-like voice was accidentally heard.

It was like the dull and terrifying thunder roaring on a summer night just before a rainstorm.

"Cursed be you, cursed be you. May the Fang Clan be cursed."

"Sooner or later, a beast will appear among you. An extremely powerful black dog with a humanoid appearance will be born."

"It's nothing. This is a reward for eradicating the King of Mors. You're welcome. Just accept it."

"A being that inhabits the laws of the wild, a being that thrives on the law of the jungle, a being that survives by devouring the things it loves, a terrifying fairy that is so terrifying that it is hard to imagine its existence in the world."

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“Wuwu… Wuwu… Ahhhhh…”

“Ooooooooo…Ahhhhh…Ah, ah, ah…Ooooooooooooooo!”

Bagster choked as he ate the goblin's flesh in big mouthfuls.

This time, the "food" is not from the clan, but a new fairy derived from the children of the forest.

He was a goblin with a burly figure and an easygoing temperament, whose arm strength even surpassed Bagster's.

Recognizing his strength at first sight, Bagster found him and ate him.

“Ahh…Ahwu, Aagu, Ah, Ahaha…Hoo…Ahh…Ahh…Ahh…”

Although the goblin's flesh was disgusting, Bagster retched again and again while swallowing, but she couldn't stop herself from eating.

Bagster never once found the goblin meat delicious, but...

Her instinct to act drove her to keep eating and hunting powerful goblins.

The reason why she did not get any satisfaction from eating was very simple. Because it was not the flesh of her beloved, she could not feel satisfied or delicious.

If it is not the flesh of a loved one, even if you eat more, you will just feel sick.

Several years have passed since the transition from the Fairy Calendar to the Queen Calendar, and the inability to feel love and joy, lamentation and pain has almost caused her spirit to collapse.

Perhaps when Bagster just arrived in the Queen's calendar and learned from the witch that the man had left Britain, she had already become a walking monster.

Uncontrollable appetite, this is a terrible curse that Bagster has never had to bear during his time as a goblin.

This is the death curse of King Morse, the Great Calamity, who was killed by the Fang Clan in the year 1000 of the Queen's Era.

The Witch of Panhuman History had foreseen all this, so she sent Bagster to the year 1800 of the Queen's calendar.

In order to allow Bagster and her next generation of fairies to avoid the curse.

However, although the witch possessed extraordinary wisdom, she underestimated the deep hatred that Disaster had for fairies.

The curse of the Fang Clan has transcended the concepts of time and space. Bagster, who skipped the entire Queen's calendar, was still entangled by the curse of the black dog and became a terrible child of disaster.

Loving the strong is both Bagster's nature and a curse left by the great disaster.

Bagster adores his master, the Goblin Emperor.

In her mind, that king was the embodiment of the concept of the strongest.

It is precisely because of this

The curse of the Fang Clan, [The Black Dog That Devours Lovers], was invalid on Bagster from the beginning.

After all, there couldn't possibly be a creature comparable to Bagster's object of affection.

I could have endured the darkness if I had never seen the sun

In the fairy kingdom, Bagster cannot fall in love with any fairy or human, nor can he feel satisfied by eating powerful fairies.

"Poor my friend, Bagster...at least let me free you."

The witch couldn't bear to see Bagster continue to live in pain and wanted to end her life...even though the witch knew that killing Bagster would only give birth to an even more terrible next generation of [disaster].

Despite the witch's kindness, Bagster escaped from Camelot.

She was not afraid of death, but of being forgotten.

If he died, it would mean that Bagster would forget about that person forever.

Only this... is something Bagster absolutely cannot accept.

For a stray dog ​​who has lost its owner, the memory of living with its owner is the only treasure it cannot give up.

Since then, Bagster has become a black dog that roams the wilds of Britain, constantly devouring powerful goblins.

She will live until she is found and killed by the witch.

Bagster had to suppress his nausea and eat the disgusting pieces of meat. It didn't matter if he vomited while swallowing. He had to try his best to survive.

Because if I die, my memories of Rhode will disappear...

“Wuwuwu…wuwuwuwu, wuwuwuwuwuwu…!”

Naturally, it has reached its limit.

An ominous dog like me would only bring disgrace to his master even if he were still alive.

When Bagster cried and pulled out his horn, intending to end his life

"Do you want to commit suicide to atone for your sins? I understand your feelings, but please calm down first."

A voice came into Bagster's ears.

"It would be a tragedy if you, who is considered the most noble among fairies, committed suicide."

"Make the contract, Bagster. It's too early for you to accept the curse now."

"I will help you hide this memory. Let him live forever in your heart."

"It's okay. When you feel pain, you can just go back to that room."

"You will be greeted by the most wonderful lover who will never be eaten [dream]."

"Ah... ah... ah..."

Bagster fell off his chair and knelt in front of Rod.

My heart was beating violently and I was sweating profusely.

It was as if his core was shaken, and tears could not be suppressed and overflowed from his eyes.

As his true memories continued to revive, the Fairy Knight shed burning tears.

"Rod... My Lord, my king... How foolish and shameless I am..."

She murmured in pain.

For 200 years, the girl has been having blasphemous and evil dreams every day, regarding the master she admires as her love object.

Because he was afraid that his dreams would be destroyed by his appetite, Bagster killed the real Rod in his heart and created his lover [Adonis].

The Rhodes she imagined was a weak and powerless human being.

Because he can't become food, he can stay by her side forever.

Because he is unable to move, he must rely on Bagster to survive.

This is both Bagster's gentleness and her weakness, greed, and vulgarity.

"No, Adonis is me too. It's not your imagination, it's the real me."

Rhodes whispered to her.

"Even I have my weak side, and when I feel powerless...

Bagster must have seen the weakness in my heart, which is why he had such a dream. "

"No, I insulted you."

Bagster still kept his head down, shaking it.

"For my own selfish gratification, to monopolize your image... I have blasphemed you.

You are obviously the strongest king, but I secretly slandered you as the weakest person... I really deserve to die."

"...Is that so? After finally recognizing his master, Bagster wants to commit suicide."

After a brief silence of a few seconds, Bagster spoke.

"I am no longer qualified to serve you as your knight. Please allow me to commit suicide."

Not sure whether he accepted the Fairy Knight's answer, Rhode stood up from the chair beside the bed.

“…………Woo!”

Bagster, who was staring at the carpet with his head down in shame and humiliation, was forcibly grabbed by the hair by Rod.

He just pulled the 120-kilogram fairy knight up from the ground with a nonchalant look.

This masculine brutality and strength made Bagster feel dazed, and even... inappropriately excited.