Dragon Clan: Lu Mingfei's Growth Life Simulator

Two attentive wives.

Ouch~!

Ouch~!

"Hiss! It hurts! Zhengu, you better think of a solution!" It was Shinobu Kocho who was making a lot of noise.

"I don't know what to do. It hurts so much!" Even his cries of pain were quiet and steady. It was really true.

Shinobu Kocho and Shinkomo made the two little ones angry, and the four girls' faces turned red and purple.

The larger ones shook their bitten fingers, but did not dare to make too much noise.

Fortunately, they were just baby teeth and not very lethal.

When Senjuro saw this, he didn't help but leaned over to take a look. He was a little curious about whether such a young child had teeth.

Girls and children.

On the left side of Shi Mingfei, near the door, Mr. Urokodaki, who had taken off his mask, was knocking on his old friend's leg, and Mr. Kuwashima, with a glaring look on his face, snatched the mask from his old friend.

Uncle Purgatory who was laughing, Uncle Beimingyu who came with Brother Yaoya's family, Dad, and Mr. Butterfly were chatting happily.

The elderly and adults.

Right in front of him, Tomioka Giyu, who had his knife removed and was driven out by his sister, had a stern face and started snatching the Hagi mochi from Fushigawa Miya, crushing the aroma of the food.

Satoshi and Rengoku Kyojuro found it interesting and joined in. Only Taijo Masachika sat quietly on the side with his face supported, watching helplessly and sighing softly.

Huh~

He was a little confused. Why did a few people who were chatting nicely just now suddenly start fighting over a piece of Hagi cake? There were obviously many pieces in the middle, right?

"Okay, the winner is Rengoku Kyojuro." Tsuyoshi Masachika waved his hand and announced the winner of this round.

"One more piece!"*2!

Boys and teenagers.

Ga——!

Choo Choo Choo!

Over in the farthest corner, the dead kid and the sparrow seemed to have a special liking for my wife Zenitsu and were circling around him happily.

If I have to say it, it is a picture of family happiness!

Everyone was more relaxed than ever, as if they were not members of the Demon Slayer Corps who needed to pick up blades and fight life-and-death battles with evil spirits in the dark.

It may seem a little weird, but this is actually the life most people should live.

Occasionally, a few families would gather together in groups of three or four. The women would cook and chat, the men would help and talk about everything under the sun, the children would talk about the interesting things that happened to them in the past year, and they would help take care of the younger children. In the end, they would put the wooden tables of three or four together, and spend a lively New Year in such a simple and happy way.

And precisely because of the existence of ghosts, there are some minor differences. For example, a few boys who got together actually talked about how to swing a knife so as not to be blinded by the blood when chopping off the opponent's head.

Because of the existence of ghosts, it is still unknown whether the scene Ming Fei saw will be replayed next year.

Who wants to see the beauty being destroyed?

No one wants to!

Shi Mingming rubbed his brows and hit the Demon Slayer leader beside him on the shoulder in annoyance.

"Open conspiracy! This is a pure open conspiracy! A naked open conspiracy!"

Ubuyashiki Yoya actually enjoyed Tokitomo Tomohiko's friendly behavior, because this kind of behavior towards people of the same age would make him temporarily forget that he was the leader who had to support the Demon Slayer Corps, and at the same time reminded him that he was only in his teens and could barely be considered a child.

"No, how can this be called an open conspiracy?"

"It's a gift, a gift!"

Yaoya shook his head and smiled gently.

"Ming Fei, you once said that you are arrogant, right?"

"I don't know if you are arrogant or not. I just discovered by chance that there are many things you only want to do alone, and there is a road you only want to walk alone."

"Although everyone is really happy when you are around, and you seem to be quite happy, but everything you show seems to be deliberately pandering or acting?"

"You seem to be emitting a faint rejection of this world. If I had to describe it, it's probably the kind of loneliness that no one understands? Or is it the fear of losing it after having it?"

