If you have no hope, why would you think so much?
Sometimes she would think about dying.
But deep down, she was always unwilling to accept that failure.
The blow to her was too great, and it was normal for her to be unable to recover. She stood too high, and falling down would not only result in her being shattered to pieces.
"Are you so unambitious? If you really have nowhere else to go, I can reserve a place for you at home."
"Why, you plan to support me?"
Chabashi Sae glanced at Hoshinomiya from the side. She didn't expect Hoshinomiya to say such a thing: "Being kept might be an option, but forget it. You won't say you won't get married for the rest of your life, right?"
"I guess so. Anyway, I feel hopeless about love."
Xing Zhigong put her hands on the railing, she looked at the students who were playing outside after class and said, "How could you be the only one who couldn't get over that matter?"
Both of them are depressed, but one cares more about career, while the other cares more about love.
Hoshinomiya loves to play and joke with people in her class, but perhaps only she and Chabashira know that her heart is not so pure.
Or maybe it could be said that it was already dirty.
In that incident, both she and Chabashira lost their love and career, but Chabashira lost more of her career while she lost more of her love.
The vows they made to each other at that time were all a joke. The man took away her body, her feelings, everything she had, then walked away, saying only "it was all just a show" before leaving.
This made her unable to believe in love anymore.
I guess she will be urged to get married again when she goes home during the holidays. She has long planned to live alone. It is also good to be alone. She can live the way she wants. This way, she doesn't need to think about her first love anymore.
The deeper her love was, the deeper her pain was. They were the same, both were victims of the incident.
This is a school where strength is paramount, and only strength is the most important. In this school, no matter what conspiracy or trick you use, it doesn't matter as long as you can win.
The two innocent girls became victims and ended up being what they are now.
A man smokes all day long, trying to cover his eyes with the smoke, fantasizing that the loser can really succeed in making a comeback.
A man drinks all day, hoping that during his hangover he will dream of his first love, and that he can really live with himself.
The two patients stood on the rooftop together, watching the hopeful students playing, just as they had done ten years ago.
Chapter 30 It would be great if you were an old friend, but unfortunately, it’s too late
"My internship is almost here. Where has the agent been assigned?"
The real estate agent didn't expect that someone would actually ask him this question.
And it was an unexpected person who asked this question.
"At school, Sakayanagi did something so that I could contribute to the school during this internship week."
The real estate agent sighed helplessly and looked at the person opposite him: "Maybe we will be colleagues in the future, Mr. Hoshinomiya."
That’s right, the person who was asking about the real estate agency internship was Hoshinomiya Chie.
There are four classes in the first grade. Except for Mr. Tomoya Majima in Class A, the real estate agent is familiar with the other three teachers.
There is no need to mention Sakagami Kazuma from Class C. He is the head teacher of my class. I will chat with him whenever I have nothing to do and get some inside information from him.
For example, what small activities the school is going to carry out, what happened in which class, what the scope of the exam is, etc.
Chabashira Sae from Class D looked down on each other and wanted to screw the other severely.
Anyway, the real estate agent has been trying hard to bring her down, and who knows when he will succeed.
As for this Mr. Hoshinomiya from Class B… the real estate agent couldn’t figure it out.
The relationship was okay, but actually it was just average. The real estate agent could clearly sense the alienation beneath Hoshinomiya's enthusiastic exterior. This feeling reminded him of Kushida, who had the same expression when treating others.
Enthusiasm is false, alienation is real. But the real thing is wrapped up in many things, giving people only a false appearance.
Perhaps it was because of Kushida that the real estate agent was able to sense Hoshinomiya's attitude towards him.
No, it should be said that her attitude towards every student is like this, even Ichinose, whom she has the best impression of, is actually the same.
If in other novels, Chabashi Sae is a small boss in the early stage, then a hypocritical person like Hoshinomiya might be a big boss in the middle and late stages.
But there is an exception here, because Hoshinomiya is indeed not planning anything like Aizen. No, it should be said that he is not planning anything big.
There is only Chabashira in her heart. After that incident, the paranoid girl always felt that she had a strange attitude towards Chabashira Sae, so her mind has not changed until now - either Chabashira will be reborn or she will die.
"Haha, maybe we won't be colleagues in the future."
Teacher Xing Zhigong laughed, and as she laughed she couldn't help but sigh: "Although this school is good in every way, the supervision of teachers is also very strict, and there are very few holidays every year, so I may not be able to stand it here."
This is a lie.
Xing Zhigong likes this place very much. In fact, what she likes is not that she can play and fight with her classmates, but that there are fewer holidays here.
Fewer holidays doesn't mean a heavy workload, it's just that she can't leave school all year round. For her, sending money home every month is enough. She doesn't want to hear her parents nagging about getting married when she goes back.
She is different from other older girls. Others are helpless and eager to get married but have high requirements for the opposite sex, so they have never found a suitable one, such as a certain Mr. Hiratsuka.
But her situation is another matter. She simply doesn't want to get married. You could even say she simply doesn't want to fall in love.
So things like love have never had anything to do with her.
So why did she say she couldn't stand it here?
Because she had already decided that if Chabashira was really fired, she would also resign and leave.
The resignation letter has already been prepared in the drawer. When Chabashi Sae is fired, she will choose to resign at that time.
