Cyberpunk: Nirvana of Shoko Toyokawa

She smiled, looked at Xiangzi and said:

"But what we are doing is not stable in the first place, right?"

"The most stable thing is to return to the bottom. Keep your feet on the ground."

Miao Meng touched the back of Xiangzi's neck and asked Xiangzi one question after another.

"Will you return to the surface?"

"Will you stop right here now?"

"How long do you want to stop, how slowly do you want to go--"

"——What is the [peak] for you now?"

Miao Meng's eyes reminded Xiangzi of something at this time.

She came here purely out of ambition, that's all.

Chapter 356: Cat is worried about you

Xiangzi hasn't heard the word "peak" for a long time.

In the dim room, in the damp and cold air due to the falling snow, Miao Meng hugged Xiangzi intimately and rubbed her thigh against Xiangzi's waist.

Through the thin, warm mixed fabric clothing, Miao Meng's body temperature was wrapped around Xiangzi.

Miao Meng laughed.

She put her two slender arms over Xiangzi's shoulders and placed them on Xiangzi's shoulders.

She looked into Xiangzi's eyes.

"Boss, in the past, I could see the passion in your emotions. Even if they were bad emotions." Miao Meng said, "But not now. Now, I can't see anything."

Miao Meng leaned close to Xiangzi's cheek.

"do you know?"

she says.

"When the Toyokawa family and [the Seven Bands] started fighting, and Hatsuko and Kaiko said in the comms that you were going crazy, I was terribly scared."

"I have been dragged aboard the pirate ship, and everything in the past disappeared with a gunshot and an explosion."

"If you become a cyber-psycho, who will guide me to the top?"

Meow Meng smiled.

"You're not crazy now," she said.

"I'm even more scared."

Miao Meng put her lips against Xiangzi's ear, who was still sitting there, motionless, with no change in expression, and said.

"There's no anger in your eyes anymore. Where did the old you go?"

Miao Meng entangled Xiangzi like a snake.

The winding gets tighter and tighter.

“You’ve become more steady in what you do.”

"Hatsuko seems happier."

"Haizi is a little worried."

"It's fine with Mutsuko."

"I?"

Miao Meng laughed.

"I really regret that the guy who was picked out of that shabby clinic cured you."

Miao Meng's lips slid from Xiangzi's ear to his neck.

"When you brought me out, you said you would take me to a better place."

She chuckled.

“I didn’t believe it at first.”

"Until I saw your desperate and reckless look, I realized that you were looking at a different scenery from us."

“I have no concept of [a better place].”

"For me, it's luxury cars, luxury watches, wine and love. I don't have to worry about making a living and I can order people around at will. I spend money like water, have girls everywhere, and live a life of luxury."

"That's all I can imagine."

"But seeing you going crazy about it, I understand."

"You know what's on top of the summit."

"It is dazzling, dirty, like a desire tightly wrapped in the bone marrow. It is a place that you can never forget after seeing it once, and you will go back to it even if you have to tear yourself into pieces."

"Looking at you like that, crazy, irritable, and desperate, I thought..."

Miao Meng's gaze met Xiangzi's from top to bottom.

"…'Ah, this person, maybe he can do it'."

Miao Meng said with a smile.

The hot breath she exhaled hit Xiangzi's cheek.

"But it's not like that now."

Miao Meng said.

"That cyberpsychiatrist cured you too much."

“You’re more stable now,” she said, “but I no longer feel your emotions.”

"I have always stood by your side. I saw that the madness, anger, unwillingness and despair became your motivation..."

"what about now?"

Miao Meng's hand slid down without her noticing.

She untied the ribbon on the collar of Xiangzi's gray and white shirt.

Xiangzi's single garment slipped off his shoulders.

"You don't feel any of that anymore."

Miao Meng whispered in Xiangzi's ear.

“Does this mean that [The Summit] is gradually losing its appeal to you?”

"If you say that in the past, the Summit meant territory, subordinates, and followers to you..."

“Now you have all of these.”

"Can you still see the [peak]?"

Meow Meng chuckled.

"...I am already uneasy enough that I cannot live a city life. If I go beyond this and fall down halfway like other people climbing up in the City of Joy, and become a big piece of wet garbage, please spare me."

She licked her lips.

Then she took off her coat as well.

The purple coat fell to the ground and stacked on top of Xiangzi's clothes.

"Stablize?"

Miao Meng spoke softly, in a soft and moist tone, as if inviting.

"Not being able to feel your emotions makes me feel unstable at all."

"It's like drinking too much alcohol and putting on a Mewtwo headband while watching R++-level Mewtwo."

"It's light and fluffy."

"In this world, everyone can confuse illusion with reality."

"But Mewtwo Producer won't."

"What are you looking at now?"

"I can't see this kind of thing anymore."

"You make me feel unreal right now."

"Boss."

Miao Meng lifted Xiangzi's chin.

"do not do that."

"Go a little crazy."

"If you're not crazy, how are you going to get us to the [peak]?"

After removing the clothes, the coolness in the room became more obvious.

The only thing they could feel was the body temperature that was tightly pressed against each other.

"You're completely crazy. I didn't feel this bad when you took us to blow up the gas station and the vehicle center." Miao Meng said, "Are you really okay? Could it be that you're getting worse?"

"Did that quack doctor make you worse?" She asked with a smile, "[Brain Dance Therapy] is not a safe treatment... Boss, do you need me to add something to you?"

"Personality plug-in, emotion plug-in, one-time emotion experience..."

"...If you want, I can also use the quick crack of [Cyber ​​Psychosis] to help you burn your brain once."

"Or……"

Miao Meng's hand slid to Xiangzi's chest.

"You want some...something else?"

Miao Meng reached his hand further downward.

“You’re going to like this…”

Her hand slowly moved down—and then—

got caught.

Xiangzi grabbed Miaomeng's wrist.

"It's nine o'clock."

Xiangzi spoke up.

She looked calmly at the clock in Yi's eyes.

"The scheduled contact of Team J has not come."

Xiangzi said.

"..."

Miao Meng looked at Xiangzi.

After a while, she exhaled the air from her lungs.

"Boss, if you keep doing this, I'm going to doubt my charm."

She shrugged and stepped back.

The cold air squeezed into the gap that had reappeared between Xiangzi and Miaomeng.

Miao Meng pressed the brain machine at the back of his neck.

——Ring, ring, ring——

The sound of a transmitter rang out.

"…Did you hang up the phone?"