Ubuyashiki Yoya lowered his head and murmured, feeling somewhat melancholy.

"Although our situations should be different. But I have also had this feeling, a feeling that no one understands. It was particularly obvious when my father died and I took over the responsibility of the Demon Slayer Corps. And since I have seen those familiar faces of the Demon Slayer Corps leave this world again and again, the news from the Crow is so harsh! The sadness caused by loss is also very shocking!"

He touched ahead and whispered

"Over time, it seems like there's a door between you and the world. You can see what's outside the door, but you can't step through the threshold."

Ubuyashiki Yoya sighed deeply, feeling deeply moved.

"Ke Mingfei, you have to understand that people cannot live alone. That way, you will lose a lot of happiness that you will encounter instinctively."

“It doesn’t matter if no one understands you. No one can fully understand another person. It’s good to be able to walk the same road together.”

"Don't be afraid of the word loss. You should know that protection is born out of the word loss. Just remember the good memories of the past, protect the good present and work hard towards the uncertain future until you reach the beautiful destination because of your progress. Isn't that good?"

"Ming Fei, no matter what the reason is, you don't have to deliberately reject this world, nor do you have to reject contact with people from the bottom of your heart."

Yaoya whispered, and at that moment, he seemed like Mingfei's elder brother, speaking softly and warmly.

"Just like me, and everyone, and all the kids."

"Ming Fei, you also have the right to be happy!"

Sometimes he looked down, silent,

"Brother Yaoya suddenly said a lot of things that sounded like great truths."

"But I don't mean to force you. To be honest, I've wanted to give you this gift for a long time. It has nothing to do with the fact that I suddenly got emotional that day and asked you to take on the responsibility of the Demon Slayer Corps." Ubuyashiki Yoshiya pursed his lips and spoke a few words slowly, sincerely from the bottom of his heart.

"Of course, I admit that you are special, because I see hope in you to end everything. But the idea of ​​preparing this gift first came to me when you first arrived at the Demon Slayer Corps and fell into a coma."

"You may not know that once you woke up in a daze, and I happened to see your eyes. Suddenly, I felt the loneliness that was revealed because I accidentally didn't hide it. It was really cold!"

"Ming Fei, don't blame me for meddling in your business. I just want to add a few bonfires to the ice field in your heart. I don't know if it can be ignited or how long it can burn, but it's too cold for you to be alone."

"Let me think about it, Brother Yaoya."

When it is transparent, it is not a whisper.

"Let me think about it."

(End of this chapter)

Chapter 133 and his twisted smile,

In his subconscious mind, whether it is life or death or an accident, he will leave sooner or later and say goodbye to everyone.

Since you are the only one at the starting point and end point of your life, why add any other constraints to yourself?

Therefore, even though it seemed that his communication with Yiyong and the others was no different from that with ordinary friends, Shi Mingfei seemed to have never truly accepted many people from the bottom of his heart. He thought that in this way, when he left, he would not have so many uncomfortable constraints.

In the past, he always thought that he had hidden himself quite well.

He was a self-disciplined son who did not need his parents and grandfather to worry about him. So when he got his skin scraped by a knife when he was a child, he held back his tears at night.

He is a reliable childhood sweetheart who can take good care of his childhood sweetheart's safety and life, but he can only deliberately ignore their words with tears or blushing faces, pretending not to know or turning away as if nothing happened.

He is a genius that everyone thinks of. Doesn’t he know that? Of course he knows that he is different, but being a genius means bearing more expectations than others, and stepping onto one dazzling stage after another. He doesn’t want to step onto that stage, because after the curtain falls on genius, it is often accompanied by countless disappointments.

Well, his idea is actually very simple.

He could be hurt, but they couldn't worry about the pain he might show, so he endured the pain.

He could be clumsy, but they couldn't risk their lives for an uncertain future, so he pretended to be ignorant.