She always felt that it was her past self who destroyed Chabashira, so she would support this useless man until both of them passed away.
There is no trace of love in the relationship between the two, but they can stay together until old age. This may be the future of a person whose sorrow is greater than a dead heart and a person who can never let go of it in his entire life.
"So, before I leave, the agent must help me realize my wish."
Xing Zhigong acted cute while speaking, showing no awareness of being an elder at all.
"Ah... I know about Chabashira-sensei's story..."
The real estate agent also understood what Ms. Hoshinomiya's "wish" was, and this was what she had always hoped the real estate agent could do.
Both of them are already over 30 years old. If Chabashira cannot be reborn here, then he might as well just give up. He doesn't have so many years to waste.
From then on she took care of him.
Either regain vitality or be completely heartbroken. Chabashira's current half-dead state is what Hoshinomiya least wants to see.
She had already given up on her future, but Chabashira still held on to that last bit of unrealistic fantasy.
This is also the point that Xing Zhigong is obsessed with to the point of madness, and the real estate agent doesn’t know what to say about it.
There were some things that Xing Zhigong did not say out loud, but based on her behavior and what he had learned from Teacher Chong Zhongsheng before, he could almost guess some things.
This also made the real estate agent feel a little more pressured, as he didn't want Kushida to end up like Hoshinomiya in the future.
"By the way, how's your relationship with Xiao Fanbo lately?"
Changing the subject, Xing Zhigong mentioned another matter: "How many bases are you and Xiao Fanbo at? Third base? Or second base?"
"I'm sorry, I don't even have a first base. Why are you so concerned about Ichinose-san's feelings, Sensei?"
Xing Zhigong's words made the real estate agent smile bitterly. He really didn't understand why Xing Zhigong always wanted to sell his "favorite" student.
"Hey~ The middleman is obviously a big sea king, how come he didn't even complete first base. Xiao Fanbo is a big beauty after all, are you really not attracted at all?"
"It would be a lie to say I'm not tempted, but I also don't want to ruin someone's future."
The real estate agent shook his head: "My place is not a good place. I just hope that Ichinose-san has his own ideas."
"Really? That's great~ I wish he could be like you."
"he?"
"Well, it's okay, don't worry about the details."
The real estate agent clearly saw the loneliness that flashed across Xing Zhigong's eyes when he mentioned 'him'.
I guess she was thinking of her first love again.
"Okay, Junjie-kun, class is about to start so go to class."
"okay."
The real estate agent didn't quite understand why Xing Zhigong suddenly looked for him. He just came over and chatted for a few words before leaving, leaving him extremely confused.
After the real estate agent left, the smile on Xing Zhigong's face gradually disappeared.
She looked at the closed door and sighed softly.
"If you were like this back then, how nice it would be... If I could forget you... how nice it would be..."
Chapter 31: Ichinose's Trouble
"It's really strange, why is my internship location at school..."
Karuizawa looked at the internship location assigned to her and felt overwhelmed.
Next to Karuizawa, Matsushita also sighed helplessly.
Like Karuizawa, her internship location is also a school.
If there is more than one internship location, students can select and submit again. But if there is only one internship location, there are only two choices - accept or reject. If you reject, you will be randomly assigned to another job position.
"You really want to go out?"
Sato looked at Karuizawa's workplace with a bit of envy and jealousy: "It's better than mine. Mine is a travel hotel."
"Is the Travel Inn still bad?"
"We are here to work, not to enjoy ourselves. I used to be a waiter, how could it be comfortable? Just enjoy yourself at school, I think that job is definitely not as comfortable as living in our dormitory."
Sato was not stupid, she could naturally guess what she would do after she went there.
Whether it is the front desk or the reception, regardless of which industry they are in, the treatment of employees is definitely not as good as that in school.
The school has a complete range of food, and the dormitories are also very good.
So it's really great to be able to work in a school.
"By the way, where do the others work? Ayanokouji, where is your job?"
Shinohara was also muttering here, and Ayanokouji happened to pass by, so she asked Ayanokouji about her situation.
"Me? I'm at school."
Ayanokouji answered truthfully. She was very satisfied with the result.
If I can't stay in school, I will probably be caught by my father as soon as I leave the school.
It will be a hassle by then. I was planning to find a reason to take two weeks off, but it seems that it is not necessary.
"That's great~ It's also a school."
Lying on the table, Sato was so envious.
She doesn't want to go out and be a social animal...
"Where is your boyfriend interning? Maybe you won't be able to see each other for the next two weeks."
Shinohara's attention was focused on other things, and Karuizawa had already asked the real estate agent about this.
"He, he said he was also on campus."
"Hey~ Is there really no shady deal in this choice? Why are all of you in school..."
Is there a conspiracy? Of course there is.
Arisu Sakayanagi had already talked about the internship.
So the real estate agent is very aware that he can work in the school.
"So you already knew that I would be doing an internship at school?"
Ryuen Shoko looked at the real estate agent who was sipping tea nearby and raised her question.
"Of course, Sakayanagi specifically mentioned this. You guys will all be working in the school."
"Do I need to change into suitable clothes then?"
In school, students wear school uniforms, but if they are doing an internship, they do have to change their clothes.
"Maybe……"
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