He can be lonely, but so what? As long as he can make others feel that he is not lonely while being lonely, isn't it fine?

He feels lonely, but others think he is not lonely. The minority obeys the majority, which is a domineering inference!

Doesn't that mean that he, like everyone else, is not alone?

In this way, even if he is rejecting the world, in the eyes of others, isn't he integrating into the same world as them?

Shi Mingfei glanced at the warm room and sighed in his heart.

So, look, everyone is smiling happily, right?

Brother Yaoya, really, why do you have to point out that he is rejecting the world in his heart, refusing to contact others from the heart, or that he is lonely.

Even though he is alone, he can still smile happily, right?

Shi Mingtian grinned, but he couldn't look in the mirror, so he didn't know why the smile that usually looked very happy had a few twists at this moment!

There's nothing wrong with him!

Call it arrogance, conceit, or even running away, he doesn't think there's anything wrong with it.

Just like now, as time goes by, Kanae, whom he has gradually come to accept sincerely, has not come back yet, which makes him feel so sad.

If she would never come back, he wouldn't just pat her on the back and move on, he might collapse for some time.

Put yourself in his shoes. If one day he doesn’t come back, he will feel so sad that he wants to cry when he thinks about saying goodbye to those figures in his heart.

See, this is the consequence of accepting it sincerely!

If he accepts so many people in front of him, even the whole world, how long will it take him to collapse when they say goodbye?

You can't collapse forever.

On the contrary, he does not accept so many people. When it comes to parting, he is free of any constraints and can just smile, wave his hands and say, "Why are you crying? I never took these things or these people to heart. Just go on your way."

Shi Mingfei gently clenched his fists.

So loneliness is loneliness. Everyone has times of loneliness, but he just deliberately prolonged it a little bit, allowing loneliness to grow into a lifelong thing.

At the very least, before he disappears completely, or before others disappear, the happiness he sometimes pretends to be can make everyone feel that it is real, and that is enough!

Because I desire to possess it forever, I dare not try to embrace it. Because I am afraid of losing it, I refuse to accept it from the bottom of my heart.

Just like that sentence,

Yes, you are afraid that the beautiful flowers will wither, so you say you don’t like to grow flowers.

In order to avoid the end, Ming Fei refused all real beginnings since he didn't know when.

The dark and depressing atmosphere huddled in a corner, out of tune with the hall filled with joy.

Until a certain moment!

The door creaked open and a panting figure stepped in.

Yes, you don’t need to knock when you open the door of your own home. This is something every child understands.

But Shi Mingfei still didn't know how many times he had waited that day, waiting to see if the figure behind the knock on the door would be her.

And now, she finally came back, without knocking, and just abruptly opened the door to another world.

Kanae Kocho was wearing a snow-stained black Demon Slayer Corps uniform, and her feet were covered in mud from the journey.

"Sorry, the original road was blocked by snow, and it took quite some time to take a detour, but, anyway,"

Butterfly Chanae clasped her hands together and apologized.

"I am back!"

"Welcome home." Shi Mingluo murmured subconsciously. His heart was relieved and the dark magnetic field around him was broken a little.

"Sister! Great, you're finally back! Mingfei and I have been waiting for you for the whole day!" Shinobu Kocho looked back in surprise and was about to rush towards her sister, but was stunned.

She trotted towards Shi Mingfei and pulled him up unhappily.

"What are you standing there for? You're stupid!"

Butterfly Shinobu held his slightly cold wrist with her warm hand and ran towards the shadow at the door.

Shi Mingluo stumbled and swayed, as if he had tripped over a threshold, but he finally stepped through the door.

Crackling!

The warmth permeated the entire house. Shi Qingmin subconsciously steadied his body and kept up with the pace. He felt something in his heart break.

If Kanae Kocho opened the door between the worlds, then what Shinobu Kocho did was to drag him out unreasonably.

The gentle heart is rippling, the arrogant heart is rippling.